Chapter 374

I might be shameless to have such thoughts, but I had no regrets.

Felix's surgery was over. Everything remained the same, except that he had suffered once more. His mood was far lower than before.

I was the one who gave him hope, then shattered it. It was cruel for him to get such an ending.

How could I tell him that I still wanted to be with Colin?

I wasn't afraid of hardship. I could even give Felix money. I just worried that I would never be able to be with Colin again.

My grief grew stronger.

Colin knew me best. Every night, he would hold me and tell me not to worry. We weren't at the end of the road yet. He'd find another way.

George was a world-renowned expert in brain surgery. I wondered where we should put our hope if even he couldn't solve the problem.

When I couldn't sleep, I deeply regretted my actions and hated myself.

I thought I was right, but my self-righteousness messed everything up. I was such a useless person.

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Felix was discharged. He didn't speak all