The morning sun was soft but unforgiving. I sat on the edge of my bed, holding Cam close as he drifted back to sleep after his early morning feed.
Watching his peaceful little face felt like torture because all I could think of was how I’d failed him—how I’d stayed here too long, long enough for his life to be threatened in such a manner. I traced a finger along his tiny cheek, his skin so soft, so pure.
Gently, I put him down in his cot and moved to the small vanity mirror, staring at my tattered reflection. I looked a mess, and I sure felt like it.
My hand drifted to the bruises Selena left on me that night, her words still echoing in my mind like poison.
"Forty-eight hours. That’s all you get. If I so much as see you in this pack after forty-eight hours, I don’t know what’ll happen to that bastard son of yours.”
There’d been no mistaking the hate in her eyes. I couldn’t unsee it, and I couldn’t unhear those words. She meant every bit of her threat. She was relentless. And now, so was my resolve to leave this place. To take Cam and never look back.
A sigh escaped my lips as I applied numbing cream to my face
For a moment, I thought of telling Axel about Selena’s threat. But… who was I kidding? Axel wouldn’t take my side. He’d tell me I was overreacting, that I was imagining things and I couldn’t take that risk.
So I stayed hidden. It had been well over the forty-eight hours I was given, but I made sure to stay hidden in that time, locked away, shutting out the world beyond my bedroom door as I worked out a plan.
Rita would bring up my meals each day, her irritation clear in the way she set the tray down without a word, barely even glancing my way. I knew she was frustrated. She didn’t understand why I was isolating myself and I didn’t have the energy to explain.
But tonight, as she brought my dinner, her frustration finally boiled over.
“This is the last time I’m bringing food up here, Cassie.” She plunked the tray down on the small table by the window, her usual frown replaced by a full-on glare. “I’m not your personal maid, and whatever it is you’re hiding from, you need to deal with it. I can’t keep doing this,” she spat.
I managed a small, tight smile. She had no idea it was the last time she’d need to bring me anything. “I’m sorry, Rita, really,” I murmured, but she didn’t respond.
As she turned to go, her gaze drifted toward the partially open carry-on bag by my bed, already half-filled with Camden’s things and a few essentials. She paused, eyes narrowing in suspicion.
“Going somewhere?” Her voice was casual, but her gaze was sharp like she could see through the lie I hadn’t even told yet.
My heart skipped, but I forced a light laugh, “No, just sorting through things. I plan on giving them out,”
She looked at me a moment longer, her frown intensifying. She didn’t believe me.
“Let me know when you’re ready, I might have someone interested in baby clothes.”
I nodded, watching her disappear down the hall, and only then did I let out a shaky breath. The bag was ready. Camden was ready. I was ready.
When night finally fell, I moved in the shadows, slipping through the empty hallways, Camden tucked safely in my arms. Every step was a heartbeat of fear, every soft creak of the floorboards a jolt of panic.
But I pressed on, keeping my gaze focused ahead, not daring to look back at the place I’d once called home.
We were so close to the gates that I could taste the cool night air, and smell the freedom that lay beyond the walls. But as I approached, my path was cut off by two guards who emerged from the darkness, their expressions unreadable. I froze, clutching Camden a little tighter, and immediately I knew that Rita told on me.
“Please,” I whispered, barely able to find my voice. “Please, let me go. I don’t want any trouble.”
One of them exchanged a glance with the other, and something unspoken passed between them before he stepped closer.
“We have our orders, Cassie. You’re not allowed to leave the pack.”
A sick feeling spread through my chest, and I took a few shaky steps back until I hit a wall. I turned around immediately, only to find Axel staring down at me, anger blazing in his eyes, and beside him, wearing a mask of innocent concern, was Selena. The sight of her made my blood run cold.
Axel’s gaze on me was sharp and assessing as he took in my dark clothes, the bag slung over my shoulder, and the look of defiance I couldn’t quite hide.
“What do you think you’re doing, Cassie?” His voice was thunderous, accusing, and detached, which made my pulse quicken with fear.
I opened my mouth to answer, but the words wouldn’t come. I knew that no matter what I said, it wouldn’t matter. Not to him. Not now.
His stare deepened, and he took a step closer, lowering his voice, “I asked you a question.”
“I’m taking Selena’s advice,” I finally forced out, my voice shaking, “She told me to leave the pack or she’d harm Cam.”
Selena’s face twisted in what could only be described as theatrical heartbreak. She clutched a hand to her chest, and the tears fell almost too perfectly.
“What are you talking about? I never did,” she whispered, her voice thick with manufactured hurt, “Axel… all I’ve ever wanted was to help Cassie and you know it.”
Axel’s gaze flicked between the two of us, and I could see the storm brewing behind his eyes, his jaw tightening. And just like that, I knew which way he would turn.
“Take her back to her room,” he finally said, his voice flat as he looked away, “And lock the door.”
The guards moved toward me without hesitation. They didn’t care about my protests or the way I clutched Camden tighter to my chest. I didn’t fight, though—I knew it would only make things worse. He knew I was telling the truth, but he couldn’t be caught taking my side.
Tears fell down my face in streams as the guards took me up to my room, practically throwing me in, and when the door closed behind me, trapping me back inside the very room I’d tried to escape from, I sank to the floor, feeling the weight of my failure press down on me.
I’d been so close… so close to finally leaving, to starting over with Camden, and now I was back with no way out.
Minutes passed, stretching into an hour, maybe two. I could feel my hope slipping away with every second that ticked by, the walls closing in around me. I pressed Camden close, letting his steady breathing calm the wild rhythm of my heart when the door clicked and was pulled open, then Axel stepped in.
“What has gotten into you?” he asked immdiately his eyes met mine.
“I don’t belong here, and neither does Cam,” I told him truthfully.
“How dare you say that? Cam is also my son!” he yelled.
“But you sat there and listened as your mate proposed I leave the pack,” my voice shook with each word. I wanted to sound firm, to stand my ground, just like he was doing, but I couldn’t.
“She beat me up and threatened to harm Cam. Just let us go so you can have your perfect family. Please,” I pleaded, but Axel’s face hardened.
“You’re not going anywhere with my child, Cassie. If you want to leave, be my fucking guest, but you’re not taking my son with you!”
I parted my lips to respond but a loud crash echoed through the pack house, shaking the very foundation beneath my feet.
Cassie.My heart raced as I exchanged worried glances with Axel. “What was that?” I asked, fear lacing my voice.“Stay here,” Axel ordered in his Alpha tone, his eyes wide and alert as he turned to the door, disappearing into the hallway.“Warren! Gather the warriors! We have a situation!” I heard his voice loud and clear and I froze.It seemed we were under attack.As if the fear that gripped me wasn’t enough, Cam started crying.“Shhhh, my. love you need to stop crying,” I cooed at him, but he didn’t respond, so I carried him to my bed and began feeding him some breast milk to keep him quiet.Instantly Cam hushed, sucking hungrily to let me know it was a hunger tantrum.“I’m so sorry my love,” I passed him an apologetic smile which he ignored because he was too busy sucking. Minutes passed and the pack house seemed quiet, but from behind my locked door, I heard heavy footsteps down the hallway, and they were coming closer.“Where’s the Alpha’s mate and kid?” a heavy voice demanded,
Cassie.It didn’t take any longer for me to realize the intruders were rogues, horrible and viscous ones for that matter.As they dragged me with Cam in my arms through the wreckage that was now our pack estate, I tried to pull back, digging in my heels—anything to slow them down, to escape from their iron grip. “Let go of me!” I shouted, making my words as sharp as I could, desperation clawing out of my throat. “You have the wrong person, I’m not the Alpha’s mate!” The leader, who in better lighting I found had a scar tracing his jaw, sneered and slapped me, his hand coming down hard and fast. My head snapped to the side, pain spreading across my cheek in hot, blinding waves. I could feel the sting right down to my bones, my skin throbbing under the weight of his hand. I clutched the side of my face with one hand, the ache forcing tears into my eyes, my strength spiraling downward with each step they forced me to take. "Shut your mouth," he growled, his voice low, menacing, “Y
Cassie.The silence stretched painfully as Axel drove back to the pack estate, Cam’s cold, fragile body nestled in my arms. His once-warm little face, now pale and empty, lay still against my shoulder. It felt as though my heart had been torn from my chest, replaced by an aching void that grew with each passing tree. I swallowed back the sobs clawing at my throat, gripping my baby tighter as if I could somehow bring him back as if warmth would seep into his skin, induce life back into his tiny form. But it was futile. Deep down, I knew that.Axel didn’t bother saying anything, he didn’t even look over at me, or Cam. He hadn’t looked at Cam’s lifeless face since the moment he came to the cold warehouse, and I hated him greatly for that, but I held back from saying anything.It wasn’t until we arrived at the pack estate, and I stepped into the pack house that every ounce of restraint shattered. My knees weakened, and a raw scream burst from my chest, filling the room with a sound I d
Axel. The pub was quiet enough to hear my pulse pound in my ears. Warren and my cousin, Jake, sat across from me, drinking, but I felt no pull toward the bottle in front of me tonight. I’d come here to forget, but not even Jake’s best whiskey couldn’t blunt the fury boiling inside me. My mind circled back to the rogues. I’d torn through them without a second thought. I’d made it quick, but now? Now, I regretted it. They’d deserved so much worse. If I’d known my son was dead, I’d have made them beg to die. They would’ve paid with blood, their last breaths spent pleading for mercy I would never give. A shift from across the table caught my attention. Jake cleared his throat, darting a glance at Warren. “You know, I… feel bad for her,” he said, a little hesitant but loud enough to break through the silence, “Cassie, I mean. Little Cam… died in her arms.” Warren nudged Jake hard, his glare sharp, a warning without words. His eyes met mine briefly, then flicked back to Jake, urging h
Cassie.I hadn’t expected Cy’s voice not now or ever. I was convinced I’d never hear her voice, and I made peace with it, telling myself I was okay knowing she was with me regardless.“You can speak?” I asked, eyes wide.“Yes. I can,” came her simple response.I was speechless, my fingers brushing against the small bag that held my things.“Since when?” I managed, my voice trembling a little in fear and more in shock.“Since forever,” she replied with a strange calm, “But the stress from the pack put a strain on you and made it difficult for us to communicate,” she paused for a moment before adding;“But now that you’re free, communication will be easy, or at least I hope so. We’re still too weak you know.”For a moment, a shaky, uncertain joy flickered in my chest. I wanted to know more, why things had always felt so muted and stifled. “I have so much I want to ask you, Cy. So much—”“Not now,” Her tone became sharper, urgent. “I don’t know what’s happening but I sense scout wolves
Cassie.My breath hitched as I leaned toward the rolled-down window, squinting through the dim light of the car’s interior to see who was inside.And then my eyes widened in shock.“Jake?” I whispered, barely able to form the word.His expression was unreadable, but I felt the intensity of his gaze. It took me a second to remember how to breathe, and when I did, it was shallow and panicked. I’d been caught.“I—” My voice cracked, and the bags slipped from my hands, heavy and useless against my side.Jake rolled his eyes, his face twisting with impatience, “Get in, Cassie.”I didn’t move, my legs feeling as if they’d been glued to the ground. I’d never said more than a greeting to Jake in my entire life. We weren’t friends, and I assumed he was like the rest of the pack members who didn’t like me.“I can’t,” I mumbled, shifting backward, with my heartbeat hammering louder than my own thoughts. Jake raised an eyebrow.“I’m trying to help you,” he said, his voice a low, hurried whisper.
Cassie.Three Years Later“Cassie! The party of four just left. Go, go, go!” my manager, Eric, a kind middle-aged human with freckles and red hair, called after me, pointing towards the empty table with left-over food and some empty plates on it. I nodded and grabbed my cleaning spray and napkins, moving towards the table in question, swiftly.Three years had passed since I made the bold decision to leave Red Hollow Pack, but the memories of that day still clung to me, so vivid in my mind as though it happened yesterday.When morning came after the traumatic day, I had wasted no time in taking Jake’s advice. I took every back road and hitched rides with strangers until I reached the next state, all because I didn’t want the scouts to find me. The whole journey, I was fueled by one thing: survival. But survival hadn’t been easy.At first, I holed up in a motel, still rich with the money I’d stolen. But on my third night there, two humans crept into my room while I was sleeping, demand
Cassie.I felt a jolt run through me as I stumbled backward, blinking to clear my vision. The man I’d just bumped into stood before me, gazing down with striking blue eyes that seemed to pierce right through me. His blond hair was perfectly slicked back, though two rogue strands had slipped loose, hanging over his forehead effortlessly carelessly. I stared, momentarily frozen, my mind too sluggish to process what was happening. I opened my mouth to speak, to stammer out an apology, but the words died. It wasn’t just the man’s intense gaze; it was also the unmistakable aura rolling off him. He was an Alpha. Cy, stirred, cautious but curious.The man tilted his head slightly, a strange intensity in his gaze like he was looking straight into me. I swallowed, forcing myself to snap out of it and remember where I was—and who I was. If this man was an Alpha, there was no way I could risk him figuring out I was a rogue.“Are you all right?” he asked, his voice deep and calm, though a hi