Emily's phone conversation didn't seem to be going well when Natalie returned to the room forty minutes later, wearing a fluffy white robe and a matching towel wrapped around her head.
From the way she frowned, pouted and gestured wildly with her hands as she launched into a lengthy explanation of why she had to drop the gala at the last minute, Natalie figured she was chatting with Paul, and he was giving her a hell of a time.She pulled away from the conversation long enough to fangirl over Natalie's colourful unicorn slippers."Aw, unicorns! They're so pretty. I want them!" she gushed, blowing kisses at her feet as she left the room to continue her chat in the lounge.Natalie laughed and turned to her closet. The slippers were a farewell gift from her brother. They were supposed to bring magic into her life. She was still waiting.She sighed with despair as she scanned the row of inexpensive clothes hung in a neat line. Half of the outfits were corporate wear, and the other, a bunch of jeans and sweaters and some cute summer dresses. None were appropriate for an evening at the poshest hotel in town. If only a unicorn could dash into her closet right now and sprinkle some magic, her day would be so much better.She looked through the two boutique bags from Aunty Viv she was yet to unpack. But nothing in there screamed 'gala'."I knew the god of closets wouldn't let me down!" she said when she found a black midi dress hidden at the back of her closet."All clear, we're good to go!"Natalie turned around in time to see Emily plop down on the unmade bed, a relieved smile on her face."So, I take it Paul agreed?""Yep, and he's so grateful to you. Anyway, thanks again for doing this.""What do you think?" Natalie asked, holding up the dress. If it passed Emily's high standards, she'd have one less thing to worry about."It's a firm NO!" Emily shook her head and crossed the room, searching through the closet, cursing the whole time as she pulled clothes from the hangers and threw them on the chair in front of the dressing table.Unimpressed, she frowned at Natalie, "are you even a girl?"She reached for her phone on the bed, running her fingers rapidly on the screen as she sent an SOS text."Aunty Viv will send a dress and a pair of shoes with the driver. Tell me I got your shoe size right. I told her you're a three?""Marry me; you know me so well!" She hugged Emily and planted a sloppy kiss on her cheek. "But, really, there's no need to go through all this trouble. I can make this dress work. It's a classic, and it's perfect for a gala.""Perfect, my ass! Unless you're going to a funeral, I wouldn't—" Emily's voice trailed off when she saw the crestfallen look on Natalie's face."Nat. I'm so sorry. Me and my big mouth. I should have known. Gosh, I'm so insensitive sometimes.""It's fine, don't worry about it. I'm okay," Natalie lied as she sat on the bed.It wasn't fine.And she wasn't okay.The dress was buried so deep in her closet because of all the sad memories it brought back. The only time she ever wore it was at her mom's funeral seven years ago. But every time she looked at it, her heart ached like it was just yesterday.She would never have taken it out. But from all her clothes, it was the most elegant and least used. Plus, it was the right colour. Suzanne, one of her close friends and Sparrow Beach's self-proclaimed style icon, always said one could never go wrong with black."The driver will be here in an hour. Let's get you ready!" Emily said as she clasped her hands excitedly.Natalie reluctantly allowed her to work her magic. By the time they were done, she could hardly recognise herself."What do you think?" Emily asked, clearly satisfied with her handiwork.Natalie, not so much.She was stunned for words as she looked in the mirror, searching for traces of herself.The girl staring back at her had the same tawny complexion, honey-brown eyes, pert nose and bow-shaped lips. They also shared the same curly black hair prone to frizzing even on the driest days.But that's where the similarities ended.This girl's hair was piled high in a chic updo to show off a delicate neck, and a few loose curls hung seductively at her nape. Her small face shone brilliantly from the highlighter drops Emily had generously applied to give her a fake glow. The smoky makeup around her eyes and the mauve lipstick topped off her look."So?" Emily asked."It's—Great?" Natalie said in a flat voice."Only great? Oh please, you're fucking killing it!" Emily gloated, leaning close, their eyes connecting in the mirror.Natalie couldn't deny that the girl staring back at her was stunning. But she hated everything about her because she wasn't her."I've never pinned my hair up. I feel naked!" she said, reaching up to remove the pins and loosen her hair.Emily quickly swatted her hand away. "You will not ruin my beautiful masterpiece. Besides, Paul loves updos!""Well, I don't!" Natalie tried to push back, but her friend wasn't having any of it."Don't be silly. It's just a few hours. You won't die."Emily's phone pinged, and she quickly read the text and turned to her with a smile. "The driver is here. I'm running down to get your outfit."Still bewildered by her reflection, Natalie nodded as she rummaged through her jewellery box for accessories. The only glitzy pieces she had were a pair of diamanté chandelier drops and an infinity pendant. The latter, a three-month anniversary gift from Casey she'd tried to return when they broke up. But her ex had refused to take it, explaining he'd bought it for her, and he couldn't exactly give it to his future wife.Emily came back just as Natalie snapped the necklace in place."What is that?" she asked, a horrified look on her face as she pointed at the pendant. "It's cute and all, but Paul would die! Take it off!"She shoved the boutique bag and shoe box in Natalie's hands, unclasped the necklace and threw it on the dressing table.For the first time since Emily told her about Paul, Natalie hated him. He didn't sound like a nice person.Pouting, she took out the dress from the bag and gasped at the champagne A-line evening gown. It was straight out of a fairytale. She'd never worn anything so beautiful."It's too lovely. I'm even scared to put it on," she whispered as Emily helped her slip into the dress and zipped her up."All done!" Emily said, turning her around to face the mirror.Growing up, Natalie was always self-conscious about her hourglass figure and had tried to hide it under loose clothing. But tonight, she loved how the dress sat on her and accentuated her small waist and wide hips.She twirled and curtsied in front of Emily, revelling in the smooth feel of the tulle lace fabric on her skin."My lady," Emily opened the shoe box, revealing a pair of matching shoes. "Your glass slippers."Natalie giggled, stepping into the pair of Louboutins. "They must have cost an arm and a leg!""It's chump change for Paul."Knowing the man paid for her outfit—from head to toe—made Natalie uncomfortable.Not for the first time since she agreed to stand in for Emily, she wondered about the real cost of everything.The more she learned about Paul, the more she felt like she was selling her soul, little by little, to a devil she hadn't even met.And this wasn't even her first official Dreams assignment.How much darker would things get once she started?Pushing her uneasiness aside, Natalie walked around the room, trying out the shoes. They were more comfortable than any pair she'd ever owned.Now that she knew the difference between cheap and expensive shoes, there was no going back. But after she got Jamie a new kidney."I feel like a princess!" she giggled, giddy with excitement and anticipation. "Where's my tiara?""Coming right up."But it wasn't a tiara. It was a statement necklace.Natalie had never seen so many diamonds in one place, so she had to ask. "Is it insured? What if I lose it?""Of course, Paul's insured it!" Emily nodded. "But I doubt Clooney and his crew plan to stop by The Empress tonight to pull off the heist of a century.""But—""Stop worrying and be good. Let's put this on."The necklace felt heavy and cold on her bare skin, but Natalie loved how it glistened in the afternoon sunlight. She liked shiny things. They were her favourite."Now, let's go over tonight." Emily led her to the bed and told her what to e
After working through the night to catch up on three months' worth of reports, Levi was too tired to return to his place, so he passed out in his office.He slipped into a long dreamless sleep for twelve hours straight. It would have been longer if Mark hadn't pitched up.His partner let himself in and nudged him awake, his voice unnecessarily cheerful for the time of day, "Van Holt, wake up! Time to suit up!""God, no!" Levi groaned, pulling his Chassis hoodie over his head to block out Mark's voice."God, yes! We have a thing in two hours!" Mark held up a black and gold invitation card in one hand and a suit bag and shoebox in the other. He placed everything on the coffee table and drew the remote-controlled blinds, instantly flooding the room with sunlight."What thing?" Levi asked, narrowing his eyes to block out the glaring light as he sat up."The charity gala. Your father couldn't get a hold of you.""Oh, shoot!" Levi reached for his phone on the coffee table. He remembered hear
The fountain was the first thing Natalie noticed when the car pulled up in front of the entrance. It was bigger than her flat and way prettier, too. But then again, everything about this place was incredible, from the well-maintained gardens she'd caught a glimpse of when they drove into the solid Cape Dutch facade.The hotel supposedly housed one hundred and twenty-five guest rooms and fifteen suites. Natalie believed it. The place was massive. She'd need a map to find her way around.Thankfully, Paul was already waiting for her at the entrance before the sheer size of The Empress could overwhelm her completely.She'd expected a tall, gorgeous man in his thirties. But from his looks alone, Paul had no right to be the self-absorbed jerk Emily had described."Noelle?" He asked in a deep voice before he took her hand and kissed it.But since he was such a gentleman, Natalie could almost put aside her first impressions of him. Almost."You must be, Paul," she said with a smile, slipping i
Levi finally figured out what was different about Mark halfway through the main course.It was his hair.Three months ago, his friend had a faux hawk. But he'd cut all his hair now, and his bald head glistened under the shimmering chandelier.Mark's new look reminded Levi of a younger Samuel L Jackson. He had the foul vocabulary to match, too, but their table of hoteliers didn't mind. They were all enraptured by him and his stories, hanging on to his every word as he recounted his glory days as Rock Union University's fly half and Chassis' early struggles before it became a powerhouse. By the time the waiters wheeled in their dessert, they were all eating out of his palm. But, Mr Rice was still on the fence about jumping into bed with Van Holt Industries, and Levi suspected it was all his fault. Mark had given him one job today: to keep the young Mrs Stephanie Rice happy.He was failing miserably at the task.He didn't shower Stephanie with as many compliments as she had clearly expect
Natalie wanted to weep with joy when Paul's phone buzzed in his pocket. God had heard her prayers and given her a moment of reprieve."Excuse me. I have to take this," said Paul, releasing her from his vice-like grip."Take your time." Natalie nodded, relief thrashing her body as she watched him vanish in the crowd.She waved down a waiter for a glass of champagne and drained it in one go before dumping the empty flute on a nearby table.She didn't care where the ornate-looking door straight ahead led, just as long as it took her away from here, even if it was only for a few minutes. So she dashed for it and was pleasantly surprised when she landed on an empty balcony.For the first time since she arrived at the hotel, Natalie allowed herself to relax as she breathed deeply and filled her lungs with as much air as possible before slowly easing it out.Horrified tears pricked her eyes, but she quickly blinked them back. She didn't want to acknowledge what had happened on the dance floor
The man carried on with his banter, "let me guess, you are a doctor, lawyer or CEO of some Stock-Exchange listed company, and you bought yourself a shiny award by making a large donation to The Foundation?""God, no!" Natalie pretended to shudder, and there was that laugh again. Rich and warm, like coffee on a cold winter's morning."What's wrong with doctors, lawyers and CEOs?" he asked, a perplexed look in his eye."Other than being self-absorbed, pompous jackasses, absolutely nothing!" Natalie smiled."So you are?""Passing through town," she said, embracing her role as Noelle for the moment. "Monday, I'll be back in my hermit's cabin, living out my reclusive life away from all the doctors, lawyers and CEOs of this world.""What a shame!" he said, disappointment etched on his face. But as quickly as it had appeared, it was gone, leaving Natalie wondering if she'd imagined it."I'm Levi Van Holt, and it's an honour to share this balcony with you, Noelle," he added.The name sounded f
Levi watched Noelle's fingers slip away as she eased herself from both their grasps, his heart screaming at him to not let her leave with Paul.But even when he felt it deep in his gut that things would not end well for her if she left with this man, he still allowed her to pull away.The door closed softly behind them, solidifying the visceral feeling in the pit of his stomach.Shivering a little, Levi watched the moon slowly make its way up the clear night sky, wishing he'd done more to keep her with him."Noelle!" he sighed in frustration. He should have added her as a contact as soon as he saw the fire in her eyes when she called dibs on the balcony.The door yawned open, and he turned expectantly, relieved she came to her senses. "Noelle?"But his shoulders sagged when he saw his partner cross the small area in a few quick strides."I thought I'd find you hiding in some dark and depressing corner. I was wrong. This view never gets old!" Mark said, his arms spread out as if to embr
Paul didn't give Natalie any room to object. He grabbed her hand and led her out of the Blue Room."This isn't necessary, you know! I can walk on my own. Let me go!" she tried to shake off his hand, but he held on tightly and twisted her wrist as he dragged her out of the hotel, her shoes sliding on the gleaming floor.When Paul's driver pulled up in a sleek Lexus, Natalie kicked up a fuss, refusing to get in the car. She felt it deep in her gut that if she got in, she might never come out. Not alive, at least.She was so damn relieved when the security guard came over to check on the commotion. But her hope quickly vanished when the thick wad of crisp one hundred Rand notes from Paul's wallet proved to be enough to buy his silence.He helped Paul shove her into the back seat and closed the door, ignoring her pleas for help as she slammed her palms on the window, her eyes wide with horror and panic.As soon as the car slid away from the entrance, Paul slipped on a pair of brass knuckle
"Something's different," Natalie murmured as she flicked her gaze through the room.Levi gave her a back hug and kissed the top of her head. "I installed shutters.""Why?""This is our second home, Nat, and I wanted you to feel safe and comfortable.""Thank you," she turned around and hugged him, resting her head on his chest. "The windows don't look as scary and frightening as they did when I first stayed over.""That was the plan. To make them look less frightening." He tapped her nose and asked, "are you hungry?""For something else.""I was hoping you'd say that!" he replied and promptly threw her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes as he carried her to their bedroom."You sexy brute!" Natalie scolded him. "Put me down. The housekeepers will see us!"But he paid her no mind and only set her down once they were in their room."Say it again," he commanded as he moved over her on the bed and nibbled her lower lip. "Tell me all the filthy things you want me to do to you."Natalie
Natalie had to blink a few times at the picturesque scene before her. It was hard to believe this place, decorated splendidly in ivory and silver motifs, was the same town hall used by Sparrow Beach's residence association to host their weekly meetings."This is amazing," she whispered as she swept her gaze through the room, at all the tiny details, the little things she would never have thought of if she was left to her own devices. Cynthia and the wedding planners had done an incredible job transforming it into a venue fit for a grand wedding reception. Natalie couldn't pry her eyes away from string fairy lights draping the ceiling. But the smell of white lilies permeating the room transported her back to her balcony at The Empress the night Levi proposed to her, and she turned him down. It felt like a lifetime ago, and as she gave him a sidelong glance and caught him looking at her, she couldn't help but be glad he never gave up on her, and she had the sense to say yes on his sixth
At the altar, Seth and Mark seemed to be way more nervous than Levi."Are you sure about this?" Mark asked for the hundredth time, and Levi gritted his teeth for the hundredth time."How many times should I tell you? I love Nat, and I want to spend the rest of my life with her.""Well, I'm just saying marriage is forever, you know." Mark dabbed his forehead with his handkerchief."Why are you sweating? It's not even your wedding," Seth said as he pulled out his own handkerchief and patted his face."Can I have some water?" Liam asked. "God, I need some water. What did that crazy Russian do to me last night?""You fell for his dare again," Mark tried to fill in the blanks for him. "He made you a Russian fuck bomb—that's what he called it. Still don't know what was in it. But you were a goner after you drank that shit, and we had to help Eden carry you back to your room at the B&B.""No wonder she's mad as fuck at me," Liam whispered. "Is she looking at me right now? Guys, I can feel he
The weatherman had predicted strong winds and heavy rain. But Natalie's big day dawned bright and sunny. The sky was as blue as the ocean behind her house, with no cloud in sight. Amber and Colleen thought it was a good omen, and Emily, not a believer of anything really, agreed with them."You are the most beautiful bride I've ever seen," Amber said for what felt like the hundredth time since Natalie had stepped into her wedding dress.They were in one of the smaller administration rooms on the chapel's grounds, and the stylists had turned it into a makeshift dressing room."What are you talking about? I'm the only bride you've ever seen!" Natalie teased, but she really was overwhelmed by all the love her sister and friends had shown her, and she was trying so hard not to cry and ruin her makeup."Just accept the compliment already," Colleen scolded her as she fussed over the hem of Natalie's dress."Yeah, Nat, you need to learn to work on accepting compliments graciously," Emily agre
"Is everything okay with you two?" Colleen approached him. "I'm sensing a weird vibe. Are you guys getting cold feet?""I don't know about Nat, but I'm not," Levi replied and pushed his hands in his pockets. "How was she today? I don't know…These last two weeks, she's been so calm.""And how is that a bad thing?""Because I know Nat. A wedding is a huge, life-altering event, and she doesn't do life-altering events well. Her knee-jerk reaction is to run. I'm just scared that—Never mind.""No," Colleen refused to let him leave her with half the info. "You're scared of what?""She's too calm, Leeny. The last time she was this way was when she threw you the welcome party. The very next day, she made a run for it without telling me about the twins.""That was months ago!" Colleen reminded him. "You're overthinking this. I've seen the way Nat looks at you. She's crazy about you and your babies. She won't leave you in the lurch! Besides, where would she run to? This is her home town."Right,
Julian and Andrei took it upon themselves to throw Levi the biggest and craziest bachelor party Sparrow Beach had ever seen.And Levi was only happy to blame Mark for everything."What did I do? I followed your 'no bachelor party' rule to the T." His best friend held up his hands as they watched Liam, Jaxon and Matthew try to outdrink each other over a beer pong game."That's exactly why it's your fault. You didn't enforce the rule hard enough," Levi replied, his attention stolen away briefly by Julian and Andrei sipping champagne from the navel of one of the three models-slash-strippers they'd flown in for the occasion.The said model was laid out on the pool table, her half-naked body out on display for everyone to see, and Levi wondered just how Joe had allowed this debauchery to carry on at his family-friendly establishment."Seriously, Mark, as my best man, how do you think Natalie will feel about all this crap?"Ten—maybe even two years ago—this was totally his scene. But now, a
In theory, the idea of having twins had sounded fun and appealing. But the reality was far from it, as Natalie and Levi soon learned over the next few weeks.Indeed, it was double the blessing, double the fun, and double the joy. But it was also double the work, and it didn't help that the first week after they brought them home, Juno and Mars decided to go on different sleep schedules.If she and Levi didn't have a strong support system to rely on, Natalie knew they would have lost their minds in those first few weeks.Mrs Ackerman semi-moved in with them, splitting her time between the Blue Mountains and Green Point. It was nice having her around; she was a pro at the never-ending laundry of tiny-sized human clothes and the general upkeep of the house.Levi suggested hiring a nanny full time, but Natalie wasn't sold on the idea. She wanted to be hands-on and involved in the twins' upbringing."Love, it's not working," he said after one particularly difficult night. They were running
Natalie received a clean bill of health five days after the twins' arrival, and two days later, they were all finally allowed to leave the hospital.After months of being cooped up in bed and eating terrible hospital food, she couldn't get home fast enough.She couldn't stop raving about all the stuff she'd do when they got home, like taking an actual shower and sleeping in her own bed—all the things she used to take for granted before her bed rest.Zachary and Carlos picked them up, and they spent a few minutes gazing at the twins in their double infant stroller, trying to decide who they resembled the most."I really can't tell who they look like," Carlos admitted at last."Neither can we," Levi said with a smile as he covered the twins with a light blanket and turned to Natalie. "Ready to go?"She took one last look around the ward, ensuring they had all their stuff. Satisfied everything was packed away, she nodded. "Yep, let's go home."She hooked her arm around Levi's, and he pus
Levi called his assistant on his way back to the hospital and cancelled all his meetings for the week."Sir," Angela said before they could hang up. "We are all thinking of you. Norah and Natalie's team are beside themselves with worry. But she's a fighter. She'll be out of the hospital in no time.""Thank you," he smiled into the phone, praying with all his heart she was right. He'd lose his mind if anything had to happen to Natalie and their twins. They'd come too far for him to lose her now, especially after everything they'd been through.After he hung up from Angela, he called Amber. She was hysterical, and it took him a long time to calm her down and assure her Natalie, and their babies were fine, and there was no need for them to drive down to Rock Union.He was immensely relieved when he found Natalie sitting up, chatting with his folks and her bestie.Now that he was back, his parents and Emily excused themselves, promising to return later to relieve him."See, I told you I'l