SAMANTHA POV "So will he send someone," I ask Daniel as soon as he puts his phone down. "Yes, he is sending three members of my old pack... Sam, baby, you have to calm down. Benji and Lewis are most likely following a slow moving herd through the park. You have to remember they are trying to make it seem like our entire pack is traveling and hunting. They are also trying to make sure they get captured on as many game cameras as possible. You can't be stressing like this it isn't good for you or the baby. Let me take this one okay," Daniel says as he moves around his desk. He drops down into a crouch beside me before taking my hand. I try to give him a fake smile and nod, but my actions stop midway. The fear I felt when I first learned they were overdue has gone nowhere. I'm still just as scared as I was an hour ago. "Why does the thought of losing them hurt so much," I whisper, and Daniel smiles before brushing a piece of my long hair back. "You are their Luna. More and
DANIEL POV "So you meant that? Like an actual wedding? Do shifters even get married? I thought they do the whole biting mate thing," Sam asks with wide eyes, and I chuckle. "For legal purposes, we normally go to the courthouse and get married. But for human mates, we have weddings. You are a little bit of both," I explain as I place her phone on the desk and move back in between her legs. She blushes and fidgets as she watches me get closer and closer to her juicy lips. "So you want to have a wedding with me instead of the whole courthouse thing? I mean, I've been married before. I have done the whole white dress walk down the hall thing. We don't have to do that again...I mean, if I agree," Samantha says as I stop a millimeter from her lips. "I don't care what we do. I just want you next to me for the rest of my life, Sam. I know we haven't been together long, but that's not something that stops shifters. I'm moving at your pace. So you just tell me when," I whisper b
BENJI POV "I can't turn back, Lewis. I have to find her. I understand if you want to head back to the pack, but I can't," I mumble as I look across our little fire, we decided to make. "I'm with you, Benj. You are my packmate. If you say you smelled your mate, then I am with you. We will find her and bring her home," Lewis says before standing up and stretching. The cave we found isn't much, but it is near impossible for a human to reach, and it is tall enough for us to stretch out our human bodies to their full heights. Unlike the last cave we camped out in for a few nights. "Who knows...as we chase down your mate, we might run into mine. This is the most ground I have ever covered. And since Yellowstone is packed with shifters, my chances are high. So you just might be doing me a favor," Lewis jokes, sending me a grin before heading to his general sleeping area. "Yeah. But we are long overdue. Alpha is probably worried. Maybe I should continue alone and send you ba
DANIEL POV Her enchanting emerald green eyes are glowing in the dark, urging me to mark her as our lips break apart, but I hold back. I have to be sure. I have to know this is her decision. I have to make sure she knows the full extent of what she is asking. I don't want there to be any regrets between us. I know the pack has commented here and there over the past month. They have even asked her when she thinks she might allow me to claim her as my own. Her responses have always been vague, and she always rubs her stomach. I don't want her rushing this to please them or me. If she wants to wait until she has her cub, then we need to wait. No matter what the pack thinks. I lick her remaining essence off my lips as I refocus my brain. I try to control my instinctual urge as much as I can before asking her what could potentially be the most serious question I ever ask my mate. "Sam, do you realize what you are asking for? You are asking me to claim you. With or without a
SAMANTHA POV "Alright, well, let's see it," Finley says the second Daniel and I step into the kitchen. I scrunch my eyebrows and give Daniel a curious look before realizing what Fin is talking about. "How do you know about that," I ask after I snap my head back in his direction and raise my hand to cover my mark. The other pack members chuckle a bit from their spots at the island, and I feel a blush building on my face. Everyone seems to be in on the same joke beside me. "Oh, come on. Shifter hearing, remember. We all heard everything, Sam. Moans.... climaxes...you name it, now show us the mark," Fin says, and I gasp before Daniel growls. "Leave her alone. She is officially your Luna. Show her some respect before I have to take you to the barn," Daniel growls before pecking my now blazing cheek. Lauren comes and puts her arm over my shoulders. She steers me towards an empty stool and sticks out her tongue at Finley along the way. Daniel moves to the fridge to
SAMANTHA POV I can't believe I suggested staying here by myself tonight. I feel like every little sound might be someone. Plus, I hate not being next to Daniel. I sigh as I turn the lamb back on for the hundredth time. "Looks like Mommy isn't going to sleep tonight, sweet baby girl," I mumble as I rub my stomach. I take a moment to think about what I can do to exhaust myself and gasp as I remember my grandmother's diaries. "How did I forget," I mutter as I open the draw to the nightstand. I grab the diary I had started months ago and settle back against my fluffy pregnancy pillow. "This will give me the distraction I need," I whisper to myself as I unlock the book.October 9th, 1972Dear Diary, I feel so alone. Every day is a struggle here. My only friend found her mate last week and left the pack, so now I have no one to talk to. Graham rarely spends time with me, and when he does, it's never nice. I try to smile and be pleasant, but he can see right through m
SAMANTHA POV December 13th, 1972Dear diary, I told him. I told him I am pregnant, Diary, and he shrugged. He didn't even acknowledge it. He just asked if I was ready to apologize to him. I can't believe him! He is a complete asshole. I said I wouldn't apologize for being upset about Kendall being murdered, and he walked away. I want nothing to do with him. I don't want to apologize to him. He isn't a good man, but I'm not sure how long I can hold off. I have been eating rats in wolf form, but I know it isn't enough. My babies need more. I am going to have to suck it up eventually.Hazel I shake my head as my anger continues to grow towards my dead grandfather. I knew he wasn't a good man before ever getting into Hazel's diaries, but to read first-hand accounts of just how bad he was is very eye-opening. I can honestly say I am glad my mate killed him. He didnt deserve to lead a pack, and he didn't deserve my grandmother.December 15th, 1972Dear diary,He had one of the
SAMANTHA POV "It's only twelve. I have time to read," I think to myself as I head up the stairs back to my small room. I had gone to bed early since I had been missing Daniel. So the night is younger than I thought it was. I plop back down on my bed and take a deep breath before I begin to read my grandmother's next entry. August 19th, 1973 Dear diary, I have never felt more broken in all my life. Seven days ago, I gave birth to the most beautiful pups I have ever seen. They were a little early, so they were on the smaller side, but I was still over the moon. I named my son Kyle. He was the larger of the two and the firstborn. I named my daughter Grace after my friend who left with her mate. She was smaller than her brother but the louder of the two. I was nursing them for the first time when Graham and his father entered our room looking smug. I knew right then in deep within my heart, something was very wrong, but I tried to hide it. I put a big smile on my fa
SAMANTHA POV Oh God, what have I done? I scream the thought to myself as I follow Daniel's scent trail into the old pine forest. It's been hours since he left. I tried to give him time to cool off and come back to me, but I think that was a bad idea. I need to find him. I never meant to hurt him or behave as if I am unhappy to be pregnant again. I'm just stressed. Angelica is amazing, but she is a lot of work. If we didn't have the pack's help, I have no idea how I would get everything done. And I don't even do that much. I also wasn't a massive fan of being pregnant the first time. Yes, it was a magical experience, but I disliked all the heightened dramatic emotions that made me not act like myself. Plus, being that big is extremely uncomfortable. You can't sleep or even walk without experiencing growing pains. I hit an area in the forest that is denser than the others, and I decide to shift. He should be close enough to hear me yell. "DANIEL," I yell out with m
DANIEL POV "No, Boyd and Mike went over to Andrew's. They are helping him move his larger furniture. The movers delivered his stuff before we arrived," I answer as I pat my favorite horse. I have missed the smells and sounds of home so much. It's so peaceful here compared to Florida. Florida is awful, to be honest. I have no idea why humans retire there. It smells of mold and dirty water. It's humid and loud. Plus, it's the home to alligators. I leave the stall and head for the tack room. I want to check on everything. Not because I don't trust my men, but because I have missed doing it. I have missed the routine and the scents of Wyoming. I have missed working away my stress. "That's nice. Is Andrew comfortable with that," Stanley asks as he follows me with his hands tucked in his pockets. "Yeah. He commente
SAMANTHA POV It's been a week since Margaret Polk's body was found, and you would think we would be over it, but we aren't. The funeral is today, and I have no idea how I am going to hold myself together. All week the press has been harassing and torturing Andrew with in-depth questions that tear at my heart. They ask him what drove his son to murder. They ask him whether he abused his wife or son. They asked him if Adam and Margaret were having an incestuous affair. They ask him if Kelly O'Neal was a part of the relationship. You name it, they have asked it. When they tried to bring Angelica and me into it, he shuts them down. He denied them any further interviews and said if anyone went near us, he would sue. All in all, it's been an absolute nightmare. "Love, I believe Boyd is all set with all of Angelica's things, but I might be wrong. He has four bottles, two pacifiers, a change of clothes, and a crap ton of diapers... Is there anything else you can think of that he might
BENJI POV Mariah leans in a little closer as Lauren continues to eye her suspiciously from across the table. My anger towards the pregnant female grows. The other members have all moved past the fact that she is here, but Lauren is refusing. She is purposefully making Mariah feel uncomfortable, and I am ready to tear her hormonal head off. The only people that needed to accept Mariah were Luna and me. Lauren needs to realize we have accepted Mariah as a pack member. My mark is on her flesh. "The Hay sold, so that's a relief. I spoke to a couple of companies about the foundation of our future home, but without a set blueprint, they can't move forward," Stanley says, and Finley nods while swallowing his bite of brisket. "I'm sure Luna will move forward with the house once she returns. Right now is a stressful time," Finley says, and the stiffness in Stanley's shoulders eases. His face creases with sympathetic emotions, and we all feel that familiar pinch of sadness for wh
DANIEL POV "This seems promising. There is an off-road path to the water here," Boyd says, and I nod. "Roll down the window. See if you can smell anything," I urge, and he instantly follows the order. He closes his eyes and inhales the outside air as we slowly drive down the dirt/grass road. After about two seconds, his eyes snap back open. "She's here....and not just her normal smell. Her body is still here. This whole area smells like death," Boyd whispers, and I roll down my window. As soon as the first wave of air enters the car, I smell it. I smell death and decay emitting from somewhere nearby. I slowly stop the car. Boyd and I climb out in silence. The pit of my stomach is tight, and I almost feel nauseous thinking about seeing her. But we have to do this. We have to close the c
DANIEL POV "Sam said he would have chosen a spot with water. He might have been crazy, but he wasn't an idiot," I say as I drop one of Margaret's shirts in the backseat. Boyd and I already familiarized ourselves with her smell, but bringing her scent along will help. "Did he have any special spots," Boyd asks as he rounds the car to the passenger side. I nod as I recall mine and Andrew's private conversation last night. "Yeah. Andrew said he loved to fish. He gave me a list of the most private spots. But the thing is, most of the areas have some pretty big predators. Alligators being the main ones. We might be searching for a body that is being digested. So let's focus on locating her scent. We won't focus on finding the body, just her scent. I think Andrew would benefit from just knowing her final resting place," I say as I s
BENJI POV RATED R I growl as my dominant side pushes forward. Her lips try to keep up with mine, and it makes my fire build. I love that she didn't give up. I love that she refused to just let me walk away. I love that she took charge, but now it's my turn. I need to show her that I do want her. That it was my hurt pride talking. Her words reminded me of my fear when we voted. How I felt knowing if my pack said no, she would have to leave. She is right. I said I wanted her, and I do. I trust that what she is saying now is the truth. It just hurt my pride that she didn't come back for me. I wanted to be the reason. When she brought up everything she did, it made me angry again. It made me forget what I already knew. She is mine! I want her! We will forgive her, and she will earn our trust. I growl as I let my index claw grow. I slice her dirty dress in half at her back, at she gasps. She pulls away to look at me, and I smirk. "Show me what's mine, sexy kitty," I growl,
BENJI POV "Mariah," I say as I open the guest room door. She has been hiding out ever since Lauren blew up, and I need to check on her. I haven't checked on her yet, and I feel like a terrible mate, but it's because I don't know what to do. My heart is torn between loving my mate and loyalty to my pack. I never thought I would have this dilemma. I thought I would meet my mate and she would love me. That's how shifters are. The only time a shifter has to work harder is if their mate is human. They have to win their mate over and reveal their true identity. But a shifter with a shifter mate has nothing to disclose. Both their inner animals call to one another. They love instantly...except in my case. My mate is a secret assassin sent to kill my Luna. Kill my Luna, not because of her crimes, but her family's crimes, which is bullshit. My Luna is an amazing woman. She is strong, loving, and loyal. My mate has been dishonest and withdrawn....ahhhhh. "I'm here," Maria
SAMANTHA POV I don't know why I am so nervous. I mean, Andrew is one of the nicest men I have ever met. He shouldn't blame any of this on me. I know I had no control over Adam's actions. But I also know people who are grieving aren't always rational. He could have warped what happened in his mind, because he is upset about losing his loved ones. I mean, I did kill his son. He could be upset about the way I handled things. He could think I should have used nonlethal force. He could be disappointed that Adam never got his day in court. "Do you think seeing me will be too much for him," I ask Daniel quietly as he follows the rental car's GPS? "What do you mean? Too much? Are you asking about whether he can handle you being a shifter" Daniel asks, giving me a quick glance? "No. No. Well, that too...But umm, I was meaning he might get upset when he sees me. I mean, Adam killed his wife, and now Adam is dead. And Adam is dead because I killed him. Andrew might resent me," I