Taylor’s POVI took a deep breath as I folded my first and brought it towards the door. I wasn't sure whether this was a good idea but I had run out of options and I needed answers. I needed a helping hand and Ryan's best friend was the next best thing. He knew Ryan from childhood. I knew him better than I did. If there was anyone who could give me answers about him then it was Philip. After the conversation I had with Nate I figured that it wasn't a good idea to ask him anything about Ryan. I didn't want him to think that I was losing hope in my own making or that I didn't know the first thing about him. I need someone I can trust who would keep this private and confidential. Philip and everything to lose here. He was the alpha’s second-in-command. if I went to him then I could trust him.I knocked on the door, and Beta Philip's deep voice called out, "Come in."I entered the room, finding him seated behind his desk, engrossed in paperwork. As he looked up and saw me, a look of worry
Charity greeted me with a warm smile as I arrived at her doorstep, her eyes full of understanding. "Come in, dear," she said gently, gesturing for me to enter her humble abode.As I stepped inside, the comforting aroma of herbs and wood welcomed me. Charity motioned for me to take a seat by the fireplace, and I gratefully accepted the invitation. The warmth of the flames seemed to mirror the tenderness in her gaze, and I felt my guard lowering as I prepared to share my heartache."Taylor, child, what brings you here?" Charity inquired, her voice soft and soothing.Tears welled up in my eyes, and I took a deep breath, trying to compose myself. "It's Ryan," I began, my voice shaky. "We had a terrible argument, and I can't bear the thought of causing more harm to the pack."Charity nodded understandingly, and her eyes held a knowing glimmer. "Sometimes, my dear, all we need is some space to find clarity and peace," she said gently. "The pressures of leadership can cloud our judgment, and
Whether or not he was going to get angry, whether or not someone would interrupt us and Ryan would lose control, I had decided that today was the day I would get my answers. I needed to have a full conversation with him without being interrupted by some of his tantrums. I was angry and I decided that I had enough. I was understanding. I have given him time to sort out what he has been going through but none of this seems to help. I am always the one getting hurt. I'm always the one having my heart broken. being betrayed and dismissed. not anymore.As I approached the room, I was startled to see Beta Philip standing there, his expression tense and troubled. His eyes met mine, and he didn't seem surprised by my disheveled appearance or tear-streaked face."Taylor, wait," he said, his voice catching me mid-stride.I hesitated for a moment before turning to face him. "What is it, Philip?" I asked, my voice still tinged with sadness.He let out a sigh, his eyes searching mine. "It's Nina,"
Ryan’s POVI stepped out of the shower, feeling the cool air on my damp skin. The events of the day had been vague, and I needed some time alone to collect my thoughts. I felt as if I was missing something or perhaps I was forgetting something. I had tried to remind myself of all the events planned for the day. I knew that I had a meeting with the alphas. and that the final decision for whether or not the others would form an allegiance with me was going to be soon. I couldn't stop thinking about it yet at the same time I wondered what I was forgetting. it had to be something important. I am an alpha for crying out loud and I shouldn't be forgetting anything that has to do with the future and survival of my people. As I got dressed, I couldn't shake the feeling of unease that lingered in the pit of my stomach. It is this very feeling that once settled my stomach before my father decided to betray me.Is something bad going to happen? May the moon goddess protect me and my mate.As I s
The garden was once the only place I felt safe. at peace. but even then I never needed to find peace because their entire experience was wonderful. My relationship with Ryan was great. The only times I came here in the garden was only when I was running away from the guards and Warriors that Ryan and posted around me. Now I come here whenever I'm feeling overwhelmed. when Ryan has done something I feel is unforgivable. this time however it is not just a feeling. it is a fact. what he did was truly unforgivable. every time I try to close my eyes it's the only thing I see. which is the only image stuck in my head. seeing my best friend and my own made in a compromising position in bed. saying the expression on his face was not even a hint of Guild despite the fact that her own mate standing right next to me clearly had broken by her actions. I stay up with the properly irrigated flowers and even the vegetables that have been allocated to the different sides of the garden. I had always
As I descended the cold stone steps of the dungeon, my heart pounded with trepidation, knowing that confronting Nikita Butane Was equal to living myself open for an attack. she did not like me and I did not like her either. we never started on the right path but at this moment I was desperate and it was true that desperate times calls for desperate measures. I needed to make sure my purpose safe and part of my role as queen was to do whatever it took. even if it meant can I even with an enemy. even if it meant taking the risk and finding out. Nikita's power and influence had been a double-edged sword. Her knowledge and experience were invaluable, but her cold demeanor and disapproval of outsiders made her a threat. ever since Ryan rooted out all the packages that tried to overthrow him, everything has been quiet. there was no longer talk of overthrowing the Alpha and nikita's Influence seemed to have subsided. I was hoping that has Queen I would offer her a part of her freedom or a fa
My need to talk to Nina overwhelmed me. yet she wasn't here. I believe that she was freshening up in the Servant quarters as she had finished all her duties for the day. I got up from the bed deciding to go find Nina, I walked out of my bedroom and down the stairs. I took a right turn and hurried through the corridors where I worked down another set of stairs and entered what seemed to be a basement. because the other side of the park house where all the Servant quarters were built. I haven't been here before but I always notice the servants disappearing through these walls.My footsteps echoed in the dimly lit corridors. The unfamiliarity of this part of the pack house was evident, as I had never come to the servant quarters before and neither did I even know what it looked like. I know that I could easily instruct one of the servants to fetch her for me or I could get them to guide me to Nina's room but I didn't want to. My pride urged me to find Nina on my own, to prove to myself t
Taylor Somehow, the news about Ryan's affair with Nina had spread through the park. Even though I tried my best to keep matters at bay things have gotten out of control. and the park members aligned the Gate of the Park House demanding to see the alpha. I wasn't sure if they wanted to do or say. a lot of the warriors were trying to defend the Packers from angry members while others had quit. I have no idea where I was but I knew that I needed to handle the situation like the Queen or else things will get worse.“ let me through.” I demanded. the Warriors who had been holding the doors shut and stared at me with pitied. I hated the look on their faces but I also understood that they sympathized with me. they felt pity for me because of Ryan's betrayal. I had wished that our relationship matters only be made between us but now I had to share them with the pack. I wondered what I was going to tell them without suffering too much information. I had questions of my own that was still and
Taylor's PovWhile I stepped out of the dungeons, my heart still remained back there. Scared and wondering whether bad things will happen. Charity threatened the life of my unborn child, and it wouldn't be long till I brought them into the world. What happened now? How could I stop her if I did not know what I was stopping to begin with."That bad, huh?" Philip spoke as he greeted me at the entrances. He bowed his head, showing respect as I stood in front of him."She won't give anything up." I let out, feeling frustrated. '"Should we have a go at her?""Even though I would not want that, I'm beginning to think I have no option." I quipped."My Queen, there is something you need to see. " His tone is urgent, indicating that something really troubled him. I nodded my head, allowing him to lead the way."How has Nina been?" I asked as I walked with him."I have not yet gone to see her, Luna." His tone mild rises, showing a level of irritation for the name."She's your mate.""Who betra
Taylor's POVI stood there, feeling frozen in time. Uncertain yet, completely sure that this had to be one of the worst days of my life. “We’ve been friends since I came here,” I said, stepping forward as I stared at her. “Why?’’Charity stepped forward, her eyes mirroring a rage I’d never seen before. “I should have seen it. How fucking stupid…”“NO! You were not stupid. I just had to play stupid to make you believe you were winning.” My answer was clear, as precise as I would have hoped. “All this time we’ve spent talking. All the times I’ve given you advice on your bastard of a husband and that curse growing in your womb. Why would you think I care about you?’’ she let out, eyes meeting mine at a distance. Her words hurt me. The trust I had put in her was shuttered at this moment. Why does everyone I trust always end up hurting me?“Why did you do it Charity?’’ I repeated. “Why do you do the things you do?”“For the ones I love.’’ I affirmed. “For the ones I love.” She mirrore
Ryan's POV“We should do something,’’ I said as I paced around the office. “ We cannot let her go out there on her own. That woman is dangerous.’’ I run my fingers through my hair as I try to overcome my frustrations. The thought of my mate being hurt enraged me. it invoked the wolf inside me making me feel out of control. Taylor was everything that I had.“ You have to trust her, man. You've already told her that you believe in her now it's time to show it. let her do this. I believe she can.’’ Philip reassured me.“ You're awfully calm. Do you not understand the magnitude of the situation? This is fucking Charity. the conniving b**** that once tried to break up my parents marriage.’’ I spoke feeling anger rise inside me.“ You need to understand that sending Taylor out there was our best option.” “This is not about options here Philip, this is about my mate. who is carrying my child. this is about the reckless decision that we have made to send her out to a powerful and dangerous
Taylor's POV It was the first time ever since my ordeal that I was leaving the Pack House. A lot of the Pack members have been caring and had left gifts at the pack house entrances. The doctor had told me that I needed to take care of myself and be less stressed. The truth is just that during this pregnancy I have really neglected myself. I was stressed about everything and anything. please have a tough time and I felt guilty for not being able to take care of my child well. as I walked through the Pack I noticed Philip on the other side watching me at a distance. I nodded my head giving him the recognition. some of the other warriors had been positioned at designated areas of the Pack watching me. Ryan was in his office talking to Alpha Michael, Alpha Luke and Alpha Mark about what had happened. Once I gave the go-ahead, then the Pack would be called to an emergency meeting where it would be announced that the alpha had finally given their support to Ryan. Surprisingly a lot of cal
“But my love, you have to rest.’’ Ryan insisted, trying to push me back into the bed gently. I understood that he felt guilty for what had happened to me but 3 days of bed rest was already enough. Alpha Joseph was going to attack the pack in less than 4 days now and Ryan knew nothing.“ I just want you to be okay.’’ he said politely, sitting on the bed giving up. I stared back at him. Every time I look at him I remember what he said to me. and it breaks my heart all over again.“ What happened to us?’’ I asked in a low tone sitting on the opposite side of the bed. He remained quiet. The tension in the room was heavy.“ I don't know.’’ his voice was low barely above a whisper. There was so much guilt and shame in his voice that it almost made me feel horrible. I felt like I was making him this way. But he has made a lot of mistakes and I still have not seen the real Ryan trying to surface. “ but I want to make it up to you. and I've been trying my best to show you just how sorry I am.
As we exited Philip's office, I could feel the eyes of pack members on us. Everyone had heard her screams and they had come to check up on her. somehow I suspected that both of them believed they had hurt her. The package was feeding me. They saw me as a monster. They saw me as a direct representation of my father. Even though I hated them for seeing me like this, I couldn't help but feel content that they would be ready to protect my maid even against me. “What happened to the queen?’’ one woman asked in a high-pitched voice. “Luna Taylor, are you okay?’’ a little kid about 5 or 6 years old as good as she tried to touch her amol I carried her through the people. the crowd of people only began to grow. each one of them murmuring and praying to the moon goddess that Taylor would be all right. Among the voices was a sample even asking whether I had hurt her. Another one said that the moon goddess was punishing me for the way I treated her. I wanted to silence my brain. I wanted to sil
While we all turned to look who it was, I couldn't help but clutch my stomach feeling overwhelmed by fear. I felt anxious. and I wondered whether alpha Joseph had decided to finally attack. We were unprepared. we were unguarded and no one would expect it. the traumatizing moments of when he and my father had kidnapped me into my mind. I felt the tears flowing from my eyes as I fell to my knees. “Alpha Ryan! What is the meaning of this!’’ Philip reprimanded Ryan as he stepped into the room with an ax in his hand. there was a sharp pain in my abdomen causing me to scream out in pain. all attention was turned to me. I felt as if my stomach was churning. I could feel the tears flowing from my eyes. it was as if everything else had quieted down. it was as if I was the only one in the world.“AAAHH!’’ I let out another scream feeling yet again the same search of pain in my abdomen. What the hell was going on? “Taylor.’’ Will someone call my name screaming my name? but I couldn't Place Wh
Over the past few days everything has been remarkably better. Ryan and I had not gotten the opportunity to talk about what happened. I avoided him while he tried apologizing. I was done with it. he had apologized enough times and none of the two seemed sincere. I had spent a lot of time among the people. providing food and upkeep while learning recipes from the older women in the pack. This was also my opportunity to try and learn as much as possible about the witches without asking people directly. I had gathered quite a reasonable amount of information. Everyone seems to have seen dust. There was a dark brown dust that had risen in the air the day before the battle and it came from the north side of the Pack territory. At first I had dismissed that information until I figured that more than enough people saw it. a bunch of people could not have hallucinated the same thing. they had to be credible to that story. I couldn't help but wonder whether the smoke was an indication that tha
Earlier today, Ryan's grandmother had summoned me into a room. She wanted us to talk about something. I knew what she wanted us to talk about, i didn’t want to talk about it but I still availed myself. and I wasn't wrong. “ Taylor my dear, I'm glad you could make it.’’ she said with a smile on her face as she stretched her arms welcoming me into an embrace. I did not hesitate, hugging her immediately as she held on to me much tighter than usual. Mrs Monroe had never called me into her room. I have only ever gone to her whenever I was troubled but after the meal I had shared with the pack members my heart had been feeling lighter and I was no longer so worried about everything.Ryan’s grandmother was sitting by the window and looking out at the pack grounds. Her expression was a mix of sadness and contemplation, as if she held the weight of the world on her shoulders. Sometimes I felt like she was lonely. sad. That is why I always took it upon myself to try and spend more time with h