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101. The past

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James' POV

I drove carelessly and nearly hit the road divider twice myself. Shit. I still can't shake off my thoughts even after leaving Clara's place. Lily's words keep playing in my mind over and over.

'You failed as her husband.' Did I?

I never wanted Clara to be my wife; she's not the woman I love. And I just married her solely to comply with my grandfather's wishes as he wanted me to settle down quickly to secure my place as the family heir.

I never really cared about Clara while we were married, and I never took the time to consider if I had been a good husband to her. Because I'm sure Clara also didn't care at all. Besides, she’s only interested in marrying me for my money, isn’t she?

Lily's words shouldn't have hit me this deeply. Why would I care if I had failed as Clara's husband or not?

But no matter what I tried I cannot shake this feeling of fury. I don't know who I'm mad at. Myself?

Clara never shared how she really felt to me during our marriage. Has she ever told Lil
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