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Searching My Identity The Paintings
When Joanna was being emotional about how loving her boyfriend was towards her and how much patience he showed, he was looking through the paintings he made. It was of a boy who had some feminine features. The unruliness and mischievousness in his eyes was too mesmerising. Sighing, Alexander slowly picked up each paintings and kept them inside a big box with a bitter smile on his face. “ Oh my love, I missed you very very much.”Alex mumbled.“ I really missed your energetic self. The person who used to annoy me who used to make me angry. Who have the guts to call e different names. I really miss you. I really love you. I can do anything for you. I can do everything for you. I waited for you for years. I waited to see your smiling face again but I missed the energy of that smile very much.” His eyes are lonely and feels lifeless while saying all this looking at the closed box. His voice contains heart wrenching pain in them.“ You know I feel like I am living a dream not a real life.
Last Updated : 2022-07-29Searching My Identity A Visitor
After asking about some work matters and other things Alexander hung up the call. He didn’t want to remember his past. It was complicated. No one could understand it. He sighed and leaned back in his sofa. His mind flew back to the memories of his old day seven though he was reluctant to remember them.“ Hey Mr. Stone face, how are you doing.” A cute boy came to him and asked in a teasing voice. His voice and features were feminine that a anyone would get confused about his gender at first glance. His features were too feminine to be a boy but his unruliness and flirting was not matched for a girl either. “ I have a name Joy” He said angrily. This punk really know how to anger him.“ Oh really what is your name, stone face, brat, money bag, or...”. Joy giggled making faces. He likes to make fun of Alexander.“ Are you asking for a beating?” Alexander stopped what he is doing and looked at her face with seriousness. Only Joy dared to behave like this with him. None of his employees h
Last Updated : 2022-07-31Searching My Identity Chatting Happily
Once both Tina and June left the room, Rose closed the door, confusing Joanna a little. Alena smiled, seeing her confused expression, yet she didn’t bother to explain why she closed the door. Alena Smith is not only the precious daughter of the Smith Family, but she was also a famous singer. She had many fans around the country, and if any of them realised it was her in the room with Joanna, they would cause a commotion, and she couldn’t leave this place without being surrounded. “Sister-in-law Joanna, I am Alena. Your Fiancé Alexander’s younger sister.” She said with a cute smile. Even though she didn’t bother to get involved in her brother’s life, she still had to make sure he and the one he loved were safe and happy.“ Sorry, Alena, I don’t have my memories and didn’t recognise you. I am extremely sorry,” Joanna apologised. She didn’t even recognise her parents. How can she recognise her fiancé’s little sister? She forgot everyone, including her own self. An exasperated sigh left
Last Updated : 2022-08-01Searching My Identity I Don't want to go home
Alexander went to sit near Joanna and hold her hands. His face is filled with a lot of complicated emotions. “ Love I am sorry for everything. Everything I did in the past. Everything I am doing now. I am sorry for all the pain I cause you.” He said to sleeping Joanna.Joanna is oblivious of Alexander’s turmoil, slept soundly dreaming about their marriage. She had a little smile on her face even in her sleep.“ Alex I love you” She murmured in her sleep.This words brought a smile to Alexander’s face. His face lit up and tears formed in the corner of his eyes. He caresses her face lovingly.Dr Sean and Dr Abel came for a visit at that time. Seeing that Joanna in deep sleep they didn’t disturbed her. They checked her medical charts and records noted by Tina. “ She is recovering well. If we keep aside the problem with her memories there is nothing wrong with her.” Dr Sean said.“Hmm that’s good” Alexander said.“ Mr. Smith you can take her home when you want. As long as you took care
Last Updated : 2022-08-06Searching My Identity Going Home
That night Joanna insisted Alexander to stay with her on her bed. She didn’t let go of him and hugged him tightly. She slept hearing his rhythm of heartbeats and kept on nuzzling towards his body. Alexander couldn’t close his eyes because he felt there was a big rock in his heart. He felt suffocated by emotions. All these confusion about his engagement to Joanna his love with Jo and now this girl lying on his chest and sleeping peacefully was all like a maze. It was not that easy to find out the truth because it was too messy. He know how much stress all this were causing him. This was the one reason he don’t want his love to remember anything about their past. He couldn’t even close his eyes. He thought about them for a long time while hugging her close to him. He felt relaxed when she was with him. Whenever she was away, he felt like he will lose her. He hugged her entire night. In the morning Charles and Natasha came to pick her up from the hospital. Joanna was a bit sad to part w
Last Updated : 2022-08-07Searching My Identity A Message
Alexander left White's house after a while. Joanna didn't want him to go and tried everything to stop him, but he didn't budge. Finally, Alexander promised to call her often and will come to meet her too. Then she calmed down a little after hearing what he said. She felt like she got all alone after Alexander left. Alexander predicted Joanna wouldn't like her to stay at White's mansion, especially when she was alone there. So he asked June to visit Joanna and gave her company for some time. He also planned to appoint Tina as her caretaker so Joanna wouldn't feel alone in her own home. After all, leaving her alone may cause her to overthink things, and that will eventually cause harm to everyone, especially Joanna's health. There is also a chance for her to remember things slowly when she was in a place she knows and once her life was attached to greatly. So he didn't want to take any risk by leaving loopholes. Alexander also didn't want Natasha to brainwash Joanna and make trouble. F
Last Updated : 2022-08-10Searching My Identity Depression?
'I am leaving this world. Goodbye, Brother.'Leaving this world??? What does that mean??? It took some time to realisation to dwell on Noah. He was casually sneaking a peak at Alexander's phone, but never in his wildest dreams had he thought to see something like this on his phone. A message from Aleena saying she was about to end her life? What the hell is going on?While Noah was still shocked and confused, Alexander came out of his trance, jumped up from his seat, and ran towards the door while trying to call the Butler in the Mansion. Alexander's actions caused Noah to regain his mind, and he didn't waste any time following Alexander. "Where is Aleena?" The moment Butler took the call, Alexander asked him. His master screaming on his phone this anxiously made the old Butler confused; he checked whether he had taken the wrong person to call before replying in a perplexed tone,"In her room, Master." He didn't understand what was happening but concluded something was wrong."What
Last Updated : 2022-08-14Searching My Identity A Shocking News
The doctor left after explaining what he should, and the brothers, who were completely unaware of the situation rained there rooted for a long time. After deliberating over the matter, Noah decided to take charge of the investigation while he asked Alexander to look after Aleena. Noah was rather talented in scouting information, and Alexander had no issue with his arrangement. Noah was a little dumb when it came to caring for someone because he didn’t know how to take care of another person. It is not like Alexander knows, but after being with his love for a long time, he could be considered better in this aspect compared to Noah. Noah left once he confirmed everything was under control in Aleena's case. As for Alexander, he decided to stay back and wait for her to open her eyes. Butler also accompanied him in silence. A fair amount of time passed when Alexander finally opened his mouth to talk, “ Uncle Thomas, what on earth happened after she came back?”Butler Thomas was there wit
Last Updated : 2022-08-22
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Searching My Identity Complaints
After one month.....After being busy with his work for a long time, Alexander finally made some time to visit his love and spend a day with her. It is not that he didn’t visit her but their meetings and interactions indeed reduced after he re-joined and also his sister's matter took a lot of his time too.“ Why do I feel like you don’t miss me these days” Joanna complained with a pout when she finally get some alone time with Alexander. In these past days he either visit her with Noah or June, or he didn’t have much time to spend with her. Either way, she felt annoyed that she couldn’t speak her heart to him especially when she had gone through so much confusion these days. “ Really, why do you feel like that??” Alexander asked with a chuckle. He know she was a little worried because of the sudden distance but it didn’t mean he love her any less. There was really something going on which tied him up from meeting her freely.His smile and carefree attitude made Joanna angrier and she
Searching My Identity Asking For Help
Natasha went to the kitchen and ordered the chef to make Joanna’s favourite Almond cake in order to make her happy. Since her arrival, Natasha was doing everything in her power to please her and make her happy. But to her surprise not only her efforts made Joanna uncomfortable but also she started to stay away from Natasha as much as possible. At first, Natasha felt rejected and decided to step back but after some time she started her actions but in a less noticeable way.“ Madam, Are you sure we should make that?” Hearing their Madam's request chef was suddenly put in a difficult position. He was surprised why their madam knew a lot less about young miss nowadays and making weird demands.“ What you mean??”Hearing the question and the confused face of the chef made her a little confused.“ Actually when Young miss was brought from the hospital, Mr Smith gave me a set of instructions. According to them, Young miss shouldn’t eat almonds until they allow.” The chef explained to Natasha
Searching My Identity A dream
After staying a few days at her own home, Joanna felt bored out of her mind. She didn't feel like staying there, even after everyone did everything they could to keep her happy. Tina, who has already moved on to help Joanna, always stays by her side and keeps an eye on everything related to her health. Natasha also went all out to treat Joanna like a princess and made sure to fulfil every wish she had. "Why do I feel like something is not right?" Joanna mumbled under her breath while standing near the window, looking at the beautiful scenery outside. "uh! Did you say something?" Tina asked her when she saw how Joanna was mumbling something.Tuning her face towards the curious girl, Joanna let out a sigh. She walked towards the bed and sat down, then stared blankly at the sealing. "I feel like something is not right. It is true that I lost my memories. Still, something connected me with the things I liked in the past, like how I feel extremely connected with Alexander. There was ind
Searching My Identity I Will Tell You Everything
When the nurse noticed Aleena was awake, she informed the Doctor, and soon he came for a check-up. Seeing everything was fine with her, Doctor asked Aleena with a slight smile,"Miss Smith, how do you feel now?""Little tired", Aleena mumbled under her breath. She wasn't in the mood to answer any questions from the Doctor because she was worried about her family. She couldn't find a way to handle the mess she had created and how she was going to explain the reason behind her actions. "Take some rest. There is nothing to worry about now. Your brother was waiting for you. I will send him inside." Seeing the disinterested look and irritated reply doctor didn't ask anything further and left."Hmm." Aleena nodded. Her heart starts to panic, thinking of facing her brother. It's been some days since she was here, and she didn't even get a chance to spend enough time with them before she did such a stupid thing, making them worry for no reason. Aleena was well aware of how much Alexander an
Searching My Identity Meeting Ex.
Once reaching the mansion and finding a random excise to make everyone stay away from her, Aleena locked herself inside her room. Alena fell into her bed. She was in love with Felix madly. Things were going well at first, but Felix tried to create distance between them as time passed. He started to complain about her. She always tried to be a good girlfriend and was willing to leave everything for him, even her ego. It was her who proposed to him, and she asked him for dates. It was her who always put all the effort into their relationship. Even after working so hard, everything started to go downhill. He began to doubt her. He said she was cheating on him. He always gets angry with her without matter; he never trusts her. Trust was never there in their relationship.Slowly with time, she came to know that he was cheating on her with her best friend, Irene. She spotted them in many places; it was Ivan, Irene's brother, who helped her to find this out. They were good friends, and still
Searching My Identity Meeting Ex
While Noah was busy with his investigation, Aleena opened her eyes in the hospital. She thought about what happened earlier that day;After having a hearty breakfast, Aleena decided to roam around the city and have some shopping. She knew her brothers were too busy to accompany her, so she decided to go alone. In the mall, she surfed through different dresses and heard a sound deeply engraved in her heart."You finished?", Aleena went to look for the owner of that voice and saw something that surprised her,"Hey, look, how is this one," an adorable girl asked a refined man with a grin on her face. "Pick whatever you want", He replied in a deep voice with a doting expression which made Aleena shocked. It was none other than Aleena's ex-boyfriend Felix.She started the pair of a cute girl and a handsome man shopping together. The girl asks his opinion about the dress she chose, and he attentively listens to her. It is a warm scene to watch. However, this scene made Alena's heart shatt
Searching My Identity Someone Familiar
The famous singer Aleena acting as a white lotus, was spread like wildfire throughout the internet. Since she was a youth idol, there was a fierce battle between her fans and others. Every single person was explaining their opinion about the video. Still, none of them cared what the absolute truth behind it was. 'She sure knows how to act pitiful; look how she frames a simple girl without any shame. She didn't deserve to be a celebrity.' A man commented below the video, and many of his friends started liking and sharing the video. 'Exactly, she is too shameless. Just because she had some fans, she was acting high and mighty. Ridiculous.''It was Aleena who started conversation. She must be planned this attack.''I think something is going between these two, and Aleena wanted to tarnish the other party with her fame.''Her fans will support her whether she is right or wrong.'Comments like this started to appear at first and slowly her fans posted replies, which became a war.'What
Searching My Identity A Shocking News
The doctor left after explaining what he should, and the brothers, who were completely unaware of the situation rained there rooted for a long time. After deliberating over the matter, Noah decided to take charge of the investigation while he asked Alexander to look after Aleena. Noah was rather talented in scouting information, and Alexander had no issue with his arrangement. Noah was a little dumb when it came to caring for someone because he didn’t know how to take care of another person. It is not like Alexander knows, but after being with his love for a long time, he could be considered better in this aspect compared to Noah. Noah left once he confirmed everything was under control in Aleena's case. As for Alexander, he decided to stay back and wait for her to open her eyes. Butler also accompanied him in silence. A fair amount of time passed when Alexander finally opened his mouth to talk, “ Uncle Thomas, what on earth happened after she came back?”Butler Thomas was there wit
Searching My Identity Depression?
'I am leaving this world. Goodbye, Brother.'Leaving this world??? What does that mean??? It took some time to realisation to dwell on Noah. He was casually sneaking a peak at Alexander's phone, but never in his wildest dreams had he thought to see something like this on his phone. A message from Aleena saying she was about to end her life? What the hell is going on?While Noah was still shocked and confused, Alexander came out of his trance, jumped up from his seat, and ran towards the door while trying to call the Butler in the Mansion. Alexander's actions caused Noah to regain his mind, and he didn't waste any time following Alexander. "Where is Aleena?" The moment Butler took the call, Alexander asked him. His master screaming on his phone this anxiously made the old Butler confused; he checked whether he had taken the wrong person to call before replying in a perplexed tone,"In her room, Master." He didn't understand what was happening but concluded something was wrong."What
