Chapter 19: Pendant
Chapter Nineteen
"The present changes the past. Looking back you do not find what you left behind."
-Kiran Desai.
Lilie
Lucas and I first bought candles and flowers before going to Mom's grave. When I was in front of Mom's grave I sat on the grass and enjoyed the breeze of the air.
I put the flower on the side of her grave as well as the candle and lit it. I carefully wiped Mom's grave, I was still wondering because it was still fine and I knew someone was still cleaning it.
"I'm sorry Mama if I only visited you today," I began and sat down on the grass. "Something bad happened," I added and closed my eyes for a moment to reminisce that we made.
“Mom, do you know we miss you, you and Papa. Even though I contributed to him, I still miss him. Is Dad visiting you? ” I asked with tears in my eyes and stopped for a moment because I su
Chapter 20: Justice"Everyone deserves justice."Lilie"Is this about my case?" I asked him a nervous question so he nodded. When my suspicion hit me I hurried downstairs. I even heard Lucas shouted my name.“Hey! Darling, be careful. You may have taken the wrong step down and you might get injured if you fall.” But I just ignored his screaming because of the mixed emotions I was feeling.When I came down I saw two policemen who are looking directly at me. They both stood up and shook my hand. I felt Lucas walk over to me. We sat down and the police started explaining. Manang even put drinks and food in front of us.“I am the Inspector. Ramil. I am the one who assigned in your case, Ms. De Vega. I know it was a year ago but only now have we caught the suspect,” he began."The suspect's name is Mauricio Velasco. Yesterday we found him in his den. He changed his name
Chapter 21: Heartbeat"Sometimes, love can make you a bad person."LilieIt has been a week since Lucas and Julie were confined. Julie had an accident but not that bad.Rina and Mauricio have been imprisoned. I don't think Rina will do that thing to me. I don't think Rina can go crazy just because of love.Rina was taken to a mental hospital due to her condition while Mauricio was already in jail. I feel sorry for what happened to Rina.Policemen are watching over us because there may be another sudden incident and also because of the media.“These siblings are serious. Competing over who will be first at the grave. ” I looked at Keegan as he jokes suddenly. He was next to Julie and sitting down. To this day Julie still does not wake up. I looked at Lucas.My tears flowed again and I felt guilty. I should
Chapter 22: Mauricio"Lucas, don't leave me."LilieSuddenly a doctor and nurse arrived at Lucas while four of us were all released including Julie.My two eyes could see how they would revive Lucas. A nurse put resuscitation on him while the doctor pumped his chest. They are also making trouble inside.We looked at Julie when she suddenly shouted. “Wait, why am I outside too?! I'm also a patient too! ”So he went straight into Lucas's room and there were nurses taking care of him. I was crying and fainting holding on to the glass that was blocking Lucas and me.Please, Lucas, don't leave me.Julie was just sitting and watching the doctor and nurses make a fuss, I could also clearly see the fear in Julie's eyes. Fifteen minutes later I started to cry.His heartbeat returned. I quickly
Chapter 23: Baby"Learn to trust actions not words."Lilie"I just want to tell you that ... don't ever believe what Rina has to say," he reminded and they left the interrogation room.I just leaned back in my chair and rested deeply. The cold aircon was biting into my body. I feel so tired today.I slowly raised my trembling knees and Inspector Ramil took me to the entrance of the police station. I said goodbye to him."I'm sorry, Ms. De Vega. Cardo and I can no longer take you to the hospital, you just have to be careful,” he said so I saluted and went out.As I walked to the parking lot I immediately felt the heat of the sun causing my sweat to drip. I saw the black car and hurriedly got on.“Cardo, I'm sorry if I waited for you for a long time. Come on, Elise and Lucas are already waiting for us and ma
Chapter 24: Awake"Life is unpredictable."Third Person"Until now we still do not know where Rina Santiago took Ms. De Vega," said the police to Elise who is now sitting on the sofa."Lilie has been missing for three months, still no update ?!" Julie muscled loudly but her cousin Elise was worried too.The policeman in front of them just shook his head. Even they do not know what to do."We will do everything we can to find Ma'am Lilie, I will leave," the policeman added and turned around.Keegan entered correctly, frowning again. He took off his jacket and wiped away the sweat on his forehead."Even the private investigators still do not know. Rina's father is doing everything he can to find his daughter and Lilie, ”Keegan promised seriously and Elise sat down."Lucas's condi
Chapter 25: Comatose"One day, the person you love the most will leave you unexpectedly."Lucas"Lilie, please don't leave me," I pleaded to her but she's just looking at me with sadness in her eyes.I almost stopped breathing when she shook her head and smiled at me sadly, her eyes were full of sadness and her voice ... her voice was sad."L-Lucas I'm sorry ... I'll leave you."I shook and tried to reach her but she was gone, darkness enveloped me."Lilie!" I shouted at the top of my lungs and cried.When I opened my eyes there's one person who's smiling widely at me, she's crying so hard and hugged me tightly.I smiled secretly when Lilie hugged me so tight, I pat her back and whispered to her ear. Even if I can't see her."Don't cry, darling," I said and chuckled.&n
Chapter 26: Blind"Don't be fooled easily."Third Person"H-ha?" Julie stuttered because she felt so nervous, she felt that her older brother knew something was happening."Where are you?" Lucas reiterated in a serious voice. He was even alarmed because his sister on the other line seemed anxious."Why did you ask?" Julie asked in surprise so Lucas took a deep breath because he was losing patience with his sister."Why do you seem nervous?" Lucas asked so Julie Ann did not answer immediately on the other line.While the two are listening to what the siblings are talking about. They even looked at each other and just shrugged."Kris is here in my office, looking for you," Lucas added and turned off the call. Julie Ann took a deep breath."I thought Lucas already knew," Julie said nervously and sat
Chapter 27: See Again"Learn to fight alone."Lilie"Keegan ..." I called his name again because he took so long to answer.“No Darling. I'm not mad at you. ”When I heard his voice I felt like a statue. Is Lucas here? Did he go to me?! Did he already forgave me?“Lucas? Is that you?" I asked in tears and tried to dig into him, I just felt someone hold my hand.“Lilie, Lucas is not here. Someone just passed in front of us watching a movie so you thought you heard Lucas ... but, no. ”Keegan explained to me so I softened and just nodded. I felt his lips touch my forehead and he started pushing me again.He even acted like Lucas. Maybe I just miss Lucas so I'm like this. A few minutes later I felt like we were out of the hospital.Because of the breeze that brings warmth, as well as the sun that touches my skin. I fel
"She's the one who saves me."Note: You may encounter some typographical errors and wrong grammar. And I'm sorry about that. I will edit it soon.LucasI'm a mess, I don't know where to go. My mind is in a mess right now. I'm like a puzzle who is finding his missing pieces, until now.I don't know what to do in my life right now, I can't see where the right path and light is. I don't know where they hope they are saying. All I can do is to stare at the river whenever I want to jump in.I'm in a mess.My mind is in darkness.Can someone save me?I feel like I am a lost puppy who is waiting for his owner to find me. I stare at the sky and smiled. All my life, all I can do is to take care of everything, all I can do is to pursue everything they want.They say, my life is perfect, our life is perfect. But they are wrong, I
"You're worth the wait."Lilie"Are you tired of me Lucas?" I made a weak promise and I knew he heard because he moved a little. He was still turning his back on me so I could not see his reaction.I feel like something is blocking my throat because I can't say the word I want to say to him."L-Lucas ..." I only said his name and waited for his answer. My eyes also started to water. So I approached him and grabbed his arm. I was just surprised when he suddenly removed it as if he was burning when I touched it."Rest Lilie, let's just talk in some other time," he promised coldly so I nodded and took three steps away from him.
"Darling, I'm always here for you, you don't have to carry all the pain in your heart."LilieSometimes in our lives, some people leave our side that we do not expect, sometimes someone comes back but the others, will never come back to our lives.We will be surprised one day, they will no longer be by our side. Even though it's more painful, when we are used to them being always here next to us they will disappear like bubbles.It is hard to forget someone you love even if you are only given a moment. But sometimes we have to accept that something will be lost in our lives even in extreme pain.We need to say goodbye even if we don't want to, we need to acce
"Learn to forgive someone, even they hurt you so much."Lilie"Dad, I'm Lilie," I assured crying and he tightened his grip on my hand. I could see how happy he was when he saw me.I sat down next to him and he slowly wiped the tears from my eyes. "Lilie, my daughter. Forgive me, ” he cried like me.“P-papa, I have forgiven you for a long time, I have forgiven you. You are not at fault for me anymore, ” I promised again but he just shook his head and continued."Forgive me, Lilie ... I killed your Mom." Because of what he said I was confused. What does Dad mean? What did he kill Mama for?"Wel
"I'm here, no one will hurt you now. "Lilie"Miss, this is a good thing I will do for you," he whispered in my ear while I was trembling with fear."Who are you? Please, don't do this to me," I begged as I moved my body away from him. I shuddered even more in fear when he touched my lower back."Darling!" I just sighed when someone woke me up. Looking to my side I saw Lucas worried too much about me."Why are you crying?" he asked as he wiped away my tears. I suddenly hugged him and there cried, he gently stroked my hair and back.“Did you have a nightmare again?
Chapter 31: You're a masterpiece"There are so many artworks that they handed to me, but for me, you are always my favorite artworks."LilieEven though tears were blurring my cheeks, I turned to Keegan who was smiling at us and I signaled to them what it was.They just smiled and nodded at the three of me so I turned to face Lucas who was singing and looking at me now.I don’t know how I will feel right now. My knees are shaking, my heart is beating too fast and most of all, I have a lot of pleasure in my chest right now.He continued singing and I could see how tears were flowing from his eyes. So what
Chapter 30: Graduation GiftLearn to forgive, but not to forget. "Lilie"Keegan, those things you say are not funny," I said seriously and drank coffee. I saw how his face becomes more serious.“What I am telling you is true, Lilie. Lucas has taken care of you since you came home. ”"How did that happen?" I ask.“Ever since you said Lucas is what you need, I called him right away. I told him everything ... everything. ”“Honestly, at first I was still struggling because I did not know what to say and how to tell Lucas everything. Until I have the courage. ”I just listen to him seriously and seriously, at any moment my heart seems to explode with what I hear."By the time you left the hospital, it was time for Lucas to
Chapter 29: I'm Not The One"You have to face the reality."LilieMy heart stopped beating even though I was breathing, my heartbeat got stronger because I heard his baritone voice."Is the ring I made for you okay?" I heard him say. Maybe it was for Alexa, so I have hurt again."Yes, will you take it now, Mr. Montiero?"I could not get out of my seat, even though my leg was shaking. I took a deep breath first and was about to step on my feet when I heard his voice again."Excuse me."Shit! He's just behind me! What will I do?!I was about to face and I was about to prepare myself when the sales lady spoke. So Lucas went there and I took this opportunity to go out.When I came out I just cried, I leaned against a wall and grabbed my trembling knees. Lucas and I almost met, alm
Chapter 28: I Saw Him"When you are meant for each other, God will find a way to be the two of you together, again."Lilie"Keegan, I'm nervous," I said so I felt Julie hold my hand and she spoke.“Lilie, don't be nervous, we are here, oh! So you can do it ... you will soon see, are you still going back. ” Julie encouraged me so I rubbed her face once pinched her cheek."Thank you, Julie," I replied with a smile and let go of her cheek, I heard her complain.“You're so bad! You need to pinch my cheek. ”We are now in the hospital and just waiting for Doctor Jade. I even laughed because I was so nervous even though I had not been subjected to surgery.My emotions are mixed now, nervousness, fear, joy, and most of all excitement. I was even more nervous when Doctor Jade spoke and called me. I alm