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CHAPTER FIVE
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2020-09-22 12:20:12I enter my therapists' office after school despite my insistence to my mother that there's no reason for me to go anymore and that sending me to these sessions are pointless and a waste of money.
"Katherine." I acknowledge the middle-aged woman as I plop down onto the love seat in the middle of the room.
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