Felix asked me gloomily, "Didn't you say you'll be with me because I saved your life?"As expected, he did all of these because of my earlier statements!However, was it worth it to pay such a high price to obtain me? After all, I couldn't fall in love with him again.Was he crazy because he loved me? Or was it because he remembered how I used to be by his side after Lilac's betrayal?Perhaps he wished to have whatever he wanted from me like he did before.Felix expressed his regrets, and Lilac also told me about his feelings. It was just that things had changed. We couldn't return to the Thanksgiving when we were 18.The hurt I had suffered would never disappear. I wouldn't treat it as if it had never happened because of his regrets. Since I didn't love him, I wouldn't start something just because of his affection.Colin was the one I wanted to love for the rest of my life. As for Felix, he saved my life. He was the one I would spend my whole life taking care of. It was purely
After cleaning up the rental house, I informed Felix about Colin's late return. He didn't speak and only nodded lightly.I soon filled the bathtub with water and placed all the towels, pajamas, and toiletries in fixed places. Then, I helped Felix into the bathroom and told him to let me know when he was done.Felix was familiar with the house and would no longer bump into things. After some practice, he could care for himself, including bathing and clothing. It was easier for me to care for him now than in the beginning.Usually, when Colin was at home, he was the one who helped Felix in bathing. However, there were only two of us today. Even though I didn't want to, I had no choice.The weather was scorching. Felix would be uncomfortable if he didn't take a shower.As his last request was unreasonable, I felt creeped out and nervous whenever I was alone with him.It was the same today. My heart had been racing unnaturally since Felix entered the bathroom. I was so panicked tha
Felix's behavior revealed his intentions.Humiliation drowned me. I couldn't even breathe or think. I just wanted to get away from this dreadful oppression.Being pressed under him caused me to break out in a cold sweat. His behavior was far scarier than a blackout at night.There was endless darkness. Felix pressed me down tightly like an evil spirit attempting to devour me.He gripped my waist with one hand and my head with the other, burying his face in my neck and kissing my ear.His lips were cold and moist. When he kissed the skin near my ears, it was as slippery as a cold, deadly snake. I attempted to dodge, but I couldn't get away from him.He sucked my earlobe. His chilly, moist breath touched my face, making me so sick that I was about to vomit.What was wrong with Felix? Why did he do this to me? What did I do that he wanted to destroy me?I punched him with all my strength and kicked him at random. I wasn't sure where my nails had scratched him, but I could hear him
I turned around and ran out in embarrassment.I couldn't find my way and didn't know where to flee. A voice in my mind kept telling me to run. There was a devil. I had to run away!I never wanted to come back here. I never wanted to see Felix again!In a panic, I bumped into a man. He hugged me tightly."Let go of me! You devil! Beast! Don't touch me!" I struggled desperately. Fear seized me tight. I longed to get out of my confinement.I kicked, hit, and bit him. I used all the methods at my disposal to protect myself."Let me go, Felix! Don't touch me! I belong to Colin! Don't touch me! Please!" I cried desperately.My shrill cry echoed throughout the empty corridor, causing the voice-activated light to turn on.The man was strong. He held me in his arms and let me listen to his heartbeat. His voice was full of suppressed anger and deep distress. "Baby, don't be afraid. It's me. I'm here."His gentle voice brought me back to my senses. I smelled a familiar scent that made me
That was right. We were lucky there was a blackout.Fortunately, Colin was back in time. Everything remained the same.That blackout was a nightmare for me but salvation for him.All of the remorse and debt I felt toward Felix vanished because of the crazy things he did to me last night. Instead, I held deep disgust and resentment toward him.He almost destroyed me. How could I not hate him? How could he be so shameless and nasty?Since that day, I had never been to his rental house. Colin also returned to his college dormitory. He hired an aide for Felix and only visited him occasionally.I wondered how he dealt with Felix. However, I didn't ask and didn't want to know about it.Whenever I thought about Felix, that night's scene would reappear in my mind, making me feel like I was in hell again.The young man who made an impression on my 18-year life had become my nightmare on many nights.That handsome and brilliant man had vanished. The past Felix never returned.I was fri
I cried and apologized to him. I didn't expect this to happen. Colin said it didn't matter and would be alright in the future. He'd been waiting for me for years. He could wait for me longer.I tried, but it still didn't work.One day, his yearning was too intense, and my guilt was too profound. For the first time, I touched him, helping him release his desire.After it was over, Colin shyly lay on my shoulders and massaged my sore arms. "It feels great. Thank you, baby. I want it again tomorrow."I was surprised when he stated that it was his first experience.I couldn't believe that Colin, a nearly 30-year-old man, was still a virgin. He felt embarrassed and angry, claiming that I had no conscience. He had been keeping his virtue for me all these years.Upon hearing that, I forgot the fear and resistance I had just experienced. I only laughed loudly, unstoppable. Colin was so pissed off that he bit my ear until I felt numb....Colin moved everything I left at Felix's rental
Where was Colin? I needed him!I screamed in my heart in fear, trembling and unable to speak.My terrible memories replayed over and over again.My thoughts told me to run away quickly, but my legs were frozen. I couldn't move at all.The aide whispered something to Felix. He tilted his head and "glanced" at me. Immediately afterward, the aide pushed him toward me.They were getting closer. It was so close that I seemed to smell Felix's disgusting scent.Finally, I forced myself to move. I turned around and ran toward the road. In a panic, I bumped into someone."Why are you so panicked?"I heard a familiar, elegant voice. It was Matthew. When he noticed my anxiety, he grabbed my arms and blocked my way. "Did you see a ghost?"Felix did look like a ghost, perhaps even more terrifying than one.The person next to Matthew burst out laughing. It was George who had been missing for two months. He was clad in white, drenched in golden sunlight, and resembled an angel.It was just
I hadn't finished my words when I saw Matthew take a few steps back. He swiftly reached into his pocket for something and threw it toward Felix. The object let out a golden glint as it whizzed straight toward Felix in the wheelchair. Matthew's strike was very strong in both speed and strength.I grabbed Colin's hand to clasp over my mouth, stopping the scream that was about to escape.To be honest, I didn't care if Felix got hurt, but I didn't want Matthew to be implicated because of me. Perhaps this incident might not be a big deal as he could easily settle it with little effort given his status and position. But still, it wasn't a good thing because I didn't want to keep owing him favors. I was afraid that I couldn't ever repay him.If Felix really couldn't see, then Matthew's attack would undoubtedly injure him.The attack came so suddenly that even the aide couldn't react in time. Just as the golden object was about to hit Felix's left eye, he turned the wheelchair's direct