64. To Mikel

Esmeralda's POV:

After school, I got home. I was thrilled to know that Killian and Paula were not at home or maybe they were and they were both in their rooms or together doing God knows what. I scrunched my nose and walked into my room, shutting the door behind me.

My room was the only place I could be happy, the only place in the world that did not hurt me. There was nothing else that I loved more than the comfort my room brought me.

I collapsed on my bed and just remained still. The events of everything that had happened played in my head like a movie. The scene that couldn't leave was the sight of Paula and Killian having sex. I couldn't look past it, I couldn't see it, I couldn't think of anything else other than what I saw.

And Killian.

He was such a scumbag, he had said those words while he stared at me. I knew he was staring at me, I felt a boring gaze on me and I hated it. I couldn't even bring myself to look at him. He had seen Paula and i waiting and he ignored me and o