James was starring at me. With those piercing and stormy eyes of his that had frightened world leaders with a single look, made women wanting to drop to their knees in public og frozen CEOs in their place.
"What?" I asked him."At no point did I say that I wanted a divorce NOR accept an annullment." He stated firmly."That may be, however I will not accept being a wife to a husband with a mistress. Even in a contract marriage." I told him in no uncertain terms."Josefine, I told you that if Carrie ever came back you should prepare youself. I told you plans may change. Not that they will change. And yes, I do have feelings for her, but I haven't processed those feelings yet. I think we have a decent marriage. We get along. The public like us together as husband and wife. You are well liked, not just in high society circles but by all. I know you and take care of yo-""I DON'T CARE!" I scream at him!Fucking Bastard!I'm so angry with him that my entire body was shaking with adrennalin. My chest was rapidly heaving up and down as though I've just run a sprint. I've never yelled or spoken to him like this before. But I had to get this out before I freaking exploded! I just continued to yell at him like a pissed off banshee "You KNOW me?! You take care of me? James, I run your household FOR you. NOT for me. I think you know me? You just proved that you haven't paid the slightest bit of attention to me during these past five years. Since you think you know me. Tell me. Whats my educational background? Where do I work? What kind of allergies do I have? Huh? What color is my car? Here's a hint; I haven't touched any of those ridiculous cars in the garage. Whose Glory and where is Glory now?"James just looked shocked and continued to stare at me as though I wasn’t done yelling at him."Answer just ONE of my questions and I'll know you've paid just smidgen of attention to me. Just one question?" I try to immitate him and stare him down while waiting for my answer.Nothing. Nothing but silence.I walked to the door where two things happened at once. I opened the door just as James assistant Nate is about to knock on it while saying “Sir, I have that contract you have to sign today -“ and at the same time James almost yells as me “you studied PR! PR! With a minor in classical literature! That’s why you’re so good at it!”He continues but in a more normal voice but as though he is reading a script.“You don’t work. Or you do but your job is to run my household and keep it prime condition in case someone from the public surprises us with a visit. You don’t have any allergies that you’ve told me about. You drive that red Mercedes that’s parked just inside the gates and Glory is that show online everyone is streaming and is getting a lot press right now. So you see…I do pay attention. Now can we just drop this talk about divorce for now? I know we need to figure out this Carrie situation but it’s a delicate situation that requires some serious thinking before making any official moves”Disappointment runs through my body as a freight train. I look up up at Nate and mutter “excuse me just a few minutes Nate” and close the door softly in his face and turn around to face James. “Carrie studied PR and literature. She wanted to be a journalist or work in media, but wasn’t smart enough to be accepted to the universities that specializes in media and journalism despite my father’s efforts to bride a few of the admission’s people or deans. PR was the closet she could get. I on the other hand chose to study culinary arts and science with a minor in teaching as I’m a serious foodie.”James’ thick and dark eyebrows shoot up this. Clearly he’s never heard this before. “But your parents told me you wanted to follow Carrie’s footsteps and studied the same as her.”“Oh they wanted me to. They’re embarrassed that I’m “just a scientist” - not very lady-like at all. They told me that if they were paying for my education they’d get to decide my major and minor. I decided to pay for it myself by working my way through school instead.”I continued “Three times a week, I work at King’s college where I teach food science and chemistry. I’ve been doing this for the past four years. Furthermore, I have a rather successful lifestyle vlog online where my main focus is on cooking affordable food on a budget.”He looks shocked at this info. “But why? You don’t need to work. I have enough money-“I interrupted him by pulling out an epi pen out of my bag and hold it up to him. “Remember this? I’ve told you several times where you could find the ones at home, should you ever see me having an allergic reaction. I have five severe allergies; Soy, celery, peanuts, marzipan and certain Food additives. You should know this as you were told. Repeatedly. Your entire household staff knows this well considering they've brought me to the hospital several times in fact.James looked ashamed and embarrassed. Good. “When did that happen-“ I interrupted again him as though he hasn’t talked. “The red Mercedes belongs to Jeff.”James looked confused. “Who is Jeff?”I sighed, not at all impressed with his memory right now.“Jeff, your security guard. You gave him the car yourself after he stopped that photographer from breaking into your bedroom last year before the Gala.”“Oh yeah…” He muttered even though I could tell he doesn’t remember doing this.“I drive the grey, beat up sedan.” He looked horrified at me “That death trap?! I thought it was one of the maids’. Why would you drive that thing when we have a whole garage full of new cars?! Or even just the limo with a driver?““I do get Adam to drive me sometimes. But other times I don’t want people to recognize me so it’s better if I just drive a normal car. And it’s not a death trap! It’s just dinged up a bit because I’m not exactly a confident driver when it rains, so I might have hit a tree that suddenly was in my way a few years back. It’s just superficial so I don’t wanna get it fixed, because I think it gives Betty character.”“Betty?”“The car. She’s been with me since college. And Glory? Yes, Glory is a show. That Carrie was one of the scriptwriters for if I’m not mistaken. MY Glory was the golden retriever that lived with us at the house for 4 years until 6 months ago when she died of some mysterious illness.”“Wait….we had a dog?” He asked confused.“Geeez…Yes. I had a dog. And this right here is exactly what I mean. You don’t pay the slightest bit of attention to me. How the hell couldn’t you have noticed a freaking dog in the house? Why would I bother staying in marriage that I’m clearly alone in?” I turned to open the door again. This time I only managed to pull the door handle down before James suddenly spun me around, grabbed my neck and waist and put that delicious mouth of his on mine. His tongue traced the outline of my lips and I gasped in shock of how it kinda tickled. He took advantage of my gasp and slipped his tongue into my mouth to really taste me. My first real kiss with James King.Heaven. It felt like I had just entered heaven.His hand slid into my hair while the other hand had slid down to just above my ass.James stopped the kiss but didn’t move them away, instead he whispered against my lips.“Yeah…we’re not getting divorced. No way in hell.”“Yeah…we’re not getting divorced. No way in hell.” Now I know he mumbled something. I just didn't register the words at the time. I was too busy enjoying the taste of his mouth. He tasted of a combination of liquorice, mint and strangely delicious cucumber - a weird combination. But it worked for him. Damn, did it work. His hand sled futher down my body, feeling every inch of me and it grabbed my ass cheek in a firm grip. YES! I've been dreaming about his hands exploring my body for more than a freaking decade!More. I want more! His tongue had just bitten down on my lower lip, giving me just a smidge of pain. Huh...who knew? Pain could be a turn-on...cause....I wanted more of that. MUCH more of that!As he gently bit down, his landline phone in his office began ringing. Yes, James had a landline. Why? No clue. Whenever I asked him or his staff why James appeared to be stuck in the past with a landline in his home office, everyone just answered the same thing; “it’s important he
Adam, my driver and unofficial bodyguard at times, easily recognized my need for a quiet moment and just asked where to and nothing more. Usually, we chitchat back and forth about his beautiful Italian wife, his four way-too-beautiful daughters and his Italian Nonna's food and my efforts to immitate that woman's brilliant cooking and failing again and again. Adam's grandmother owned the best Italian joint in town and I had met her several times. A Queen of pasta if there ever was one. Needless to say, I could always keep the conversation going with Adam...However, today he took one look at me and let me have my peace. I couldn't stop my thoughts running wild. Damn, I could still taste James in my mouth. Why did he have to confuse me with that body of his? Why did he have to look like Adonis and why the hell did I have to be extremely attracted to that? Why couldn't he just have kissed me like that on our freaking wedding night?! Oh yeah...The ghost of Carrie still haunted us. I needed
“Wait....you’re meeting my sister and your former lover at the city’s most romantic restaurant and you DON’T think it’s a big deal?!?!?!” I almost yelled at him."Well...When you say it like that it sounds bad and wrong." he said."For F...'s sake! It IS fucking wrong, James! You do not meet your wife's sister at the city's most romantic restautant for an innocent business meeting or even for an 'lets-catch-up-and-have-dinner-and-drinks' thing. How can you not see that? Why do I have to explain such an obvious thing to you?!" I yelled. "Tone it down, Josefine! Don't yell at me. Carrie picked the restaurant at random, Im sure. The restaurant didn't exist when she still lived here. She just needs business advice and Im happy to give it to her if it can help her readjust to being back in the city more quickly." James argued. "Oh she'd love the attention from the press. I wouldn't be surprised if she'd been the one to call them in the first place. Carrie has never done anything not calcu
"Your sister is here to join us! Isn't it wonderful that she's finally home?!" My mother beames at my sister as though she just invented the wheel right in front of us. I stop and quietly ask my mother. "What is she doing here?" I really should have expected it. This is something my mother would do. A disguised set-up is right up her alley. I really don't know why it surprised me to see Carrie here. I really should have expected it. Carrie places the small fan onto the table, stands up and looks at me and say "Josefine. Long time, no see little sister. You look...haggard. I suppose Father Time has been rather cruel to you." Nice. Years apart with absolutely no contact of any sort and thats her first comment to me. "Mother, I have to say. Im disappointed in you. Hello to you too, Carrie. Now I know you two brought me here for a reason and its not 'brunch', so...why am I here? Whats wrong with an email?" Carrie smirks at me as though she finds me funny while my mother looks.
I should have just gone straight home, turned up the AC og sleep the day away. But I was still in an angry and bitchy mood and very hungry now that I missed out on the amazing looking brunch, so I stopped at Pascals and got their delicious steak salad, a chocolate chip coockie and a lemonade to-go, and then went directly to the warehouse to eat my food and have my meeings. I hadn't been lying to my mother when I said I had other meetings todays. But this mornings interaction bothered me more then I thought it would have. I mean... I know this move would come eventually. With my mother's ambitions for her first born, it was bound to happen sooner rather than later. My mother has always been very clear as to who was and still is the favorite child and made no lies about that. There was an heir and and couple of spares and my big brother and I was the spares. And I've always known Carrie hated my guts. This "intervention" of theirs was exactly something they would do. But I truly do
Arriving home after a....challenging day....I briefly saw James' black loafers were gone and guessed he was probbaly still at the office. Excellent! I wanted nothing more than to drink a large glass of white wine while having a lovely bath. I wanted to just....soak...the sweat and grime of the city off my body. This summer had been non-stop rain followed by a now 2 month long heatwave and the heat has been unbearable-on a good day! The sweating nonstop is a chronic condition for everyone right now...especially if you leave any airconditioned rooms. I felt I was beginning smell rather ...ripe. So a bath was now at the top of my to-do liste! Normally, when Im home, I like to do most things I want to do by myself and rarely actually rely on the staff for mundane tasks, but today I asked one of the maids to fill up the tub with water and to get me a large glass of a lovely white wine before sending them out of the house. I went to the kitchen and took out the couple of steaks from the f
The door opened again and then quietly closed shut. Thank God. We really hired some competent people. I really didn't want to talk to anymore people. I just wanted to soak my problems away! I should probably just get that divorce. Not for Carrie or my mother's sake. Or even James' sake. But for my own. I deserve a happily ever after. I deserve to be loved in return just as much I love. At the very least I deserve to have someone freaking listening to me when I open my month and confess my secrets. Not just someone who pretends to listen and instead think about work or another woman and only returns to the present when I ask a question. I really cannot believe that I didn't realize it before. I guess love really does make you stupid at times. "Well...this looks cozy-Room for two in there?" a smooth voice asked. I shot straight up in the tub, quickly realizing that the door opening had not been Lisa with my robe and towel. But instead my suit-clad husband...who was taking off hi
I stared at the door where my husband had just left stark naked as the day he was born. He wanted to be the one who'd give me a happily ever after??? Since WHEN?!? And wasn't he supposed to be in love with my dear sister?! And how the hell is it possible to have that many abs as a mere mortal?! Im so confused. Well....so much for my relaxing bath! I got out of the bath, dried myself off and walked in to the bedroom to put on my night clothes....only to stop abruptly due to the fact that a piece of paper, rippedfrom my notebook lying on my nightstand, had been thrown onto my bed with the words "The courtship shall now begin! I will woe you so hard that you will quickly realize that there is only one solution for a happily ever after for you....by staying married to me! -J"Woe? He wanted to woe me? Hard? And people called me strange....Apparently they hadn't met my husband!I found my camisol and night shorts, got into bed and finally fell asleep...strang
James appears annoyed but still takes it out of his inner blazer pocket, freeze as he stares at the display. It stops ringing for about five seconds and then begins to ring again and he answers the phone immideately. "Hello Carrie."I knew it. She did see us at the restaurant afterall when Roni went off a tagent. Though James didn't appear to have noticed her present there. Let me guess....she needs him. Now."No, no...not a problem. Just talking to the car-now whats wrong?"Hmmm....Maybe she did change abroad?"Slow down Carrie, I cant understant you when you're speaking that fast. Breathe for a second, okay? Good....good...now....not to be rude but why are you calling?"Ah....maybe not. Here we go. She's pulled this kinda stuff since her teens. The Damsel in Distress act. The annoying thing is ...that act always worked. Always. So....no 'nightcap' for me. I just know it."Oh! Well....I can probably fix that but why don't you ask-oh. Well what about-Hmm.....I see...No but....oh....o
I smiled at him, feeling proud of Sofia and Pascini. This place really is awesome. "So can I invite you home to have a night cap with me?" James asked suggestively while his hand softly travelled up and down my arm Oh boy.... I feel my whole face begin to blush. My pulse is increasing and my heart feels like its going to burst any second now.mmmh! My body is screaming YES! But my mind yelling right back "HELL NO!" Why does everything with this man have to be so darn complicated?"Arhm....Night cap meaning a lovely cup of tea oooor.....a night of 'capping' each other between the sheets?" I raise my eyebrows and ask to clarify his intentions. Lord knows my body want the second one even though I probably shouldn't considering how things are between us right now. James merely gives me a sexy, crooket smile. "Can't it be both? Nothing wrong with a husband and wife enjoying each other....physically." and winks at me.I can literally feel my heart beat speed up. That man is effing leth
I arrived at Pascinis at little past seven. I gave my name and the hostess gave me a huge smile and led my to our table. James had already arrived and had been seated at the table. He smiled, gave my body the elevator look and stood up to greet me. He leant towards me and said"Hi Darling. You look gorgeous as always." and proceded to kiss my cheek. Like a freaking school girl I couldn't control the blush that suddenly dominated my entire face. I could literally feel the blood rush to my face. "Thank you" I muttered and sat down in the chair he held out for me. "I've been looking forward to this all day I must admit." He confessed and sat back down in his own chair. "Really? I thought you would have focused on work. I thought you were still dealing with the whole Eastern route issue." I said and sipped the white wine he poured for me. Mmmmh....fresh and slightly citrusy. "Excellent choice on the wine selection" I muttered. "I didn't realize you paid so much attention to my work. I
I stared at the door where my husband had just left stark naked as the day he was born. He wanted to be the one who'd give me a happily ever after??? Since WHEN?!? And wasn't he supposed to be in love with my dear sister?! And how the hell is it possible to have that many abs as a mere mortal?! Im so confused. Well....so much for my relaxing bath! I got out of the bath, dried myself off and walked in to the bedroom to put on my night clothes....only to stop abruptly due to the fact that a piece of paper, rippedfrom my notebook lying on my nightstand, had been thrown onto my bed with the words "The courtship shall now begin! I will woe you so hard that you will quickly realize that there is only one solution for a happily ever after for you....by staying married to me! -J"Woe? He wanted to woe me? Hard? And people called me strange....Apparently they hadn't met my husband!I found my camisol and night shorts, got into bed and finally fell asleep...strang
The door opened again and then quietly closed shut. Thank God. We really hired some competent people. I really didn't want to talk to anymore people. I just wanted to soak my problems away! I should probably just get that divorce. Not for Carrie or my mother's sake. Or even James' sake. But for my own. I deserve a happily ever after. I deserve to be loved in return just as much I love. At the very least I deserve to have someone freaking listening to me when I open my month and confess my secrets. Not just someone who pretends to listen and instead think about work or another woman and only returns to the present when I ask a question. I really cannot believe that I didn't realize it before. I guess love really does make you stupid at times. "Well...this looks cozy-Room for two in there?" a smooth voice asked. I shot straight up in the tub, quickly realizing that the door opening had not been Lisa with my robe and towel. But instead my suit-clad husband...who was taking off hi
Arriving home after a....challenging day....I briefly saw James' black loafers were gone and guessed he was probbaly still at the office. Excellent! I wanted nothing more than to drink a large glass of white wine while having a lovely bath. I wanted to just....soak...the sweat and grime of the city off my body. This summer had been non-stop rain followed by a now 2 month long heatwave and the heat has been unbearable-on a good day! The sweating nonstop is a chronic condition for everyone right now...especially if you leave any airconditioned rooms. I felt I was beginning smell rather ...ripe. So a bath was now at the top of my to-do liste! Normally, when Im home, I like to do most things I want to do by myself and rarely actually rely on the staff for mundane tasks, but today I asked one of the maids to fill up the tub with water and to get me a large glass of a lovely white wine before sending them out of the house. I went to the kitchen and took out the couple of steaks from the f
I should have just gone straight home, turned up the AC og sleep the day away. But I was still in an angry and bitchy mood and very hungry now that I missed out on the amazing looking brunch, so I stopped at Pascals and got their delicious steak salad, a chocolate chip coockie and a lemonade to-go, and then went directly to the warehouse to eat my food and have my meeings. I hadn't been lying to my mother when I said I had other meetings todays. But this mornings interaction bothered me more then I thought it would have. I mean... I know this move would come eventually. With my mother's ambitions for her first born, it was bound to happen sooner rather than later. My mother has always been very clear as to who was and still is the favorite child and made no lies about that. There was an heir and and couple of spares and my big brother and I was the spares. And I've always known Carrie hated my guts. This "intervention" of theirs was exactly something they would do. But I truly do
"Your sister is here to join us! Isn't it wonderful that she's finally home?!" My mother beames at my sister as though she just invented the wheel right in front of us. I stop and quietly ask my mother. "What is she doing here?" I really should have expected it. This is something my mother would do. A disguised set-up is right up her alley. I really don't know why it surprised me to see Carrie here. I really should have expected it. Carrie places the small fan onto the table, stands up and looks at me and say "Josefine. Long time, no see little sister. You look...haggard. I suppose Father Time has been rather cruel to you." Nice. Years apart with absolutely no contact of any sort and thats her first comment to me. "Mother, I have to say. Im disappointed in you. Hello to you too, Carrie. Now I know you two brought me here for a reason and its not 'brunch', so...why am I here? Whats wrong with an email?" Carrie smirks at me as though she finds me funny while my mother looks.
“Wait....you’re meeting my sister and your former lover at the city’s most romantic restaurant and you DON’T think it’s a big deal?!?!?!” I almost yelled at him."Well...When you say it like that it sounds bad and wrong." he said."For F...'s sake! It IS fucking wrong, James! You do not meet your wife's sister at the city's most romantic restautant for an innocent business meeting or even for an 'lets-catch-up-and-have-dinner-and-drinks' thing. How can you not see that? Why do I have to explain such an obvious thing to you?!" I yelled. "Tone it down, Josefine! Don't yell at me. Carrie picked the restaurant at random, Im sure. The restaurant didn't exist when she still lived here. She just needs business advice and Im happy to give it to her if it can help her readjust to being back in the city more quickly." James argued. "Oh she'd love the attention from the press. I wouldn't be surprised if she'd been the one to call them in the first place. Carrie has never done anything not calcu