Zanaya's POV
"You sure you're okay?" Max asked me while she feels my forehead.
We have a performance later in Serene Music but I'm not feeling really well.
But of course, I can't let this little cold and slight fever get in the way. We worked hard for this.
We're now promoting Full Circle Album.
"It's okay. I can do this." I cheered while looking at the three girls who's all staring at me worriedly.
We're now dressed in our performance outfit.
"Here, drink this." our manager gave me a medicine which I took and quickly drink.
"You're on in ten."
One of the producers came into our room to inform us so the girls and I all stood up to get ready. Then, we went our way to the studio where we will be recording.
Once we arrive, we occupied the empty seats on the audience that are allotted for artists during rehearsals.
Then, a familiar sound echoed across the room.
I looked up and saw SHADOW performing.
I almost forgot. They are now promoting their new song which is a masterpiece.
I and the girls had watched the music video and it is definitely a work of art.
Soon enough, my eyes landed on Seth who's doing his opening part on Nirvana, their new song.
I gulped.
Isn't it illegal to look that hot and sexy? I mean, why does he need to show his skin like that?
That flirt.
Unknowingly, I started to get pissed off again.
Wait, why are you even bothered by it? It's not like he's really into a relationship with you. Plus, that's his job.
It must be the meds. I'm starting to think weirdly.
"Hey, look at our seniors. They really are amazing!" Tokyo dreamily exclaimed.
"I wish I can dance like them," California added.
"You dance really well, Cali," Max told her.
My eyes went back to the stage, particularly to Seth. I felt my whole world stopped when I saw him glanced in my direction.
It was brief but I thought I saw him smirk after his eyes landed back to the camera.
Fuck, did he saw me checking him out?
"Did you saw Seth senior smirk after looking at you?" Max asked me.
"I'm not sure. I wasn't looking."
Max's brow furrowed. '"Liar. You used to have a crush on him." she whispered.
My eyes went wide.
"I did not!" I told her as I hit her shoulders lightly.
She chuckled. "Whatever you say Zaya."
Then, the four of us stood up when their turn ended.
We're up.
While we walk up to the stage, SHADOW walked towards our direction to get back to their dressing room.
I bowed once our seniors walked past us. Before I can even climb the stairs to follow the girls, I felt Seth's hand slipped into mine and got me a little startled.
"Good luck," he whispered not even looking.
I was about to move forward when I felt him pull me back a little.
I looked around and sigh in relief when I saw that no one was looking at us.
I looked at him and was about to hiss when he suddenly felt my forehead.
"You're hot. Are you sick?" he asked.
I was taken aback because he looked so worried like he really cared.
I pushed his hands off me afraid that someone might see us.
We can't afford to have a scandal right now.
"I'm fine. I need to go." then I bowed once more and took off to the stage.
"Hey, what took you so long?" California asked.
"Nothing, I just fixed my dress a little."
After a few minutes, we started doing our performance.
I am glad we're just sitting on our song "Move" because I was getting a little dizzy after we did "Fire in your Eyes".
Once we ended our performance, I can already feel the drops of sweat on my forehead so I walked a little faster so I can be out of stage.
"Hi, you were amazing there. I'm a fan!" I was caught off-guard when I saw Sky cheering for me.
I looked around and saw Mono and Seth behind him. Seth looked like he's so done with his group mates.
I noticed that we were just outside their dressing room while ours is still on the farther side of the hallway.
If I wasn't really feeling unwell, I would probably fangirl in front of these guys.
Suddenly. The room felt like spinning, I had to grab the nearest chair beside me for support.
Before I even knew it, Seth had grabbed my arm. I looked up and saw him a little pissed but his eyes looked like he was worried.
"I knew it. You're sick." he muttered as if scolding me.
His left arm landed on my forehead and I swear I heard him curse.
""Hey, Zanaya, are you okay?" Mono asked as I try to stand properly.
"Yes, Mono senior. I apologize for worrying you"
I tried to stand still while Seth's hands are still on my arms.
"I'll accompany you to your dressing room." he said firmly.
"No. I'm fine Seth senior," I said as I look at the other two who were just gawking at both of us,
"Where are your group mates?"
"They stayed a little to greet our fans," I said shyly as I play with hands.
"Stop being stubborn and let me go with you." he said as his hand landed on my back so we can move forward but after my third step, my knees gave up and my body almost crashed into the ground if not for Seth.
"Aissst." he muttered but I was caught off-guard when he suddenly lifted me up bridal-style.
"Hey, Seth!" I hear Mono.
"Senior, please put me down." I said in a panic.
People might see us like this.
"Cover your face," he said which I did.
Then he just walked towards our dressing room's direction.
I had to catch my breath because I can smell his perfume.
How does he smell this good after they danced really hard earlier?
My heart started beating so fast. I haven't been really close with him like this before.
"Hey, Sky, open the door." I heard Seth.
Then I felt my body landed on the soft couch.
I opened my eyes and saw Seth removing his jacket as he covers my legs.
Right, I was wearing a skirt.
Then I saw Sky coming closer with a pillow on his hand before he gave it to Seth.
I tried to sit down but Seth hit me lightly on my arm.
"Don't sit. Here, lift your head a little." then, he put the pillow on my head.
"Thanks. seniors, I'm okay. You and Sky senior can go back. The girls will soon arrive."
"Don't worry about us Zanaya. I'm afraid Seth here would flip if we don't make sure you're fine." Sky said meaningfully as he looked at me and Seth.
I looked at Seth and saw him glaring at Sky.
"Please don't misunderstand, senior." my left hand landed on my lower lip, a habit I came to develop.
"Oh, you're so cute." I blushed as Sky flashed his rectangular smile.
I laughed a little when he looked away once Seth glared at him.
Unintentionally, a yawn escaped my lips. It maybe because of the medicines that I took earlier.
"Stop flirting with each other. Try to get some sleep. I'll stay here until your girls arrive." I closed my eyes unable to handle the drowsiness that is eating me.
"Hmmm,.." A groan escaped on my lips when I felt someone brushing my hair with his hands.
It feels so comforting, soothing. And it makes me wanna go to sleep.
Soon enough, I was off to the dreamland but before the darkness eats me, I heard a soothing voice whispered on my ear.
"Sleep, tight princess..."
Seth's POV"Is it necessary for you to pick her up bridal style dude?" Mono scolded me.I understand what he's pointing out. Some people might see us and get the wrong idea."She's a rookie. Imagine the hate that she'll get once people see the two of you." Raze added.We're now back at our dorm. Sky and I had to follow because the boys had gone first."Raze, stop scolding Seth. Zanaya was really sick. She immediately passed out once her back touches the couch." I looked at Sky,a little grateful for backing me up.I heard Demo sigh."We understand. We're just worried not only for you Seth but for the girl as well. Remember,in our industry, it's always the girl that gets the most hate when people found out that you're dating.""But we're not dating," I told them. Well, except that we're actually married. I told myself.
Zaya's POVMy eyes squinted a little when I heard the door on my room squeaked, suggesting that someone came in. Too exhausted and eyes too tired, I did not even bother checking who it is. Well, it's probably just one of the girls. I and the girls were supposed to do a Video live this evening but my body isn't really cooperating right now.After Snow and the girls had woken me up earlier from my short slumber, we quickly made our way back to the dorm so I can take a rest. I can barely even remember how I was able to get in the house because I was damn sure I was stone-cold and knocked-out on the van earlier.If I weren't actually sleeping on the couch on a music show, I swear I wouldn't even move an inch. A small smile tugged at the corner of my lips when I remember how peacefully I have been sleeping earlier.I was dreaming about my husband. Yeah, my jerk of a husband, Seth Devon.
Seth's POVI wiped the invisible sweat on my hands to the side of my pants,a little uneasy with all six pairs of orbits staring straight at me."Okay,so you're telling us that you meet up with your high school friend and you ended up sleeping over?" Raze asked,his arms across his chest.I nodded a little vigorously."And that the highschool friend was a boy?" Mono grilled.Again, I nodded.I scold myself for being a little careless.After I called Zaya's Mom, I went to their dorm and brought some of her favorite food.Imagine how shocked Cali is when she opened the door and found me.I had to explain that Zaya's and my family are close and that her mom had sent me to bring her stuff.Though a little skeptical,I was glad that she allowed me to come in.A smile
Zanaya's POVI flinched a little after Seth had slammed his arms on the wall,enclosing my body between his, tightly holding my wrist ensuring that I won't escape."What are you doing?" I asked him a little scared of his sudden outburst.Our recording in Senere Musics just ended and I was about to go back to where the girls are after I came out of the restroom when I felt a pair of strong hands pulled me harshly and slammed me on the wall.I felt a surge of pain on my back but I soon pushed that thought because standing in front of me is my husband,Seth Devon,eyes fuming in anger.For the first time, I felt scared of him. We never had any confrontation like this before."Who do you think you are?" he asked me,his eyes boring deeply into mine."What are you talking about?" I'm not sure what he's getting mad about. We never real
Zanaya's POVIt's okay Zaya,you can definitely do this. You've practiced so hard for this. I told to myself as I prepare in backstage.I was on a variety show where I need to sing and people would have to guess who I am. I am truly grateful to our CEO for allowing me to do this and I don't really want to put this chance a waste.And then I remembered how Seth happened to be one of the panelists outside.He didn't really know it was me right?Not once did he ever complimented my singing and I bet he was a little disappointed that I won that round.But the way that he looked at my direction earlier feels like he was able to see through my mask. To be honest,I never even thought about getting past the first stage but I was glad and thankful. But them again,I was never used to getting on stage alone. For five years,
Seth's POV"Hey, Seth. Can you please smile a little? Our fans put some effort to see us. Frown all you want after this fan meeting."I sigh at what Demo told me.I looked around and saw the faces of our fans. They are all excited to see us. I closed my eyes, a long sigh escaped my lips,and then a smile automatically appeared on my face.Regardless of how frustrated I am,I shouldn't be failing our fans. They don't deserve it."Hey, are you okay?" I looked at Grey who's looking at me, a worried expression written all over his face."What's wrong? Why are you getting so much affected by your dating scandal now?You never cared before?" Sky teased me."It's because his real girlfriend will be upset." I pushed Demo at what he said."Hey,it's not that."The truth is, I'm not usually bothered
Zanaya's POV"I miss our dogs."I look at Max as she pouted.We're on our way back to our dorm straight from the airport."Me too."A yawn escaped my lips at California's response.We've just entered inside of our van and I smiled as I see our Blinks outside, thankful that they came to see us even if it's already past midnight here."Yah, Zaya, look at this. Isn't this Ji Hyun? She's trending" Tokyo said as she showed me her phone.My brows furrowed at what she said. Why would she trend? She's my niece and not a lot of people know her.I moved a little closer to Tokyo as Max and California moved closer as well.My breath hitched and my mouth hangs wide open after seeing Ji Hyun's face, smiling at Seth. Moreover, I was shocked to see Seth smiling widely at my niece.They l
Zanaya's POV"Are you really not going to attend the music show this year?" I heard Sky asked California. Before I can even hear her response, I carefully closed the door and face the man who's been causing a lot of problems in my life right now."Are you crazy?Why did you bring them here?"I spat as I paced back and forth in front of him.We are now inside my room while the rest of both our members outside being all awkward with each other."What do I do?" I said as I bite my index finger."Hey, stop that. You're making me dizzy," he said as he sat comfortably on my bed.My cheeks blushed into crimson red after a while. I looked into him and noticed how comfortable he looked as he sat on my bed, his arms are leaning on his side for support."You look a little too comfortable in my bed,stupid," I told h
Cali's POV"Okay, this is so upsetting. Why are you able to go around like this when I was close to going crazy after I just gave birth to Ashton?" Zanaya scowled as we sat on the couch, on her hands were a bowl of nachos that we've been munching since she arrived. "We married two different men, Zanaya. They think and act the exact opposite like each other," I chuckled as Zanaya pouted. It's cute how she'd start whining about it."But it's unfair! You always have this time to chitchat with us not worrying that your baby will cry," I saw Storm shaking his head from afar. He was seated while he watches Ashton stare at our baby who was sleeping on the crib. Ashton was simply standing and staring at her in awe. He can hear our conversation as well as Seth. Storm takes care of our child. He likes to be hands-on and is always insisting that I take a rest. "Zanaya, our case was different. You kinda have a postpartum then which I don't. Plus, Storm may have gotten quite a few notes seeing
Cali’s POVI was literally lost about everything that was happening. Just then, the sound of Ashton's voice filled the room. "Aunt Chu!" my eyes turned towards Ashton the same moment their eyes snapped towards mine. Ashton stood up and walked towards me. "Aunt Chu, this yours?" he asked innocently and my eyes widened when he gave me a ring, a diamond one. Max and Tokyo's gasped filled the room while Zanaya was squealing. What the hell? Why were they acting like that? "Yah!" Storm's voice echoed the room and he looked so pissed off. Now, even Seth immediately kneeled beside the two. "I swear I just put it on top of the table. I didn't know Ashton will take the ring," he pleaded and my jaw almost dropped on the floor. So, this ring was Storm's?I saw how the girls were all acting giddy and excited. The place... The balloons and ribbons... The snowballs... The photos... Is this what I think it is? Slowly, my hands covered my lips as I started to shake. "Oh my God..." I whis
Cali’s POV"How long have you've been dating?""Storm! Do your members know about your relationship from the beginning?""What are your next plans?""California! What do you think about your fans' reaction? Now that all of WHISTLE is in a relationship, your fans are organizing a boycott! Are you going to disband?!""Storm! What can you say about the rumors that it was Cali who probably gave motive-”?The reporter wasn't even able to finish as Storm stopped midway after letting me in first, even covering my head for support. He faced the reporters particularly the last one who seemed taken aback at Storm's actions. He can be very intimidating. "First of all, it was me who made a move first," he started and all of the reporters kept their mouth shut. The power that he holds. "Second, when she first met me, I was merely Storm and she doesn't have the slightest idea that someone with a stage name of SHADOW’s Storm exists. And even so, Cali isn't the type of person who clings into some
Cali's POV"Cali, why are you here? You are supposed to be preparing for your press conference..." my boss asked and I bowed in greeting as I moved forward. He was sipping his coffee while reviewing a few documents he has in front of him. I can't remember how many times I've come here in this office, all because of my relationship with Storm. And every time I go out, it's either me crying or me being on my loneliest state.This specific office had never given me a good memory. The news about my debut anything good was all delivered on a conference hall downstairs. Sometimes, I dread coming in here. "Boss..." I started. There's this fifty percent chance that this talk wouldn't bring me any good like the past ones but I gotta try. "I know I've been pushing my luck a lot of times already but again, I want to ask for your permission," I started. He wasn't looking at me but that didn't stop me from speaking my thoughts. "I promise; I will work harder. I will make sure this relationshi
Storm's POV"I can't believe you're doing this," I turned around and saw Raze, struggling as he ties down the ribbons. I just passed him another set to finish. I was about to speak when we were startled after one balloon popped. "Yahhhh!!!" I glared at Sky and Grey who's playing. Seth was giving out a v-sign while grinning. To think that he's already married with a kid, he sure still acts a lot like Grey and Sky still. Well, he's almost of the same age after all. "Yah! Why do I have to do this when you're the boyfriend?" Raze snickered but continued tying the ribbons. "Right. I haven't slept since last night. Can't you like, get an organizer for this stuff or something?" Demo asked and I threw him my slippers. "You just woke up! So much for being my friend," I scowled and he laughed adorably. ", are you sure about this? I mean, this is something else. You're gonna have to live like how Seth and Zaya used to," Mono asked and I saw how all the boys focus where on me. My eyes shi
Cali's POV"What's happening? I thought everything was settled?" I paced back and forth as the girls try to pacify me. It hadn't been two weeks after Max and Sky revealed their relationship to the public and here we getting the biggest downfall on our careers after my relationship with Storm had been revealed. "Cali..." Zanaya was looking at me in worry while Tokyo and Max checks on the articles online. They were using Tokyo's laptop. It was there, on every social media platform, photos of me and Storm, from our dates when I was a trainee, those days when we got back together, and even those days when we already broke up. Everything was there and it scares me. I just woke up and everyone was in panic. I thought it has been taken cared of? Storm was not here and was still in their company. Our managers had gotten our phones because everybody has been contacting us. Fans are possessive. Imagine finding out Zanaya's marriage with Seth. That was more than enough to shake our career
Cali's POV"Cali..." the girls spread their arms and engulfing me in a hug. My lips quiver and I felt them brushing my hair and rubbing my back. It has been three days after the incident in which Storm had to leave the house after our managers decided it's best that we part ways after what happened. Everybody was frantic and I was so out of it that Storm had to call me every now and then to make sure everything was okay. His focus was all on me, how I was doing, if I've already eaten. He was so selfless I feel like I don't deserve him. Our boss didn't talk to me. I was never called to the seventh floor. Instead, a lot of meetings had happened and Storm told me they're trying to figure things out. What it is or their plans, I don't have any idea until we saw the articles on the internet about Sky and Max's relationship. Photos of their dates were shown. I was surprised to see multiple photos taken on multiple occasions too. So now I wonder if Boss had a lot of instances in which
Cali's POV"Sorry son, I know how much you suffered because of me," my father stated and it broke my heart to hear him say those words. I felt the air feeling like it was being taken out of my lungs. Why? Why did Storm suffer because of him? Did he do something to Storm? Curious, I stay glued hiding behind the wall. "It's all my fault and I will forever repent on my sins. If I didn't gamble, if that reporter didn't see you helping me, then BP Enterntainment wouldn't have to do something about it. You wouldn't have to sacrifice your love for her. You did a lot just so she can reach her dreams," my father added and I felt my world started crumbling in front of me. My knees weaken and it was as if my soul was being extracted from my body. What did I just hear? No. Storm didn't deliberately leave me a few years ago. He did it for me. Gambling is illegal in Korea and I can't believe my father actually even do that. "I'd do it again if I have to," my lips quiver at Storm's words.
Cali's POV"Are you sure this is a good idea?" I heard Storm's voice. My brows furrowed. He'd been acting so weird lately. It's been so long since he last went to our house and today is my father's birthday. We agreed that he'll drop by our house for dinner. Actually, I forced him into it. This was not the first time he'd visit our house but this will be the first time after I debut. Come to think of it, ever since we got back together, he never went to our house like he used to. Storm was close to my family. My Mom love him so much and my father adored him the same way. Even after we broke up then, I never heard my family saying anything bad about him. "We've talked about this Storm. It's my father's birthday," I told him in a stern voice. I felt his hand on mine tightening a little. Why is he so tense? He looked at me nervously. We were on the van together. "Did you tell them I'm coming?" he asked again and I raised an eyebrow at him. "It was meant to be a surprise? Or do yo