Penelope
The day is awkward and uncomfortable.
Alpha Stone hasn't paid too much attention to me since earlier when I made my first attempt at seducing him. My cheeks still redden in embarrassment over the whole situation.When the Alpha was done with his workday, he led me to a bedroom that he said would be mine. I thanked him before I walked in there and took a deep breath.
The day has been exhausting and unnerving.
I lie down on the bed and take a deep breath, enjoying the moment I finally get to have to myself. But I don’t even have time to exhale before there’s a knock on my door. I try not to groan as I force myself off the bed and drag my feet to the door and open it. I jump back, startled, as I see Mr. Black leaning against the door frame with a small smirk on his lips.
I didn't realize Mr. Black would be back so soon and I'm surprised I never heard him or the other girls come to the pack house.
He walks into my room like he owned it as he said, “Well, well, Ms. Penelope. Look at you, moving on up!”
I gulp as I watch him move around the room. He turns towards me and says, “Beta Stevens did tell you that if you can’t keep the Alpha’s attention, you’ll come back to me, right?”I nod nervously, “Yes, he told me.”
He walks close to me and leans down, rubbing his nose along my face and his lips graze my ear as he says, “The Alpha never stays interested in women long. Trust me, P, you’ll be back in my grasp in no time.”His hand reaches down and he grabs my butt, causing me to gasp as he groans. He continues, “Once you’re back with me, we’ll get straight to your training. I can't wait to feel your warm mouth wrapped around my-”I feel frozen, unable to push him away, unable to speak and suddenly, Beta Stevens' voice fills the air as he says, “What the hell do you think you’re doing, Xavier?”Mr. Black turns away from me and looks over his shoulder at Beta Stevens as he states, “I just wanted to remind her who she truly belongs to. We both know that this plan you have with her and the Alpha won’t last long.”Beta Stevens breathes out and says, “Leave her alone, Xavier. She doesn’t need you getting in her head.”Mr. Black rolls his eyes as he backs away from me with his hands raised. He walks past Beta Stevens and once he’s out of sight, Beta Stevens looks at me and asks, “Did he harm you?”I shake my head no and say, “No, sir.”“He didn’t touch you inappropriately or make you do some… acts?” The Beta forced the last word out and I can see the concern he has for me in his eyes. But I'm not quite sure why he cares so much about me.“He grabbed my butt, but that was it, Beta.” I respond simply with no emotion. The acts that Xavier did made me feel numb.
Beta Stevens nods as he processes what I said and then he tells me, “We need to go. Alpha wants to initiate all the new people tonight.”
I close the door to my room, and he looks back at me and says, “Once you are initiated into the pack, you will be able to mind link. If Xavier ever does anything inappropriate to you while you’re still entertaining the Alpha, then I want you to link me and let me know. I will put a stop to it.”
I smile softly as we walk and I tell him, “I truly appreciate the effort, Beta Stevens. But I don’t have a wolf yet. Doesn’t that mean I won’t be able to link with you?”His body seems stiff as he realizes that I’m right. He huffs as we walk into the living room where everyone else is gathered. There are 10 men that are supposed to be the new warriors, the 4 women that I was with earlier, and then the Alpha, Beta, and the Gamma. There was also one woman that I didn’t recognize, but based on the way that Beta Stevens flocked to her and looks at her like she’s the only woman in the room, I would bet that she is his mate.My eyes can’t help but flicker to the women I had been around earlier. They’re all dressed in simple dresses now, but they all still have their collar. I can’t help but touch my neck as I remember that I no longer have a collar.
Images flash in my head of the things they had to do. I wonder if any of them have bruises from the harshness of those men. My heart hurts for them and I wish there was some way that I could rescue them from this fate.
Somehow, some way, I’m different from them. I wonder if this is all just because I’m a virgin, but for some reason I feel like the meaning is deeper than that.
Alpha Stone looks around the room at each of us and he says, “This night happens only once a year where those that have been purchased from the auction are openly welcomed into our pack. You all have roles and duties to fill, and you have been purchased because we expect that you will do as you’re supposed to in order to strengthen our pack. You will each cut the palm of your hand and I will cut mine. When we shake our hands, you will pledge your allegiance to me, Alpha Donovan Stone, and your loyalty to the Moon Stone Pack. Should you ever cross this pack, you will be banished or worse, do I make myself clear?”
Everyone choruses, “Yes, Alpha!”He murmurs in a low tone, “Good.”I stand still. I’m the last in the line. He goes through the men first and I notice for some people, getting the pack link established is painful. I wonder if it will hurt for me or not. I don’t have a wolf, so there’s a chance that it won’t bother me as much as the others.Some of the women look over at me. I feel bad for some of them. Now that I have a moment to focus on them, I can see bruises on some and others just look plain exhausted.
Alpha Stone said we all have a purpose here to make the pack stronger. How does being Gamma Black’s sex slaves make the pack stronger?
When Alpha Stone stands in front of me, I feel somewhat comforted by his presence. I don’t know why, but he doesn’t make me feel fearful like Gamma Black or Beta Stevens do. I feel flustered by Alpha Stone’s presence, but I assume that’s just because he’s a gorgeous man. What woman wouldn’t feel flustered around him?
He hands me the dagger, and I cut into my hand and then shake his. I can’t help but notice the lightest tingles and that my heart rate seems to speed up. His presence has more of an effect on me than I realized.
I look in his eyes as I say, “I, Penelope Fox, pledge myself and my loyalty to the Moon Stone Pack and to Alpha Donovan Stone.”
The corner of his mouth twitches up, before he corrects himself to having a straight face as he says, “I accept you, Penelope Fox, as a member of the Moon Stone Pack.”I feel the slightest bit of pressure in my mind and I know that’s the pack link getting established. He lets go of my hand and says to everyone, “Welcome to the Moon Stone Pack. You may all go to the homes or rooms that have been provided to you and get some rest. Beta Stevens or Gamma Black will let you know what duties are expected of you in the morning.”Everyone moves to leave and as I turn my back, I hear one of the girls say, “That lucky bitch. What do I have to do to be in her shoes?”
Another one replies with a scoff, “She’ll be back with us in no time. Then maybe one of us will get a chance to show the Alpha what fun a real woman could be.”There’s a pit in my stomach as I head back to my room. At first, I'm overcome with fear that I might not be able to accomplish my goal.I look at my reflection and remember who I am. I won't give up so easily. Jealousy rages through my veins at the thought of other girls touching Alpha Stone.
I will not allow for another girl to try for the Alpha's affections. The Alpha will be mine and I'm willing to do anything it takes to guarantee that.
Donovan It's hard to sleep when I know that my mate is in the same house as me and I feel like she is off limits. She's not. If I really wanted her, I could have her, but... she's my kryptonite and I have to keep her at arms length. Since I couldn't sleep I decided to go ahead and start my morning early. I get my mug of black coffee and walk back to the office so I can look through the files about our newcomers on my desk. Beta Stevens always does a great job when picking out new warriors and from the files I’m seeing, he’s done a great job again. These are all strong and talented men that are sure to fit in well with our current team and do well with our rigorous training. The girls that Gamma Black bought are… well… nothing special. It’s his typical purchase. Girls that are low ranked but have beautiful bodies and know how to use them and have been taught how to be perfect with seduction. The only surprise purchase was… Penelope Fox. Penelope was definitely stunning, but it’s
Penelope It’s been a week since I came to the Moon Stone Pack. All day, every day, I spend my time with Alpha Stone in his office. He’s easy to talk to and nice to look at. But I’m not sure how he feels about me. He never makes a move to touch me, and he seems like he’s just being polite. The way he acts makes me nervous. I can't tell if he's enjoying my presence or not and I'm scared that one day he'll decide he doesn't want me around anymore. If I’m ever by myself, Gamma Black seems to always be there. He winks at me and tells me how he can’t wait for me to be his again. His confidence scares me. Why is he so certain that the Alpha won’t want to keep me around? How many girls have tried and failed at winning the Alpha’s affections? How long do girls normally stay with him? Am I doing better or worse than the ones that came before me? Beta Stevens is quiet whenever he sees me and the Alpha together. His eyes always flicker between the two of us, like he’s trying to examine our in
Donovan I’m growing tired of dealing with these rogues. This happens every year, after getting new recruits from the academy we get a bunch of rogue attacks. The reason why they seemed to attack then is that they thought we would be weak because we had new recruits and we had to train them to get on our schedule. Normally, the rogues quit after a couple of days, but it’s been a week now. I don’t understand what’s different this time, but it’s obnoxious. Walking down into the cells, I notice their putrid scent and it makes me want to just kill them and be done with it. But something in my gut tells me that there’s something else going on here. I get to the cells they’re in and see that they’re still in their wolf forms. My face scrunches up in confusion and Jack walks in and says, “They won’t shift.”“Get the wolfsbane. I bet that will do it.”Jack nods and walks back to the front of the cells to find our stash. I look at the three wolves, unamused as they snap towards me and lung
Penelope I'm practically shaking after dealing with Xavier. I feel dirty and used. It was such a small thing that he forced me to do, but it made me realize that if I was under his rule, then I will be treated like an object and not a person. I never want to be just an object again. It's hard to be alone after that, yet I'm grateful it gives me time to figure out my next steps. I have to try harder than ever before to make Alpha Stone want me. I need to know without a doubt that I won't be sent back to Xavier Black. It was over an hour before Alpha Stone came back into his office. When he came back in, he looked at me and just stared at me for a while, as if trying to decide whether he should talk to me. I smile softly and wave my hand at him. He rolls his lips into his mouth before walking over to his desk. I feel like I’ve done something to upset him, so I look over at him and ask, “Is everything okay?”He shakes his head as he murmurs, “Everything is fine, Penelope.”I’m hesit
Donovan My wolf is on edge and furious that our moment had been ruined. He was ready to sink his teeth into Penelope and make her be ours forever, but Jack had to ruin that! Me, on the other hand, I'm grateful for the interruption. I mean, of course I'm a little annoyed, but I'm mostly grateful because I didn’t want to go too far with her. Not without her knowing what it means. If we had sex, I know I wouldn’t be able to resist marking her and as soon as I mark her she would become Luna of this pack. She needs to know this information before jumping into this. But do I want her jumping into this? My own thoughts surprise me. I have been adamant that I didn't want her as my Luna, that I didn't want anyone as my Luna! But now I can't think of anything else. I long for her, she seems perfect, too good to be true. But… the scary reality is knowing that she could shatter me. I could turn into a shell of a man and make my pack weak, just like my father did. I don't want to be like my
Penelope I walk away from the girl’s quarters, and towards my own room, feeling dejected. I don't know what I should do to keep Donovan around, and those girls are obviously not going to give me any help. Although, I can't blame them. If I was stuck in their position, I would be dying to find a way out, too. I'm almost to my room when I hear a loud crash. My eyebrows furrow as I hear a girl’s voice, “Donny, you need to calm down!”There’s a deep growl. Who is Donny? Could she mean Donovan? I’m surprised he’d allow the nickname. He seems a bit too stern to be okay with that. Maybe this is a girlfriend or something? For some reason, the thought of him having a girlfriend infuriates me. I want to see her; I want to know if he has something going on with this woman whose voice I can hear. Why would he kiss me and tease me if he had a girlfriend?! Then again, he’s the Alpha. I suppose he can do whatever he wants… I just thought he was better than that. I thought he was better than the w
Donovan That shift was unlike any shift I have ever had before. I had no control, and it is unnerving knowing that my wolf truly could've done anything and I wouldn't be able to rein him in. It takes me a moment to realize what's going on and I look towards Violet and Penelope. Violet is smiling brightly as she introduces herself, she's obviously excited to meet my mate. She's being a little too friendly in my opinion, and I think she's scaring Penelope a little bit. It doesn't matter though, Penelope has a polite smile as she looks over at me and her eyes are filled with concern. I take a step toward her and say, “I’m so sorry for scaring you, Penelope. Are you okay?”She waves her hand in a dismissive manner as she says, “It’s not a problem, Alpha. I’m just happy to see that you’re alright.” She calmed me down. She calmed my wolf down. When no one else, including me, could reason with my wolf, she was able to get him settled so... effortlessly. It's something I admire greatly abou
Violet I get situated in the room across from Penelope. Jack had to patrol tonight because one of our patrollers ended up being out because of his mate having a baby. It makes me wonder when Jack and I will take that step. We’ve been mated for over a year, almost 2 years now, but we knew each other our entire lives and have always been close. So, it’s not like we’re still in a ‘getting to know you’ phase, we're not even in a 'honeymoon' stage anymore. We always felt attracted to one another, and although I would let no one else know this, we fooled around a bit. My brother would have a cow if he knew what me and Jack did as teenagers. I’m not in a rush for us to have a family, though. I enjoy the time we have that's just the two of us. I think it's a natural instinct and desire to want a baby. But with us being the Beta couple of the Moon Stone Pack, we have a lot of responsibilities and having a baby would make things more difficult. I sigh as I toss and turn on my bed. I’ve never
15 years since Violet was born. Penelope The years have been good to us. I have seen so much of the world and felt more free than I ever could've imagined. It's just the three of us, we never had another kid. We talked about it... more than once, but ultimately we were fearful of how it could affect our safety. Nothing was worth the chance of putting Violet in even more danger than she already is. I lie in bed with Donovan snuggled up beside me. Uneasiness churns in my stomach and I know that something is going on that we don't know yet. Call it my 6th sense or mother's intuition, I just know something's off. Donovan kisses my head and mumbles, "Turn off your thoughts, Pen. Everything is fine."I let out a breath, hoping that he's right. He pushes himself up and looks me in the eye as he asks, "We're fine, we're safe, we'll be at Cora's in the morning."We haven't seen Cora for over 6 months now. We've been in Asia for the last half of the year and although we have enjoyed our tra
Five years later.PenelopeI sit across from Amelia at the table as we each sip on our coffee and watch our girls play together. A few months after I had Violet, Amelia had a little girl that they named Magnolia. It's fun watching our daughters play together, but the interesting thing is how similar they look to me and Amelia.Violet looks almost exactly like me except that her hair was curly like her dad's and her blue eyes had a green circle around the pupil. Magnolia looks just like Amelia, with her blonde hair and jade green eyes. The two of them together like this makes me wonder how mine and Amelia's childhood could've been different if our mom hadn't put me in the Academy and if our dad hadn't been a monster.Amelia brings the cup to her lips before setting it down and asking, "So, where are you headed this time?"Donovan, Violet, and I are constantly moving around. The longest we stay at a place is 1 month before we're going somewhere new. Traveling has become one of my favori
PenelopeI hate waiting. I know that Cora and Donovan are both safe and they are working out a way to get him home, but it’s hard not to feel anxious about the entire thing. It’s been five days. It’s weird getting used to taking care of a newborn and going through this healing process on my own. But because I’m a werewolf, I heal faster than a human would, so I mean, that’s a good thing.It’s harder getting used to take care of a baby. I’ve never been around them much so tending to all of her needs all of the time is very taxing, physically, mentally, and emotionally! Add in all of the drama with Donovan and it’s surprising I haven’t had a complete mental break down from all of the stress.I breathe out as I cook dinner, eager to hear if there was any progress today. I need them back home… it’s hard not to feel depressed when all I have is myself and my racing thoughts.There’s a loud bang and for a moment, I freeze. Is someone breaking in?I think of the fastest way to get to Violet
PenelopeDonovan’s okay? He’s okay!The smile on my face hurts my cheeks, but I don’t care because I could cry from relief. He’s okay. I can’t believe he’s okay and away from Xavier.But then Cora pops my bubble as she says, “You have to stay here, Penelope.”My eyebrows knit together as I question, “What are you talking about? I need to go see him. He’s my mate.”“I know that and trust me, Penelope, he wants to see you and Violet more than anything else in this world, but you won’t be going to see him right now.”I cross my arms defiantly as I ask, “And why not?”She breathes out, exasperated with my attitude, before saying, “Because I’m trying to keep you safe and Donovan specifically requested for you not to come.”Her words hurt and I can’t help the pain I felt in my heart from hearing that my mate didn’t want me. Instantly, Cora’s eyes soften and she says, “I didn’t mean it like that, Penelope. Xavier let Donovan go. Donovan knows he must have a tracker on him or something! Why el
DonovanHatred fuels my blood.Anger fills my mind.All I can think of is how to get out of here and end Xavier's life.I don’t know how long I’ve been here. Xavier is strong, and he is growing more powerful. He brought me back to the Moon Stone pack lands and I know now that he plans to rebuild here and to become an Alpha. But right now, there are days that go by that no one is coming to check on me. I’m learning their patterns and when they’re vulnerable. I need to get home and I would do anything to make sure that I can escape Xavier’s clutches.When I leave here, I can’t go straight to Cora’s, even though I want to see Penelope more than anything in the world. No, I need to go somewhere else. Perhaps to the Renegade Pack. I need to make sure that there is no tracker on me so that I don’t put Penelope and our daughter in danger.I think one of the big reasons that Xavier isn’t worried about me being watched at all times is because he already has a plan in motion. He knows that I wo
PenelopeIt’s been two weeks since Cora came home and Donovan never returned. Life feels like it has lost all meaning without Donovan around.I feel like my baby bump doubled and size and like Violet is moving around more. I think that she’s antsy because she knows that her daddy isn’t home. Or maybe I’m crazy and this is normal for this point in a pregnancy.Cora caters to me constantly. Honestly, she’s going a bit overboard and I’ve tried to get her to settle down, but I think that the guilt is eating her alive and she’s doing the best that she can to get through everything. I still have roughly a month left to get through this pregnancy. That means that Donovan has no help coming for him for over a month. He’ll have to figure out how to escape alone or he’ll have to hold on until I get there.Cora sets a cup of tea down beside me, and she watches me. I can feel her eyes on me and she sighs, “He wouldn’t want you to come after him.’I bite my tongue so hard that tears prickle in my
DonovanMy ears ring from the sound of the cars crashing together. As our car spins out, Cora wakes up and screams. I grit my teeth together as I try to figure out what just happened. Before even getting out of the car to investigate, I know in my gut that this crash was intentional.My wolf is on high alert, knowing that the threat is somewhere we can't see. I huff as I turn to look at Cora and say, “When I get out of the car, I want you to drive off. Head home as fast as you can and make sure no one is following you.”She looks disoriented, but she nods her head and says, “Okay.”I breathe out, trying to steady myself before getting out where I know for a fact that I will be attacked. I open the door and as the dust from the wreck clears; I watch as I see Xavier appear across from me. He stands tall with his arms crossed as he smirks at me. I shut the door behind me and turn my head to the side as I say to Cora, “Go! And keep her safe.”To my relief, Cora doesn’t hesitate to drive of
PenelopeI didn't realize how incredibly boring it would be to be completely by myself. There’s nothing to do. I’ve already cleaned everything, I’ve tended to the garden, I’ve cooked dinner, I’ve scoured the internet for ideas for Violet’s nursery, and now I’m just sitting on the couch, bored.I tried to read a book but I find myself unable to focus. My wolf feels anxious, which is an odd behavior for her. I would let her go out for a run, but I’m pretty sure Donovan would have my head if he knew I went running without him to protect me.I breathe out as I lay my head back. I wish he would call me or mind link me. I would try to link him, but I don’t want to distract him in case he is in danger. Eventually… I fall asleep. I don’t know how long I’ve been asleep, but when I wake up, it’s from the back door slamming shut. I jump and I’m wide awake and ready to attack until I hear Cora’s voice yell, “Penelope! Are you okay?”I rush towards her and I say, “I’m fine.” I notice a cut on her
DonovanIt was only a one-day trip to get to the White Fang Pack. Cora and I sit on the outskirts of it and observe to see how hard it would be to break inside. The patrol here sucks. They’re slow, they talk a lot, they are never quiet enough to listen to their surroundings to see if a threat could be present, and they leave their post without waiting for someone to take their place. It’s like they’re begging for someone to attack their pack and take advantage of their vulnerabilities.I grind my teeth in frustration. If my pack was like this, then I could understand how we were overthrown. My pack was ready. We just couldn’t handle how powerful the threat was. But this pack… I feel like I could overthrow them by myself. I wouldn’t. That’s not the kind of man I am and I don’t want to draw attention to myself. I know that Xavier is still out looking for me and because of that, I need to stay down low as long as possible. Cora asks, “What do you think?”“I think I could easily get you