Chapter four

With an aching pain and teary eyes, I ran out of the ceremonial ground into the pack house. Running toward my room, I slammed the door behind me. 

My heart aches and breaks into tiny pieces, I felt that the moon goddess was too cruel to me, and now, can I  only live in the circle of slaves all my life and be oppressed by Albin? 

Tears slid down my eyes and split into tiny droplets down my cheeks. I felt hurt and unloved and a groan escaped my lips forcing me to my feet. 

I let out a disheartened cry as the image of my parents flooded my head, with teary eyes I could see their smiling faces at me.

The way that I ran around the pack with my parents around our pack clouded my mind, holding my heart. I fell with a sob.

My laughing teaching through my mind as I wiped bitterly, the image of my father lifting me in the air slipped into my head. 

The lingering smile on my mother's face as she watches us hurts me badly.

I miss my old life! I miss my parents so much.

My life hasn't been the same since their departure. 

I seemed broken and shattered in place, angry, and frustrated. My hand found a way to my head creating a pattern as I pulled on it repeatedly. 

My cries echoed to and fro in the once-quiet dark room, and the erratic beating of my heart clouded my sense of reasoning as I didn't hear the clicking sound of the doorknob of my room pulled. I failed to notice that someone walked in.

The forcefulness of the door slamming at the wall caught me off guard and at that moment Albin and Allen rushed inside my room angrily.

"Who do we have here?" With a whip on his palms, Albin sneered wickedly. 

I wanted to slither back in fear but the burning gaze of Allen held me in place. 

But seeing the whip swing around Albin's hand scare the shit out of me, my body trembled in fear as I stared directly at the whip.

I gulped nervously as my eyes moved up and down examining the whip. My heart was skipping so fast with my lips quivering.

"What a way to ruin my party?" Albin growled.

"Why did I got mated to a malodorous low-life slave?" He latched the whip across my body with gritty teeth.

"You humiliated me out there!!" He ran another whip at my back. 

A sob almost escaped from my mouth, biting my lips tight. I shrink back in pain. 

The event continued repeatedly, Albin kept cursing under his breath as he beat me with the whip. 

Originally, with blurry eyes, I noticed Allen trying to stop Albin but it was impossible because with Albin being the future Alpha.

It could be hard for Allen to calm him.

Watching the way the whip moves high in the air, coming down with force it slams at my back, I cried out in pain with my palms clenching so tight. 

"You have to calm down……" Allen gulped.

"I am sure that by now she must have learned her lesson," he whispered to an outraged Albin.

But those words don't calm Albin rather he fumes his anger causing him to put in more pleasure in the beating. 

                /Hmmm/ 

I cursed under my breath as the whip latched across my back, then followed by another one and another one again.

"I can never have a lowly omega as my mate!!" Albin thundered amidst the beating. 

I watched as Allen's shoulder slumped down in defeat as if he didn't know what else to do.

It still baffles me how I wasn't begging for mercy, how am I going to beg him when he seems outraged?

Albin was angry and his emotions were uncontrollable, just when Albin swung the whip again, Allen suddenly grabbed his wrist.

At that moment, I thought that I could be saved but to my unlucky self, Allen let go after a deadly glare from Albin. He backed away and let go of Albin's hand.

And at the end the whip falls hard on me again, Albin was almost insane, the whip falls on me and with every latch leaves an everlasting scar on me. 

The forcefulness with which the whip lands on my body penetrates through my delicate skin, injuring and leaving an open wound there. I bite hard on my lips to avoid a sob from escaping through my gritty teeth. 

My eyes were teary as I watched the whip fall hard on me, I blamed the moon goddess for everything going on in my life. 

I so much wanted to give up as the whipping went on and on but with the image of my parents clouding my vision. I swallowed painfully and decided to pull through with the pain. 

"You cursed creature, you are of no use in this world," Albin cursed as he go on and on with the everlasting torture. 

He seemed like an insane animal as he punished me with a severe beating, hurting and breaking my bones. I seemed weak and tired but I kept pushing.

I don't know how long I am going to pull through because I felt choking and life slowly drifting out of me.

Pulling out the lash, it hurls out together with a tiny flesh. Tearing my clothes, the lash pulls out with my flesh earning a heartbroken sob within me.

Trying to crawl back, my ribs got kicked badly by Albin. Falling on the floor, I groaned in nothing but raw pain. Blood splits out from my lips.

Allen clenched his fists tight with his face facing another direction, he doesn't want to look in my direction and the reason is something that has no idea.

"Try taking a walk and see me strangle you," Albin threatened. 

Before I could overcome the unending pain along my ribs, I felt another thunderous whip at my back yet I didn't want to plead for mercy. 

However, when Albin had finally exhausted his strength, he threw the whip to the other end before walking away with a mockery laugh slamming the door so hard behind him. 

I couldn't help it after Albin left, a disheartened sob escaped from the deepest part of my heart. Clenching my clothes so tight I clamored heartbrokenly. 

My heart heaved up and down in panic as more tears kept flowing down my cheeks. My heart is broken, shivering I cried out in anguish. 

I felt rejected and unwanted, the wounds ail and ache badly that I felt like I was in burning flames. Every corner of my body aches so terribly.  

It was as if my bone was breaking with each whip, I suddenly felt weak as my vision started to blur. I stand back continually with an aching pain in my heart. 

I hate the fact that I got mated to Albin! I hate the fact that my life took another disastrous road. 

The pain that everything that I ever had was forcefully taken out of me, breaks, and shattered my fragile self.

My vision became more blurred but before I could fall, I seemed to see a figure running toward me.

"Allen…" I mumbled tiredly before darkness slipped in.