"All that's in the past. Why bring it up? I've never blamed you." I smiled faintly.Indeed, it was all over now. Now that I looked back, I could no longer remember the humiliation and pain I felt back then.Felix smiled bitterly, took out a cigarette, and asked me if he could smoke.We were at a public place. It was not like we were at my house. He could do whatever he wanted."Getting together with Lilac was purely accidental. I remember it was raining heavily that day. She didn't have an umbrella, and she had even injured her leg. I saw her sitting on the ground alone, wiping her tears. She was drenched. "Since we were classmates, I figured I should help her. I didn't know why, but I was moved by her tears. She wasn't popular in class, and no one liked her. During gatherings, she'd always sit alone in the corner, looking like a pitiful sight. It made me want to protect her."After being with her for so long, I know she uses her tears as a weapon and pretends to be weak. She's
Colin happily accepted my invitation, even saying he would choose the most expensive restaurant so that I'd be forced to spend more.Over the years, I had saved nearly a million from the prize money I received from participating in various competitions, the income I received from helping people draw, and scholarships. I could afford to treat him to an expensive meal.The itinerary he arranged was to go swimming in the open-air swimming pool in the morning and have a meal at noon. There were two options for the afternoon. One was hiking, and the other was bowling.Since I had some experience with the dangers of hiking mountains, I chose bowling. I had never played it before.After breakfast, Colin carried me into the car under Mom's earnest reminders.I protested, telling him not to carry me, but it was futile. He told me that whoever was stronger had the final say, so I gave up struggling.The open-air swimming pool was a natural lake with a large area. I could see the beautiful
I was by no means a pervert. I only wanted to know what was so magical about men's abs that the authors had to mention them in every romance novel. I didn't have any dirty thoughts about Colin."What are you looking at?"He asked me as he swam up to me."Colin, can I touch your abs?" I whispered while pulling him lower.His ears instantly flushed. He glared at me angrily, ignored me, and dove into the water. He swam away like a fish.I was just curious about his abs. His reaction was too exaggerated.Unexpectedly, he was still innocent despite almost turning 30. He was even blushing!It was my first successful attempt at teasing Colin!I got tired after swimming two laps, so I lay on the beach chair and admired the scenery with my sunglasses on.Rather than admiring the scenery, I was actually admiring Colin, who looked like a merman.I wasn't aware of when he appeared beside me, his tall body shielding me from the scorching sun.I even wondered if he was doing this intentio
"So, you don't dare? It seems that you only know how to brag!"I truly didn't dare to. I gave up. I didn't want to touch him anymore!"Hehe, you've been protecting your chastity for your future wife. I should let her be the first person to touch your abs. I won't touch them." I smiled dryly as I made excuses for myself.Colin sneered. "You sure phrased your words nicely, but you look like you're regretting not touching me. I don't think you should miss this opportunity. If you miss it this time, there'll be no more chances. Once I marry, you'll never get another chance to touch me. Won't you regret it?"He was right, but I didn't dare to make the move."Let's be honest here. Do you want to touch me?"I looked at Colin in embarrassment, trying to ask him to give me an idea of whether to touch him.Perhaps I wasn't sitting still or he wasn't standing firm, but I accidentally placed my palm against his abdomen during a moment of unsteadiness. The warm and smooth touch made my fa
After exiting the airport security check, I saw Matthew standing at the guardrail outside, waving at me excitedly. "Lulu, this way!"Felix and Lilac took the taxi back to the university while Matthew took me to a restaurant for a meal.Although Lilac tried every means to express her wish to follow us, Matthew pretended not to hear and silently refused. Felix soon pulled her away with embarrassment.It would be difficult for him to avoid embarrassment seeing as he had such a shameless girlfriend.As soon as I entered the private room, Matthew hugged me from behind and held me tightly.His unfamiliar breath startled me. I struggled instinctively.However, he held me so tightly that I couldn't break free from him. I gradually started panicking. He buried his head in my neck, his breaths making my skin itch."I missed you so much! I almost went crazy! Lulu, how long more do I have to wait? I'm having a hard time. Do you need such a long time to consider being my girlfriend?"He spo
I had celebrated Colin's birthday with him for three consecutive years. As I couldn't celebrate with him this year, I planned to choose a gift and send it to him.I hoped he would be happy to receive my gift.On Saturday afternoon, I had nothing much to do and planned to go out to pick out a gift for Colin. Unexpectedly, Helen called me and asked me to go shopping. It was better to shop with a friend than alone, so I agreed.She took me to those expensive luxury stores when she heard I wanted to buy a birthday gift.After shopping for more than two hours, I hadn't bought anything. Meanwhile, she had bought several bags of clothes and shoes.I found out that she spent more than 300 thousand in two hours. But she complained that the stores had no new products and that made the shopping experience boring.That was more than 300 thousand. I didn't think I'd be able to spend so much on shopping in my life. Although my family wasn't short of money, I couldn't accept such spending habit
After class in the afternoon, I received my handmade ceramic mug.A drawing of two children was on the light blue mug. The tall one was a boy of about ten years old, and the short one was a girl with two braids. He was holding her hand while she was talking to him with her head tilted up. He showed a gentle and indulgent smile.That was my clearest memory of Colin when I was about five.I cleaned the mug, put it on the table, and admired it. I even took out my phone and took a few photos as I waited for Colin to receive his gift. After that, I could post the photos on WhatsApp Status to show off.The coursework here wasn't as much as it was at Lincoln University. Our tutor often took us to places with unique scenery or historical heritage. He would also let us read classics and poems and conduct research based on our different perspectives. Our creations contributed to our academic scores. On Friday morning, 17 of us followed our tutor to visit the tomb of a princess. It was mo
There was a seemingly abandoned gazebo on the side of the gate of the factory area. I sat on the steps of the gazebo and waited for Matthew.After waiting for half an hour, he still hadn't arrived. It even started to rain heavily, The rain came so fierce and sudden. I didn't bring an umbrella, so I had to seek cover in the gazebo.The dark clouds were heavy. The vendors had already run off with their equipment, leaving me alone.What happened that year had left me with a trauma of heavy rain. My parents and Colin would never let me face the thunder alone.But the door to the factory was tightly closed. Even when I knocked on it hard, no one answered me. The lightning above was flickering across the clouds, and the exposed gazebo was crumbling under the attack of wind and rain.I suddenly remembered the desperate moment when I stood at the bottom of a well while covered with wounds. Fear instantly enveloped me, and my head began to hurt. I was so panicked that I didn't know what