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Screaming Desires Series 1: Secretly Marked By The Mafia Bos Chapter 62: The Stars Resto Bar
SUSHMITA'S POV: I woke up the next morning to the sound of the T.V. playing in the living room, so I went down stairs and saw Rod sitting on the sofa while his feet were on the mini table. "Good morning, Beautiful," he said and looked at me with a smile on his face. "How did you get in here?" I asked because I'm sure I closed the door last night. "Uhm, sorry, your window is open so yeah," he said while pressing the remote control and faced me again, "Actually, breakfast is ready," I was astonished as he said that. Did he mean that he cooked a meal for me? "Breakfast? You cook?" I asked and headed directly to the kitchen and dining area. "Yeah, you should eat healthy foods from now on and not fast food all the time," he said and followed me to the dining area. He put a plate and served me some tuna paella and black coffee. "Come on, try it," he said and smiled at me. I took a spoonful and ate."It's delicious, thank you, Rod," I said. He then sat on the other side of the tab
Last Updated : 2023-08-17Screaming Desires Series 1: Secretly Marked By The Mafia Bos Chapter 63: The News In El Nido
RODNEY'S POV: XIU MANSIONHarold and I are talking in the living room. "What are we going to do Rodney? She can't marry Brent just for the sake of the baby, this will be a talk of the town," Harold said. "Actually, she can. Just like Pops did to me and Sushmita," I said. "It's different Rodney, you choose Sushmita for your own sake because you like the girl. Don't tell me you agree with this?! Pop doesn't want another Garcellano in the family, you know that," he said. "Well, Pops is dead, so," I said. Harold shook his head to disagree, "I can't believe you're saying that to me," "I'd rather have Brent rather than Edward in the family. That jerk has a lot of women. I don't want my only sister to live in vain with him," I said. "Well, you're right, so are you permitting their marriage?" he asked. "Yeah, it's the least that I can do to my brother-in-law and to my sister, just let Abbigael decide on her life, she's old. She can take care of herself and she deserves to be happy,"
Last Updated : 2023-08-17Screaming Desires Series 1: Secretly Marked By The Mafia Bos Chapter 64: Nowhere To Be Found
SUSHMITA'S POV: Today is the day. This is it. My dreams are finally happening again. "A lovely day everyone, my dear family and friends, we would like to introduce to you the newest Resto-Bar in town with Filipino and Italian cuisines right in front of your tables while looking at the beautiful shores of Bacuit Bay, let's have a round of applause for The Stars Resto!" Rod announces while all of the guests applause and screams in excitement because we have an opening promo. "And especially, the woman behind it, please welcome Ms. Sushmita Erin Garcellano!" Rod added and they clapped their hands to me. Rod handed me the scissors so that I could cut the ribbon. It was one of the happiest moments in my life but also, the most tragic. I cut the ribbon but a bullet suddenly struck my right chest, it came out of nowhere. I never saw who shot me and the cold rushed through my body quickly as I was laying weak on the floor."Sushmita! No! No! Help! Somebody, help!" Rod is panicking at that
Last Updated : 2023-08-17Screaming Desires Series 1: Secretly Marked By The Mafia Bos Chapter 65: The Truth Will Set You Free
SUSHMITA'S POV: I was walking at the Garcellano Mansion. I don't know why I'm here, I guess I miss home. I heard the sound of the piano making some rhythms and then I saw my mother, sitting in front of it, she was looking at me. "Come here, Love," she said as she saw me and I walked close to her. "Mom," I said and hugged her. I never saw her in years and I'm so happy that I saw her right now but why am I seeing her? Am I dead? "You've been a good girl and I'm so proud of you, my little Mita," she said with a smile on her face. "Mom, I miss you so much but why were you here? Am I dead?" I asked her and she smiled at me. "Not yet Sweetheart, it's not your time yet, I'm here because I know how troubled you are right now," she said and she wasn't even wrong. I am troubled. I know that. "Mommy, I don't know anymore, life is so cruel, and sad these past few months," I said to her while she was brushing my hair with her hand. "Honey, try to remember the truth. It will set you free. I
Last Updated : 2023-08-17Screaming Desires Series 1: Secretly Marked By The Mafia Bos Chapter 66: Finding Sushmita
RODNEY'S POV: I stood on the terrace of the Villa where Sushmita left this house unexpectedly. I'm just here, standing and looking at the view of the sunset slowly kissing the calm sea. Sushmita, My love, where are you? It's been two weeks and I couldn't find you. I'm getting close to losing my mind. I know I have so many shortcomings and broken promises to you but my life won't be completed without you. My icy stoned heart turned into a hot blazing fire when I met you. The waves in the sea of my thoughts begin to be silent and calm when you kiss me for the very first time and the merciless demon monster inside me seems to vanish when you give yourself to me. I didn't realize that you are capable of loving and accepting my imperfections. But now that you're nowhere to be found, my longing seems to get worse and worse day by day, like a hungry wild animal waiting patiently for his prey to come and the alcohol is the only friend I have. "Boss, I already tracked Ms. Margaret, they
Last Updated : 2023-08-17Screaming Desires Series 1: Secretly Marked By The Mafia Bos Chapter 67: The Truth
SUSHMITA'S POV: It's afternoon and the sun is preparing to set down to give way to the moon again. I couldn't wait any longer, so when Rod fell asleep, I escaped his Villa and drove his car. It was 8 in the evening and I was blinded by the darkness of the atmosphere around me. It's cold and I feel the chills on my body, shivering. I need to find the key. I can see the Villa now but something catches my eyes when I look at the rearview mirror. There's a black car following me so I drove fast until I reached the speed limit. I don't know who's following me but one thing is for sure, they will not do good. As soon as I reached the Villa, I noticed that the one who was following me all along was Rod, so I got out of the car and lured him to the shore. I kept on walking because I knew that he was following me. "Erin, what's happening? come on sweetie, tell me," he said, trying to pursue me. "Just leave me alone, Rod!" I yelled so that he could hear me. "What's going on?! Why are y
Last Updated : 2023-08-17Screaming Desires Series 1: Secretly Marked By The Mafia Bos Chapter 68: Like What He Did Four Years Ago
SUSHMITA'S POV: We were both silent on our way to some place that I didn't know because he didn't want to tell me and it's so dark and the wind is turning cold. He opened the stereo of his car and the music flowed all over. We were listening to 'Heat Waves by Glass Animal' now that set up the mood while I'm still crying. "We're here," he said and turned off the engine of his car and got out and opened the door for me. He helped me get out and when I saw the place I was astonished by the view. It was the same as I saw it four years ago. I don't know what to say, I'm just crying. I can't believe what I'm seeing right now. Is this for real? "It looks the same right? but I only re-design it because they already renovated the place but I don't want to lose our memories here so yeah, I hired someone to do the work to make this place look the same again," he explained. He stretched his arms and reached out to me. "Come on in," just like he did four years ago. But.. I'm still in dou
Last Updated : 2023-08-17Screaming Desires Series 1: Secretly Marked By The Mafia Bos Chapter 69: Sushmita's Fault
SUSHMITA'S POV: I couldn't sleep that night. That's why I immediately got dressed and got the key on the pocket of his slacks and opened the door carefully not to make a sound so that I would not wake him up. I went to Rodel's Bar and saw Dave there polishing some wine glasses. "Miss Sushmita, sorry but the bar is closed for tonight," Dave said. "I'm here for Rodel. Where is he? Where's your brother?" I asked. "He's at my Villa, drinking, after you ditch him," Dave said and chuckled. "Correction Dave, he fooled me, so I didn't ditch him.Can you take me there? I need to talk to him," I asked. "Are you sure? We don't want any trouble Miss. I heard your husband is here," he said. Well, he's right. "Please? I really need to see him and talk to him, I didn't mean no harm," I asked again. "Okay," Dave said and put the wine glasses back on the rack and threw his apron on the side. I hopped in his car and he started to drive. It was 4 in the morning when I checked my phone. His Vill
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