JENNA
My eyes moved to the elderly woman who also looked tense, waiting for me to move. I don’t know what pushed me to respond, maybe it was the worry in the woman’s eyes.
The look reminded me of the luna and it broke my heart.
I tipped my head up in a nod. The woman’s shoulders visibly relaxed. I could see that she was glad I’m fine.
I felt a little bit of relief at that.
“Great.” The doctor smiles. “Do you know what day it is?”
I thought over it for a bit.
My birthday was Friday and I left the pack. It should be Saturday today, unless I don’t know how long I was walking for.
I shake my head no.
She hums, pressing her lips into a thin line.
“Do you remember your name, age?”
I nodded and she urged me to tell her.
“Jenna.” My voice sounded hoarse.
“Great Jenna, what is your surname?”
She asked a few more questions after that which I replied. She left minutes later after telling the woman I’ll be fine and I just need some rest.
“Would you like something to eat? I know the hospital food isn’t really nice but my daughter owns a diner and she’ll be happy to make you anything.”
I shake my head, offering her a weak smile.
She has been kind to me. The least I could do was show her a little gratitude.
“I’m Indira, but you can call me Nana. It’s what everyone calls me.” She smiled and I found myself returning her smile.
Though I told her I was okay, Indira insisted her daughter brings me food. And they brought the best plate of lasagne I have ever had in my life.
Her daughter, Lisa, is as nice and sweet as she is. She came with a handwritten apology from her son, who’s been the one that hit me.
I told her it was nothing when she started apologizing.
I’d just finished eating when the doctor returned, she looked a little confused as she held a report in her hand. A nurse followed behind her, pushing a medical cart.
“Is everything okay doc?” Indira asks the woman, looking as confused as I did.
“Yes, we just want to check and confirm something.” She gave me a reassuring smile which did nothing to make me feel better.
“How old are you?” She directs the question at me.
“I turned eighteen on Friday.” I tried to put as much confidence into my voice as I could. Still, it came out shaky.
She pursued her lips and gave a single nod.
“The nurse will take your blood and a urine sample for a test. Can you stand on your own?”
I nodded. After the nurse took the samples, the doctor left with a stiff smile. Indira followed after her, leaving me and Lisa in the room.
“Well, that was a bit weird.” I nodded in agreement but didn’t say anything else.
While her mother was gone, Lisa filled me in about their little town, Lakeville. She joked there were no lakes, and that the name was misleading.
She is twenty five and she’d been born and raised here. Her mother had moved here from another state far and they built their roots here. She was happily married and has two sons.
I didn’t tell him much about me except that I’d graduated high school two months back. I could see she wanted to know more. How I ended up here. It was clear as day to anyone that I was running away. But they didn’t know why. I respected the fact that they didn’t ask.
Indira returned just when Lisa started talking about her diner.
She seemed kind, just like her mother.
“What did the doctor say?”
Indira sighs and gives me a look.
“Your blood work result was a little weird and it had her worried, but apart from that. You’re all good.”
I nodded, although I was starting to get apprehensive.
Will my blood work and tests be normal or will they easily figure out I’m not human?
If that is the case, then I need to get out of here.
Maybe living in the woods as a full rogue is what I’ll end up doing.
Like she could read my thoughts, she patted my arm and offered me a small smile.
“Everything will be fine. You don’t have to worry.” She nodded toward her daughter. “If you’re looking for a place to stay. Lakeville is peaceful and private and our cops will offer any type of protection you might need.”
I swallowed a lump that lodged itself in my throat.
I was right, they thought I was running from something.
They don’t have to worry about anyone hurting. The only thing I’m running from is pain and my hurtful reality. The betrayal of my best friend and the realization that I’ll never belong anywhere. But maybe, just maybe I found myself here for a reason.
Somehow, Indira and Lisa managed to convince me to stay in town for a while, or at least until I recovered fully.
I know my wolf healing abilities will kick in soon. My wolf is still watered from the heartbreak she suffered but she’ll be fine in a few days and then I can leave.
I accepted the invitation to stay in a one bedroom apartment above Lisa’s dinner. She owns the entire place and uses the place for storage mostly, but she said they could get it ready for me.
“And it is right next to me, so you can spend as much time with me as you like.”
In the end, I agreed. And when I got discharged, Lisa drove us to the place.
It looked like a usual diner, and the place she mentioned was a lot bigger than I expected.
I didn’t know how I was going to repay their kindness seeing as I didn’t have much money.
For the next few days, I stayed with Indira while we were getting rid of the junk that was piled in the room overtime.
I was so busy thinking of how to start my new life, that I never gave myself time to think about Jason or the rejection.
It was easy, since I barely had time for myself.
But when things settled, I got hit with the last thing I ever thought I would get. A positive pregnancy test.
I’d been feeling a little under the weather and Lisa who’d recently suffered a miscarriage suggested I take a test. I laughed and told her it couldn’t be possible, but it was.
We even went to the hospital to confirm it. The look on the doctor’s face when she’d seen the scan still haunts me in my dreams.
“Wow,” dr. Hannah had turned me, smiling widely. “You’re having triplets.”
My heart stopped with those words as my new reality once again came crashing down.
I was having Jason’s kids, and he didn’t know. And he probably wouldn’t want them.
JENNATears trailed down my cheeks as I silently cried.Both Indira and Lisa tried their best to get me to stop crying but I couldn’t. I did try, but the tears kept pouring down my face like a broken damn. Or nirvana.I didn’t want to believe the test was true. After the moment of clarity I had, realizing I’m an eighteen year old having triplets. A single teen mother.The pain I was feeling from the labor cramps was nothing compared to the burn in my heart.“Shhhh, deep breaths.” Lisa tried to calm me down, stroking my arm gently.I bit my lip, trying to hold back my wolf’s angry growl. She didn’t want anyone touching, she only wanted her mate.Somehow knowing we were about to have our baby made her forget said mate rejected us. And we were on our own.A cry tore from my chest and I ball my hands into tight fists. The sharp pain I felt in my palm made me moan in agony.My wolf was getting stronger and gaining over me as my human body became weaker. I felt like I was being torn open fr
JENNAOne word to describe the house right now is total chaos.I check the bottle in my hand, staring at it confused for a second before I recall what I was about to do with it.I was feeding Kai, when I heard Ryan crying. I went to check up on him because he’d been napping when his brother woke up. Only to find out, Nina, their baby sister had rolled down the other side of the couch.I left the two of them sleeping and went to the other room with their brother so he wouldn’t wake them up. I guess he did after all.Nina starts wailing loudly. Her cute little face scrunched up in offense when I didn't pick her up immediately.I drop the bottle and pick her up, balancing her on one shoulder. Ryan has stopped crying now and he seems to be nodding back to sleep.If I’m able to get her to nod off again, I can finish with Kai and—The doorbell rings almost immediately. I cry out in frustration. But thankfully the door opens before I could start going there and Nana rushes in.“Oh you poor c
JENNAThings got easier when the kids were eleven months old. There was less night crying. They slept through the night five out of seven times a week.They were active in the daytime, crawling and making an absolute mess of everything.I loved them regardless. And I have to admit, I loved the little messes they left. Even if it drives me insane to walk out and see all the throw pillows on the floor. Or the remote in a different part of the house.We kept our routine of Nana coming to help me. On days Lisa doesn't have to open the store early, she also drops by.Meeting Nana was the best thing that happened to me since I left my pack.I was so scared of what would happen if they found out the truth about me, but she’d helped me keep it a secret.I knew I couldn’t hide it forever. But there was no way to hide when my wolf had taken over during childbirth. It was easier and the biggest secret I struggled to keep came out in the best way.Turns out Nana has heard of wolves, seen them and
JENNAMy heart was beating erratically in my chest. Claire saw me when I entered the kitchen and she rushed after me.“Are you okay, Pen?” She asks gently, placing her hand on my shoulder.I knew it was her but I still flinched. She moved back, which made me feel guilty. She was only trying to be nice.“Yes, yes I’m fine.” I cleared my throat. “I didn’t get enough sleep last night.”She nodded in understanding. Her face twisting in worry.“You should rest. I can cover for you for a bit.”I checked the time again. “But your shift is already over.”She has been here since morning. I heard her talking about how she couldn’t wait to get off so she could go home and repay the sleep she missed in the morning.“Doesn’t matter.” She waved to the chair in the backroom. “Take a moment for yourself. I have nothing to do back home anyways.”“Claire, you don’t have to.”“I want to,” she shakes her head.I threw my arms around her and gave her a tight hug.“Thank you so much.” I whispered. “I owe y
JENNAI was rattled by that man’s visit.He only threatened me before he pretty much disappeared from sight. I didn’t even turn to get a good look at him because of how much he scared the fuck out of me.I left my apartment instead and went back to the diner. I didn’t feel safe in my home.I called nona and told her to stay back with the kids. If he already knows where I live, I don’t want to think of what he would do. I didn’t want any type of harm to come near my babies.So I decided staying away from the house will be the best thing to do.Lisa had to come back, leaving her mum with her kids and mine. The latter had called the sheriff and told him everything that happened. He immediately sent two cops to stay close to the house.Not very close so it wouldn’t be alarming, but close enough to intervene if anything happens. I hope it doesn't come to that.He also has another person stationed by my apartment. In case the man comes back.It is almost eight pm now and there are no signs
JENNA“How do you feel?” Nana asks, walking out of the kitchen carrying three lunch bags.I took two from her and kept it on the table. My sweaty palms showed on the handle of the boxes I kept and she sighed.Nervous. I was extremely nervous.“I think I might need to throw up again.” I turn to walk to the bathroom again.Nana drags me back with her arm locked through mine. I leaned into her touch, exhaling the breath that has been lodged in my throat for the past two days.Maybe even two weeks. Heck, two months.I was opening another branch of The Tripledose in the town close to us. All the preparations and renovations and planning had felt like a dream. But today was the opening day and it feels unreal.I was panicking because I knew it was real. It was happening. And that is scary as fuck.“You’ll be fine,” Nana said with a small smile. “You worked your butt off to get here. Trust me when I say you deserve every second of success you’re getting.”I threw my arms around her and hugge
JENNAThe event was successful.All the gourmet critics that were present seemed impressed by the ambience. The food and the service.When I decided to turn the small diner in Lakeville into a fine dining restaurant. I’d been scared. No, I was petrified.It was something I didn't think I would ever do in my life.All I had was my passion and the belief Nana had in me. I did a six month course on fine dining. Checked restaurants in other places. Had Lisa help me scout places in New york.My success is very much hers because none of this could’ve happened without her.I didn’t think she would make it, because when we spoke last night, he said Liam was down with a fever.As much as I wanted her to be present, I knew how worried she must be.He was feeling much better and safe to travel, so they made the trip. She decided it would be great if they spent a few weeks in town.She missed her mum.We went up there on holidays, and special occasions but it still wasn’t enough.Having been with
JENNAI feel lost, I feel dead. My heart feels absent in my chest.They said to rest, everyone told me to take a moment and calm down. To breathe.But I couldn’t. My body couldn’t function when I felt like my heart was ripped apart over and over again.I thought the pain of rejection was the worst pain anyone could ever feel. After childbirth, I figured that was nothing. What I’m feeling now is a new discovery.I don’t know how I’m alive. The agony in my chest should have killed me by now.And the more I thought of my children being gone, the more the pain intensified.Nana had called the sheriff immediately.Killian, Lisa’s husband, told my assistant, my actual assistant, to keep the event going. And we all went out through the backdoor.The first thing he said was to keep it private.We had no idea who did this and it could be random for all we knew.“Maybe they want money.” He suggested.I had money, yes. But I didn’t think it was so much that anyone could be interested. Interested