Chapter 33 - Hana

I didn’t want the date to end, even if I knew it should. We were at the natural conclusion of the date. Plus, if it ended now, I wouldn’t potentially end up in a situation where things could heat up with Isak like they unintentionally did with Aidan Friday night. I don’t know if I can trust myself alone with Isak. If I could lose control and let things get to where they did with Aidan, I wouldn’t want to think of how far I might let things go with Isak.

I’m not saying I’m more attracted to Isak than Aidan. They are very different men. It’s like comparing apples and oranges. I like both fruits and for various reasons. Being alone with Isak is dangerous because his mannerisms and this whole date make my emotions out of whack. I can’t let my feelings run things, and I know if he gets me alone, they’ll be harder to shove down. It was already a struggle during dinner, especially at dessert, when I wanted to lick the bit of the cream from the corner of his lips.

Yet despite all the logic