Ronan’s POV
Ghost is on a warpath in my head, trying to take control. Hearing Willow deny being our mate stirred him up and made him determined to mark her right then and there, whether she was willing or not. That is the last thing I want. She may be an infuriating woman but marking her while she resists will make it physically painful for her and I don’t think that will help make her trust us. If anything, it could scare her away and I have waited too long for my mate to let her go.
She seems to like Xander well enough. Maybe I can get him to put in a good word for me. I put the car in drive and continue down the old dirt road to the packs medical examiner’s office. Hopefully Charles completed his examination. It may help us in figuring out who did this to her. Everything about this case from the outside looking in, screams wolf attack but, I can’t shake the feeling that there is more to it. If it was one of my pack members, it brings a whole new set of problems for me to deal with.
“Where are we going,” I hear Willow demand.
I can sense her nervousness and I fight the urge to reach back to reassure her, but I know she will not accept my comfort right now.
“A couple days ago a young woman was found murdered and dumped just outside of our pack lands, so we have to stop by and talk to the medical examiner to see if he has any clues as to what happened,” I share, hoping that I don’t live to regret it.
Her eyes perked up. What kind of weird shit is this girl into? She seems awfully excited for someone who just heard about a murder so close to the place offering her asylum.
“Any idea who would have hurt her?” she asks, the gears turning in her mind.
“We aren’t even sure of the what, let alone the who,” Xander answered for me.
Willow seemed to be lost in thought for a minute before she nodded her head and added, “I may be able to offer my assistance. You are helping me after all. I see no reason why I can’t return the favor.”
I arched my brow and stared at her questioningly before asking, “Don’t take this the wrong way but, how is it that you can help us?”
She crossed her arms over her chest defiantly, “I am a private detective and I specialize in cases dealing with mystical and supernatural beings, like you and me.”
I nod, lost in thought. How did a private detective go from hunting down the bad guys to running for her life? I have never dealt with vampires before, but I don’t imagine there is much for a werewolf to be afraid of.
“So, if it is your specialty, why are you running from them?”
“Pete made me,” she stated while giving me the stink eye.
I didn’t mean any offense by the question. I was truly curious because she doesn’t seem like the type to run away from her problems.
“If I were sure, it would be just one vampire, we were up against then I wouldn’t have moved us here, but my gut tells me that there is way more to deal with than just one. Hopefully, the move here means we won’t have to deal with them at all, but I am not taking risks with the only family I have left,” Pete said defensively. Besides, even Willow can’t outlive a silver bullet.”
I pulled into the parking lot of the office of Charles D. Thompson, ME. There was a light on so that means Charles is here. I slam the shifter into park and turn the car off. I turn in my seat to stare at both Willow and Pete.
“If you think you could be of assistance, I would be happy for the extra insight. I just ask that you not speak about this to anyone outside of this car and the examiner’s office. I don’t want to cause panic in the pack.”
They both nod their heads obediently and agree to never speak of it to anyone else. I get out of the truck and open the rear door, offering my hand to Willow to help her out. She hesitates and stares blankly at my hand before opting to help herself out of the truck. A pang of jealousy it me for a second and then it was gone. It seems I am the only one not allowed to touch her when I am the only one who is supposed to be touching her.
“Thank you. I didn’t mean to offend you. I just don’t see the point in taking help when it’s not needed,” she offered before moving for me to step in front of her.
The group follows me into the office where Charles warmly greets us. Charles is one of our oldest pack members and was a great friend of my fathers. His once jet-black hair is now a sparkling shade of silver in the areas that he is not yet balding. He stands around five feet four inches tall. He would probably be at least five foot six inches if he wasn’t slouched over from a rare curvature in his spine. According to Charles and numerous doctors, it is just something that happens to older wolves as they age.
“How have you been ol’ friend?” I ask as I pull Charles into a hug.
Charles pats me on the back, “I am hanging in there Alpha. I just finished up with our Jane Doe.”
I release the old man from my arms and smile affectionately, “What’s your take Charles? Was it a werewolf that did this to her?”
Charles straightened himself up as far as his body would allow and smoothed his lab coat before looking up at me, “I can’t be sure. I smell wolf and the cuts at first glance look like gashes from wolf claws but when you look at them a little deeper you can see that it is not. Whatever was used to cut this woman up was not wolf claws. Wolf claws are sharp and make a nice clean cut. Whatever cut Jane Doe’s face was dull. Whoever did this wanted it to look like a wolf attack.”
I was trying to wrap my mind around what I had pretty much suspected in the first place. I knew there was something off about this case. Not just because of the way her face was gashed open but because of the way the freak ripped her heart out. Willow walks up beside me, slightly brushing me as she did. The hair on my arms stand rigid as my body reacts to her touch.
“May I see the deceased, Doctor Thompson?” she asks politely.
Charles looks at her and then to me. I offer him a quick nod signaling that it was okay. He offers Willow a courteous smile, “Absolutely Miss. Follow me.”
“It’s Willow,” she replies, offering him her hand.
“Right then. Right this way Miss Willow.”
We follow Charles through a small steel door into a long narrow hallway. There are multiple doors that lead into different examination rooms. He leads us to the far end of the hall toward the morgue and opens the door and holds it for us to enter. Xander, Pete, and I stay back while Willow follows Charles to the cooler. Charles grabs the handle of a cooler door and slides it out to reveal the body hidden within its surgical steel walls.
“Here you are. I may need to revisit the body in the future so please refrain from contaminating any potential evidence,” he asks before bowing to me and walking out of the room.
I watch Willow change from the defiant pain in my ass that she was ten minutes ago into a woman with purpose as she circled the body, taking a mental note of anything she deemed noteworthy. She grabbed a latex glove from the table beside her and slipped in on her hand.
“The doc is right. A wolf did not do this, but someone went to great lengths to make it look like one,” she announced as she poked her gloved hand into the wounds on the victim’s face, causing my stomach to churn a little.
“That’s great but can you tell us anything that we haven’t already figured out,” I ask impatiently.
She rolls her eyes at me, “Don’t get your big ol’ wolfy balls in a knot. I’m still looking.”
I close my mouth into a tight thin line. How dare she speak to an alpha that way. I calm myself down and continue to watch as she pokes and prods our Jane Doe. She leans down and sniffs the body, just above the gaping hole in the chest cavity. I may just lose the contents of my stomach. When she is done, she covers the body and returns it to the cooler, sealing the door and locking the handle before coming to stand in front of me.
Her big blue eyes bore into mine, “It appears that you and I have a common enemy. I have to say I am surprised though. Montana isn’t the typical choice for a vampire.”
I am taken aback by her announcement.
“You’re telling me that a vampire did this to her and then purposely made it look like a werewolf did it? Why? We have no dealings with vampires. We have never even met one.”
She shrugs, “I don’t know why but I know without a doubt that this was a vampire. One I can pick up traces of the vamp’s scent. He or she tried to mask it but it’s there. Secondly, it is a vampire’s go-to move to rip a person’s heart from their chest. They usually have to be pretty angry for that so either the girl made him angry, or he was sending a message to the person who pissed him off. Either way, can we say overkill?”
‘What does a vampire smell like,” Xander asks.
Pete steps forward, “It’s difficult to describe really. It’s almost sweet but a bad sweet.”
Willow chuckles at Pete’s description, “Have you ever smelled hot antifreeze when your car overheats? That is what it smells like. It’s sickly sweet.”
Pete nods in agreement with her as Xander looks like he just met Wonder Woman.
“Is there anything else?” I ask.
Her face fell and she nodded her head, “Jane Doe was pregnant. It was too early on for Charles to pick up on it, but she was definitely carrying a wolf pup.”
I knew she was telling the truth. There was a sadness to her that wasn’t there before. How could a werewolf be so careless to have sex with a human? If the vampire wouldn’t have killed her, giving birth to a wolf cub damn sure could have. That is why we have rules in my pack against dating humans let alone having sex with them. There are some packs who allow their members to fraternize with humans but I refuse to risk someone’s life just so my pack can have a little fun while they’re still unmated. The only exception is if their mate is human because I can’t mess with the fate the Moon Goddess has set in motion for someone.
“How are we supposed to figure out if the wolf who knocked her up was one of our own?’ Xander asked to no one in particular.
I look at Willow, “Would you be able to tell who the father is if you came across him?”
She shrugged her beautiful shoulders, “It’s hard to tell. I could give it a try. Just don’t get your hopes up. The scent of the baby was very faint, maybe too faint.”
“What are you going to do, have everyone line up so she can sniff them all like a weirdo?” Xander laughed.
Willow smirked and shook her head before playfully smacking him in the back of the head.
“No dumbass. But as she meets our pack, she can signal me if she comes across him.”
We all nod our heads in agreement. I look back to Willow again and offer her my hand, “Thank you,” she raises her brows and stares at my hand with skepticism, “Seriously. You gave me the only bit of information that made sense.”
She shrugged nonchalantly, “My pleasure.”
“Not to annoy you or anything but can we go now. This place gives me the creeps,” Xander whines.
I roll my eyes and signal for him to lead the way. We pass my Charles in one of the exam rooms, beginning the autopsy of another. I wave to him on our way out.
Spending time in a morgue will make you appreciate the warmth of the outside. As soon as my feet hit the ground, I press the unlock button on the key fab and race to open the door for Willow. No mate of mine will open her own door while I’m around.
She looked at me strangely before climbing into the backseat. I would prefer to have her in the front seat with me like any Luna should be, but I bite back my pride in an effort to show her that I am not the monster she thinks I am.
“Thank you,” she says as I close her door and open my own.
I climb in the SUV, “Here we go,” I say as I put the key in the ignition and turn it, bringing the SUV roaring to life.
The ride back to the pack lands was quiet. It was hard to maintain a positive attitude after you just got done studying a dead body. It makes me wonder how Willow has the stomach for this kind of thing. She didn’t seem fazed in the least bit by the body. She seemed more upset about the baby wolf cub.
The entrance to the pack lands is just ahead, marked by a wooden sign with the Blood River Pack Insignia engraved into it. It was there as a warning for anyone who dare cross into our lands without invitation.
“Okay, we are here,” I announce, stopping the truck just short of the border, “Willow, can I talk to you outside for a sec?”
She seemed surprised that I would request to speak with her. I get it. We did start off on the wrong foot.
“Suuure,” she said, elongating the word so she sounded nervous.
I climb out of the car and open her door to let her out, closing it behind her.
“If this is about pledging my loyalty to you and the pack I-,” I raise my hand, cutting her off.
“I know that we got off on the wrong foot and that right now you are not sure about me. It was selfish of me to demand loyalty from someone who has never met me before today and I know you don’t want it to be true, but you are my mate, Willow. That fact alone means that what is mine is yours, including the protection and loyalty of my pack. So, with that said I am not requiring your pledge for you to enter. I would much rather have you get to know me and trust me before pledging your loyalty. Otherwise, I am no better than the alpha before me.”
Willow’s POVRonan holds my door open and patiently waits for me to climb down out of the SUV. When he closes the door behind me, I start, “If this about me pledging my loyalty to you and the pack I-,” he cut me off.“I know that we got off on the wrong foot and that right now you are not sure about me. It was selfish of me to demand loyalty from someone who has never met me before today and I know you don’t want it to be true, but you are my mate, Willow. That fact alone means that what is mine is yours, including the protection and loyalty of my pack. So, with that said I am not requiring your pledge for you to enter. I would much rather have you get to know me and trust me before pledging your loyalty. Otherwise, I am no better than the alpha before me.”I think for the first time in my life I am speechless. This was a deal breaker for him earlier and now all of a sudden, it’s not. I look at him suspicio
Ronan’s POVAfter showing Willow to her room, I walk Pete to his. I decide to make the most of the short trip by picking Pete’s brain on how to get her to let me in, but I don’t know where to begin. Pete stops mid-stride and looks back at me.“I may have been gone for ten years Ronan, but I know you enough to know when something is on your mind. What is it?”Pete has always been a friend to me, even though he left the pack and didn’t come back until now. I am happy to have him back. He isn’t the same gullible teen that he was when he left, I’ll give him that. He saw right through me.“It’s Willow. Ghost is going crazy wanting me to mark her. I feel the pull to her as I should, but is it possible that she doesn’t feel it? Or that she doesn’t know that I am her mate?”“I think she knows it, but she just isn’t ready to have a mate yet.”I sigh, &ldqu
Willow’s POVI started when I awoke to the sound of people laughing downstairs, taking a minute to recognize my surroundings. I can’t believe I fell asleep so early. Usually, I am up all hours of the night. I stretch my arms up over my head and yawn, my body contracting to lengthen my stretch. I wish I could just stay in my room and ignore the world. It would be easier than having Alpha Ronan constantly pointing out that he is my mate. I know he is my mate. I’m not stupid. Both Harmony and I feel the pull, but I’m not ready for a mate yet. I still haven’t found anything out about my family yet and I cannot afford to get distracted. Now there is also the concern of dragging anyone else into this. Looking for my family almost got me killed and I won’t risk the lives of anyone else. Especially not the one who is supposed to be my mate.I don’t want to reject him either. I want to accept him but not until all this is over with. Cal
Ronan’s POVThe seductively inviting taste of warm vanilla and citrus lingers on my lips where she kissed me, making my jeans a little too tight in the groin area. The one good thing to come from this sweet torture is that I know her wolf wants me just as much as Ghost and I want her and Harmony. The only thing standing in our way is Willow herself. I listened intently when she told Ghost why she wanted to wait to let us mark her. Foolish woman. Sure, losing someone after being mated hurts like hell, but doesn’t she see that we stand a better chance against these vampires if we are mated? Everything is enhanced. Our strength, bond, and pack all become stronger when Alpha and Luna are bonded. I just have to convince her of that somehow. Her reasons are selfless to an extent, but at the same time it could be considered selfish to allow me and my pack to potentially go to war while leaving them weaker than they have to be.Hopefully, she doesn&rs
Willows POVI shift my weight from one foot to the other as I wait for this awkward introduction to be over. I understand the politics behind Ronan announcing me to the pack as their Luna, but I hate being the center of attention. I would rather bury my head in the grass and wait for it to be over.“You may rise,” Ronan announces to the pack who was still obediently bowing their heads as a show of respect to their leader, “Pair up and start your warmups.”Not paying too much attention to what the rest were doing, I began to stretch my limbs on my own, bringing my left arm across my chest while pulling it closer to me with the right. Then I switch sides and do the same with my right.I look up and catch Ronan watching me, amused. I ignore him and begin stretching my legs, one after the other before sliding down into a scissor split, holding it for a few seconds before standing up and repeating the same with the other l
Chapter TwelveRonan’s POVI am breaking through that rough exterior of hers quicker than I thought I would. Having the mate bond is helping me too. She finds herself attracted to me and the pull from the bond is making it to where she can’t help herself. I am still going to tread lightly though. I want her to want me because she wants me, not because the Moon Goddess decided that she will. I like that she is feisty and determined. She will make an excellent Luna when she is fully ready to accept that responsibility.We already came up with new ideas for pack training that were inspired by her, and she is willingly helping me solve these murders that keep popping up. I don’t know how she can do her job. She sees dead bodies on a regular basis in her line of work. I haven’t seen a single dead body before these two popped up since I killed my uncle and even then, it was done by potion.I grab my clothes an
Willow’s POVI am not a fan of morgues. Usually when I see dead bodies it is at the crime scene, not in a morgue. Something about the atmosphere is off-putting, making the hairs on my arms stand on end. It’s feels as if my blood has been replaced with static electricity and it leaves a buzzing sensation underneath my skin. The last time we were here I chalked it up to nerves because of everything that had happened to bring me here, but now it is just making me uneasy.I’m following Ronan down the hall, staying as close to him as possible. The unease fades the closer I am to him. I reach out instinctively to grab his hand and he suddenly stops to stare at me.“Hey Doc, can you take Xander ahead. We’ll be right behind you. I need to speak with Willow,” Ronan asks Doc with a seriousness to his tone that added to my tension.Doc gives Ronan a brief nod and signals Xander to follow him. Ronan pulls me into an o
Ronan’s POV“Call Doc and put him on Bluetooth, now!” I bark at Xander, who is trying to get us home as fast as he can.He just sped past a car, cutting it off, causing the other driver to spin out of control. Xander glanced back as if he was unsure if he should stop to make sure the other people were okay. I shot him a glare that told him about my opinion on the matter. Call me crazy, call me selfish, I don’t care. All I care about is making sure that the woman currently writhing in my lap is okay. I just found her and even though she isn’t interested in having a mate, she was starting to come around and I will be damned if I am going to lose her now because of some traffic jam.Xander weaves in and out of the cars traveling in the same direction, and I hear him talk to his phone, “Call Doc.”The phone connects and I hear the phone ringing through the radio before Doc’s shaky voice comes over
Willow's POVI'm just so unbelievably hot right now. I have never felt such need and desire. I want to rip his clothes off and ride his rock hard dick right here in the kitchen. The thought of it alone is making me wet. I can feel him trying to reign it in, to control himself, but I want him to lose control with me. I want to feel him on every inch of my skin and more so inside of me. My core is slick and painfully throbbing with my need for him.I break my kiss and leave a trail of them down his neck where I lick and tease the mark he now wore showing that he is mine."I want you," I whisper in his ear before I draw his bottom lobe in my mouth, pulling a low and seductive growl from his throat.His hand grip my ass harder and he rubs my pussy against the rough material of his jeans so I could feel how hard he is for me. I reach my hands between our bodies and begin to unfasten the button of his jeans.His hand stops mine for a second, "Someone could walk in."I shrug, "Let them."I
Ronan's POV"Nephew? My how you have grown into quite the man. Let me look at you," Aunt Kat gushes over me.We have been trying for so long to get her back to herself and now that she is, I almost dont believe it and to think Willow has been the key to getting her back this whole time. Seriously is there anything that she can't do? All of this solidifies my belief that even if she wasn't mated to me, she was still made just for me.I open my arms and allow my aunt to walk into them to embrace me. Tears are threatening to take over as I release her and take a second to admire her and relish in the fact that she is here and coherant. The guilt of what happened to her has eaten away at me for so long and then it got worse when I found that her wolf actually died and that's why she went all bat shit crazy. Honestly, I still feel guilty a little. If it wasn't for her helping me in the first place, none of this would have happened.Willow grasps my hand and gives it a gentle squeeze. I kno
Willow's POV "Wait. I'm going to need you to explain? How does Willow bringing her wolf back, that's assuming you're correct, how does that break the spell?" Pete asked defensively. Barely acknowledging that it was Pete who spoke to her, Olivia addresses me, "The one thing that ends a spell without fail is death. The potion that she absorbed was designed to subdue her wolf. It appears that captivity has killed her wolf, which explains why your powers surfaced with our arrival. If you are able to bring her wolf back the spell will be broken because she died." "But who's to say that bringing her wolf back doesn't reinstate the spell?" I ask nervously. "Spells are not living beings that pass on, therefore they cannot be reanimated," she stated with confidence. This is a whole lot of new information to take in. Ronan has been living with the guilt of what happened to Katarina since he was sixteen years old. If I am able to take that burden off his shoulders, why wouldn't I give it a t
Ronan's POV"And when he does, I will be there with my eyes on you. We are not letting you get yourself killed. We will figure out a way to save Jessica. If it's not too late that is."I feel a special kindred toward Pete now, even more so than I did growing up. Before he was just the annoying friend that followed me everywhere and now that I know he isn't trying to put the moves on my mate, my fondness of him is growing. He loves Willow just as much as I do, just in a different way and I know that he would lay down his life for her. I wish I could say the same for Xander.When she first got here, Xander was all team Willow. Now his grief has him placing blame on her when it is not her burden to carry. He has lashed out on her so many times that I am not sure if their relationship will be salvageable when we get through this."We should probably head down now. Olivia should be here any minute now," I suggest to Willow.Pete looks to me, "Do you mind if I sit in on the meeting?"Willow
Willow's POV To save time Ronan and I cleaned up together. Olivia is due to arrive any minute now with Katarina and I want to make sure I stop in to see Pete before we meet with her. I tie the laces of my favorite combat boots and look over at Ronan as he finishes struggling with his last boot. "I will meet you downstairs. I want to check on Pete before I head down," I inform Ronan. I grabs my hand and kisses my palm, "Do you mind if I join you? I'd like to see him too and fill him in so he's not in the dark?" I shrug my shoulders to let him know that it didn't bother me. I would prefer it anyway just to make sure Ghost didn't get the wrong impression. I use the hand he is already holding and pull him up so he can follow me to Pete's room. "I wonder how he is doing. I haven't been able to really check on him since the incident at Doc's. He should be mostly healed by now right?" I ask Ronan. "It's hard to say really. The last I checked the external wounds had healed and scarred o
Ronan's POVMy blood is boiling and my heart is beating wildly against my chest while Ghost is going ballistic, wanting to unleash is wrath on Xander for hurting our mate. The fact of the matter is that id he were anyone else, he would be in a world of hurt if not dead. It's taking every last ounce of strength in me to keep Ghost in check. Xander better get himself in line a adjust his attitude sooner rather than later because I don't know how much longer I will be able to contain him. He is out for blood."When we get back to the pack house, it would be in your best interest to keep your distance from me and Willow. Ghost is furious at yu right now and the last thing I want to do is hurt you. I can't say the same for Ghost," I warn him.Xander said nothing, he just nodded his head and quietly climbed back into the car with his head down. That was more like it. I sigh in frustration and climb into the drivers seat. I originally had Willow drive because I was too upset and distracted b
Willow’s POV684 Waterman LnTurn the hybrid she-wolf over by 10 pm tomorrow. A wolf will die for each day you refuse, starting with your precious Jessica.I read the note over and over until my vision begins to go dark around the edges. What is so special about me that I should die? Poor Jessica is innocent and has nothing to do with this. She hasn’t even been adopted into the pack yet. It’s not fair that her life is resting in my hands. None of this makes any sense to me. I haven’t done anything other than try to track down my family and I have even given up on that. Once I accepted Ronan as my mate, none of that seemed important anymore but for whatever reason these vampires are determined that I have to die. The only thing I am sure of right now is that I have to turn myself over to them to save Jessica. She should not be forced to die for me when she still has a whole life left to live.I snatch the note from Xander and storm out of the house. If they want me, they better be prep
Xander's POV I was expecting the worst when I busted the door down to Jessica's house, but I was not expecting the scene before me. What I could tell had once been a pristine beige sofa was now split into multiple pieces and thrown throughout the living room. Her once solid wood coffee table was now splintered into a thousand shards. My heart starts beating frantically as my ears pick up on pained moans coming from further in the house. I run down the hall toward the noise and enter a small kitchen where a scene from a horror movie greeted me. Our Gamma, Brian and his right hand, Tony were bound to two kitchen chairs with their backs to each other with duct tape. I can't see the extent of Tony's injuries, but I am almost positive they mirror Brian's. Whoever did this cut Brian open from neck to navel and stuffed him full of wolfsbane to prevent him from healing and damn near liquifying every organ it touched. There was no way he would come back from this. If I had come looking for
Willow’s POV Knowing that Ronan would be the one driving, I immediately got into the front passenger seat and buckled my seatbelt. Xander climbed into the backseat and Ronan now sits beside me in the driver’s seat. It feels like we can’t enjoy one day of happiness before something happens to ruin it. I sigh inwardly and send a silent prayer to the moon goddess that we find Jessica alive and well. Any other outcome would be unfair. They just found each and unlike Ronan and I they immediately accepted each other, just to be cruelly ripped apart so soon. Ronan’s hand lands on top of mine and he rubs small circles on the knuckle of my thumb. I glanced back at Xander whose eyes were now trained on my hand in Ronan’s. I gently pull my hand from Ronan’s and offer it to Xander. Ronan gives me an appreciative nod and trains his eyes on the road ahead. “We are going to find her, Xander. Try not to let your mind go to the worst,” I try my best to console him. He looks me dead in the eyes, his