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2020-06-03 06:15:47Zanaya's POV
A lot of things had happened after that night.
Seth went on tour and he was out of Korea for months, fulfilling concert dates and filming SHADOW ESCAPADES.
We released our new song in which broke records on Youtube and we won trophies on music shows as well.
Everything was fine...
But not our relationship.
I started cutting our communication and eventually, we broke up.
At first, Seth would try to call me to the point that even Ske and Grey were trying to reach me through Tokyo and Max, but I stood firm to my decision.
It was so painful. For nights, my eyes would get swollen from all my crying. I felt so empty. I would open my phone and see his text messages. I wanted to respond but I can't.
I wanted to tell him that I love him more and that I'll be waiting for him.
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