*Radella*At this hotel, I had a special room. Only I have the key to this room. I lay down on the bed, feeling sore in all my joints and bones, especially my intimate parts. Staring at the ceiling of the room, while remembering what I had done last night.These lips never stop showing a happy smile. I feel free and is this what is called happiness? I forgot what it felt like to be happy when I was single. But this was not completely happy because I got the touch of a man who was not my husband. If he were my husband then this happiness might be one hundred percent complete."Naomi—""Yes, madam, what is it?"I called her to prepare all my very urgent needs. "I asked you to buy me an office suit, you know my clothing style and size, right?""Okay Madam, what color?" She is always quick to respond, I like people like her."I want a bright one this time and one more—" Because I'm happy, I want to shine."Well, anything else Madam?""And lingerie buy me 10 types that are unique and brigh
*Radella* I got to my room, opened my watch, and took off all the clothes I was wearing. I showered again to be fresher. Wearing seductive red lingerie. Spraying perfume all over my body. I am now a seductive woman, but only seduced one man who was able to destroy my heart, specifically my hidden lust. It seems like my face doesn't show the age difference between me and him even though we are 2 years apart. The sound of the bell stopped my thoughts in front of the mirror. Is that him? I walked quickly to the door then opened it and it was him. His mouth opened at my appearance. I stepped back and invited him to come in. His eyes continued to intertwine with mine. He pulled my hand so that my body was forward and my hand prevented his chest from touching. "You smell like the kitchen, take a shower first. I'll wait for you," I said. He heard a long sigh. He can't treat me as he pleases. He has to be clean and smell good before he touches me. "My time is running out," he protested an
*KEATON* A beginner who is just learning to make love is what I call her. I can't say anything about this beautiful woman whose body I enjoy. I don't know what kind of love communication she and her husband have been carrying out all this time. Why is she like a teenager who just learned how to suck lollipops? Or just getting to know the deliciousness of ice cream. She was very distant from Alexa when she was still at school. Alexa is my first love, the mother of my child and now she has left me. Picking up her wet body and putting her on the bed, kissing her neck, and squeezing her breasts which weren't too big to fit in my grasp. She had to learn a lot from me, we needed the same long time to adjust. "Lift your legs," I whispered, biting lightly on her ear. Making her convulse and moan until she's hoarse is the peak of my satisfaction. Radella is the woman who is the bravest in taking risks to serve my lust which is not easily satisfied. Her legs spasmed, opening wider, her voic
*Radella* I looked into his sparkling eyes as if his words were not a lie but hard to believe. We've only made love a few times, he has confessed his love to me. Ah, I'm enjoying this mistake, wrong... yes this is wrong. I shouldn't have done this but my soul seemed to guide me to do the same thing. And why did my mother-in-law visit me this morning? My mind continued to speak, reviewing what I had done with Keaton. The bodily pleasure I felt was extraordinary. Having been married for many years, I have never experienced such real pleasure as before. Fantasy in my mind and these feet that kept walking towards my room arrived there in the blink of an eye. Seeing my mother-in-law sitting on the sofa enjoying a cup of hot chocolate and cookies. Maybe she was bored waiting for me and then tried to call someone but stopped when she saw me walking towards her. She stood up and put her cell phone back in her bag. Her steps quickened towards me, and she hugged and kissed my cheek affection
*Radella* The morning sun was shining, illuminating the entire city. I was ready to be taken by the driver to the hotel. See the hustle and bustle of the city with vehicles passing by and also the sidewalks filled with pedestrians. I want to walk hand in hand with him. Like a couple who had the most beautiful moments we've ever had. But when, when can it happen? Oh God, why do naughty thoughts always cross my mind? If he and I are found out then he will end up being hunted by the news, then what will happen to his family? I couldn't imagine if his career was destroyed and even his family who didn't know about us would be dragged into annihilation. Oh no, no, please don't. I have to be more careful. After half an hour passed without realizing it, I arrived in front of the hotel. An officer on guard at the front opened the car door and greeted me, "Good morning Madam." "Morning, Aiden," I entered with a relaxed mood. The steps feel light and I miss it. My eyes glanced towards the re
*Radella* I put a cardlock in front of the door and when the sensor turned on I pushed the doorknob, went in, and closed it. Before I could turn around, Keaton grabbed my stomach, pulling me into his arms. "I missed you, you took so long," he protested between small kisses of his lips on my neck and shoulder. My body writhed and was weak in his control. He turned my body quickly and grabbed my lips roughly and hastily. He was like a hungry lion. His hands forced open my shirt, and skirt and carried me then threw my body on the bed.The sensation of his touch made me lose control. Strong arms supported my weak body under his control. I tried to take the lead, rolling over his body and getting on top of him. I want him to look at me, adore me, only me in his mind. "Ohh darling—" his voice wailed in despair. His handsome face is covered in sexy sweat, especially his neck which makes me want to put a red mark there. "You like Chef, am I right?" I said, giggling at the red mark I creat
*Radella" I didn't expect that my wish would be immediately granted by him. He asked me to leave the hotel wearing normal clothes. Head covering with a thick coat does not reflect me. I waited for him behind the kitchen at 7 p.m. The dinner menu is complete and ready to be served. Keaton took me away in his car without anyone knowing I had come home. I just told Naomi that I would be working overtime and told her to go home first. My cell phone was accidentally left in my room. "Where are you going to take me, Chef?" "You want fresh air, don't you? I want to see the stars with you," he said while winking at me. Either I'm being childish or he's making fun of me. It was quite a cold night, he took me to an open garden on the hill. I can see the beauty of London at night. It's absolutely beautiful, I've never been here before. “It's a beautiful place,” I said. We sat on cloth mats that Keaton had brought for us to lie on on the green grass. "You've never been here?" "That's it, w
*Radella" Keaton's request was quite difficult to fulfill but after much thought, this is what is called a scandal. If you jump into it, there are always consequences that must be borne. I also have nothing to do after returning home. All I do is sleep or watch movies. I just realized that my loneliness all these years was meaningless. Sometimes I have to take part in annual charity activities carried out by my husband's extended family. Or other family activities. All of that is just a form of formality.One of the reasons that makes me able to go to the hotel every day and stay at the hotel is additional work. Monitor or manage changes within the hotel. But what? I tried looking for references and developments in world hospitality via the internet. I want a breakthrough from adding facilities. Unique and aesthetic building model. Finally, I know what I want. The next morning, I held a closed meeting with important officials at the hotel, from the accounting manager who manages t
*RADELLA* In the morning. "You cheap woman!" I woke up and sat up straight away when Keaty shouted at me like that in my dream. I turned my head and saw Louis still sleeping by my side. Rubbing my face I got out of bed. Wearing a silk kimono. Take a glass of drinking water and sip it slowly. Open the balcony door and close it again. The sky was still dark and looked beautiful because of the stars shining on it. My life, which used to feel dark, is now bright because of Louis' love. But it wasn't easy, I had to go through a lot. Love that shouldn't be. A relationship that was initially forced becomes something that is addictive and difficult to forget but must be left behind. And finally what? I'm to blame, me. I was the one who tried to save my child but I was the one who was hated. I tried to protect my child but I was also hated. I am the one who cannot escape the situation. I am also the one who is hated, insulted, and humiliated without thinking, what if they were me? I'
RADELLA When we got home, the guard at the gate told us that two men had come to visit our house while we were still in China. They even asked on the phone back if we were home. I looked at the CCTV footage and recognized that it was Keaton's brothers. “Let me make the call,” I said. Before I looked for them, it turned out they were looking for us first, what a coincidence. I can no longer maintain my ego to continue seeking help from other people. Keaty also wants to get to know them and it's time for them to meet for the first time. "Hello, good afternoon, I'm Radella, Chef," "Good afternoon, Madam Radella. I, Kyle. Thank you for contacting me. I would like to ask permission to deliver Keaton's last letter to Keatra. If you don't allow us to meet Keatra, then we just want to leave the letter and please, this time receive Keaton's last message in that letter." "Yes, come with Chef Dimitri, Keatra wants to get to know you," "She already knows. We'll be there in about two h
*RADELLA*I looked at Louis who was also surprised to see her climbing the stairs quickly without paying attention to us. She never like this. My feet stepped back up the stairs after her. I can't guess what happened. Does she already know who she is and is angry with me for not telling her the truth or something else because she was taken by force?I have to think positively. She came into the room and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me who was slowly approaching her. "What's wrong, honey? You're angry with us," I said, and her gaze sharpened. I sat next to her and her head turned to look at me. "Can I ask, Mom?" I gulped saliva; suddenly, my heart started beating fast. I'm afraid what he's asking is very difficult for me to reveal. "Yes, darling, say everything you want to ask." "Who am I? Whose child am I?" Finally, the words came out of her tiny lips. I can't say this truth. Oh my God! I was shaken, my brain couldn't think, let alone explain everything. Her eyes pierce
*RADELLA* It's been 8 days, I've been waiting with uncertainty. How many times have I begged Louis to let me talk to Keaty on the phone to relieve my longing? but he always said that the telecommunications signal was disrupted and difficult to contact. What mother wouldn't be worried if she heard that her daughter was in the middle of a war that could result in lives being lost? Even though she was in a refugee barracks which was heavily guarded by fully armed soldiers. Misfortune can happen if the enemy is too bold to act worse than they think. "Today, she will go home, but she will arrive tomorrow afternoon. Are you still worried?" Louis cupped my face with both hands. His eyes searched straight into mine. Eye bags that look sunken and black indicate I'm not getting enough rest. I couldn't sleep well; every hour, I woke up and fell asleep again 15 minutes later. It always repeats itself every day and sometimes I don't want to sleep anymore. I feel like I'm not okay. I was wor
RADELLA "Louis!" I rushed into the room. Luckily, it was quiet; there were no people. He was surprised to see me, then stood up and approached me, who was having difficulty speaking. "Why honey, what happened?" I was confused, looking at him, who was also worried about watching me and holding my arms, so I stopped moving and focused on standing in front of him. "Keaty, I... I just met Keaton's older brother. He told Keaton about an inherited disease from his grandmother, and, I, I—" "Calm down honey," He grabbed me and took me to the sofa. "How can I calm down, Louis? I want to check on her. I want to see her now. I want her to come home quickly. Please, tell your bodyguards to take her home tomorrow." "It will tire her out, Ella, the journey there is quite tiring. The air time is long. I will send our plane when they get home. Everything will be fine. We have to be sure that she is healthy, okay." I hugged him, crying in his arms, "I can't imagine that happening to her. L
*RADELLA*Today my schedule is a visit to a foundation that accommodates children with cancer. Donations in the form of food, fruit, vegetables, and medical equipment, as well as the medicines they need. I and several people who are administrators of charity activities mingled with them.Small children aged 5 to 8 years have also been diagnosed with cancer. I try to get them to recover. Their future is still long and their body's strength can still develop, supported by healthy food and proper and appropriate medication management. To liven up the atmosphere so it wasn't stiff, we sang together and after that had lunch together. "Lunch is ready?" "Yes, Madam," answered my assistant who is always by my side when there are outside activities like this. Her job was just to coordinate what I needed. "Radella, come here, let's take a photo—" Mrs. Georgia, the wife of a minister called me and asked me to selfie together. These administrators are not just ordinary women. The wives of off
*Louis*Arranged marriage in my family is inevitable. Gree has been the strongest candidate in my family from the start. My mother liked him and hoped for him to get a wife with a girl of noble birth who was equal to us. For the sake of preserving good and pure noble descendants. Luckily Gree purely has my blood because I would be considered a fraud if it turned out that Gree wasn't my real son. "Keaty doesn't need to take military education, right? I don't think she's strong," said Ella. I understand that too and I won't force it. The one I have to force is Louisa. That girl must get the best education. She is very capable of tarnishing my good name. "No honey, don't worry. Do you want to take a shower with me?" I answered. Seeing her so confused face, I knew what she was thinking. After being busy arranging Gree's matchmaking, she was busy again thinking about how Chef's son didn't meet her daughter. What if she knew that the man was also in Africa, as a commander on a secret mis
Radella "Mom, Louis, and I have agreed to give our sons the freedom to choose wives according to their wishes. Based on our experience, arranged marriages are difficult and it's a pity for the women who are arranged marriages if they don't love them," I reasoned. My Mother-in-law's face was still firm and did not soften. "You feel all that, Ella, and love needs a process. You two can be happy now, right? Greeshawn has strong charisma; in the future, he will be Louis' successor. If you want to give that freedom, please just go to Marshawn." Gosh, why did she choose it? We have the right to provide the best for our children. My sister-in-law smiled and held my hand. "Gree has to get the best girl. Mommy probably already has a candidate," She said and my mother-in-law immediately answered, "Yes, a Princess from Spain, Tatiana Esperanza. She is still 18 years old and I want to introduce them later after the girl is declared unfit for Gree." Gosh, what can I say to Crystal, poor her?
Radella There was a fear that gnawed at my soul. Guilt for selfishness that persists until now. This was a terrible blow that hit the deepest recesses of my soul. What did he do wrong to me, nothing, no. I was in the wrong but he was the one who received the scars of all this until the end of his life. Goodbye, Keaton, rest and peace in there, I'm sorry. *** "You ready?" I took Keaty to the airport, Louis didn't have time because there was an internal company meeting that couldn't be postponed. The 10 best bodyguards are ready in front of the house and will come with her. Keaty sighed when she saw the burly men lined up neatly in front of her. They each introduced themselves. After finishing, Keaty got into the car with me first. "I'm like a prisoner, Mom," She said, looking at the bodyguards through the car window. They wore white T-shirts, jeans, and black glasses. It looks inconspicuous if it's just one or two people, but if they walk together behind Keaty then they will