SUSHMITA'S POV: I woke up because I felt Rodney kissing me on my erotic basin. "Rodney, I'm still sleeping," I said without opening my eyes. "Just sleep, I'll be gentle, I promise, I just miss this. You don't know how much I've been longing for you, you ignored me for almost a week," he said as his lips traveled into my belly and finally reached my nipples, he sucked it and played with his tongue inside. "Ahh, mmm.. Rodney," I moaned. He began to twist me gently so that I could face the bed, my butt is in front of him now as he put his manhood inside my arousal trench. "Deeper please,I want you inside me, Rodney," I commanded as he pulled my hair softly while he was banging on me so hard. "You're so damn good ahh.. baby," he moaned as he kept on banging me while both of my hands were almost pulling the bedsheets and pillows. He then pulled out his manhood and twisted me again so that he could kiss me on my lips as he made his way to my nipples and sucked it so hard. "Ohh damn
We spent the whole day having a movie marathon because it's Rodney's rest day. It's the only time I had with him because he will be flying to Italy tomorrow to do some mob work again. "Honey, what do you want for dinner?" I asked Rodney. "I don't know, whatever Loreta cooks," he simply said. "I'll cook for dinner," I said to him. "Then, whatever you want to cook," he said. "Alright, I'll cook pork Sinigang, you want that?" I asked. "Yay! Sinigang for dinner sounds great!" Daniel yelled while climbing on the stairs. "Yeah sure," Rodney said and immediately grabbed his laptop and turned it on. "What's that?" I asked. "I have something to check," he said."Alright, I'll just go to the kitchen," I said as I stood up because we were sitting on the sofa in our living room. "I'll accompany you there, later, just ask Loreta for help in the meantime," he said but immediately uttered my name, "Sushmita?" "Yes?" I asked.He then stood up and immediately pressed his lips on me, I coul
SUSHMITA'S POV: I was scrolling on my Facebook account when suddenly my phone rang and it was my brother, Royce. "What do you want?" I said on the other line as I rolled my eyes. "Hey Mita, how are you? saw your husband here in Italy!" my eyes suddenly open wide. "What are you doing there?!" I got alarmed. "Dad wants me to handle some business trips and oh yeah, I have some proposal with Mr. Boceli, I will introduce him to my liquor store," Royce said, he was so excited. "Alright, be careful but uhm, Royce,""Yes?""Can you watch Rodney there? for me? and please do report to me of what he's doing," "Uhm yeah sure, I'll try," "Alright, goodbye for now," I said as I ended the call and immediately went to the bathroom because I feel that I'm gonna vomit. My hand rested into the toilet bowl as I vomited. I don't even know why but suddenly my whole body became weak and felt like I was burning. When I'm done vomiting I immediately page Daniel so that he would come over here in th
SUSHMITA'S POV: I was at the OB Gyn Clinic that my sister Deborah recommended. I gave her a call as soon as I could handle my situation. She booked me an appointment with Dra. Marissa Mariano. She's the midwife who helped Deborah bring Ranz to the world. "Well, because this is your first trimester, you need to take a lot of water and good rest and eat a lot of iron rich foods, it's important that you are not low blooded to prevent fainting again," Dra. Mariano said as she was writing me a drug prescription. "You are 2 weeks pregnant so just take a lot of bed rest and drink your vitamins here it is," she said as she handed me the paper where she wrote the drug prescription. "Thank you so much, Dra. Mariano," I said. "Congratulations, Sushmita dear," she said and smiled at me. "Thank you," I said again. "See? I told you she's good," Deborah said to me. "Yeah, thanks I feel at ease now," I said. "We will be off now, Dra. Mariano, thank you so much," Deborah said to the OB as we
I tried not to cry in front of Rodney but I just can't help the tears running down on my cheeks. He was sitting on the mini table in front of me while I was sitting on the sofa. "I'm sorry, I didn't know and why are you telling me that just now? you should have called me," he said frustratedly. "I was going to surprise you but it looks like I'm the one who got surprised instead and what's that?! you pointed a gun on me earlier?! and swearing that you will kill me?!" I said while crying so heavily. "Stop crying for Pete's sake! I don't mean it okay, it's the only way for Royce to speak but I will not gonna kill you, love," he said while gazing at me with those charming sets of brown eyes again. "Come on, curse at me, hit me if you want, I will not defend myself," he said and held my hands."Oh really?!! Damn it Rodney! you didn't know how hard it is to be away from you! and you will come back like that?! I'm missing you everyday! you stupid son of a b-" he cutted my words by kissin
SUSHMITA'S POV: Monumental cemetery of Staglieno, Genova, Italy. 5:00 pmWe were at the mausoleum where Bryce's funeral ceremony is being held. The Bishop is chanting Italian prayers for the dead. "Benedici tutti noi perchē arriviamo nel tuo, Regno, Amen," The Bishop said and raised his hands to perform a sign of the cross. "Amen," said the grieving visitors at Bryce's funeral. "Amen," I said."Amen," Rodney said and looked at me with his narrowed eyes. When the ceremony and burial finished, Rodney stayed at Bryce's grave for a few minutes. "He's a good man," I said to Rondney."He is," Rodney said as his eyes narrowed again."What a nice couple. Tell me, did you marry Rodney for love? Or for money?" We both turned our heads to the one who spoke. It was Margaret Chen. She's the girl. The girl that Rodney kissed. "What are you doing here?" Rodney asked Margaret. "Bryce is my ex-boyfriend, so I should come to bid my farewell," Margaret said. Her eyes were glued to me as she w
SUSHMITA 1 week later…Rodney flew again to New York. He left me again in this cold manor guarded by so many men in tuxedos and Daniel. I never get used to it. I was watering some plants on our terrace while I kept thinking about Rodney, he knew I was pregnant but he chose to leave me again. I don't know what to think anymore. The more that he's away from me, the more that I hated him, but when he's here, I became so weak that I couldn't even talk about how much I hated him for leaving me. It was like I married a soldier whose life is always in danger and you have no idea when he will come back or will he ever come back?I pressed the spray bottle to water the orchids when I suddenly heard my phone rang. It was Rodney so I answered it immediately. "Hey, Honey?" I said on the other line. "Hello? How are you, baby? I miss you," He said but suddenly I heard him cough. "Wait. Are you alright? Why are you coughing?" "It's just the cold weather, I'm having colds," "Take some meds
RODNEY'S POV: I hired someone to background check Daniel again and to dig more about his past because I want to know who his true family are. I was driving when suddenly my phone rang, it was my sister Abbigael. "Yes?""Rodney, where are you?" "In New York, why?" "Have you visited our mother's grave?" "No, why?" "There's something you need to know," "What is it? tell me," "I visited mother's grave and there's a letter on her tomb so I took it and it addresses to you," "Me? A letter? Can you read it for me?" "Are you sure you want me to open it?" "Yeah, it doesn't matter, we're siblings," "Okay, maybe I'll just emailed it to you later when I get home," "Why? Where the hell are you?" "I'm at the Garcellano's," "What are you doing there?" "Uhm, can you please promise me not to tell Dad?" "Why? About what?" "I'm with Brent," "Brent? Wait. Brent Garcellano?" "Yeah," "Don't tell me you and Brent are dating,""Y-yes we are, please don't tell dad, we're not ready to conf
SUSHMITA'S POV: I woke up having a headache but I was astonished to wake up in an unfamiliar room. “Where am I?” I asked myself but I was shocked when I saw a man wearing only his boxers. His brown eyes met my gaze and I can't help it, my heart is racing. I think I saw those eyes before. The way he stares at me, it's full of love and sincerity.“Oh, finally you're awake,” he said and smiled as he swung into the bed and sat in front of me. I can’t understand what I’m feeling. The man in front of me is so gorgeous and my heart is beating so fast but not because he is handsome and perfect but his brown eyes. Just like Rodney’s. “Who are you? Where am I?” I asked but I felt a sudden sharp pain on my head. “You got so drunk last night when we met and… yeah this happened, I’m Rodney by the way, Rodney Chen of the Chen Group of Companies,” he said and raised his hand to perform a handshake. Damn it, his name is Rodney too. “Uhm, Sushmita Xiu,” I said and took his hand. I can feel the
SUSHMITA'S POV: ONE YEAR LATER…“You're such a badass Mita! your baby is just one year old and you're here with me, clubbing!” Deborah shouted those words as we we're dancing in front of the dance floor while holding some drinks. We were at the Fusion Paradise Bar having some tequila shots. They said that the owner of this Bar is a successful young lady at my age. The music was too loud so no one heard her but me. “What’s the problem with that?! I just wanna ease the pain, my husband is dead. I can't bring him back so I'm just gonna dance the night away,” I replied as the thoughts of Rodney flowed through my mind. Our life together. Our hopes and dreams. Our ups and downs and our happiness. Our little Romita. I guess I’m so drunk tonight but I don't care. I just don't want to feel sad. My head is spinning and my vision starts to blur but I don't want to leave Debbie so I will just dance with her until we get tired. “Party, party!” Deborah shouted so I just smiled at her. ***D
SUSHMITA’S POV: “What about Rodney?” Lana asked but we got interrupted by the waiter. “Here's your frappe, enjoy,” the waiter said as he put my frappe on the table with a 2 ply of tissue on it and immediately left. “Damn it, for god's sake, that waiter is flirting with you,” Royce said as he threw a cold angry stare at the waiter. “Just let him and don't make a scene here, Royce,” I said. “Okay, let's continue, we don't have all the time in the world,” Lana said. “You're so serious, babe, all the time,” Royce said. “Can you just shut the fuck up?” Lana said and stared sharply at Royce. “You know that Rodney just died and–” I said but Lana cut me off. “Of course Dear, I know this is so difficult for all of us, it's really hard, I know that you're grieving so much and–” she said but I cut her off because she doesn't understand what I’m trying to say. “No, Lana,” “No?” she asked. “Well yeah, I'm grieving but… actually, I want revenge. Don't worry, I’m willing to pay a large a
SUSHMITA’S POV: When we got home, Daniel already stored the baby stuff that we got to the room beside mine. “Is there anything you need?” he asked. “I’m good now Daniel, thanks for your help. I really appreciate it, oh and yeah, take care of the watch please,” I said while holding my brush to comb my hair. “Yes, don’t worry, I will start to investigate when I’m done with some other errands,” he assured me. “Okay, goodnight Daniel, I mean Don Ezekiel Xiu,” I said and raised my eyebrows and he smiled. “Do you really have to do that?” he said and giggled. “What? You're now the mafia Don taking care of Rodney's business but I still like to call you Daniel,” “Just keep it that way Miss, goodnight and goodbye for now. If you need me, I’m just a call away,” he said and waved goodbye to me. As soon as he left, I grabbed the flash drive on my purse and inserted it on my laptop. There must be something in Rodney’s computer, I want to know everything about why they have to kill Rodney s
SUSHMITA’S POV:"Sweetheart, our baby is growing well and healthy, I wish you were here," I said in front of his grave as I felt my tears running down my cheeks. That familiar pain is still lingering on me. Daniel is just puzzled beside me, I don't know why. He is emotionless, he's not even crying. "Daniel, are you alright?" I asked. "Yeah, I'm fine, Miss," he replied. "My baby is due in a month, and I haven't bought some hospital stuff yet, can you help me this afternoon?" I asked him. "Oh, which reminds me, actually Miss, Boss prepared everything the night he died. He was so excited when he knew that he was going to be a father so he contacted a personal shopper and had them buy some stuff and hospital needs for you and your baby," Daniel explained."Oh my god, really?" I said, trying to control my emotions. It's both happiness and sadness. "And I will show it to you now, shall we?" he asked. I looked at Rodney's grave and felt the cold hard ground. "Thankyou, My Love, Goodb
SUSHMITA’S POV: I can’t sleep and keep on looking at the luxurious watch that Rodney gave to me so I opened my laptop and searched for it on the internet but I couldn't find anything. It is so authentic and unique that only a few have it so I called Daniel but he’s not answering his phone. I checked the watch for some clues but I couldn't find anything. I’m kinda frustrated searching for some answers. I wanna know what’s inside of this treasure I’m holding. I kept on dialing Daniel’s number and he answered it finally after dialing it twice. “Hello, what is it, Ms. Mita?” “Can you come over? I need to talk to you,” “I’m sorry but I can’t right now, maybe some other time,” “Daniel, this is urgent,” “What urgent? Are you gonna give birth now?” “No. not yet, but I need to discuss about something,” “Okay, look. I will accompany you as soon as I can but I’m sorry I can’t right now, bye,” I was about to talk but it turned into a deep sigh when the line broke. RODNEY’S POV: “Boss
SUSHMITA'S POV: I never thought that this would come in my life. Rodney is gone forever and I left wounded. The wound is so deep that it can crush my heart and soul. I held my belly to feel my baby kicking inside me. She was growing well. I didn't have the chance to tell his dad that she's a girl. I walked slowly inside of our bedroom. I can still smell his Salvador Dali perfume all over. I opened the automatic washing machine and saw all of his dirty clothes. He didn't have the time to do the laundry so he stuck all of it there. I ordered Loreta not to wash Rodney's belongings as soon as I got here because I want to be the best wife that he ever had and do all his laundry while he was away but I can't do it now. I smelled his white polo and t-shirt. It was him, I carried all of his dirty clothes and put it on our bed. As soon as I laid down, I smelled it again and closed my eyes, wishing that he would be here beside me. I can clearly see his face now, smiling at me. His big bro
SUSHMITA'S POV: Rodney was covering me the whole time when we were in the car because of the series of gunshots that kept on destroying our vehicle. "Cover your ears Honey, it's alright, I'm here," I did what Rodney said. We were almost at the Airport, and as soon as we got there Daniel already grabbed my luggage."Come on, Miss," Daniel said and gave me his hand so that I could grab it. "B-but Rodney," I said while looking at Rodney. "Go Honey, I'll be fine, I just need to finish this, all of this, remember what I tell you. I'm sorry, I love you so much. Take care of our baby," he said and kissed me quickly and then he helped me get out of the car. "I love you too, Rodney," I said."I know, now, go! before it's too late, there's no time," he said and Daniel pulled me closer to him and had me enter the Airport. We're suddenly on the plane now going back to the Philippines. I travelled with a heavy heart again, I just watched the skies and the clouds dancing in the atmosphere.
SUSHMITA'S POV: I watched the sunset through my glass window while having a cup of maternity milk. It's like the sunset in El Nido where I met Rodney that night. I miss him. I grabbed my cell phone and sent him an email. Dear Husband, I hope you're doing fine and still alive. As soon as you read this I'm packing my things to get ready to leave. My life is meaningless without you so I'm coming home. You are my safe haven and my peace in this chaotic world. We had this right love and perfect time so I will never waste this chance again to be with you. I'm sorry for all the things I've done. I know, I hurted you a lot. I hope you forgive me. I'm in New York now. Meet me at the Time Square. I have a surprise for you. Chat me. Love,Your WifeAs soon as I hit the sent button I immediately packed my things. I love Rodney and I can't do this without him. He should know that we're having a baby, maybe this child can stop him from doing all the mob work. This is my only hope to save my h