The reception had taken place in the great ballroom of the Blackwood estate, a lavish affair of crystal chandeliers casting shimmering light across polished marble floors. Leya swam through the crowd, accepting well-wishes from the guests she didn't know, nodding politely at their empty compliments. But all the while, she had the feeling that she was a ghost wafting through a life that wasn't hers.
She caught a glimpse of Harrison across the room, similarly flanked by his family and his business associates, wearing the same detached expression, his smile never quite reaching his eyes. A prisoner in this arrangement too, though his prison was one of power and expectation, not desperation. As the evening wore on, she found herself standing beside the big bay window, looking down into the sprawling gardens below. Laughter and clinking glasses faded through the background as she allowed herself for a moment to breathe in the weight of everything that happened. She felt her mother coming up to her, the softness in her eyes holding both pride and sadness. "You did well today, Leya," she says softly, laying a hand on her daughter's arm. "I know this isn't what you wanted, but. You've secured our future." She turned to her mother, her throat tight as emotion forced its way up. "What future?" she asked, barely in a whisper. "All I feel is trapped. Her mother's smile had faltered then, and in that split second, there was something beyond the veneer, the weight of guilt in her mother's heart. "I am so sorry darling," she whispered as her voice finally broke. "If your father were alive this wouldn’t have happened. Her father's mention made Leya's heart clenched. She had tried being strong, tried doing what needed to be done for the sake of her and her family, but at that moment, she felt like a prisoner in a cage, wondering if the price she had to pay was too high. Somewhere right now, she had lost herself along the way and she wasn't sure that one day she would find her way back. Harrison stood across the room, his back to the crowd, his mind as far away from festivity as possible. He heard congratulations, he heard toasts, but none of it mattered. He had done as his father had wished for, to be married to Leya; now he was consumed by bitterness, a disease he would have to suffer. Then there was his sister, Eleanor, beside him, her face as keen-edged as ever. "I must say brother, you did well to conceal your repulsion," she said with heavy sarcasm. Harrison had nothing to say; his jaw was clenched, his eyes fixed on his half-emptied glass of whiskey. How he detested this charade, this show, the whole sham of everything being right when it was not. "You are better at this game than you think," Eleanor teased further. "Father must be proud." Harrison's gaze met his father, who stood across the room, surrounded by guests, looking every inch the powerful patriarch. His father had orchestrated this whole thing—had him hog-tied, he was being forced into a union he did not want, bound to a woman he had already made his mind up to detest. I ain't playing any games, Harrison growled low, his resentment lacing his words. Eleanor queried a brow, the smirk deepening. "Oh, but you are, dear brother, whether you like it or not. You're in this neck deep now, and so is she. His gaze strayed to Leya, who stood by the window, her back to him bathed in soft, silvery light from the chandelier. For a moment, a strange sense of guilt washed over him, a guilt he hadn't wanted to feel, and yet he felt guilty because he had not asked for this marriage, nor had she. They were both mere pawns in his father's game, both trapped in a life they had never chosen. That didn't change the fact that he resented her, hated her for a part in this. Harrison tossed back the remaining whiskey, the fire churning in his stomach doing little for the storm brewing inside. From the minute his father had announced this arrangement, a silent vow was made that he would never let Leya Anderson in. She was no more than a means to his end, a tool to lock in his father's empire. And he would make sure she knew that. He watched her from across the room, standing alone, her shoulders tense with the weight of it all, a flicker of doubt crept onto his mind. Was she really the enemy he had convinced himself she was? Or was she just as much a victim in this as he was? Harrison shook the thought away, refusing to let it take root. It didn't matter. None of it mattered. Finally, when the reception finally started to die down, Leya excused herself from the crowd, retreating to the quiet sanctuary of her new bedroom in the Blackwood mansion. It was a grand room, luxurious everything anyone could ever wish for. Still, to Leya, it felt cold and empty. She sat on the edge of her queen-sized bed, her fingers trailing into the edges of her gown as she stared into the magnificent wallpaper opposite her. This was her life now, married to a man who despises her more than anything, being trapped in a house that wasn't hers, bound to a family that would never accept her as their own. It pricked at the edges of her eyes, but she blinked them away. She had promised herself she wasn't going to cry. Not here, Not in this house. The creak of the door opening behind her made her stiffen. She knew who it was without having to turn around. A sharp, cold Harrison's voice cut through the silence. "Don't get too comfortable," he said. Leya swallowed hard while letting her racing heart face him. He stood framed in the doorway, his face unreadable, but his eyes gleamed with something dark. Something dangerous. "This isn't your home," he went on, low and menacing. "And don't think for one second that I'll ever treat you like my wife." His words fell onto her chest one by one, each heavier than the last. She opened her mouth to speak, but words would not come. "I don't care why you agreed to this," Harrison said, taking a step closer so that he could stand directly in front of her, never once breaking his stare. "But let one thing be clear: you are nothing to me. Less than nothing." And with that, he turned and left, slamming the door shut behind him. She sat in the room, her breath under the silent desperation of the room choking her. It was no longer a matter of denial, it was the truth that had hit home, and the reality of her situation really sunken in. This wasn't a marriage of convenience; this was war. A war she isn't so sure she has the strength to win. But as she let her tears finally break through her defenses, escaping down her cheek, the action of wiping it away seemed to steal a resolve in her chest. She had survived the loss of her father. She had survived the collapse of her family's world. She would survive this too. But as it got quieter, a figure shadowed stood into the night. Mr. Samuel Blackwood sat in his personal study with a glass of brandy on the rocks, his mind as far away from the plush wedding celebration as his thought could get. He pulled open a drawer in his desk retrieving a file marked with one single name: Anderson.The days following Samuel's words did not go quietly, but in hushed tones.The manor itself appeared to be burdened, its walls to grudge. Servants walked with heads dropped, unwilling pace, furtive eyes which shifted in Leya's direction when they could not find the courage to meet her. The mood now altered — anticipatory, strained, with something indistinct yet more real.It was most tangible as she strolled down the corridors. Where once there had been raw mockery and outright hostility, now there was something else: half-concealed calculation. Eleanor's eyes linger half a beat. Vivian's smiles are full of her pouted flattery. Even Samuel, having spoken those unutterable words of "kindness," looks at her with eyes too heavy, too dark, as though already playing something she could not yet see.---Leya curled up in bed each evening around the soft curve of her belly. Candles set into the stone walls illuminated shadows and kept rhythm with her own mechanisms.She addressed her unborn
Darkness fell over Blackwood Hall in a crushing shroud. The halls were silent, not with serenity — it was the silence that hung thick with pent-up fury.Eleanor could not help but protest. The ringing in her ears of those words spoken by her father went on until she would have screamed. That girl — that abject servant reared out of the ditch of destruction — to be paraded forth as Harrison's bride for their world to gawk at? The prospect seethed like acid in the pit of her stomach.Her steps were quiet, swift, carving through darkness as she rushed to Vivian's door. She didn't knock. She blazed inside, and there sat her aunt by the fire, drinking wine, her face serene but her eyes already aware."She will shame us," Eleanor burned with anger, her voice squeezed with fury. "She will shame this family if we allow Father to continue so.".Vivian sat back in her chair, her gaze upon her niece. The fire played about her face in changing gold and scarlet, lighting upon her smile with sinuou
The tension was so tight that the air she drew condensed into a thread. Eleanor and Vivian strode the halls like irritated cats, their heel-taps on marble shattering laughter into pieces like glass as they snapped by Leya. .But Leya no longer flinched. No longer ducked over her shoulders. Strided forward with pride, concealing the bared but unmistakable curve of her belly beneath armor. Her defiance was not a shrieking fight but of denials — an unseen war, and the Blackwood sisters accused her of that. It was on one of the hot afternoons when suffocating air filled the manor, just as there had been suppressed anger, that Samuel summoned them to the great hall. The family came back reluctantly. Eleanor stiff-bracing, forced forward chin. Vivian slouching in feigned weariness, pinched, hard eyes. Harrison, muttering nothing, turned his face, hand on the table as if gripping. And Leya — Leya shoved unceremoniously unwelcome, unsent but unwanted. Samuel strode across the room, coat
Storm nights after supper were drawn to an atypical, leaden silence. Blackwood Manor's great rooms were otherwise drab — marble polished, chandeliers hung with light like icicle fire, and ancestor portraits glared on walls — but something unspoken had been different.It was Leya.She moved differently now. No longer hurrying to fulfill Eleanor's abrupt orders, no longer shrinking under Vivian's scorn. When asked to buff silver or polish marble floors, she would stand rigid and stiff, dark eyes unwavering, hands resting on the quiet round of her belly.Their rigidity frightened them more than disobeying ever frightened."Did you hear me?" Eleanor cried, drumming bejeweled hands on the arm of a velvet chair. "The floors must be cleaned. They are filthy."Leya was in the doorway, apron folded modestly over demurely arranged arms — an apron no longer worn. Her eyes crept hesitantly upwards, her voice flat, almost soothing."I will not clean the floors. I am not a servant."The words had b
Blackwood Hall's hallways went on and on into the hellish darkness. With every step she took away from the table, there echoed a ringing of sadistic laughter of the very people she'd so aggressively disobeyed. Eleanor's sneering sneer stuck to her like cigarette smoke. Vivian's acid writing seared through her pores like shard-glass-bright pieces of shattered glass. And Harrison. Silence is the worst kind of torture. Not ire, not defense, nor even shock — but that miserable rejection, as if she were below him on the dust. Her body trembled, but she remained standing on the fantastic, brilliant marble floor. Blackwood portraits surrounded her on the manor walls, their painted eyes watching down over her with disdain as if they sneered at her for imagining she'd ever belong to them. She was drawing record-sized lungfuls of air before she ever made a move toward her room. She shoved the huge door a little harder than she intended, and the boom reverberated like thunder through the quiet
The dining room was so quiet and still. Leya was nearly to the darkness at the end of the dining room when her legs just froze. Her heart thudded in her head, but underneath it, something came back to her — her own breathing, quiet but merciless, and the quiet thud of her heart beating round and round: Not like this. Not quiet. Not with their laughter behind me.She put her hand on her belly softly, the curve of her softness beneath the dress. She felt a tiny upheaval there for a second, or maybe her head was tricking her, but it had hold of her one way or another. She had spoken so low that maybe only her child could have heard: We don't walk away bowed.She moved the chair and returned.Her clicking high heels on the shiny marble were offensive, each step an invasion of congratulatory hums being shared in hushed tones between Vivian and Eleanor. They stopped humming as she returned.The atmosphere was uglier, grubbier when she returned. Eleanor's painted smile was too wide, Vivian's