No matter how much I tried… no matter how many times I kept reciting that I wasn't going to cry, it just did not help. I have nothing to offer. The alpha was right. Why did his words still hurt the most? Why is it that I could feel my heart cracking open? What was I expecting from him? A kiss on the forehead and a welcome hug? He is Alpha Joseph Monroe for crying out loud. He is a mighty and all-consuming alpha who destroys everything and anything in his path. I am nothing compared to him and it would be ridiculous for me to expect different. ‘’Let me guess; he gave you the same 'what do you have to offer' speech, right?’’ A masculine voice rings from the back. I don't even need to look back at him to know who he is. That does not mean that I'm not surprised. He doesn't look like a friendly person. To be honest, I was sure a couple of minutes ago that he is the person who is supposed to put an end to my misery. I wipe my tears. Drying my hands over the Fabric of my dress no matter
RyanIt feels as if the world is working against me. One moment, I'm putting in all the effort to make sure that the ceremony is pushed forward as effectively as possible, and the next moment, it would seem that the stamina my people had in the beginning is slowly dying out. Something somewhere is going on and I want to find out what it is.I want this day to be perfect and I want my mate to be as comfortable as possible. I haven't taken extra measures to make sure that this happens. Even against my father's wishes.“Are you thinking about her again?’’ Philips says as he approaches me. “You know that Nikita is not going to be a problem as long as you put her in her place. But you keep entertaining her and that's what makes her feel that he has a chance with you.’’ My eyes are all at the discrepancy of that statement. so news about Nikita.“She can't be that stupid.’’ I speak through clenched teeth.“Well we're about to find out..’’ Philip says before forcing a smile on his face immed
Ryan“Johnson Malta.. it is a pleasure to make your acquaintance again.’’ my hand grips his own. The shake is here, but my eyes are directed to a different person. My mind is not there. I am troubled and it's not the kind that makes me nervous but the kind that makes me boil with anger.“It is an honour to meet you again, Alpha Ryan.” my father's head shoots in our direction for a split-second. It is their receipt in his eyes. Was it…. Jealousy? How could a father be jealous of the success of his own son? My father was a dictator, full of leadership and he was addicted to either. I knew from the beginning that you wanted to postpone my rights to the throne. He wanted to delay my inauguration as much as possible. Yet, not this much. Not so much hatred.“It is a pleasure to meet you as well miss Jerome.’’ I say to you yet again another member of the council. I was well accustomed to hiding my emotions and packing my focus in one place, yet not at this moment, but right now. Not when m
Taylor's POVThe first few days have been more pleasant than I expected. I have basic myself with the citizens of the park. Constantly visiting them and spending time with them. Ryan has insisted on issuing two guards to be by my side all the time whenever I go. I didn't like it but I certainly understood why. Ever since my father was attacked, no other attacks have been made on the park and all the packhouse in general. My dad was nowhere to be seen. how it is that he disappeared and got away is a question that still haunts me till date. The Warriors that had been assigned for my security were a little hostile. I tried making conversation with them several times and it proved to be fruitless.“What did you bring for us today, Luna Taylor?’’ Mrs Miriam, I'm at elderly lady who had become my appointments during the past few days as they excitedly saw me approaching. I had a large packet in my hands and two other baskets that I had given the warriors by my side to carry for me.“I told
Ryan“My love, I need to ask you something and I want you to be honest with me.’’ I pull away, And stare deeply into her eyes. I wanted to be honest and sincere with myself. I do not want to create a rift between us or give her a reason to not trust me. I wanted to be the only person she runs to when she's having problems. I want her to depend on me just as much as she loves me .“Ok…’’ She answers but I can see the hesitance and uncertainty behind her eyes. people her towards the bed ushering her to sit next to it 'cause I stare down at her. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. and I don't say that former point of last but he said that former point of how much my heart breaks for her. I have never felt like this about any other woman. perhaps it was that they made Bond remind me it was just her naturally fit together“Know but you can be honest with me. you do not need to feel the need to lie to me or protect my feelings any way whatsoever. I want you to feel protected and
RyanThe mating ceremony The mating ceremony was tonight. I was no longer nervous about it. When the door was knocked, I was sure that Ryan had assigned some new servants to me since Nina was still nowhere to be seen to stop but the person that opened the door excited me the most. Then I walked in with a bunch of towels in her hand and a basket on the other. I went to her immediately, rubbing my hands around her shoulders and hugging her tightly. I was so worried about her. I missed her so much.“I am so sorry. I am so sorry for what I have done. I am so sorry for not being able to protect you in the face of My Father. this is all my fault.’’ I whispered, trying to stop myself from crying on her shoulder. I felt so bad for everything that had happened. I had spent the past few days blaming myself over and over again, wondering why I had been so big; my relationship with Ryan and somehow became better. Ever since we talked about that night with his father he was different. He made t
Ryan The ceremony was tonight. My beautiful mate and I will be together for life. our Union will be solidified today and so would my claim over the throne. Today I get to visually become the alpha of Redmond Pack. it is not only an honour for me but something that I've been waiting for my whole life. I want to make changes, changes that are bound to make my father unhappy.“Anything planned?’’ Philip asks, swinging the sword from side to side as he brings his protectively forward.“You have no idea.’’ I say glancing down at my choice of weapons. Our usual practice needed to be followed. It was the only way we stayed on our feet and also remained dangerous. Philip had that meeting in a password and I remained with nothing but a piece of wood. When my father had introduced the system to us it was one of the best things I've ever done. to pick up one weapon while blindfolded and whichever weapon will pick will be used to fight against the other. It helped maintain the unpredictability.
Ryan“What the hell do you think you're doing?’’ I roared, anger spasm inside me as I stared at her, my fingers clutching much tightly around her throat. Only an insignificant amount of words could truly describe how I am feeling right now. not only am I confused but my curiosity about the situation does not even equal the seriousness of it. This was not only disrespectful but a challenge on its own.“Alpha… I.. i.. Alpha please..’’ Nikita begged, her fingers around the wrist of my hand begging and gasping for air.“Alpha!’’ Philip called out to me, yet his voice was nothing but a distant whisper. Locked in my mind was nothing but Nikita butane and what she had done. I couldn't forgive her. I could not even see past her. my fingers just kept squeezing harder and harder. much tighter as I watched her tongue lap out panting and begging for air.“After that little stunt you pulled in the field, you still have the stomach to do something like this? explain yourself right now Nikita or el
Taylor's PovWhile I stepped out of the dungeons, my heart still remained back there. Scared and wondering whether bad things will happen. Charity threatened the life of my unborn child, and it wouldn't be long till I brought them into the world. What happened now? How could I stop her if I did not know what I was stopping to begin with."That bad, huh?" Philip spoke as he greeted me at the entrances. He bowed his head, showing respect as I stood in front of him."She won't give anything up." I let out, feeling frustrated. '"Should we have a go at her?""Even though I would not want that, I'm beginning to think I have no option." I quipped."My Queen, there is something you need to see. " His tone is urgent, indicating that something really troubled him. I nodded my head, allowing him to lead the way."How has Nina been?" I asked as I walked with him."I have not yet gone to see her, Luna." His tone mild rises, showing a level of irritation for the name."She's your mate.""Who betra
Taylor's POVI stood there, feeling frozen in time. Uncertain yet, completely sure that this had to be one of the worst days of my life. “We’ve been friends since I came here,” I said, stepping forward as I stared at her. “Why?’’Charity stepped forward, her eyes mirroring a rage I’d never seen before. “I should have seen it. How fucking stupid…”“NO! You were not stupid. I just had to play stupid to make you believe you were winning.” My answer was clear, as precise as I would have hoped. “All this time we’ve spent talking. All the times I’ve given you advice on your bastard of a husband and that curse growing in your womb. Why would you think I care about you?’’ she let out, eyes meeting mine at a distance. Her words hurt me. The trust I had put in her was shuttered at this moment. Why does everyone I trust always end up hurting me?“Why did you do it Charity?’’ I repeated. “Why do you do the things you do?”“For the ones I love.’’ I affirmed. “For the ones I love.” She mirrore
Ryan's POV“We should do something,’’ I said as I paced around the office. “ We cannot let her go out there on her own. That woman is dangerous.’’ I run my fingers through my hair as I try to overcome my frustrations. The thought of my mate being hurt enraged me. it invoked the wolf inside me making me feel out of control. Taylor was everything that I had.“ You have to trust her, man. You've already told her that you believe in her now it's time to show it. let her do this. I believe she can.’’ Philip reassured me.“ You're awfully calm. Do you not understand the magnitude of the situation? This is fucking Charity. the conniving b**** that once tried to break up my parents marriage.’’ I spoke feeling anger rise inside me.“ You need to understand that sending Taylor out there was our best option.” “This is not about options here Philip, this is about my mate. who is carrying my child. this is about the reckless decision that we have made to send her out to a powerful and dangerous
Taylor's POV It was the first time ever since my ordeal that I was leaving the Pack House. A lot of the Pack members have been caring and had left gifts at the pack house entrances. The doctor had told me that I needed to take care of myself and be less stressed. The truth is just that during this pregnancy I have really neglected myself. I was stressed about everything and anything. please have a tough time and I felt guilty for not being able to take care of my child well. as I walked through the Pack I noticed Philip on the other side watching me at a distance. I nodded my head giving him the recognition. some of the other warriors had been positioned at designated areas of the Pack watching me. Ryan was in his office talking to Alpha Michael, Alpha Luke and Alpha Mark about what had happened. Once I gave the go-ahead, then the Pack would be called to an emergency meeting where it would be announced that the alpha had finally given their support to Ryan. Surprisingly a lot of cal
“But my love, you have to rest.’’ Ryan insisted, trying to push me back into the bed gently. I understood that he felt guilty for what had happened to me but 3 days of bed rest was already enough. Alpha Joseph was going to attack the pack in less than 4 days now and Ryan knew nothing.“ I just want you to be okay.’’ he said politely, sitting on the bed giving up. I stared back at him. Every time I look at him I remember what he said to me. and it breaks my heart all over again.“ What happened to us?’’ I asked in a low tone sitting on the opposite side of the bed. He remained quiet. The tension in the room was heavy.“ I don't know.’’ his voice was low barely above a whisper. There was so much guilt and shame in his voice that it almost made me feel horrible. I felt like I was making him this way. But he has made a lot of mistakes and I still have not seen the real Ryan trying to surface. “ but I want to make it up to you. and I've been trying my best to show you just how sorry I am.
As we exited Philip's office, I could feel the eyes of pack members on us. Everyone had heard her screams and they had come to check up on her. somehow I suspected that both of them believed they had hurt her. The package was feeding me. They saw me as a monster. They saw me as a direct representation of my father. Even though I hated them for seeing me like this, I couldn't help but feel content that they would be ready to protect my maid even against me. “What happened to the queen?’’ one woman asked in a high-pitched voice. “Luna Taylor, are you okay?’’ a little kid about 5 or 6 years old as good as she tried to touch her amol I carried her through the people. the crowd of people only began to grow. each one of them murmuring and praying to the moon goddess that Taylor would be all right. Among the voices was a sample even asking whether I had hurt her. Another one said that the moon goddess was punishing me for the way I treated her. I wanted to silence my brain. I wanted to sil
While we all turned to look who it was, I couldn't help but clutch my stomach feeling overwhelmed by fear. I felt anxious. and I wondered whether alpha Joseph had decided to finally attack. We were unprepared. we were unguarded and no one would expect it. the traumatizing moments of when he and my father had kidnapped me into my mind. I felt the tears flowing from my eyes as I fell to my knees. “Alpha Ryan! What is the meaning of this!’’ Philip reprimanded Ryan as he stepped into the room with an ax in his hand. there was a sharp pain in my abdomen causing me to scream out in pain. all attention was turned to me. I felt as if my stomach was churning. I could feel the tears flowing from my eyes. it was as if everything else had quieted down. it was as if I was the only one in the world.“AAAHH!’’ I let out another scream feeling yet again the same search of pain in my abdomen. What the hell was going on? “Taylor.’’ Will someone call my name screaming my name? but I couldn't Place Wh
Over the past few days everything has been remarkably better. Ryan and I had not gotten the opportunity to talk about what happened. I avoided him while he tried apologizing. I was done with it. he had apologized enough times and none of the two seemed sincere. I had spent a lot of time among the people. providing food and upkeep while learning recipes from the older women in the pack. This was also my opportunity to try and learn as much as possible about the witches without asking people directly. I had gathered quite a reasonable amount of information. Everyone seems to have seen dust. There was a dark brown dust that had risen in the air the day before the battle and it came from the north side of the Pack territory. At first I had dismissed that information until I figured that more than enough people saw it. a bunch of people could not have hallucinated the same thing. they had to be credible to that story. I couldn't help but wonder whether the smoke was an indication that tha
Earlier today, Ryan's grandmother had summoned me into a room. She wanted us to talk about something. I knew what she wanted us to talk about, i didn’t want to talk about it but I still availed myself. and I wasn't wrong. “ Taylor my dear, I'm glad you could make it.’’ she said with a smile on her face as she stretched her arms welcoming me into an embrace. I did not hesitate, hugging her immediately as she held on to me much tighter than usual. Mrs Monroe had never called me into her room. I have only ever gone to her whenever I was troubled but after the meal I had shared with the pack members my heart had been feeling lighter and I was no longer so worried about everything.Ryan’s grandmother was sitting by the window and looking out at the pack grounds. Her expression was a mix of sadness and contemplation, as if she held the weight of the world on her shoulders. Sometimes I felt like she was lonely. sad. That is why I always took it upon myself to try and spend more time with h