Since losing her virginity to Tom, his behaviour changed. He'd grown distant from Alicia, mostly absent-minded and distracted by the little time they spent with each other. Alicia also noticed their encounters were always in private, away from prying eyes, somewhere they wouldn't be easily discovered. At first, Alicia thought she was being paranoid because she’d given Tom her virginity, and his behaviour suddenly changed after he got what he wanted.
Alicia hoped this wasn’t the case and she hadn’t just allowed her first time to be with someone she wouldn’t spend the rest of her life with. In the werewolf community, they had mates- soulmates- they would never separate from. At first, this kept Alicia from sleeping with Tom, but his 20th birthday was six months ago, the special birthday when werewolves discovered their mates. That eased some of Alicia’s anxiety, and she accepted Tom’s persuasive words that he would choose her as his future Luna.
Even if, at times, she doubted herself. What pack wanted a Luna who didn’t have a wolf?
After showing her concern about their relationship at lunch, Tom suggested they have a romantic date. “I’m not hiding you, Alicia! Things have just been a little tense at home at the moment. I’ll tell you over dinner. What do you say?”
And that is how she is wearing a pretty new dress. She decided to spend some of her savings on a Friday night date night. She stared at the black dress in the full-length mirror, feeling confident with little makeup on her face. Just as she picked up her phone, it vibrated to announce a message.
“Dammit,” Alicia cursed, staring at her phone. Jill from the bar couldn’t go to work because she had to take her kid to the emergency room. Alicia stared at herself in the mirror and sighed as she started to unzip the back. The label was still in it; it would be nice to actually own the dress and not return it after using it once.
The shift was for a few hours, so maybe they could have a late dinner, or she could do something nice for him? As Alicia left, she changed into her work clothes for the human bar outside the pack and sent a quick message to Tom. She knew he was probably finishing hockey practice and wouldn’t answer his phone.
Once Alicia left, Darci smirked at her sister’s retreating form, her smartphone by her ear as she looked out the window. “Thanks, Jill. I’ll transfer you the money by the end of the night. Make sure to turn up after an hour.”
Alicia sighed at her phone. Tom hadn’t read any of her messages. She hoped he hadn’t arrived at her place. He said he would pick her up and make it all romantic.
“Guy trouble?”
Alicia’s head snapped up at the sound of Jill’s voice. “Goddess! Is everything okay with Henry?” She asked immediately, finding it odd that Jill had been through the emergency room quickly and managed to get to work an hour into her shift.
Alicia wouldn’t complain though! This meant she could meet up with Tom!
“He’s fine. Doctors gave him some meds. My dad is with him,” Jill answered. She didn’t seem concerned about her son. It must not have been that bad.
“Oh, thank the Goddess. I’m going to head out! I have a date with my boyfriend!”
“Ohhh! Have fun!"
Alicia whistled in the toilets as she changed into the black dress again. It was a little creased at the bottom, but she was grateful to have brought it with her. Before sitting on her moped, she sent a voice note to Tom, “I’m sorry about being late! I will make it up to you, baby, I promise! Jill arrived, so I’m free to leave! I’m on my way back now. I can’t wait to see you!”
Returning to her house, Alicia’s chest swelled in joy as she saw Tom’s SUV parked outside. She stopped walking, noting the lights were off except for one room upstairs. Tom was probably waiting for her in the bedroom. She cringed at the idea.
Tom hadn’t been inside of her room before. They’d always made out at school, in his car, in the games room of the pack house, anywhere but at home where her nosy parents were or to be caught by the Alpha and Luna in the pack house. She was ashamed of her living circumstances, but her happiness outweighed her embarrassment. Tom was waiting for her!
Putting the keys down on the cabinet in the entryway, Alicia paused to the sound of music upstairs. She had nothing in her room that he could listen to music. It was too loud to be coming from his phone as well.
Slowly, Alicia crept up the stairs, frowning at the shirt crumpled on the ground and the skirt. Was Darci home? The music was coming from her room. Alicia gasped. Did she bring a guy home?!
Before she could turn away and meet Tom in her room, Alicia’s phone vibrated. Looking down, she frowned in confusion at the caller ID. Darci was video-calling her. They never messaged or called each other. Alicia’s curiosity made her answer the call, and she froze at the porno video on her phone.
What the?! Why did Darci call me to show me who she was sleeping with? Is this some sick game to her… Alicia’s heart stopped beating, and her hand trembled. The phone was in the perfect position in her room to show everything they were doing, and the mirror revealed who was thrusting into her so passionately.
Alicia’s body moved before her mind could catch up, and she marched towards her sister's room, the door bursting open just as Tom moaned, head tossed back as he came.
The phone dropped from Alicia’s hands, gasping, shocked at the surreal scene in front of her, trembling hand going to her mouth, tears springing to her eyes. She couldn’t believe what she was seeing.
At the sound of her gasp, Tom looked over his shoulder, eyes widening as he pulled out of Darci’s spread legs. Alicia looked between them, horrified at the discovery and the malicious, victorious smirk on Darci’s lips. Why? Darci always said Tom was ugly compared to his siblings. She always said that he wouldn’t accomplish anything.
Was this all a game to her sister? To make her life miserable? Strip away the only thing that was bringing her joy?
“Alicia!” Tom moved towards her, startling her out of her shock.
“Stay away from me!” Alicia snapped. She wanted to scream, to tear these two apart, but the look on her sister's face stopped her. Darci was enjoying this a lot.
If Alicia reacted even more, there was a possibility something worse could happen to her. This house wasn’t her home; their parents were only kind to Darci. She might be tossed out at any second, and she didn’t have enough saved yet for university.
“Alicia, please. Let me explain! It's not what it looks like!”
“Not what it looks like?” Alicia snorted, surprising herself at the calmness of her voice. “Your dick just magically entered my sister’s vagina? But it's not what it looks like? Why? Just why would you do this to me, Tom?”
Wolfless. The word crept up her throat, trying to force tears down her cheeks.
“You’re never here… you don’t show up when you’re meant to-.”
“So you slept with my sister?!” Alicia shouted, unable to hold back. She couldn’t even look at him! “We’re done! Over! I never want to see you again!”
Alicia ran away, her feet hitting the stairs loudly, before grabbing a pair of trainers and running outside into the rain, ignoring Tom calling her name. She drove from the house, her mind a mess as she kept replaying her boyfriend penetrating her sister.
She felt sick. It was disgusting! How could he do this to her?
It was unforgivable!
Alicia hoped the rain would hide the tears running down her cheeks as she drove the moped out of the pack territory. She didn’t know where she was going, but the noisy moped lulled her thoughts. When she finally returned to the house, Alicia’s hair was dripping wet, mascara running down her cheeks, and mud splattered on the back of her legs.
Tom’s car was gone, and her parents had returned, but all of the lights were out as she ventured up the stairs again, collecting her phone from outside of Darci’s room, where she left it and crawled into bed, wet, distraught, chilled to the bone and feeling empty inside.
Days passed, and Alicia didn’t go to school; she didn’t answer the multiple messages and missed calls from Tom, but she did go to work, looking like a corpse warmed up. Tom tried to intercept her on many occasions, but she screamed anytime he came near her, causing those nearby to pay attention to their interaction. It scared him off, but he continued to message her.
Five days after discovering Tom and Darci’s affair, Alicia was curled up in bed, declaring her vow to never love again or at least have a boyfriend until after university. She would move away from the pack and live an ordinary life among humans or somewhere she was accepted, and only then would she consider meeting someone. Someone without blonde hair and blue eyes!
Alicia tossed a teddy at the door after her phone spooked her from her reverie. She checked the message and frowned at the glare of the phone. It wasn’t Tom or work. It was her mum.
Woman who birthed me: Family meeting. Come down. NOW.
Alicia scoffed. Since when had she been a part of the family?
Woman who birthed me: It involves Tom.
Groggily, Alicia threw the covers off herself. She was still dressed in her work clothes, the short skirt and polo top that she was required to wear for Ryan’s diner. It didn’t matter what she looked like; she wanted this to be over with as soon as possible.
Upon entering one of the living rooms Emma, Fred and Darci used regularly, Alicia paused by the door frame. Tom was there sitting next to Darci, their hands intertwined. He looked down meekly as the Alpha and Luna of the Blue Crescent pack stood in their living room, turning to face Alicia.
“Alpha, Luna,” Alicia murmured through her shock, bowing her head respectfully.
Alpha Valko didn’t acknowledge Alicia’s presence as he returned his attention to the conversation.
“Sit down, Alicia,” Emma snapped in a hushed whisper.
Alicia’s legs wobbled as she almost stumbled towards the nearest armchair, furthest away from Tom and Darci. Why were they holding hands? Why couldn’t Tom look her in the eyes? What did Alpha Valko and Luna Fiona want?
“So we all agree this is best for the pack?” Luna Fiona continued.
“Of course!” Emma smiled brightly, clapping her hands together. “I’m so delighted we will be united as a family! Darci has always wanted a grand wedding, and who better than Tom, the next Alpha, to marry our precious daughter?!”
What? Alicia’s mouth dropped open. Everyone looked at her except for Tom. She didn’t realise she spoke aloud and disrespectfully in front of the Alpha and Luna of their pack. This was outrageous, though; her mind couldn’t compute what they were saying because surely it wasn’t real? “What are you talking about?”
“And what are you going to do about that thing?” Alpha Valko snarled, dismissing Alicia’s words as nothing but a bug buzzing near him, waiting to be squished.
“She will not be a problem for the ceremony to go ahead-”
“She’s been nothing but trouble since you birthed her,” Luna Fiona snapped. “She seduced my son before your wonderful daughter stepped forward, worried about what this would do to him and our family’s reputation. Darci is so sweet…” Luna Fiona praised, looking at Darci fondly before her stare grew cold, falling on Alicia.
What was she listening to right now? “Tom is going to marry… Darci,” Alicia muttered in a daze. “Darci and Tom.”
Alpha Valko smacked Alicia across the face so hard that her cheek split. She stared at him in shock, then swiftly lowered her gaze. The news had been so shocking that she didn’t hear or see the Alpha’s approach.
The Alpha then proceeded to grab her roughly by the cheeks, forcing her to look at him. Unlike Tom and his mother, Alpha Valko had black hair and deep blue eyes. “Why don’t you be useful for once and help your pack?” His gaze moved across her features. “You are quite a rare beauty… Seeing how easily you spread your legs for my son, it shouldn’t be too hard to be the Shadowmoon pack’s new breeder.”
“What?! No! No way!”
The Alpha scoffed at her. “I wasn’t asking.” He shoved her back and walked away, wiping his hand against his jeans like she was a contagious disease.
Her parents and the Alpha and Luna then continued to discuss Alicia’s departure that evening as though she wasn’t in the room. Enraged by their lack of humanity, deeply wounded once more by her parent’s actions and ignoring Tom’s guilty and saddened stare, Alicia jumped up from the armchair, feeling as though a net of chains was already falling over her, changing the course of her life.
“I refuse!” Alicia ran from the room.
“I will sort this,” Fred sighed, rising from the sofa.
The pack never saw her as a person; they never treated her well, and she planned to leave anyway. Why would she repay their kindness by becoming the neighbouring pack’s breeder? Her life had collapsed around her since Tom’s betrayal, and she was no longer going to fall into despair!
Alicia sat on her moped, key in the ignition until a hand clamped over her mouth, a cloth pressed against her nose as she tried to scream, but the drug intensified, and her vision started to blur. The last thing she saw was her dad picking her up and tossing her into the back of a car like she was trash he had to get rid of.
“We’re here,” the driver announced as he peered into the rear view mirror reflecting back the dark and brooding Alpha Rowan.The alpha had been staring out of the black tinted window, deep in thought, for once not paying attention to his surroundings. He didn’t want to be here. The very idea of meeting his brother put his wolf’s hackles up and bloodlust like no other. It was the same with everyone in his bloodline.Rowan was the Alpha King’s illegitimate son, the unwanted one, the one his siblings and others had treated like dirt until he became infamously known as a vicious alpha of the Bloody Claw pack. No matter; he had a job to do. “Give me the report again,” he ordered, accepting the report from his beta, Voss.“I can already smell a strange scent,” Voss added absentmindedly, inhaling deeply beside the slightly lowered car window.Rowan hummed in response as he reread the details and nodded. “Alright. Let’s get this over with.” Dropping the papers on the car seat between them, he
Rowan yanked the back door open, the force so powerful it came off the hinges and flung aside. The man inside was too startled and didn't react quickly enough before he was next tossed to the side like he weighed nothing. Voss skidded to a stop, dressed in nothing but tracksuit bottoms, bag slung over his back.The man on the ground glared at Rowan’s back and retrieved a gun from his back pocket. Voss swiftly intervened and kicked the gun out of his hand, causing it to slide across the concrete as he decked him in the face repeatedly. While he fought the man on the ground, Rowan faced a different situation.“Leave or I’ll cut her open,” the man snapped, digging a blade just below the woman’s breasts, pricking the material until her shirt grew damp with a bit of blood.Rowan saw red at that. “I don’t take orders from scum,” he growled. “Or anyone for that matter…” In a single second, Rowan crushed the man’s hand, gripped the dagger, ignoring the silver burning his skin and stabbed the
It’s hot. Too hot.Alicia felt slightly smothered from the overbearing heat. She reached out to remove the blanket, frowning slightly at how different it felt. Unlike the thin, worn blanket she was used to, the material was soft and thick, like a duvet. Still groggy, Alicia tossed it back, feeling a little relieved, exposing her back. Yet she was still overly hot.Blinking through her sleepiness, Alicia halted her stretch, and her heart burst in her chest at the naked stranger she was clinging to! With her leg wrapped around his, half her body folded onto his solid eight-pack, hand resting on his chest.Who was he? Where was she?!The smoking-hot stranger with a killer body and looks pulled her closer to him. Wait, his arm was wrapped around her waist. And now her head was resting on his chest again. The steady beat of his heart was comforting, and boy, he was nice to look at both his strong jawline, black tousled locks that brushed against the top of his head, and not to mention his
Rowan listened to Alicia’s explanation of the events that happened the previous day, the more she spoke the fiercer his expression grew. Alicia was almost compelled to stop but anytime she hesitated, Rowan waved her on to continue. The more she spoke, the colder she felt, realising just how little everyone thought of her.She’d always been able to brush it off, persevere because there was always an end goal, always a light at the end of the tunnel. Now she wasn’t so sure. They’d literally kidnapped her and was going to send her off to some other Alpha to breed pups from.By the time Alicia finished, she was determined to face this head-on. “Anyway…” She trailed off, trying to brush off everything that happened to her, looking away from Rowan, who could see straight through her façade. “I need to return to my pack, and… and I need to speak to the Alpha King. Yes, maybe he can help with how I’ve been mistreated in the pack.” Her anger grew again as she glared at the bed sheets.Rowan la
Straightening her shoulders, Alicia strolled towards the steps, stopping when she felt everybody staring at her. Well, she did look like a mess. But it felt different this time.“Back already?” A woman she recognised but didn’t know folded her arms, leaning against one of the pillars of the mansion, looking Alicia up and down with disdain as she blew out a puff of smoke from her cigarette. “Being a breeder wasn’t what you expected?”How did this woman know she was meant to be someone’s breeder? Didn’t Alpha and Luna want to keep what happened quiet? If gossip spreads about how they forcibly took the beta's daughter, no matter how unwanted she was, to another alpha and became his breeder, it could tarnish Alpha Valko and Luna Fiona's reputation and that of the Blue Crescent pack.“Hey, I’m sure I can keep up with your slutty ways,” a man snickered behind her. She spun around, wide-eyed, shocked at his disgusting gesture, hand grabbing his groin over his jeans.“Excuse me?!” Her hands c
Gasps erupted in the living room, including Alicia’s, as she turned to look up at Rowan. He glared at Darci, who shrunk away and paled. Tom, on the other hand, glared straight back at his uncle, his gaze flicking between Alicia and Rowan, shrugging out of Darci’s hold. His face was taut with anger.When did these two meet? Why was she so… comfortable around him?! Leaning into him like that! It sickened and enraged him more! Didn’t Alicia love him? And already she was clinging onto someone else, not just anyone else but his uncle!Insults and names tingled on Tom’s tongue, ready to lash out, but this was Rowan Sharp, Alpha of the deadliest pack, Bloody Claw! He’d grown so powerful that Tom overheard his dad and grandad discussing the matter in urgency.“You cannot be serious,” Beta Fred was the first to respond to the shocking news that those in the living room still stared at them in disbelief.Alpha Valko also spoke, but Alicia’s mind was reeling over the news Rowan had shared. Her b
All eyes fell on Alicia in the pack house, the weight of their stares pushing one foot behind the other. The hesitancy transformed into a rush as she abruptly turned and fled, her steps brisk, ignoring Tom's call out to her. Other than her ex-boyfriend, nobody tried to stop her from leaving the pack house. Yet they also allowed her to leave without touching her or trying to send her off as a breeder.Rowan’s threat worked. Of course, it worked; Alicia just hoped it would last until he returned. Would he really return? She was anxious all of a sudden, worried that her mate didn’t want to deal with such family drama. Other than their night together, Rowan seemed quite closed off, a no-nonsense guy, certainly much older and mature than, well… He didn’t act like a complete douche like everyone else in that mansion!And he sure as hell wasn’t the oldest there.Alicia stopped on the steps, her breath leaving her in a rush. She watched as she saw Rowan’s town car driving away along the long
Before Alicia could make it halfway across the driveway and to the front door, the sound of an engine roaring and purring as Darci’s sports car swerved into the driveway, almost hitting Alicia in the process. She jumped back, alarmed at her sister’s aggressive behaviour. Darci slammed the door shut and marched towards her, somehow quite speedy in those heels.“Stay away from my fiancé!” She shrieked, eyes wide. “You homewrecker!”Me? A homewrecker?!Alicia stared at her like she was nuts. Perhaps she was? There was something utterly wrong with her sister. Maybe she was on something? Her eyes were so bright, and she was so sure about herself as though she’d been in a relationship with Tom this entire time and she was the other woman.“Stay away from Tom!”Erm…. Tom was following me?“You will not ruin our relationship!” Darci continued while Tom watched, his mouth slightly agape as he looked between the sisters. Alicia was pretty sure his balls were growing smaller the longer he stood