Levi Van Holt ran on autopilot for fourteen hours, fuelled by the strongest coffee he could find at various layovers. But he crashed almost immediately under a wave of exhaustion when he reached his office.
For a minute or maybe longer, he remained in his seat in the back of the Uber, unable to move, dreading the night ahead."Sir, are we at the right place?" Eyebrow raised, the driver turned in his seat."Yes. Thank you," Levi said as he gathered his messenger bag and luggage and gave the man a generous tip before he slipped out of the car.The ground floor was ablaze with lights, but the rest of the building sat in darkness.Levi trudged to the entrance, his eyes droopy, his shoulders sagged. If someone told him they'd hidden a body in his duffel bag, he'd believe them. But nothing in there would interest law enforcement other than several outfits and shoes. So he couldn't understand why it was so heavy.He stopped to chat with the security guard in the lobby.The older man beamed with pride when he talked about his children. His eldest would be off to varsity in a couple of months, and his youngest had recently started high school."If we can help in any way, Sol, don't hesitate to ask.""You've done a lot for us by paying their school fees all these years, Mr Van Holt. Anything over and above that, we'd be taking advantage of you."Levi nodded and smiled. "If you change your mind.""Certainly, sir." Solomon took his hand and squeezed it.They spent a few more minutes comparing notes on the quarter-finals last night.A loyal Sun Downs supporter, Solomon was still reeling over his team's shocking elimination from the league. The odds were stacked against them, though, as soon as their opponents scored two goals ten minutes into the first half. He quit watching the match when it became clear they would not go to the semi-finals.The game was low stakes for Levi since his team wasn't playing, so he'd stayed glued to the TV in his hotel room for ninety minutes, overindulging in beers and potato chips."It's wonderful to see you again, Sol," said Levi as he called the elevator to the tenth floor."You too, sir, and welcome home. It's good to have you back," the security guard replied as he returned to his comfy seat.While he waited for the elevator, Levi narrowed his wide-set grey eyes to slits as he took in his surroundings. He was happy the place was still in one piece. But Mark Turner—his best friend, business partner, and chief financial officer—had gone overboard with the office makeover.The only familiar item in the lobby was the studio's logo flashing behind the marble reception desk.Everything else was new—from the colourful armchairs and two three-seaters in the waiting area to the massive abstract mural taking up the opposite wall. The bright rug and the glass coffee table were also recent additions.When his partner suggested a few office improvements, Levi agreed, even though they weren't necessary. But now, confronted by all this newness, he should have asked about the cost instead of trusting Mark to make sound financial decisions in his absence.The makeover wouldn't break their bank balance. But Levi would have preferred to use the money on something worthwhile, like the end-of-year bonuses for staff.He shuffled inside the elevator, and as it sped to his floor, he did his best to avoid eye contact with his reflection. But his face in the mirror walls followed him everywhere, reminding him that he needed at least 24 hours of uninterrupted sleep, a shave, and a haircut, not necessarily in that order.His hair had grown very long over the past several weeks. The beard, too, was now an intolerable length. The longest he'd kept one was for the Movember challenge the year before. He'd broken his own record. He was now going on two months, and it itched like crazy.Happy he was alone, Levi gave in to the urge and scratched his chin, groaning with relief when the tingling subsided.The motion sensor lights flickered on one after the other when he stepped out of the elevator and plodded down the hallway, the long shadow on the wall his only company. His Vans squeaking on the smooth floors with every step he took amplified the silence around him.The stuffy heat hit Levi as soon as he opened his office door, but he didn't mind. He was thrilled to be home and even happier that Mark's renovations hadn't made it up here. Everything was still exactly as it was when he left.He inhaled deeply, appreciating the familiar smells as he dropped his luggage just inside the door, removed his messenger bag and jacket and dumped them on the couch.He pushed up the sleeves of his black t-shirt and waltzed over to his desk. Expecting a thick film of dust, he was pleasantly surprised when he ran a finger on the glass top and found it clean. His assistant had done a good job taking care of the office. Not so much at arranging the files, though. He preferred them colour coded according to priority. Green at the bottom and red at the top. Not this jumbled mess.But the files were tomorrow's problem.He pulled out his phone and checked the time.12:50 AM.Grateful he still had a few minutes to collect himself, he poured two stiff drinks, sat on the sofa in front of the bar, and waited.At 1:00 AM on the dot, the private investigator knocked on his door, and Levi invited him inside, pleased he was punctual. Tardiness was high up on the long list of things he hated.They'd never met in person because Mark hired him while Levi was gone. But they'd talked on the phone a few times, and he had always imagined a burly man in dark shades and a trench coat.He was way off the mark. Seth was none of that.He didn't have a potbelly and thinning hair, and his gruff voice didn't fit his tall, scrawny frame clad in blue jeans and a white Rock Union University hoody. He looked so young he could have easily passed for a high school senior. His dark eyes, though, behind round rimless glasses, held a maturity and sincerity Levi found comforting.They shook hands and exchanged names.Levi offered him one of the glasses.Seth declined, explaining he didn't drink. He didn't give reasons, and Levi didn't ask. Instead, he pulled out a bottle of still water from the bar fridge and handed it to him."Thanks," said Seth as he took it and turned on his laptop."What did you find?" Levi asked.The PI slid the laptop across the smooth glass coffee table, and a thick, uncomfortable knot settled in Levi's stomach the longer he scanned the report.Mild intrigue flitted in his eyes as he surfed through Colleen's digital footprint. All the places she'd visited included the usual online shopping sites, social media pages, animal shelters, women's organisations, and thousands of search results on various topics and forums—things Levi assumed were typical for a twenty-eight-year-old woman.One site, though, stood out.Dreams.Colleen visited the place over a thousand times in the weeks leading up to her disappearance and a ton more before that.Dreading what he'd find, Levi opened the link, an audible sigh of relief shooting through his suddenly parched mouth when he got a 404 error.Maybe this was a sign he should stop here, suspend the search, and pray Colleen would resurface like she'd always done in the past after vanishing for a few weeks.Despite what his head told him, Levi knew in his heart that this time was different. It wasn't just a few days or a few weeks. It was going on—"The site is by invite only," Seth explained, breaking through his thoughts. "Each user has a unique link and code. It doesn't work when forwarded or accessed from an unsecured network."A sliver of ice slithered up Levi's spine as his heart dropped to his feet at Seth's announcement. With trembling hands, he slid the MacBook back at the PI and finished both drinks.Not for the first time since Colleen's disappearance, Levi wondered what sort of trouble she'd gotten herself in."Do you know anything about this place?" He got up, massaged his eyes and stretched, his stiff joints creaking with every movement. He desperately needed to catch up on sleep."They specialise in companion services.""You mean escort services?" Levi corrected him as he paced the room, pausing in front of the window wall behind his desk. He was a straight shooter, never minced his words or skirted around an issue.His shoulders drooping and his eyes glued to the floor, Seth appeared to be at a loss for words and unsure how to tell him the truth, finally whispering, "I'm sorry."Levi shrugged off his apology and gazed unseeingly at the night sky beyond the glass. It wasn't Seth's fault that Colleen had made stupid choices."The parent company is The Corporation," Seth announced."You mean Rock Castle's underworld?" Levi corrected him again.It didn't matter if they chose to call themselves the mob or went with the more professional name. They were still a criminal organisation. One Levi always hoped and prayed he never had to get entangled with."Their client base is a network of uber-wealthy, powerful men and women. Doctors, lawyers, CEOs, financiers, hoteliers and politicians, and they are all associates of the Ivanovs— directly or indirectly," Seth continued.Levi wasn't surprised that Andrei and Aleksei Ivanov, heirs to Aero Shipping, one of the largest logistics companies in the country, had their hands in Dreams. After all, everyone had long suspected they dabbled in prostitution.What was stunning, though, and perhaps the hardest pill to swallow, was that Colleen was somehow involved.As if he could read his thoughts, Seth tried to ease his fears. "It's unclear at this point if she was a client or—"Levi's back and shoulders stiffened as he turned back from the window. He didn't like the 'or' part of Seth's explanation, the unspoken words and loaded suspicions. He hated the pitiful look in his eyes even more.He expelled a long, shaky breath. "I need to access Dreams.""You mean as a client?""Is there any other way?"There wasn't.Seth closed his laptop and shook Levi's hand again, promising to have his Dreams profile within a week."Why so long?"It turned out that creating a believable internet identity took more than a couple of hours.After seeing Seth off, Levi returned to the sofa and pulled out his phone. It was late, and his parents should have been sleeping. But he knew they were waiting anxiously to hear from him.The dreaded phone call turned into one of their ugliest fights when Levi informed his parents he had nothing new to report."What do you mean you didn't find her? What the hell were you doing for the last three months? No doubt fucking random whores in shady hotels. You were always irresponsible. You only had one job, Levi—to find your sister!" Charles Leviticus Van Holt Senior went berserk on him, accusing him of all sorts of crazy things, including being the most incompetent son in the world.Levi couldn't say he was surprised. Colleen was always the favourite child. A true daddy's little girl who could do no wrong in their father's eyes.She was the impulsive and reckless one of the two of them. But for some inexplicable reason, her disappearances always fell squarely on Levi's shoulders.Cynthia Strauss, his mom, tried to defend him, but Leviticus quickly shot her down, not giving her a chance to get a word in edgewise. Nobody could talk any sense into him when he was in one of his
Mildly drunk and dog-tired, Levi was tempted to sleep in his office after the phone call with his parents.The idea of spending the night on a couch that wasn't as comfortable as his king-size bed, though, did not make business sense, whichever way he looked at it. So he threw on his jacket, grabbed his bags and headed out.Dozing off in the lobby in one of Mark's new fancy chairs, Sol jerked awake at the sound of his footsteps, smiling sleepily. "Mr Van Holt, are you off, sir?""Yes. See you later, Sol!" Levi waved goodbye, pushed the emergency exit door and ran down the two flights of stairs to his reserved parking spot in the basement.His Porsche Cayenne didn't look too bad for a car parked in a dusty basement for over three months, but stopping by the car wash one of the days wouldn't hurt.Twenty minutes later, Levi was at his penthouse in Green Point, a plush neighbourhood north of Rock Castle.He hadn't been home in a while, but the place looked as pristine as he'd left it mont
Plagued by worry for her brother and tempted by Emily's offer, sleep didn't come easy for Natalie that night.She wriggled about in her bed for a while, trying to get into a comfortable position before giving up any illusions she had about getting a peaceful night's rest.She sat up, turned on the light on her nightstand, and reached for her phone, her heart bleeding a little at the massive crack on the screen. She still had eighteen months of payments left on the contract, and now with Jamie's medical expenses, it would be a while before she could get it fixed.The group chat with all her friends back home was dead. Nothing new in Sparrow Beach. No salacious gossip or groundbreaking scandals.Disappointed, Natalie scrolled through the Hot Connexions App.Only one of the eight 'connexion' suggestions was her type. Swiping left on her screen, she turned down the seven and focused all her attention on Lucas Southey.Not his real name, of course.They never used their real names.But he t
Recruitment exceeded Natalie's expectations with their turnaround time.The owner of Dreams personally called her from an undisclosed phone number hours after she sent through her application. But thinking it was a sales consultant trying to sell her life insurance she couldn't afford, Natalie ignored the three consecutive calls and poured all her energy into the graphs and pie charts in her report.Around midday, as she was about to head to the staff canteen on the ground floor to grab something to eat, her phone rang again.This time she picked up, and she wasn't very nice. "No, I don't want any life insurance, and I don't have any friends I can refer you to. So can you please stop badgering me with all these calls?""I like your fire, doll!" A breathy voice purred on the other end of the line. "This is Aunty Viv. I've tried three times this morning to reach you.""Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry. I thought it was the telemarketers," Natalie apologised, convinced she'd blown her chances
When the clock struck 5:00 PM the day after Natalie met with Aunty Viv, she was thrilled to finally lock her work laptop away in her cabinet.She'd had a mother of a day with too many reverts on her reports and didn't plan to work overtime tonight. She'd given Chassis enough of her time already."Atta girl!" Emily nodded her approval. She never worked overtime.She dropped Natalie off at a boutique in Rock Castle for the start of her three-day program.As Natalie tried on the outfits Aunty Viv had picked, she wondered if all escort agencies offered training or only those catering to a wealthy clientele.The clothes were stylish and elegant. Nothing like the slutty dresses Natalie had imagined she would have to wear. But the price tag on each outfit was enough to send her into a mini-crisis and the nearest Medi Clinic for heart failure."I can't afford this!" she told the store clerk when she saw the invoice."Don't worry; Vivienne took care of it.""Thank you!" Natalie nodded as she re
Emily was pretty smashed when they left Crush, the upscale nightclub where she'd blown thousands of rands on drinks and food in a matter of hours.No matter how loudly she proclaimed to be 'super', anyone with a shred of common sense could see she was in no condition to be behind the wheel.Natalie couldn't take them home either since she couldn't drive. It was one of the things she always meant to learn, but like her new sofa and wallpaper had somehow slipped further down her bucket list."I can take us home, I promise!" Emily teetered on her feet as she reached up to snatch back her car keys.She would have fallen face down if it wasn't for Natalie's quick reaction time. The two cocktails she'd nursed throughout the night hadn't dulled her senses. She caught her swiftly and propped her up against the pole light on the pavement."Sit here and be good," she said as she glanced around and bit her nails, thinking up a plan to get them home.She'd already taken too many Ubers this week be
The jarring sound of a phone vibrating somewhere in the room jerked Natalie awake. Eyes still tightly shut in an attempt to hold on to sleep, she reached out from underneath the covers, her fingers fumbling on the nightstand.Bleary-eyed, she peered at her phone, frowning when all she saw was a black screen. The darn thing had died at some point between arriving home and passing out after settling a rowdy Emily in for the night."Em, can you get that, please?" she said, nudging her friend with her elbow.Emily groaned and pulled the duvet over her head, making no effort to silence the offending noise."Ugh, you need to leave. You've overstayed your welcome!" Natalie snapped when it became clear she wouldn't go back to sleep anytime soon.She leaned over and snatched her friend's phone from the side table. "Hello, Natalie speaking, Emily's sleeping.""Natalie, it's Aunty Viv. Why are you answering Emily's phone?"Natalie spent a few minutes explaining to her new boss that they'd gone h
Emily's phone conversation didn't seem to be going well when Natalie returned to the room forty minutes later, wearing a fluffy white robe and a matching towel wrapped around her head.From the way she frowned, pouted and gestured wildly with her hands as she launched into a lengthy explanation of why she had to drop the gala at the last minute, Natalie figured she was chatting with Paul, and he was giving her a hell of a time.She pulled away from the conversation long enough to fangirl over Natalie's colourful unicorn slippers."Aw, unicorns! They're so pretty. I want them!" she gushed, blowing kisses at her feet as she left the room to continue her chat in the lounge.Natalie laughed and turned to her closet. The slippers were a farewell gift from her brother. They were supposed to bring magic into her life. She was still waiting.She sighed with despair as she scanned the row of inexpensive clothes hung in a neat line. Half of the outfits were corporate wear, and the other, a bunch
"Something's different," Natalie murmured as she flicked her gaze through the room.Levi gave her a back hug and kissed the top of her head. "I installed shutters.""Why?""This is our second home, Nat, and I wanted you to feel safe and comfortable.""Thank you," she turned around and hugged him, resting her head on his chest. "The windows don't look as scary and frightening as they did when I first stayed over.""That was the plan. To make them look less frightening." He tapped her nose and asked, "are you hungry?""For something else.""I was hoping you'd say that!" he replied and promptly threw her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes as he carried her to their bedroom."You sexy brute!" Natalie scolded him. "Put me down. The housekeepers will see us!"But he paid her no mind and only set her down once they were in their room."Say it again," he commanded as he moved over her on the bed and nibbled her lower lip. "Tell me all the filthy things you want me to do to you."Natalie
Natalie had to blink a few times at the picturesque scene before her. It was hard to believe this place, decorated splendidly in ivory and silver motifs, was the same town hall used by Sparrow Beach's residence association to host their weekly meetings."This is amazing," she whispered as she swept her gaze through the room, at all the tiny details, the little things she would never have thought of if she was left to her own devices. Cynthia and the wedding planners had done an incredible job transforming it into a venue fit for a grand wedding reception. Natalie couldn't pry her eyes away from string fairy lights draping the ceiling. But the smell of white lilies permeating the room transported her back to her balcony at The Empress the night Levi proposed to her, and she turned him down. It felt like a lifetime ago, and as she gave him a sidelong glance and caught him looking at her, she couldn't help but be glad he never gave up on her, and she had the sense to say yes on his sixth
At the altar, Seth and Mark seemed to be way more nervous than Levi."Are you sure about this?" Mark asked for the hundredth time, and Levi gritted his teeth for the hundredth time."How many times should I tell you? I love Nat, and I want to spend the rest of my life with her.""Well, I'm just saying marriage is forever, you know." Mark dabbed his forehead with his handkerchief."Why are you sweating? It's not even your wedding," Seth said as he pulled out his own handkerchief and patted his face."Can I have some water?" Liam asked. "God, I need some water. What did that crazy Russian do to me last night?""You fell for his dare again," Mark tried to fill in the blanks for him. "He made you a Russian fuck bomb—that's what he called it. Still don't know what was in it. But you were a goner after you drank that shit, and we had to help Eden carry you back to your room at the B&B.""No wonder she's mad as fuck at me," Liam whispered. "Is she looking at me right now? Guys, I can feel he
The weatherman had predicted strong winds and heavy rain. But Natalie's big day dawned bright and sunny. The sky was as blue as the ocean behind her house, with no cloud in sight. Amber and Colleen thought it was a good omen, and Emily, not a believer of anything really, agreed with them."You are the most beautiful bride I've ever seen," Amber said for what felt like the hundredth time since Natalie had stepped into her wedding dress.They were in one of the smaller administration rooms on the chapel's grounds, and the stylists had turned it into a makeshift dressing room."What are you talking about? I'm the only bride you've ever seen!" Natalie teased, but she really was overwhelmed by all the love her sister and friends had shown her, and she was trying so hard not to cry and ruin her makeup."Just accept the compliment already," Colleen scolded her as she fussed over the hem of Natalie's dress."Yeah, Nat, you need to learn to work on accepting compliments graciously," Emily agre
"Is everything okay with you two?" Colleen approached him. "I'm sensing a weird vibe. Are you guys getting cold feet?""I don't know about Nat, but I'm not," Levi replied and pushed his hands in his pockets. "How was she today? I don't know…These last two weeks, she's been so calm.""And how is that a bad thing?""Because I know Nat. A wedding is a huge, life-altering event, and she doesn't do life-altering events well. Her knee-jerk reaction is to run. I'm just scared that—Never mind.""No," Colleen refused to let him leave her with half the info. "You're scared of what?""She's too calm, Leeny. The last time she was this way was when she threw you the welcome party. The very next day, she made a run for it without telling me about the twins.""That was months ago!" Colleen reminded him. "You're overthinking this. I've seen the way Nat looks at you. She's crazy about you and your babies. She won't leave you in the lurch! Besides, where would she run to? This is her home town."Right,
Julian and Andrei took it upon themselves to throw Levi the biggest and craziest bachelor party Sparrow Beach had ever seen.And Levi was only happy to blame Mark for everything."What did I do? I followed your 'no bachelor party' rule to the T." His best friend held up his hands as they watched Liam, Jaxon and Matthew try to outdrink each other over a beer pong game."That's exactly why it's your fault. You didn't enforce the rule hard enough," Levi replied, his attention stolen away briefly by Julian and Andrei sipping champagne from the navel of one of the three models-slash-strippers they'd flown in for the occasion.The said model was laid out on the pool table, her half-naked body out on display for everyone to see, and Levi wondered just how Joe had allowed this debauchery to carry on at his family-friendly establishment."Seriously, Mark, as my best man, how do you think Natalie will feel about all this crap?"Ten—maybe even two years ago—this was totally his scene. But now, a
In theory, the idea of having twins had sounded fun and appealing. But the reality was far from it, as Natalie and Levi soon learned over the next few weeks.Indeed, it was double the blessing, double the fun, and double the joy. But it was also double the work, and it didn't help that the first week after they brought them home, Juno and Mars decided to go on different sleep schedules.If she and Levi didn't have a strong support system to rely on, Natalie knew they would have lost their minds in those first few weeks.Mrs Ackerman semi-moved in with them, splitting her time between the Blue Mountains and Green Point. It was nice having her around; she was a pro at the never-ending laundry of tiny-sized human clothes and the general upkeep of the house.Levi suggested hiring a nanny full time, but Natalie wasn't sold on the idea. She wanted to be hands-on and involved in the twins' upbringing."Love, it's not working," he said after one particularly difficult night. They were running
Natalie received a clean bill of health five days after the twins' arrival, and two days later, they were all finally allowed to leave the hospital.After months of being cooped up in bed and eating terrible hospital food, she couldn't get home fast enough.She couldn't stop raving about all the stuff she'd do when they got home, like taking an actual shower and sleeping in her own bed—all the things she used to take for granted before her bed rest.Zachary and Carlos picked them up, and they spent a few minutes gazing at the twins in their double infant stroller, trying to decide who they resembled the most."I really can't tell who they look like," Carlos admitted at last."Neither can we," Levi said with a smile as he covered the twins with a light blanket and turned to Natalie. "Ready to go?"She took one last look around the ward, ensuring they had all their stuff. Satisfied everything was packed away, she nodded. "Yep, let's go home."She hooked her arm around Levi's, and he pus
Levi called his assistant on his way back to the hospital and cancelled all his meetings for the week."Sir," Angela said before they could hang up. "We are all thinking of you. Norah and Natalie's team are beside themselves with worry. But she's a fighter. She'll be out of the hospital in no time.""Thank you," he smiled into the phone, praying with all his heart she was right. He'd lose his mind if anything had to happen to Natalie and their twins. They'd come too far for him to lose her now, especially after everything they'd been through.After he hung up from Angela, he called Amber. She was hysterical, and it took him a long time to calm her down and assure her Natalie, and their babies were fine, and there was no need for them to drive down to Rock Union.He was immensely relieved when he found Natalie sitting up, chatting with his folks and her bestie.Now that he was back, his parents and Emily excused themselves, promising to return later to relieve him."See, I told you I'l