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Saving the Wilsons Dylan 17
DYLAN POV I park my truck the best I can in one of the open parking spots. There is no way I am driving home currently. I can't even see my hands on the steering wheel. I sob as tears streak down my face. Hailey's beautiful broken eyes are burned in my mind. Rage at my own idiocy bubbles to the surface and I yell. I punch my steering wheel repeatedly causing the horn to go off several times. I bang my head against the unyielding wheel while cuss words scream from my mouth. The sounds of her heart breaking are replaying over and over in my ears. Repulsion with myself consumes my heart. How could I do that to her? Why did I keep them? This morning her joking jab had stung my heart and I had really considered deleting all the disgusting images off my phone. But I didn't. Once again I was weak and decided I needed them. I had even smiled at Trish after dropping Hailey off at first period, because of the shot she had sent me.
Last Updated : 2022-03-23Saving the Wilsons Dylan 18
HAILEY POV It's kind of funny when a couple breaks up it is like the friend group has to divorce. Dylan and I have been over for a week. The first day at lunch was the weirdest. Graham, Jasmine, and Luke had all been at our usual table until they saw Dylan go sit by himself. Luke had given me one look and I guess my appearance told him everything he needed to know. As soon as he left the other two followed. Which was sad because I really like them. But Dylan needs good friends. Everyday has been a struggle. My only peaceful day was Saturday. Even though Dylan messages me goodmorning and goodnight everyday, it was the only day I didn't have to see him. Leena, Curt, Colt, and Shawn have been wonderful. They all completely agree with my decision of moving on, even though my heart is still battling. Everytime he messages me it takes all the strength I have not to message him back. It's so hard to force myself to not think of al
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DYLAN POV Three weeks. Three weeks of torture but it is about to get so much worse Christmas break starts Friday and I won't be seeing her except for Sundays. I finally stopped texting her. I need to leave her alone. Curt, Colt, and I haven't really spoken to each other either. Football is over and I drive myself to and from school. So I really don't see them. Graham and Jasmine broke up. Graham found out she was messaging Eric. He has been just as mopey as me. Luke the poor guy tries to keep our spirits up.......but it's not use. I no longer attend meetings but I still talk to Benjamin. (mentor) Dad and I both agreed that I was doing great. And that the class was more awkward then beneficial. I still miss the high of watching porn or sleeping with girls, but if it isn't Hailey, I don't want it. I get home and throw my keys on the kitchen counter. I shut t
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ONE YEAR AND SIX MONTHS LATERHAILEY POV I skip down the hall happily before wrapping my arms around dad's neck. Dad chuckles and puts down his newspaper. He is off today so he can come to the ceremony. "Are you ready kiddo," Dad asks with twinkling eyes. "Beyond ready dad. I can't believe I finally made it," I say grabbing my coffee mug. "Well just so you know, I am yelling for two parents so don't expect me to be dignified," Dad says getting up and walking to the couch. Dad reaches down behind the couch and pulls out a huge sign. I burst out laughing. Dad has made himself a neon sign with black letters, that says, "I am Hailey Evan's Dad!!!!!!!!!" "Your mom knew she wasn't going to make it. She told me at all your big life events I was to go as overboard as possible. To make up for her not being there," Dad says with slightly misty eyes. But his smile say
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DYLAN POVI follow dad's SUV with butterflies in my stomach. After watching Hailey and Curt walk the stage we had all met outside to take pictures. Hailey and I hadn't spoken but everytime I looked at her she was looking at me and vice versa.Curiosity about what she was thinking is still eating me alive. Is she happy? Upset about seeing me? Does she miss me like I miss her? I wish I was Shawn. I wish I got to hold her hand or listen to her rambling about right from wrong. To hear her laugh at my jokes or to send me the "be nice" look.I sigh as I pull BB into the drive. I haven't had a single girl in my truck since the night Hailey broke up with me. I wish I knew what her perfume was. I would have it as a permanent air freshener.I head to the backyard. Mom has everything decorated to the nines. Balloons and banners are everywhere, just like they had been at my party. I open the iron gate and let my eyes scan the already growing crowd.
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HAILEY POV 8:47 a.m Dylan- Picking you up at 2 for our date. Curt and Leena will be joining us. Wear a swimsuit. P.S Goodmorning BeautifulHailey- Okay see you soon. Goodmorning. :) I smile and press my phone to my chest. I missed his goodmornings so much. Shawn rarely sent me texts and most of them were venting about annoying things in his life. I still can't believe I acted so boldly yesterday. I had kissed Dylan and loved every second of it. The look of joy on his face will be imprinted onto my brain for the rest of my life. He had literally cried he was so happy. I sigh, I can't believe we have been apart for so long. We seem to falling right back into place. I get up when I hear dad's whistle from the kitchen. Dad and I sleep in on the weekends. 8:30-9 is late for us. Luckily I took the weekend off for graduation so I wouldn't have to be cutting my time
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DYLAN POV Swimming was amazing. Hailey was so carefree. She laughed and swam like she didn't have a worry in the world. Everytime she grazed me, I had to seperate myself though. She was activating a part of me that I have put into hibernation and to be honest, it scared me. Last time we were together I controlled those urges by using porn. This time I have nothing to take that edge off. I never want to become sexually frustrated with Hailey. She deserves romance and courtship. She deserves a ring and commitment, which I want to give to her, but I can't right away. We have to rebuild and thats the part I fear. My desires being unmanageable while we get to know each other again. My only relief was during our rounds of chicken. Curt and Leena kept challenging us to the the game even though we won every round. But with Hailey out of sight and my focus on competition I was able to put lust in the back of my mind. Her thighs and privat
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THREE MONTHS LATER Rated RHAILEY POV "Ughhh " I grunt as I get the last box into my new room. "Breaking a sweat baby," Dylan chuckles from behind me as he throws down his bag on my already cover bed. "You didn't warn me about the stairs. Why is the elevator not working," I ask with a slight whine in my voice. "Lower budget apartment my love. Until we all get part time jobs, this is what our savings could afford. Come on it's not bad. Everything is clean and lots of the other college kids stay here. I'm sure the elevator will be up an running in no time. Anyways, I was supposed to ask if you want tacos for dinner. Curt said he is going out to explore and would be bringing home dinner," Dylan says grabbing my box labeled clothes. He begins pulling out the items I left on hangers and hanging them in the nice sized closet. "Tacos sounds great. Are you
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