Chapter Three
Ulric “You know she is our mate, don’t you?” Aries, my wolf said to me, but I completely ignored him. Yes! I knew she was my mate. I knew that right from the moment I set my eyes on her, but how was I supposed to accept her when I was already torn between two women in my life? One was her, the most beautiful lady I had ever seen. Her beauty radiated from the very long, flowing blonde hair that crashed down her shoulder like a cascade of sunlight, her lips were adorned with a natural captivating curve that invited admiration and made me want to kiss her every single time I see her, and her jawline was sculpted with elegance, which added a touch of grace to her perfect features. The contours of her nose complemented the harmony of her perfectly arched eyebrows that framed her captivating eyes. Speaking of eyes, they were an enthralling hue, perhaps a captivating shade of electric or Caribbean blue. She was, and she remained the most beautiful lady I had ever seen in my entire existence. I saw her for the first time at the beauty pageant competition, when I followed my father, the alpha, and I knew right from that moment that she was mine, she was my mate. I had been unable to get her off my head since then, even though I never got a chance to speak to her. The day I was going to speak to her was the day I was told she left the kingdom and would never return. I didn’t even get to ask her name, but made my findings and got to know. Maelis, arguably the most beautiful lady in the pack. For the last three years, I had been waiting for her to return, I had the hope that I would meet her again, someday. I believed that I would see my mate again. I thought the moon goddess was on my side until I got struck with the news that I had a betrothed. I got stuck with either moving on with the one betrothed to me whom I had no bit of bond for, or wait for the one whose thought had clouded my heart and rendered me completely cold for years. As if that wasn’t enough, the moon goddess played another trick on me by giving me another mate. What was her name again? “You didn’t let her speak.” Aries whined. “I know you want her, but can you let me think, please.” “There’s nothing to think about; she is our mate, she is ours to have, ours to claim.” He stopped, and I heard the soft, melodic howl. I knew what was coming next. “Ours to kiss, ours to fuck.” I knew it! Aries was always like this; he was the same way when I met Maelis. I was intimidated by her beauty and got anxiety whenever I thought about speaking to her. I was scared she would turn me down, and Aries would make a fuss about my cowardliness. Aside from Maelis, he never gave me this same feeling and sign, not even towards my betrothed, but I could now feel every single feeling and bond I felt with Maelis with the new girl. The sweet and irresistible scent that swirled around her, I wasn’t sure I would be able to hold my wolf back for a long time. The rush and influx of Aries’s emotions and longing through my veins, I hadn’t felt that in a while, since Maelis left. I knew it would be very difficult to stay away from the new girl; she brought the same warmth Maelis brought, but I still had the hope that she would be back to me, so I wanted to buy as much time as I could to wait for her. I finished wearing a new shirt and wore back my jacket; I headed for the reading table, took my seat on the chair and booted the computer. For the last three years, Maelis’s picture had been the one on my welcome and home screen. During the pageants, I secretly took pictures of her and kept it safe; the pictures were the only memories I had of her, and I had held on to it with great care. Call it obsession or whatever; I had Maelis’s picture pasted all over my room back at the Royal castle. I also had a passport photograph of her in my wallet that I go around with; I just wanted to have a part of her or a memory of her with me, wherever I go. The loud sound for the student call in came on again, and I stood up, heading out of my resting room. Each of my brothers had their resting room too; even though mine was the smallest, I was still glad that I could share something that they have. Since childhood, I wasn’t allowed to share the least thing with them; they wouldn’t even allow me to eat the same food they were eating because I was nothing but the son of a mistress. The palace maids and guards treated me differently from the way they treated my brothers; I was just on the same level as kids birthed by the slaves. It was never my fault that my mother was a mistress; why do I have to take the blame and pain for all of that? I couldn’t live my life the way I wanted because, to everyone, I was a Royal, but back home, I was nothing but a dog who would eat off the leftovers of my brothers. Even with all of these, I never for once harbored any hatred towards them; they were my brothers, and I had grown with the same love I had for them when we were still very young and had nothing to worry about. Not food, not the clothes to wear, not the throne. “Get out of my way!” I staggered from the forceful push but quickly grabbed a pillar to support myself. It was Kael. I watched as he walked past me, entering into the class without looking back at me. Kael was the oldest; he wasn’t that smart with anything, not school works or politics. He sees me as a threat because compared to him, I was always deemed to be smart at everything I do, which was the exact reason I was in the same level as he and Valko were. Each of them saw me as a threat to their throne for their own reasons; I had tried to make them understand a number of times that I had no bit of interest in the throne, but they never believed me. I just wanted to live my life, one in which I wouldn’t have to make decisions based on the wants of others; I crave so much for a life of happiness and solitude. I sighed when I got to the door before going in. As usual, all eyes diverted to my direction; I had grown to so much peering eyes, whether admiring me or speaking ill of me, but it always felt the same, uncomfortable. Most times, I would stay away from people so I could get my peace, and be away from their intimidating gaze. I found my seat and sat down; the professor came in almost immediately, taking his position on the stage. “Good morning to you all.” Professor Khan greeted, then turned to the direction Kael was sitting and bowed. “Good morning, your highness.” It was a tradition Kael created; whoever comes into the class without greeting him specially would have themselves to blame at the end of it. “May you live long!” He beamed. “You’ll do really great as the alpha of this pack.” One of his friends avowed. “We are supposed to have a new student today, where is she? What’s her name?” He asked and looked down at the files with him, searching through it. “I forgot her file at the office. Does anyone know her and where she is?” I looked around, but she was nowhere to be found. The last time I saw her was back at my resting room, after I asked her to leave for the class, I thought she came to the class directly, but she wasn’t there. If she wasn’t here, where could she be? She knew little to nowhere in the school. “Well, when she is here, tell her to see me.” He readjusted his glasses on his nose and began his lecture, but I couldn’t hear anything. My mind was clouded, with thoughts of the new girl, where she could be. I tried to make myself believe that I was just being worried about her because I was responsible for every new student as the school’s administrator principal student, but I knew deep down that it wasn’t just because of that, but also because she was my mate. “Can you feel her? Is she dead or something?” “My mate is not dead!” Aries growled. “Find her or have me remain silent forever.” “Attitude!” I smirked, still gazing around, taking a good look at each and everyone’s faces to be sure I wasn’t missing anyone. Then, I saw the empty spaces at the back of the class. If the gang sitting there were not in class, that could only mean one thing. Without thinking twice, I jumped up from the chair and rushed out of the class. I heard the professor calling out to me as I ran off, but I didn’t wait. I picked up my legs to their favorite spot, and I wasn’t wrong. I could hear her screams and cries for help from afar. I sped towards them. “Stop!” I yelled out. “Stop right now!” I already knew from the moment I didn’t see the gang in the class that it could be one thing; Lucia was behind it. Lucia was my betrothed, obsessed with me the same way I was obsessed with Maelis. “Hey! Honey.” She stood up and did her usual routine of cat-walking to me. Her hand swung around my neck and she nibbled on my chest. “I missed you.” I pulled her back. “What have you done? She is a new student!” “That doesn’t give her the right to hold your hand and come into your resting room!” She retorted, the rage on her face immediately replaced with a wide smile. “You know you are mine alone, and I will do worse to anyone who tries to take you away from me!” She was always like this; even after I had made her understand several times that I do not have any bit of feeling towards her, she still continued to persist. I shook my head. “The earlier you understand, the better.” I pushed her away and rushed to the floor, beside the new girl; her face was swollen and her clothes torn from being beaten up. Well, every new student had a first day story like hers. “Welcome to ElipsarumElite Sancta Royal Institute.” I flashed a faint smile at her, trying to make her feel good. I stretched out my hand to help her up. She peered at me; her swollen, puffy red face radiated from a mixture of fury and pain. Did I say anything wrong? She shook her head and sniffled before yanking my hand off. “You and everyone else in this school should go to fucking hell!” She struggled up and barged into me as she walked away. I felt a sharp pain shoot across my chest, down to every other part of my body as I watched her staggering away, her legs bruised and her uniform stained. Maybe I shouldn’t have let her go all alone; maybe I should have followed her. “This is all your fault!” Aries howled.Chapter FourMaelis Each step I took away from them reminded me of the words he said. "Welcome to EclipsarumElite Sancta Royal Institute?" Was that what he was supposed to say to me after his girlfriend, or whosoever she was, beat me up for what he did? He was the one who held my hand. He was the one who took me to his resting room. I didn’t go because I wanted to. Why did she have to punish me for that?My heart raced with anger and pain. I felt as helpless in this school as I did outside of it. I thought things would change when I came here. I thought I would finally lead a good life, where I wasn’t worried about what people said about me or my face. But I was wrong. This school was no different from every other place I had been to. There was no escape for me. He could have said, "Welcome to hell," instead because this was hell. A new hell for me, a new place to be treated as badly as I had been before.I wish I could go back to the time I stepped into this school. I wished I could
Chapter FiveUlricAll I wanted to do was give her the ointment and band-aid so she could cover up her cut. I never expected to be met with such a hot and sexy sight. My gaze was fixed on her cleavage, the revealing part of her breasts awakening the desires of my wolf, which I had been fighting hard to suppress. My wolf had been reckless ever since the moment I saw her, which meant I was reckless as well. Despite all this, I tried to keep myself in check so I wouldn’t do anything wrong or stupid, but with the sight in front of me, it wouldn’t be as easy as I thought it would.“Sexy bracelet.” The words dropped from my mouth. “Can I touch?” I thought it was all in my head; I wasn’t aware of when I opened my mouth to speak.I looked down at her, and the expression on her face seemed appealing at first, but it changed in a few minutes and she pushed me away, stepping back to the open area of the restroom. Luckily, the ladies who came in earlier had already left.“You pervert!” She yelled
Chapter SixMaelisI wanted to avoid Prince Ulric, his brothers, and those ladies for the rest of the school day, so I headed to the school library. As I browsed through the sections looking for a quiet place to read, my eyes caught the billboard announcing upcoming exams in a few weeks, with a message encouraging students to study hard and wishing them good luck.On the other side, there was a notice about the annual Blood Moon Harvest scheduled for the next weekend. Despite the excitement surrounding the event and the activities planned, I wasn’t interested. I still felt like I didn’t fit in at the school, and attending the harvest would only exacerbate that feeling.My main concern was catching up with my studies. I knew I had fallen behind and needed to work twice as hard as my classmates to catch up.At the librarian’s desk, I joined the queue of students waiting to be served. While standing there, thoughts of the day raced through my mind — from the initial excitement of being a
Chapter SevenMaelis“Oh! Thank goodness you are here. I was just telling the Royal Guards about you,” my dad said with a big smile on his face as he pulled me towards the center of the room, right in the middle of the Royal Guards.My dad had a big smile on his face, one I hadn’t seen since my mom passed away. He usually wore a frown or scowl, glaring at me whenever he wanted to speak to me. But now, he was smiling from ear to ear, and I could tell he was genuinely happy, which he hadn’t been in years.What could the reason be? Why were the Royal Guards here? What news could they bring to make my father this happy? I searched for answers but couldn’t find any. The only explanation that seemed reasonable to me was that the Royal Guards were sent by the Alpha Princes. I imagined instances where I would have to choose between the Alpha brothers, scrutinizing them from their looks down to their behaviors. Those minutes I spent standing and waiting for an explanation were filled with dayd
Chapter Eight Valko“The Alpha King mentioned in the last meeting that he would love for his sons to find their mates before the next pack feast,” my uncle, also an elder of the pack, informed me. He turned to me with a smile, his brown teeth baring at me. “Have you found your mate yet?”That was one of the questions I hated to be asked: Where is your mate? Have you found your mate? Can you feel her presence? How long will it take to get to her? I hated all these questions, but they wouldn’t stop asking me. The questions only opened up my insecurities, revealing a part of me that I always tried to forget.How exactly could I tell all these people that I had no wolf? I had never felt its presence, and I didn’t think I ever would.“Valko,” my mom called. “Have you found her?” she asked.I forced a smile onto my face and shook my head. “Not yet. But I am sure I will find her soon,” I responded, knowing full well that was a lie and I might end up with no mate.“I can find the perfect wom
Chapter NineMaelisThe gate of the Royal castle was so big that a family of elephants could pass through it all at once. I had never seen a gate so big in my entire life, and I had thought that the first time I would enter this royal castle would be to seek employment as the royal physician. But here I was, being bundled in to work as a slave.Tears kept rolling down my face, no matter how hard I tried to hold them back. My heart felt like it was ripping apart. Never in my life had I imagined that things would get so bad that I would end up as a slave. I always thought that if I could get admitted into the institution, I would do whatever it took to graduate as a qualified physician and prove everyone wrong, especially my stepmother.I was ecstatic when I received the admission. I thought my dreams were finally going to become a reality, that my far-fetched dreams were finally within reach. But now? My dreams were farther away than I could have ever imagined. I might never become a p
Chapter TenUlricBeing at home is supposed to make up for the long day at school, but not in my case. It rather determined how bad the stay at home would be. It determined the amount of trouble I would have to put up with, as it was always double whatever happened at school.Sometimes I get tired and too overwhelmed, and I just want to quit everything, maybe go away with my mom and find a good place for us to live and start a new life. But my mom’s hopes were on me, and she wouldn’t be happy to see that I had given up.My mom was the only reason I was in this fight to begin with. Even though I had topped my brothers in every Royal class and training we’ve done, I never had it in mind to go head-to-head with them for the throne. But seeing how my mom was being treated and how she had been subjected to so much abuse and shame, I just couldn’t let her live like that forever.It wouldn’t even end with me. If I didn’t do anything to change the situation for my mom and me, then every singl
Chapter ElevenMaelisMy legs felt as though they were glued to the floor, I couldn’t move, and the same applied to my brain, it couldn’t come up with any way to escape the impending danger and chaos that would be caused by the brothers if they were to see me, standing there as one of the new recruited maid.I looked around, my eyes desperately searched for a way out, but I couldn’t find anything, I couldn’t think of a way out of this mess.I kept my head bent, maybe hiding my face could save me, but that wasn’t possible, anyone who knows me well would recognize me even if my face was hidden. The scar on the side of my face and neck would expose me.“Keep walking!” One of the guards leading us to our rooms yelled out.I looked up, and that was when I realized that the other maids had gone far beyond me. I picked up my legs and rushed to join them, finding a way to move myself in between them just so I wouldn’t be recognized.“Stop and greet the princes.” Another guard ordered, and we
Chapter Sixty-sixMaelisIf I were told to write a test on how I feel, I would fail miserably because I just couldn’t put my feelings into words, no matter how hard I tried.I wanted to hate Ulric, to resent him for what he did to me, but I just couldn’t. I couldn’t bring myself to do it, even after everything he had done. Why? Why can’t I hate him? I couldn’t have the good things go my way, and even the bad ones seemed to be working against me.He hurt me, he betrayed me, he broke the trust I had in him—what more could I do but hate him? But my heart was working against me. I found myself being drawn to him even when I wanted to pull away.I watched as he dragged his legs out of the room, and a low gasp escaped my lips. I was completely confused, unsure of what I wanted or what to do. I knew I would have to make a decision sooner or later, but how could I do that when I didn’t even know what I wanted? When I was still so confused? He did all of that to me, he hurt me more than I coul
Chapter Sixty-fiveUlric Kael told me to leave, and she didn’t say anything to stop him. She let him embarrass me like that, and she even added to it.All I was trying to do was make up for my mistake, to show her that I care about her, and I didn’t mean any of the things I said. Why can’t she see that? Why can’t she see my sincerity? I’ve tried to show her how much I’m willing to do to make things right, but she doesn’t even notice.Will she ever give me the chance to show her how much she means to me? Will she ever let me back into her life? I know I messed up, and I’m willing to right my wrongs, but she isn’t giving me a chance, and it’s driving me crazy. I’ve never been this restless about anything; I’m losing my mind.Even though they told me to leave, I couldn’t bring myself to go without knowing what they were going to do. I couldn’t just trust Kael with her like that. Kael isn’t just dangerous—he’s deceptive. He’ll deceive her and leave her with nothing.What deal was she tal
Chapter Sixty-fourMaelisI was helpless and hopeless. This was the exact thing I had been trying to avoid. I thought this little secret of mine would remain hidden after Ulric made Lucia promise she wouldn’t tell anyone about seeing me in the castle, but I was wrong, totally wrong. Nothing goes as I want them to do, I had forgotten that.I dragged my legs away, unsure of where exactly I was heading to. Going to the class would only set me up for more drags and taunts from the other students, and I couldn’t take it. The worst part would be Ulric standing up for me, and acting like the hero in my pathetic story when he was also one of my tormentors.How could I have been so stupid? How could I have been so vulnerable and soft to give him the chance to get to me so easily. All of these could have been avoided if I hadn’t been attracted to him and given him the chance to have his way with me.He used me! He fucking used me!The thought of that made his words ring in my head again, and I
Chapter Sixty-threeKaelHow could she? No one has ever talked back to me like that, no one dares to look me in the eyes and speak to me in such a manner. The most annoying part is she’s nothing but a mere slave, my personal slave, and she had the audacity to challenge me? The nerve of her!No one dares to do that!I was the prince, the future alpha king of this great pack, and I wouldn’t tolerate any form of disrespect, especially not from someone as insignificant as her. Even the pack ministers and council doesn’t dare to look me in the eyes to talk back at me! How dare her!The way she looked at me, so bold, so defiant—it made my blood boil, my skin thicken with fury. I wanted to tear that defiance out of her, to break her completely, to show her just how insignificant she truly was. Yes, I knew I made a mistake, I mistook her for someone else, and almost forced myself on her, but no one is above mistakes, or is she? She acted like she has never made any mistake in her life, I m
Chapter Sixty-twoUlricMy heart sank as I watched her leave in tears. I wished there was something else I could do other than just watching her walk away in pain. I wished I wasn’t that helpless and could help her out of this situation she was in.Now, the entire school has gotten to know that she worked as a maid in the castle which will only make her stay in the school here tougher than it was before.Even if I wanted to help her, she wouldn’t take my help, believing that I was the same as everyone else here. She said that to me.I wished I could turn back the hands of the clock and addressed the issue I had in some other way, other than just letting her off just like that. I could have handled Ella in another way, I could have tell her off by doing something else, but I jumped too quick into conclusion, and let her go. I said things I wasn’t supposed to say to her, I made her feel unwanted when I in fact wanted her to be with me every single minutes that passed.I made her feel li
Chapter Sixty-oneUlricI wished there was something I could do to avoid the impending chaos, I wished I could help her out of this situation, but I was helpless, just standing here and watching her.The moment she walked into the hallway, everyone turned to her, staring at her as though there was something on her body that they wanted to remove with their eyes.She looked worried and confused, I was sure she was trying to figure out why they were all staring at her like that.She had been through a lot in the last couple of hours and I didn’t want this to add more to the way she was feeling, but I wasn’t sure of how to go about it.She continued to look around, staring at each and everyone’s faces, as though she was trying to figure out why they were all gazing at her from him. When our eyes met, she glared at me for minutes before withdrawing her gaze and turning away.My heart sank, I never though it would be so soon. I knew we might never get to be together at the end of everythin
Chapter SixtyUlricI wished I could take back every single word I said to her, I wished I could take it back. I wished I hadn’t said that to her, but what could I have done? How else could I have made mother happy?I was still in my room that morning with her on my chest as I swirl in the aftermath of our lovemaking, and I wanted more time with her. I wanted us to relive all those moments again, I had no single regret because they were the best moments of my life. Until mother’s head court-lady walked in and met us in that compromising state.Apparently, she had been knocking for minutes, and I was way too lost in my thoughts that I didn’t hear her knock. All I was just doing was staring at Lis’s beautiful face and her sexy body, wishing I could have myself inside of her again, and imagining how great a morning sex would feel, until she barged in.Lis who was way too drunk and lost in her sleep couldn’t hear any of that. I tried hard to force Ella not to tell mother. She was one of m
Chapter Fifty-nineMaelis A deal? I was unsure of what he was talking about, or what deal he could have in mind.“What do you say? Are you in?” He asked.I just stared at him for minutes, wondering if he was up to t another mischief or was really serious this time. But I still couldn’t see that remorse in his eyes, he doesn’t seem like he feels wrong for doing that to me, so I couldn’t really believe the words he said.“I’m waiting, you are wasting my time.” He grumbled, peering at me as though there was something on my face. “Are you in?”I shook my head. “Not until I know what the deal is.” How does he expect me to accept to a deal without knowing what it was?Even though I was a maid, it didn’t mean I was dumb and didn’t know my right. How could I give in to a deal without him telling me what the deal is about first.“Well, it’s a smile deal.” He began and moved closer to me.I raised my hand, gesturing that he steps back because even being too close to him now makes me feel unco
Chapter Fifty-eightMaelisThe kind of relief I felt was immeasurable, I had never felt so much relief since I got into this palace. It was as though everything had been put into a pause just so I could have a breathing space and catch my breath from the constant troubles and pain that I had been going through.Thinking about pain, I felt that sharp pain shooting through my parts and up to my chest to cause a sudden tremble escaping my body. I just laid there on the bed, staring at the ceiling as different though raced through my banging head.I couldn’t remember much of everything that happened last night, but I had a faint memory of some things, and I began to put the scattered pieces of the things I remembered together.I remembered following prince Kael to his room and how he boasted after making me his person slave, and then sending me to get a package for him, I remember all of that very well, I knew all that happened.Then, going back to his room and finding him sniffing a whit