Chapter 40 - Mayson

I doubt I will ever know the real reason that Amelia hates me. That is something I let bother me to no end when I was in high school. It has gotten to me somewhat since I have been here. It took me a few days to get over the confrontation that happened in the bathroom. She never knew about my panic attacks and I didn’t want her to know. She would try to use that against me. When we would all double date, she never made me feel like I belonged. She viewed my class of people, poor is what she actually called it, not worthy of being around people that had money. There were things that I wished I could have that the other kids did, but I knew that my parents did the best that they could. I was taught at an early age to work for things I wanted, Amelia only took what she wanted and be damned with the consequences.

Holden said that he was going to have a talk with her about her behavior towards me in the office. I told him not to because I think it will stir up more drama that we just don