Chapter 229

I wanted to ask but was afraid. I was such a coward.

Feeling like this made me so uneasy.

I was having a severe mental struggle. Even so, I forced myself to ignore the pressing need to ask Colin what had happened even though I knew it would drive me to tears.

I didn't have the right to do that because he didn't grant it to me.

As for why I was feeling this grief that I couldn't get rid of despite my best attempts, I didn't ponder too much about it.

Perhaps I had become very possessive of Colin as he had taken such great care of me in the past.

When he asked for my answer to his confession, I said I would consider it. Perhaps consideration wasn't equivalent to a promise. He could do anything he pleased since he was a free man. It wasn't my place to meddle.

Yes, it wasn't my place to meddle. So, should I still be considering giving things a go with Colin?

Also, why was there an aching in my heart? It felt like my eyes were searing too, and it hurt so much. I felt like I was abou