My heart is still beating so fast and loud just by imagining myself being killed by them in the most painful ways that I can think of and it's giving me chills down my spine. I touched my neck and imagined it being cut by them slowly and mercilessly like wild animals wanting their prey to be killed perfectly. Damn, I'm already having goosebumps. I may be a warrior but I don't want to die without even being successful with anything. I'll accept my death the moment I have already reached my goals but not now. I won't let myself be such a weak lady, rather, I shod make them see that I can also make them kneel on me like how everyone treated them. I think it'll satisfy me seeing them beg for their lives but that's still not enough for everything that they did. This won't also be enough if I'll take it as a payment for all the lives that they took including my mother's.
I held his hands when I felt the ground shaking so hard, it's like an earthquake but I know that it's not... It'
I followed him to the room that I assumed this is where he's staying at. Oh, wait. Of course, he isn't sleeping for he's just a robot so why does this have a bed, bathroom, and clothes? Robots don't sleep, I'm sure of that but why does this room seem to be already used by him? Why is this seem to be made for him to sleep on? I can see how messy it is, that means he's sleeping here. Is he fucking sleeping and taking a bath? Seriously? A robot like him does this kind of stuff? That's damn impossible! Is he making me a fool now? Or is my mother already insane to even make a robot like him?I don't want to think about it but I just hope that he's not making a fool out of me and he's just acting and making me believe that he really is a robot even though it's not. I don't know but I think what I'm afraid of is true. I want to trust him yet these trust issues of mine are taking over me that I can't even decide on whom should I trust without asking for its permission. I was used to
“Don’t move!” I ordered him like I’m his master and he should obey everything that I say. I just want to know something and this is the only way to find that out- I mean this can be a crazy way but I still want to do this. I'm really having a hard time believing everything and I want to satisfy myself and prove it to myself on my own.Gladly, he did what I said and stood there like a statue. He wasn’t moving while I was walking towards him and observed his body. Then I moved closer to touch his skin and I was right, it’s was the same as mine but it’s as hard as what every robot has. It looks like it was made of pure metal but this one is indestructible. I'm not that sure though. This can also be faked but I'll give him the benefit of doubt for now. I don't know why but maybe it's because he knows someone who can make me believe him just by telling her name. It's either he's telling the truth or he's just manipulating me
"When will we leave this house of yours?" I asked him the moment his eyes landed on me while he was holding a hologram that contains an illustration of a time machine including every part and function of it. I guess he trying to find out how to perfectly control it and its weaknesses just for everything to be fine.I didn't bother looking at it for I have already studied every inch of it and I know he did too. But why is he still reading it if he can just save it in his mind? I know he memorizes everything for he is a robot. He'll just need to see it and memorize it afterward without even reading it but why does he need to do this? Damn, I really can't understand him most of the time. Maybe because my mom really is hard to read that even I won't be able to do so. It's just that Vasileìas was able to outsmart her using her weakness which is me. If maybe she isn't carrying me that time, she would have been alive today but I won't be here too. I can ne
We just let the days pass by observing the moves that Vasileìas will make and we did manage to figure out the pattern of their moves. We were like stalkers but this time, it's a lot harder. They're damn too powerful and I'm afraid that they might be able to track us down because of this but Cayden just seems so calm about this. Looks like he's not worrying about what might happen. I guess he just knows what he's doing for him to be this calm which is impossible for me to feel. I'm taking everything seriously and so he is but we both have different strengths. I guess that's because my mom didn't install any emotions to worry. I hope I have that too to be confident about our every plan but I can't help but worry. The last thing that I want is to fail and I know failure can't be helped that's why I'm always conscious unlike him who's overconfident with his ideas. Damn him!He even has the guts to tell me to calm down when it's everyone's life who is at
Cayden... He's sometimes out for the whole day but he's reasoning out that I shouldn't know about that yet. He's telling me to just stay blind about what he's doing and that he'll just tell it to me when the time comes. When and where the fuck does he want to tell me that? When we're both already dying or when we're already in the middle of the war and the both of us is supposed to get killed? Damn him! He's damn unreadable and that's what I hate about this invention of my mom right here.I can even forget sometimes that he's a robot because I think he's a normal human who is always full of secrets and mysteries which I can't and will never figure out just because I want to. I don't know but it feels like he really is making me think that way for some reason. He's not easy to read and he can even fool me if he wants to that's why I don't know what I should do anymore. If not just for the pieces of information he gave me about my mother, I wouldn't have bel
It was this day... The day where we were supposed to leave in an unfamiliar journey that will have. It's not just a journey where you'll leave a country or place using a car, ship, or anything but this one... It's different because this time, we'll be going against the present world and go to the past. I'm excited and at the same time afraid of what might be the result of this plan of ours and what the world is planning against us. I know this world won't go easy on us even though we're already in a different era. And there, we don't know where we will start and how we'll end everything but we'll figure it out. We can do it as long as we trust each other which is hard for me but of course, I'll do it just for this mission to end with the last laugh in us.We'll both be fine but I didn't say we'll live easy there. It's not like we're going on a fucking vacation to relax. This time machine is not something to just play with. Rather, we're on a mission where
The past that we're going... We don't know everything about it completely. There's still a thing that we've missed. A piece of information was missing and that's how everything turned this way and what they used for it to be this messed up. There something... I know that there's something that we need to find for us to break them. There's something that we need to get and break for us to succeed. That's why I'm sure of. And I need to find what they're hiding. It's not just because I'm curious, of course. But their secret will lead us to the way on how we'll be able to defeat them. It can be a key or something but I still have no idea on anything about it. They kept themselves mysterious.I mean obviously, they have something with them for them to be able to make the whole human race their slave and control them the way they want everyone to move just like what they did to me but I'm different. I and my mother are different for we are moving just to stop ou
I was feeling uneasy the whole time. I was just watching him do something in the time machine. It feels like I know nothing about it since I just studied it but without even having a chance to do it inside a real one and I'm just afraid that I might just mess it up and break it the moment my hands landed on it that why I let him take full control for now. I just hope this won't be an epic fail. This is our last card. Damn it!I don't like what I'm feeling. I hate being a failure but I'm feeling that I'll also be one. I just hope that this is just caused by my nervousness and doesn't mean anything bad.I may not be used to this but as the time machine started moving, there I whispered a prayer in my mind. I wished for his guidance for us to be able to be successful in this because this is not about me anymore. It's not just for my self-gain and for me to be happy. I won't even brag this to anyone and tell the world the I'm the one
I was able to make her believe that I'm a robot that her mother made who's already near or even better than human but I know that she still has a little doubt about that knowing that it can be possible and her mom isn't here to testify about that but when I told her that I know how we can stop this and about her mother's inventions, she managed to trust me even a bit and there we planned when we should leave our era to have our mission that I made her believe but that's not just because I want to fool her but because I also was tasked to make sure that it's really the Clepsydra that we need to broke and the way how we can break it without risking our lives.But when we got lost in the year 2021, I thought everything have already fucked up. I thought it was already the universe that's trying to stop us. This time machine brought us to a place where we can't have something to fix the time machine that we need to come to the year 3079.I
Cayden's P.O.V.Hell. That's what I think of what the world is right now. I hate everyone for judging my family. Being royalty doesn't mean we can already do evil things for we know that no one will even try to stop us because of how powerful we are but no... It's not us who made this mess in this world. It's not us who made everyone suffer for us ourselves are suffering because of everyone's false judgments.We're being blamed and hated for something we didn't do but we can't even do something about it. We just let everyone think what they want to because if we will move, then all of us might lose our lives before we can even stop and clean this mess that we didn't even make.That old man set us up he let everyone think that it's us who made all of this and those stupid people really believed those words but I can do nothing about that.Dad actually sent me on a mission- a mission
"Hermione? Come here, baby. I want to introduce you to someone," I said and when she saw mom walk inside the room, her eyes immediately shouted curiosity of who my mother is. So, she ran towards us with a slight smile on her face, not being comfortable seeing someone she doesn't know."Do know your daddy's mommy, right?" I asked, not wanting to shock her."Yes, grandma, mommy," she answered innocently after nodding her head."Well, I have my mommy too. So you have two grandmas and this is her, baby," I explained that making her mouth forms an 'O'"Wow! Really mommy? I guess that's why she's pretty too, like me!" She explained and clapped in happiness before embracing my mom. I saw how tears of happiness flowed on her cheek. I know that feeling. The feeling of being accepted and trusted even though she doesn't know her that much. She immediately removed those tears for Hermione
"H- Heszhia..." She whispered the moment she saw me and as is on one cue, her tears started falling heavily, her lips were shaking and her eyes are begging for me.She walked towards where I am standing while Cayden is holding my hand, still don't know what to say or how I'll react.She called me by my name... Then that means she knows me, right? She knows me but why did Sam tell me that she can't remember me at all.When she was about to touch my face with her shaking hand, I immediately stepped back and held Cayden's arms for support because I know that any moment from now, I might lose my balance."You know me? You can remember me?" I asked and I didn't mind even if my voice is already breaking. I can't help it and that's when I felt Cayden hold my hand that he's holding tighter, trying to make me calm down."Yes... Mi Hija," she answered but I ju
That's what happened and now I'm here with him, trying to find my comfort for I can't think right anymore.It's just that I don't know how I should react now that I found the truth out.She has amnesia and she can't remember me. Does she deserve my hate now or are we just both victims here? She doesn't know me... That's the reason why she didn't come to get me for her to be able to save me.Is that an enough reason already? I don't know, as I've said, I can't think of anything straight right now because of emotional exhaustion. I've been too exhausted talking to Sam and everything that I heard is just too much for me to handle. I don't want to strain myself from stress and too much thinking for I am pregnant but I don't know what I should do anymore."Shh... I trust you, mi Reina. Whatever your decision is, I will trust it but for now, take a nap, ok? You need to rest for a wh
"Mi Reina? You're back! I heard that Sam was here and both of you talked. I can't believe that she's alive when all we know was she's dead but where is she now?" Cayden asked when he saw me walking towards our room to finally get some rest when I know that I can't do that for my mind is full of things to think of right now and I just can't get it out of my head."S-she left for a while to get her things for I told her to live here with us," I answered unconsciously without looking at his eyes for up until now, everything that Sam told me really is bothering me up until now."Hey, look at me," he said and lifted my face to look at his eyes and so I did. "What happened? What did you talk about and why do you feel so down?" He asked worriedly and that made me break into tears again, wanting to tell him everything. I want to tell him all my worries for I know that only he can make my heavy heart feel light. I look like a cry baby now
"Mommy!" Our daughter shouted with her soft voice, she seems to be sleepy already but then she still ran towards us and sat between me and Cayden, her eyes were twinkling with such innocence visible in them. There a can see a fine young lady that she will become.At such a young age, she didn't wish for toys or anything that she can play with, she just wanted to train all day, read books, and sleep. I even thought she's more mature than I am when I was in her age.Hermione Cashia Croñelo Donovan. That's her name that suits her beauty well. It's been six years and now she's five years old. At first, I was so nervous thinking about what I'll do to be a perfect mother for them. I've seen my dad and observed how undeserving he is to be called anyone's father and that's what I'm worried about right now. I'm always asking myself what I can do to deserve them.I'm afraid that my future children will als
That day is when we started living normally again. I found out how everything disappeared and how those technologies turn into ashes. Yes, the Vasileìas are still reigning in this world but not as the evil ones just like how I thought of them before but the ones who will definitely do everything for the world to be a better place to live in.It's amazing how the world literally changed completely in just a span of seconds. It's amazing how broken and miserable it is when I closed my eyes but the moment I opened it, it seems like I'm in a completely different world that I never imagine our world can still be this mesmerizing.My father really did something evil in this world that it became hell because of him but now that his reign ended, I'm proud to make everyone see how beautiful the world really is without someone controlling everyone just for power. Maybe in the near future, someone like him will happen again, as I've
Sam is... My sister? But how did that happen? Then dad had another woman to impregnate in the past? Oh my God. My poor sister. I can't even imagine his misery living with that devil and she can't fight him. Now that she knows I exist and that she really has a sister, that's when she also needs to sacrifice his life for the sake of everyone and me.If it wasn't for her, then I'm the one who will need to sacrifice my life for the sake of others. I would need to volunteer for there's no other way that we can do just to spare someone from sacrificing their lives but Sam... At such a young age, she managed to have a decision that's as heavy as that but why does she even need to do that when she can just run away and spare herself? Why does of all people, it's always my family that needs to sacrifice to stop our own family?Why does my sister need to sacrifice herself just for the sake of others? Fuck this life! Fuck that old man! I di