SARA’S POVI prayed for many nights for things to be different with Kane and i. never in my wildest dreams did I think that the change I was praying for would come in a form of his wolf and him being my mate. That news got me excited there for a moment after I recovered from my initial shock. But I could not get attached. Kane was the second Lockwood I have been mated to and they have the tendency to reject me. Kane already rejected me without having a wolf and chose the love of his life Jade over me. I don’t think I can go through that again. The man made me take care of his illness faking lover, threatening my daughter to keep me in line. Then he kicked me out. I will not let my guard down again and give him the opportunity to hurt me again. Jade could come back, and Kane would be tripping over his feet with his arms wide open and ready to welcome her. I could not go through that again, mate or not. I was also not sure if he was not going to reject me as soon as we leave this p
KANE’S POVSara walked in while I was talking to Logan. I don’t know how much she heard from what I said and frankly. I did not mind if she heard it all. I meant it. I wanted her and she needed to know that. “I have made something to eat Luna, please sit and eat something.” She didn’t say anything but took a seat next to me on the kitchen island. Logan gave her a plate of mac and cheese. She thanked him then started eating. “I believe you two have a lot to talk about. I will go and check in with the guys and hear if they have any news about Cole.” He walked away after saying that leaving me with my mate. It felt so good saying that. “Sara, I am sorry for what Cole did to you and I swear. I will find him and make him pay for everything.” She only glanced at me then continued eating. My heart sank but I tried not to show it. “Please believe me when I say this. From now on I will not let anyone get between us.” She finally looked at me, but her eyes were cold and distant. “Why would
SARA’S POVI looked at the man I love telling me that I have the power to make or break him. Telling me that I can use it however I want. I thought I wanted to hear that and that it would make me happy if he told me this one day. But this is not how I want it. I do not want him to want me only because we are mated together. I wanted him to want me for me, when I was a nobody to him, when he didn’t know we were mated. I know I may sound crazy to many, but I had a mate once and our mate bond did not stop him from leaving me. it did not stop him from choosing another over me. Kane as well chose Jade over me and for once. I want someone to choose me, and he did not choose me. he is not choosing me now; he is settling for me as his mate, and I know all he wants is to have Jade by his side. “Kane, I need you to choose me and don’t tell me that what you are doing now is choosing me. you are here saying all these things now because you have no one else. Jade disappointed you and now you a
ALEX’S POV“I am sick and tired of all the killings and blood shed you guys have been doing. I want a normal life; I want to sit with my friends and discuss stupid things. I want to go out with my woman and have fun. I can’t do this anymore Megan!” I was so tired of Megan and Jade. Every time we are meeting, we discuss more people to kill, how to kill them, when to kill them and who is going to do it. I am tired of it all. I miss going out on runs in my wolf form, something Sara and I used to do a lot. We would run up to the clearing then sit there lay in the shade just enjoying each other’s company. I thought things would be different with Megan, good different but what I got was a serial killer who is so messed up that she can’t think of anything else than killing people. “What is your problem, Alex? It’s not like you are the one doing all the killing. We do it, you on the other hand have not made any progress on Kane and the company.” I sneered at her. I was tired of taking or
ALEX’S POVGetting to my car I felt pumped like I was on drugs. My blood was boiling, and my heart was pumping hard inside my chest. I knew that my uncle got his wolf and that he was still angry after I almost killed him the last time. Yes, I was not afraid, I was going there to fight for what I believed belonged to me. She did belong to me once and I let her go. But I wasn’t ready for her then, I was so into my head but now I am not. I know what I want now, not that I didn’t before but I made the wrong choice, I made a choice based on material things not my heart and definitely not considering my happiness. I thought I would be happy with everything Megan was going to give me. But I am not, she is controlling and treats me like shit. I can’t take that anymore. Sara loved me and she can love me again. When I got to my car, I shifted and got in naked. I did not have time waste getting dressed when I was going to be naked again when I get there. I drove like a mad person going to t
KANE’S POVAlex made me so angry that I wanted to rip his throat out. Yes, he knew Sara better than I did and I hated for that. When he said he knew how he could get her back and how she would never take me back. That hit a sore spot. I wanted to kill him right there and then. I wanted to get rid of him because he was threatening to take my mate from me, but I couldn’t. after letting my anger out with that roar, I moved away from him. I let him stand up and he looked at me for a moment before he walked towards his car. He shifted then got dressed and hopped into his car then drove off. “Get me some clothes to change Logan, you know what, I will change in my room.” I got inside and rushed to my room. My new room that I moved into. I did not want Sara to be reminded of the fact that I was sharing that room with Jade when she comes back. I wanted a new room for us to share as mates, one that was not tainted by anything or anyone. I shifted then changed into sweatpants, a vest, and f
SARA’S POVI miss the days when everything was simple, the days when I didn’t know better. Those days were enjoyable for me. I spent them in the training grounds and the pack library learning and preparing to be the best Alpha the Silver Moon Pack has ever seen. Preparing to make my parents proud. But those days are gone now and all I am left with is this lingering loneliness. One that makes you feel empty inside, one that eats you up and make you feel like you are not worthy. Or that you are not enough. That is the kind of loneliness I have been feeling these days. This loneliness and self-doubt came with Megan coming back and being cast aside like a used tissue. It came with Alex rejecting me and making me feel like I am not worthy of love because I had nothing to offer him. I had nothing that he wanted, and that loneliness came with Kane. When he casted me aside as well and choosing his lover over me. All those events and the people involved who hurt me led to this emptiness i
SARA’S POVIn that moment when I was frozen like an idiot, Jade jumped passed me and rushed for Lilly. I don’t know what happened, how it happened but I was on top of her in seconds sinking my canines on her shoulder and pulling like my life depended on it. The funny part about all that is that I didn’t shift all the way. I shifted halfway because I still had my hands, but I didn’t have time to think about that, my daughter was in danger, and I had to protect her. Jade stopped moving and I left her then turned around and looked at Cole. He was standing there looking at me as if he had seen a ghost. He should learn never to mess with a mother. “Well, this is new. Who would have known that you could shift halfway? Tell me, do you have Lycan blood in your lineage?” I sneered at him. “Oh kay, you might want to shift back because you are scaring that little bunny standing behind you. But it’s up to you. What I know is that I will take her either way.” The truth is that I didn’t know h
EPILOGUE SARA’S POV The night was dark, and the fairy lights around made it look amazing. Today were had what humans call the red moon, the vampires called it the Blood Moon and we werewolves called it Lunar eclipse. I sat in the nursery looking out the window watching as my pack members walked u
KANE’S POV The dinner only served as a reminder for me why we don’t like vampires. We were having a nice meal while they were busy drinking blood they did not know came from. Yes, I got the blood, but they did not know which human it came from, they were just happy to drink it. Well, maybe I was b
SARA’S POV A month has passed since Kane, and I fixed things and a week since Mike and Dimitri moved out. They moved into the house I used to live in with Lilly when we left the pack that time. They had not found a place they liked yet and time was running out. I did not want them to stay longer t
SARA’S POV When I left Kane’s office, I went to find my brother, I was feeling lighter and more at peace now that Kane and I fixed things. Now I realized that it doesn’t matter how long you have known someone, but you still need to pay attention to the next person. Knowing each other for long doe
SARA’S POV I really did mess up. I did many things wrong, and Kane was right for being angry. I just didn’t know he was this angry until now. Mike did not help the situation when he punched Kane. Also, I should have introduced him to Kane sooner, when I came back home from the hospital. I just tho
KANE’S POV “Is this payback?” she gave me a confused look. “I have done you wrong many times and what I want to know if this is payback for what I did to you?” she quickly shook her head, but I continued before she could finish. “I know that you might not think so, but people turn to punish those
SARA’S POV Three days have passed and no sign of Kane. I thought he was going to come and visit his son even if he was angry with me, but he never did. I think I have really hurt him this time. But my brother and Dimitri kept visiting. Aunt Joy brought Lilly to visit as well. She loves her brother
SARA’S POV I hurt my mate so much that I could not even look him in the eyes. I shouldn’t have said what I said. I was just so angry that I took it all out on him when he did not deserve it. I hurt him so much and made him feel like his actions were going unnoticed by me and that he was not apprec
KANE’S POV I looked at Sara and I could not believe she just asked me that. Yes, I will not deny that I do not want vampires in my pack but that was directed or meant for Dimitri. How was I supposed to know that her brother would be one. Or that there was a possibility that she had a brother that