I could not have been happier at this moment. I have Mayson all to myself. I didn’t feel completely comfortable in her parent’s house when we were making out. I am so ready to take this relationship to the next level. I have been taking it slow for her, but after the kiss she gave me this morning I think she is ready to speed things up. I am so on board with that. Before we do that I want to come clean to her about at least one ex -girlfriend. She still lives in Chance and I don’t want her to show up unexpectedly and cause trouble. I will not allow another vengeful woman cause me to lose anymore time with her. As I watch Mayson walking around the house, I can see us growing old together in this house. I truly believe I had that in the back on my mind when I bought the house. She was the reason I made the purchase. When we would go riding around together when we were teenagers, this was always the last house we passed before we crossed over into Clinton. She would always dreamily sta
When I sank down in the hot tub I didn’t realize how tense my muscles were. The stress I had been under was something I was used to ever since I had been in college. Finishing my program a year early took a lot of hard work and a lot of caffeine. Today was more stressful than all of those years combined. I know this is supposed to be relaxation time, but I am having a tough time getting it off of my mind. I just feel responsible for what happened. “Hey. Mayson, where did you go on me? You were here relaxing along with me and then you space out.” Holden was right, I had disappeared for a minute. “Sorry, Holden. I was thinking about… “. He stopped me before I could finish the sentence. One of the rules tonight was that I was supposed to put the project away for a couple of days. “I told you tonight is for relaxation and for us to have alone time.” Holden pulled me into his arms and softly kissed me. Those lips against mine made me forget everything but the two of us. I decided to
I cannot believe that Mayson is laid out on the bed before me. I feel like the luckiest man in the world at this moment. I am so in love with this woman. I have to take my time or her first time will be over before she can truly enjoy it. Maybe deep down I am just a caveman, but tonight I will be claiming her as my own and I dare anyone to try to break us apart. I can tell she is nervous. Her breathing has picked up and the skin on her chest is flushed. Her eyes are closed so I know that she is starting to feel anxious. This is not the time for an anxiety attack. I lay down next to her and slowly run my hand up her arms. “Open your eyes, sweetheart. And look at me.” When she looked at me I could see a little fear in those emerald green eyes. “Don’t be scared, I will take care of you. It will be the best experience you ever had. I promise.” I could see her start to relax. “I am not going to lie to you and tell you that it won’t hurt but I will be as gentle as I can. I don’t want t
I must still be dreaming because I am not in bed alone like any other morning. I turn over and Holden is lying next to me. If this is a dream I have no desire to wake no from it. Last night I was finally able to give myself completely to him. I am a little sore but it’s a feel good sore. I don’t think we stopped making love until at least two in the morning. Holden is snoring, loudly. But that doesn’t matter to me. All I know is life right now, is perfect. Since Holden fixed dinner for me last night. I am going to sneak down to the kitchen and make breakfast. I am sure he is pretty hungry after all of the mind blowing, multiple orgasm sex we had last night. The soreness that I feel is so worth it. I am glad I waited to lose my virginity with him. It was his to begin with. Eight years ago when we were going to leave town and get married, it would have happened then. I wonder if we would have our careers like we do now. Would we have a couple of children by now. Things happened the wa
This weekend was spectacular. If Mayson and I were not sleeping we were banging each other’s brains out. Now here is Monday, staring us in the face. Back to reality and to fix the problems that happened a few days ago. I had decided not to answer my cell phone over the weekend. I had kept it on silent. Seth had a pretty good idea of what I was going to be doing, When I picked up my phone, there it was no surprise to see several texts from Seth. Seth: Dude, good luck this weekend. Seth: Take care of that woman man. Need lube? Seth: Do you need me to bring you a little blue pill? LOL Seth: All kidding aside I’m happy for you. Love to you both That last text was pretty sappy for Seth, but underneath all of the male bravado was a heart of gold. He was a romantic at heart, at least where other people’s relationships were concerned, not so much his own relationships. His deal with Amelia still does not make sense to me. They have been engaged for over a year. I don’t know if he wi
How could this day start off so good and go to hell in just a matter of minutes? Seeing Holden and Mayson walking in together holding hands, makes my blood boil. She should be out of the door on her ass for the mess up with the files. Why can’t Holden see that it is all her fault? She has cost this company a lot of money. I hope I don’t have to get down on my knees with Councilman Jordan again to get Mayson thrown off the project. I am tired of having to give him blow jobs to get what I want. The thought of it makes me sick, but I will have to make that sacrifice if my plan is going to work. There isn’t much work for me to do today, so I am getting bored. I guess I will go and find Seth. I can mess around with him until lunch time. When I walk into Seth’s office, he isn’t there. Where could he be? There are only so many places he could be. I didn’t see him leave, so he is in the building somewhere. I pass by Holden’s office and he has his back to the door working on the computer. I
Now that we are back to the real world, the three of us have a lot of work to do. There is months worth of work that has to be recreated. I hate that this is going to set this project back. It is going to not only cost our company money, but there are going to be waiting to start work. If they do not want to wait until the project starts they will go to work elsewhere. I can’t blame them if they do, but it will result in having to hire other workers. I am hard at work when Seth walks into my office. By the look on his face, he is up to something. He always knows when someone needs some comedic relief. “So, Mayson, how are things going in here? You look a little worn out this morning.” He is so fishing for information, but I am sure that he has already figured out what happened this weekend. Holden had told me that Seth had sent him several texts over the weekend and he didn’t answer them. We were kind of preoccupied with very intense and mind blowing sex. “You are such a troubl
Seth comes into my office and he looks like he is worn out and it’s almost noon. “Holden, can we take an early and long lunch. I need to get out of the office before I completely lose my shit. I need to talk bud, it’s getting a little too tense around here.” I wasn’t sure what exactly was going on. I know Mayson was working on the data this morning. “Okay, man, let me finish up here real quick. Go get us a booth in the back of Fred’s. Order our normal club sandwiches and fries. We can take as long as you need. I will be there in about fifteen minutes. I need to talk to you too.” Seth walked out and I finished up what I was doing. He was never this tense, so I needed to know what was going on. Before I left I went to sneak a kiss from Mayson. She looked upset and that of course gets me worried. “Baby, what’s wrong? I can tell my your face you are a little upset.” Just then I see tears forming in her eyes. I hurts my heart to see her upset or cry. I need to do what I can to make it