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168: Intruisive Thoughts
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2024-02-26 00:00:50JASON
Jenna’s laugh at my comment makes me smile.
My heart was full. The few minutes I did in her arms, after she said yes, made me forget all the troubles we were in. It made me feel like the weight that has been over my shoulder since I found out our kids were missing, was lifted.
And I recognised one worry I hadn’t let myself acknowledge. Thinking she wouldn’t really let me be in their lives after they are found.
I know it is a terrible line of thought and I feel ashamed, just knowing for one second I thought that of her. But I was scared. And I wasn’t sure of the damage I did to us with the way I acted.
Jenna has a forgiving heart. She always has. And
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