"Please... Don't leave. I know it'll be too dangerous for you and I want to be selfish for now. Please, Heszhia..." My father begged when I asked him to build a time machine already because we've already lost so much time. We had this topic the moment our talk ended about him apologizing to me. I thought I will end out well but I never expected that I'll also have a hard time convincing him. He's my father and of course, he has the right to decide for me.
We should be entering that war now instead of being here but he's stopping me..he doesn't want me to go there even though that's just for everyone's sake. I may not know him but I also know that he wants the best for everyone but after everything he has been through, I know he's just afraid to lose me.
"But dad, you know that I have to do it. I and Cayden have to do it for the world's sake. I can't just run away from it because it's my responsibility from the start as a human being from the future that I n
"Where do you want to go?" Cayden asked me after sending me a breakfast in my room that he cooked. We actually agreed that we'll go to every place that I want in that who'll year and that's in favor of me of course. I mean who wouldn't want to explore before dying, right? Just kidding. Of course, I won't let myself die that fast.I have so many places in mind and we can do that the whole year and of course, I also need to have time with my dad other than going on an adventure and such. That's actually the main goal here but while I'm here, I also need to enjoy my freaking life which I never even expected before. I mean being happy? That's just my wish but now it's coming through. If I can just stay here without being guilty of what I left, then I freaking will."I don't know but I was actually wondering if there's a forest around here. I would love to know how it looks like in person. I've never been into one. I would even love i
"Let's go! Hurry! Why are you so fucking slow, Cayden?" I shouted at Cayden while we were preparing for our journey today and that is to go hiking. That's my main goal today and I won't really stop bugging him if we won't be able to do that. And now, he's moving so freaking slow inside of his room. I guess he's fixing some things that he'll bring.For fuck's sake he doesn't need to bring his whole room there! I was even faster preparing than him! I just wanna barge in inside his room but of course, I don't want to see what he's doing in there. I'm afraid I might see something I don't want to see. Who knows what my mom put on him so I just decided to wait outside his room to fasten him up but he seems to be getting so slow already. What is he even doing that it's making him buy so much time?"Just a sec!" He shouted back from his room and that's my call to go out and ride inside the car. I'll just wait for him there instead of shouting
We're planning to stay there overnight, I also know that there are a lot of tourists and hikers going there which will make it not-so-boring for me. I would like to watch people enjoying the view and appreciating it while it's still there.And finally, we were able to arrive there on time before the sun even reach its peak or else it'll be too hot for us to hike. I don't want my mood to be ruined just because of that.The sun is just actually rising and it was dawn when we left our house.I clapped my hands in excitement while looking at how green the mountain we'll be hiking is. Just the way how I like it to be and look like.It's the nature that I love and I won't even be amazed by tall buildings. I mean, who wouldn't even like how beautiful nature is? Even robots like Cayden can appreciate it.We got out of the car which Cayden was driving and par
It's been what? Two months, I guess? I can't even count the days because I'm just living every but of it. I don't want to miss even just a single second because this is just too precious to me for me to be able to enjoy myself when I didn't even imagine myself being genuinely happy. I only thought that will happen the moment I succeeded but here I am, almost dancing because of how happy I am and I want this to continue before we even leave. And by the time, I'll be more serious.I'm just here to refresh my mind for a year and at the same time have time to be with my father and then I'll be more inspired to make everything we'll do, successful.And yes, we're getting nearer and nearer to the end of this happiness of ours so as much as I can, I'm pushing myself not to rot on my bed and go out with them. Even though I'm already tired of moving around, I still prefer to be with them than be with myself again because that'll just make
I was just having my own time when some tourists called me. Some of them were men but I can also see some girls who I think their partners so I walked towards them so I can probably have a good time. They also seem to be kind so it won't hurt if I'll give it a try having fun with someone I don't know. It's not like they'll be able to hurt me or something. I can handle myself just fine.I'm not actually friendly back then. I'd rather be alone than make some friends which are all fake because in our era, everyone will just betray you without you knowing. In this world, trust is a word that you shouldn't give to anyone but in this era, I can easily give it to anyone since I know how to read people if they're true or not and I can see that they have no bad intentions against me.Everyone here is kind but some are still kinda off for me, that can't be helped."Hi!" I greeted them the moment I reached their place a
It was so awkward for me to talk or to even stay close to him. I always get flustered because I'm not used to any of the moves that he's doing. I'm not even that familiar with it because relationships and such isn't a thing that I have experienced already but after a few weeks of dealing with it, he suddenly stopped being so annoying for me like I realized that I should already get used to it but I still hate it when he's unnecessarily touching me.My heart is beating abnormally when he's with me and I hate it! I feel so weak around him and if I can just stop this, then I will do it because this is wrong in every corner. If dad will know everything about this, he will also know that this is wrong and it's not fun.He's expecting us to be on good terms already. He may not be telling it but I know that he also wants us to happen so maybe I should tell every
"I'm a fucking human and not a robot like what I told you!" He said in just a snap and I literally statued on where I'm standing. Am I hearing it right or is this just caused by the alcohol I drank? I don't know but I hope that this is just all because I'm drunk and it can be just part of my imagination because that's what I hoped him to be. Is my mind messing up with me again? Am I just dreaming? But why does it sounds so real to me?"W-what?" I asked just to be sure because I can't understand him anymore."Yes, Heszhia. You've heard it right. Everything I told you was pure lies and I'm a human, not a robot just like what you know in the first place- or what I at least wants you to believe," he again said casually like he's just saying a nonsense thing when it is all important to me."No... You're lying, right?" I said with my eyes being filled with tears right when he told me they and that's not
I woke up feeling the pain in my chest. I guess this is already the hangover that's hitting in me but no... Even with my headache and even though I was drunk that time, I still can't forget everything. I can clearly remember it and every word he said to me. My brain didn't even let me rest and made me remember it in my dreams just to hurt me over and over again and I guess, that's what satisfy me.Isn't my pain too much? Is everything I've been through still not enough to be put in such a situation as this which will literally break me? Because if it's still not enough, then this world is too heartless and unfair already. Why? Am I the only one the world can make fun of? Fuck them!I would even love to think that it was all just my freaking dream but I know all of that really happened. All those things were the truth that slaps me every time. It can even be my greatest nightmare.I've been asking the wo
I was able to make her believe that I'm a robot that her mother made who's already near or even better than human but I know that she still has a little doubt about that knowing that it can be possible and her mom isn't here to testify about that but when I told her that I know how we can stop this and about her mother's inventions, she managed to trust me even a bit and there we planned when we should leave our era to have our mission that I made her believe but that's not just because I want to fool her but because I also was tasked to make sure that it's really the Clepsydra that we need to broke and the way how we can break it without risking our lives.But when we got lost in the year 2021, I thought everything have already fucked up. I thought it was already the universe that's trying to stop us. This time machine brought us to a place where we can't have something to fix the time machine that we need to come to the year 3079.I
Cayden's P.O.V.Hell. That's what I think of what the world is right now. I hate everyone for judging my family. Being royalty doesn't mean we can already do evil things for we know that no one will even try to stop us because of how powerful we are but no... It's not us who made this mess in this world. It's not us who made everyone suffer for us ourselves are suffering because of everyone's false judgments.We're being blamed and hated for something we didn't do but we can't even do something about it. We just let everyone think what they want to because if we will move, then all of us might lose our lives before we can even stop and clean this mess that we didn't even make.That old man set us up he let everyone think that it's us who made all of this and those stupid people really believed those words but I can do nothing about that.Dad actually sent me on a mission- a mission
"Hermione? Come here, baby. I want to introduce you to someone," I said and when she saw mom walk inside the room, her eyes immediately shouted curiosity of who my mother is. So, she ran towards us with a slight smile on her face, not being comfortable seeing someone she doesn't know."Do know your daddy's mommy, right?" I asked, not wanting to shock her."Yes, grandma, mommy," she answered innocently after nodding her head."Well, I have my mommy too. So you have two grandmas and this is her, baby," I explained that making her mouth forms an 'O'"Wow! Really mommy? I guess that's why she's pretty too, like me!" She explained and clapped in happiness before embracing my mom. I saw how tears of happiness flowed on her cheek. I know that feeling. The feeling of being accepted and trusted even though she doesn't know her that much. She immediately removed those tears for Hermione
"H- Heszhia..." She whispered the moment she saw me and as is on one cue, her tears started falling heavily, her lips were shaking and her eyes are begging for me.She walked towards where I am standing while Cayden is holding my hand, still don't know what to say or how I'll react.She called me by my name... Then that means she knows me, right? She knows me but why did Sam tell me that she can't remember me at all.When she was about to touch my face with her shaking hand, I immediately stepped back and held Cayden's arms for support because I know that any moment from now, I might lose my balance."You know me? You can remember me?" I asked and I didn't mind even if my voice is already breaking. I can't help it and that's when I felt Cayden hold my hand that he's holding tighter, trying to make me calm down."Yes... Mi Hija," she answered but I ju
That's what happened and now I'm here with him, trying to find my comfort for I can't think right anymore.It's just that I don't know how I should react now that I found the truth out.She has amnesia and she can't remember me. Does she deserve my hate now or are we just both victims here? She doesn't know me... That's the reason why she didn't come to get me for her to be able to save me.Is that an enough reason already? I don't know, as I've said, I can't think of anything straight right now because of emotional exhaustion. I've been too exhausted talking to Sam and everything that I heard is just too much for me to handle. I don't want to strain myself from stress and too much thinking for I am pregnant but I don't know what I should do anymore."Shh... I trust you, mi Reina. Whatever your decision is, I will trust it but for now, take a nap, ok? You need to rest for a wh
"Mi Reina? You're back! I heard that Sam was here and both of you talked. I can't believe that she's alive when all we know was she's dead but where is she now?" Cayden asked when he saw me walking towards our room to finally get some rest when I know that I can't do that for my mind is full of things to think of right now and I just can't get it out of my head."S-she left for a while to get her things for I told her to live here with us," I answered unconsciously without looking at his eyes for up until now, everything that Sam told me really is bothering me up until now."Hey, look at me," he said and lifted my face to look at his eyes and so I did. "What happened? What did you talk about and why do you feel so down?" He asked worriedly and that made me break into tears again, wanting to tell him everything. I want to tell him all my worries for I know that only he can make my heavy heart feel light. I look like a cry baby now
"Mommy!" Our daughter shouted with her soft voice, she seems to be sleepy already but then she still ran towards us and sat between me and Cayden, her eyes were twinkling with such innocence visible in them. There a can see a fine young lady that she will become.At such a young age, she didn't wish for toys or anything that she can play with, she just wanted to train all day, read books, and sleep. I even thought she's more mature than I am when I was in her age.Hermione Cashia Croñelo Donovan. That's her name that suits her beauty well. It's been six years and now she's five years old. At first, I was so nervous thinking about what I'll do to be a perfect mother for them. I've seen my dad and observed how undeserving he is to be called anyone's father and that's what I'm worried about right now. I'm always asking myself what I can do to deserve them.I'm afraid that my future children will als
That day is when we started living normally again. I found out how everything disappeared and how those technologies turn into ashes. Yes, the Vasileìas are still reigning in this world but not as the evil ones just like how I thought of them before but the ones who will definitely do everything for the world to be a better place to live in.It's amazing how the world literally changed completely in just a span of seconds. It's amazing how broken and miserable it is when I closed my eyes but the moment I opened it, it seems like I'm in a completely different world that I never imagine our world can still be this mesmerizing.My father really did something evil in this world that it became hell because of him but now that his reign ended, I'm proud to make everyone see how beautiful the world really is without someone controlling everyone just for power. Maybe in the near future, someone like him will happen again, as I've
Sam is... My sister? But how did that happen? Then dad had another woman to impregnate in the past? Oh my God. My poor sister. I can't even imagine his misery living with that devil and she can't fight him. Now that she knows I exist and that she really has a sister, that's when she also needs to sacrifice his life for the sake of everyone and me.If it wasn't for her, then I'm the one who will need to sacrifice my life for the sake of others. I would need to volunteer for there's no other way that we can do just to spare someone from sacrificing their lives but Sam... At such a young age, she managed to have a decision that's as heavy as that but why does she even need to do that when she can just run away and spare herself? Why does of all people, it's always my family that needs to sacrifice to stop our own family?Why does my sister need to sacrifice herself just for the sake of others? Fuck this life! Fuck that old man! I di