JANELLE POV
"I'm fine. I just want to be with my mom," I say in a sharper tone than I should.
The female officer nods her head and takes a calming breath before speaking again.
"I understand. We just have a few questions, and then you are free to go right back in," she states calmly, and I feel like a jerk.
I sit down in the hospital hallway and fold my nervous hands.
"I know tonight has been a rollercoaster of emotion by I need you to think. Is there anyone who would want to hurt your mom," she asks, and I scoff sarcastically.
"My mom, no....my sister, yes. This has my sister written all over it. You find Chanelle, you find out what happened," I say with determination in my voice.
"Okay. Do you by chance have a phone number for your sister," the officer asks, and I just hand her my phone.
"She is in there. I don'
COLT POV (A FEW HOURS AFTER JANELLE SPEAKS WITH CHANELLE) "Mr. Wilson, Mr. Cotton will see you now," the reception says, and I stand up while smiling at her. I follow her to an impressive looking office and sit down. I am excited to get this process started. The sooner I get the DNA test completed, the sooner I can call my coaches."Good morning Mr. Wilson," a middle-aged man says as he enters the office. He shakes my hand quickly before moving around his desk and sitting down."So Libby tells me this is a child support case," he says, and I nod. I immediately pull out the petition for support that was delivered on Friday. I hand it to him, and he slides on a pair of reading glasses. "Yes, sir, but all I need is a DNA test. I never slept with this girl. She actually drugged me at a party, hoping I wouldn't remember the events. I told her I wouldn't seek any c
COLT POV"Hello," I answer while holding my phone with my shoulder and digging through my suitcase for some clothes. "Hello, Mr. Wilson, this is Mr.Cotton. I have received some news in regards to your child support case," Mr. Cotton replies, immediately gaining my full attention. "I hope it is good news," I say, and he chuckles. "Very good news. Chanelle Graham has been booked for conspiracy to commit robbery, and when I contacted her public attorney, he stated that Ms. Graham has decided to drop the petition. Apparently, she confessed to her sister on tape that you are not the father. She also confessed to her other crimes, but that doesn't pertain to us. I will be returning 75% of your payment to you because my work is done....unless you want to sue Ms.Graham," Mr. Cotton says, and I shake my head towards an empty room. "Oh no. That isn't necessary. I just needed the truth to come out. Well, tha
JANELLE POV "She looks better," Mrs. Wilson says as she returns from chatting with some nurses she knows. "She does," I reply with a small smile.Mrs. Wilson takes her spot at my mother's side across from me and we both begin to look my mom over. Mom woke up briefly a few hours ago but was unable to really speak or understand her surroundings. She had seen me and smiled though before going back to sleep, so my heart feels a little lighter. Heath is getting to enjoy a fun-filled sleepover, but I know he is missing my mom and Chanelle. Just like Dakota is probably missing me and wondering why I have abandoned her. "Knock knock," a male voice says, and the door pushes open to reveal a nervous-looking Colt. "Colt," Mrs. Wilson says happily as she stands back up and hugs her grandson. "Hey, Grammy, how are things going," he asks as he re
COLT POV (3 days later)"Mom, you can't do that! The doctor's orders are for you to take it easy," Janelle fusses while holding her mom's elbow and tugging her back to her bed."I was only going to my closet Jan! I wanted to show Colt my scrapbooks," Janelle's mom Elaine says while getting a little irritated."Just ask Colt or me to get it for you then. I want you off your feet for at least another day, mom," Janelle says while opening her mother's closet and pulling down an armful of photo albums.I silently stand and take them from her, and she gives me a small smile. I pile the albums next to Elaine and sit back down. Watching them interact is hilarious to me. Janelle is trying to switch their roles, and Elaine isn't having it.Elaine has been feisty since she woke up. She wanted to see her grandson, and she wanted to go home. And after two days of complaining, the doctors finally agreed. Janelle had a full-blown tantrum until
COLT POV (3 months later) I throw my helmet a good four feet before slamming my body down on the bench. My head drops into my hands, and frustrations pulses through me. Teammates or coaches pat my shoulder pads, but I don't look up to see who it is. I just threw away the game trying to make my ball-hungry wide receiver happy. He has been double-covered all game but continued to demand the ball every single play. So like an idiot, I caved. So now I have my eleventh interception of the season, and I look like I don't know how to read a defense to save my life. The game ends 32 seconds later, and I make my way to the locker room with my head hanging low. I know Coach Tanner and Coach Brian are about to lay into me. I am so tired of explaining why I change up the plays. I'm so tired of all the egos and different personalities on the team. It's seems like as soon as our season started, all friendship w
JANELLE POVI hold mom against my chest as she weeps for my sister. Detective Barnes left hours ago after telling us the news and letting us know that he would be bringing Chanelle's belongs by tomorrow.I can't seem to shake my shocked brain awake. I haven't shed a single tear, and I know my mother must think I'm a monster. I feel completely numb. I feel as if I have no emotion to speak of.Mom finally quiets after another thirty minutes, and I walk her to bed. She doesn't say a word to me, and I don't say one to her. It's like we are both lost in our grief.***********(Next morning)"Thank you, Detective Barnes," I say as I take the bag of belongings my sister had in her jail cell."You're welcome.....I feel like I need to warn you...when the correctional officers packed her things, they did find some letters addressed to you and your mom," Barns says, and my stomach twists.I nod, and Barnes give
COLT POVDriving nonstop after playing a game is rough, but thanks to the radio and pack of winter fresh gum, I finally make it to Janelle's mom's house.It's almost one in the morning, and I smell like a guy's locker room, but I refuse to take the time to change or shower. I did take off my shoulder pads and jersey in the truck while driving, but I still have my leg pads on.I park my truck and get out. I don't knock. Instead, I call her phone. I know if it were my sibling, I wouldn't be sleeping."Colt," Janelle answers with a question in her voice."Come outside," I say softly.It takes a moment before she responds, but I figure she would be a little shocked."Okay. Hold on," Janella replies in a whisper.The phone cuts off, and my nerves skyrocket. I slide my phone in my back pocket and wait. I don't know how she is going to react to me just showing up, but I need to check on her. I need
JANELLE POV (trigger warning)"Jal, milk pweez," a small voice says before I feel something poke my cheek. "Hey, little buddy. Aunt Janelle is sleeping. Why don't I help you get some milk okay," a deeper voice says that makes me smile. "Jal, sleep? But why," Heath's little voice asks as I manage to move my tired body into a sitting position. I must have fallen asleep on the couch next to Colt last night. I look towards the kitchen as I hear the fridge open. I stand up and stretch before joining the hunt for milk. "Where are your cups buddy," Colt asks just as I enter the small space. "Cabinet next to the fridge. I will get his breakfast going and his mickey mouse," I say, and Colt gives me a big smile. I grab a few waffles from the freezer and pop them in the toaster we keep on the counter. While they are cooking, I get the Ipad set up and playing Heat
IAN POV. (5 yrs later) "Gayle, let me hold her," Alastair playfully grunts before stealing our new daughter from her grandmother. Chloe rolls her eyes at the exchange, but even though the air is lighthearted and filled with love, I can't relax. Ever since we adopted Li Mei from China, I have been a nervous wreck. Even though I know, she is safe with her grandparents; I can't help but picture them accidentally dropping her....or squeezing her too tight. I mean, Alastair is a huge man. "Love, come sit down. Mei is fine," Chloe whispers as she passes me to sit on the couch. I just shake my head, and she sighs. Chloe and I tried for a baby for two years before we discovered she couldn't get pregnant. And ever since that discovery, I have been a little bit of a mess. I have always wanted a family, a child of my own...Now that I have it and considering the long journey we took to get her... Nope, not calming down...
IAN POVToday is the day. I am excited but also extremely nervous. Chloe has been acting strange all week. She goes from clingy to distant constantly, and it has me worried that she knows... That she knows and doesn't want to get engaged. When I spoke to Susan about how Chloe was acting, Susan agreed. Apparently, during their workout, Chloe had drilled her about how our sessions were going. Susan felt she was digging for information on me, but she knows everything about me. We have stayed up all hours of the night talking about our thoughts. There is nothing left to learn. "Ian, I'm going to head out back to start the party set up...I know you probably won't, but if you need me, I will be in the backyard," Mom calls from down the hall, and I grin. "Okay," I reply loud enough for her to hear. My legs have gotten so strong that I don't even use the walker for short distance walks..like around
CHLOE POVI grunt as the wheels on my suitcase hit another crack in the sidewalk. Stress and irritation have my temper flaring. Every second of this trip has been terrible. From the airport to the classes, everything has been mediocre and disorganized.The only happy thought I keep focusing on is seeing Ian. I have missed him so much. Before being with him, I was used to my solitude. I was used to my quiet life filled with workouts and rehabilitation sessions. I didn't need many friends. My Bible study group and Susan were the only people I conversed with, but not now. I am so used to turning to him to share my thoughts that I spoke out loud to the air several times.My phone rings just as I get to my car, and I grin when I read the caller ID."Hey, Dad," I answer while placing my phone on my shoulder.I unlock my trunk and get my suitcase in quickly."Hello, Sweetie. How was your trip," Dad asks, and I laugh?&n
IAN POV (two months later)"I can do this. I can do this," I chant over and over in my head as I stare straight ahead. My hands are on the support bars, and my legs are underneath me, but my brain is miles, no years away.The future I want is playing over and over in my mind as I encourage myself to take my first unassisted steps. My first steps without a harness or Susan supporting some of my weight. My leg muscles are protesting, but that's expected."Come on, Ian. Walk to the walker! You can do it," Susan cheerleads, and a smile breaks across my face at my enthusiastic friend.Thank the Lord for Susan. She has been a massive factor in my progress.....and I believe she is a robot disguised as a human. I have never seen her down. I have never seen her upset or sad. Her moods range from happy to joyful to crazy excited, in that order. There is no off button when it comes to Susan. She enjoys her job and makes our sessions easy.
IAN POVChloe closes the door behind Mrs. Rivas, and I softly grab her hand as she turns back to me. So much weight has been lifted off of me, and it's all because of her."Thanks, Chloe.....I would have said no if you had told me, so thank you for making it a surprise. I still can't believe she forgives me," I say while rubbing my thumb against her baby soft hands."You're welcome... You needed the push, and the mental abuse you were raining down on yourself isn't healthy," Chloe replies as I pull her into my lap.I grin as she makes herself comfortable. I brush her hair behind her shoulders while my brain tries to process my feelings and how to say them."Chloe, I think I'm in love with you," I whisper, and she freezes."What," Chloe squeaks, and my nerves jump, but the words are already out."I'm in love with you...You are gorgeous inside and out. I can't picture my life without you in it anymore
CHLOE POV "Hello." "Hello, my name is Chloe Shaw. I am trying to reach the parents of Raymond Rivas," I reply nervously while twirling a pen at my desk. "This is his mother...What's this about," Mrs. Rivas replies. "Oh umm..hi. I was calling to speak to you about Ian Wilson. I understand if you don't want to, I just had a few questions," I quickly blurt and wait. She only takes a moment before responding. "Umm. Sure, I don't know much about him. He was on my son's football team and was the driver of the vehicle the night my son died.....I, well, he wrote me a letter after the accident," Mrs. Rivas answers hesitantly, and I smile. "I was wondering how you feel about him.....like if you are still angry or upset with him over what happened," I ask timidly."No, I wish it didn't happen. I miss my son. But I'm not upset. His lette
CHLOE POV (two months later)"Come on, Ian. You got this," Susan says from across the workout room.I look over my knee replacement patient to see what my boyfriend is having issues with, and the frustration on his face makes me want to cry. The last few weeks have been hard on him. He has made progress, but he feels as if he hasn't made enough."This is stupid! I'm never getting out of this chair," Ian yells, and even my patient looks over at him."Mr. Hughes, excuse me for a moment," I whisper, and my patient nods.Susan is rubbing her forehead as I approach, and I know the feeling she is experiencing all too well. Ian isn't an easy patient. He isn't one of our older patients who is here to help adjust after surgery. He is young and hot-headed.Sometimes he acts like a completely different person when he gets down. He is never violent towards anyone but himself, but it is still terrifying. His depression medic
IAN POVI watch Chloe's eyes widen as we listen to her father announce himself at my parent's front door."What does he want," I whisper, and Chloe shrugs as she stands to her feet.I unlock the brakes on my chair and follow her into the living room. I try to hide my surprise when I glance at Chloe's father, but I am positive he saw the slight shock on my face.The man is a massive version of his daughter. Alastair Shaw is Chloe on steroids."Dad, how did you find me here," Chloe asks as she folds her arms and tries to hide her discomfort."The Wilsons aren't that hard to find, sweetie...We need to talk, and giving the last conversation, you had with your mother it couldn't wait.........I want you to know that when you spoke to your mom, she wasn't speaking for me. She was only speaking for herself. I don't blame you for that punk kid's mistakes. There wasn't anything you could do," Chloe's dad says, and Chloe's
ALASTAIR POV ( CHLOE'S DAD) "ALASTAIR, GET DOWN HERE," Gayle screeches, and I groan externally. I throw down my golfing magazine and push my burly frame from my chair. Every year it seems as if this colossal house shrinks. The halls used to be filled with my children's laughs, but now all that echoes through the empty halls is her screams. I miss my children so much. I've never been the most emotional guy. I've never really learned how to hug and express my love, but I came from a home filled with nannies. Love and sharing love is as foreign to me as being broke. At least I won that battle with my demon-incarnated wife when she suggested it. No Nannies."What is the matter now," I mumble as I make my way into the kitchen. The one room in the entire house that we speak to each other in. I've had a separate room for years. Because while my upbringing frowns upon divorce, I st