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Chapter 13

Author: Rachel Van Dyken
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Lincoln

I'd messed up.

Badly.

And I'd done plenty of stupid shit in my life, shit that could have landed me in prison or at least on probation.

If there was a list of the many sins of Lincoln Greene, her name would be at the top of it, circled in red pen, with the word LUST written in giant, all-capital letters next to it.

Double-freaking-shit.

I downed the last of my bottled water and tossed it in the trash while I waited for Pris and Jaymeson to finish the rest of the house scene, where the love fest between her and her real husband, Alec, had started.

My hands shook as I checked my watch, waiting for the damn day to end. I didn't want to have to see Dani. Seeing her would cause me to do something else stupid, like tell her I wanted to kiss her again.

Or worse, actually follow through without warning and scare the crap out of her.

Who did that? Just mauled a girl because he couldn't control himself? The last time I'd lost control like that had been in the sixth grade when
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