MonsterThere was something about having Angel behind me, her laughter filling my ears, that felt natural. And that all by itself was unnatural. I didn't know why she affected me the way she did, but I couldn't lie to myself and pretend she didn't. She had affected me from the moment she had said hello in Las Vegas. I had thought it was instant lust. She was beyond sexy and she owned it. But I was starting to feel unsure. Angela was deeper than she pretended to be. She wore her bitchy hard outer shell like a shield, but there was something soft under it. Something she desperately tried to hide. I didn’t know why it had taken me so long to figure it out. Angel needed someone on her side, someone to protect her. She tried to pretend her darkness was the same as mine but I was a master at seeing past the masks people wore. And the girl laughing in my ear was wearing a good one. I had never thought of myself as a protector, hell, I’d even laughed at Cyber and Havoc’s sudden personality
AngelaI couldn't help but watch the blonde woman as she moved around behind the counter with a happy, easy-going smile on her face. It wasn’t put on, that smile, it was genuine. She liked people, she liked her job and the people around her liked her back. Not because she was overly sexy but because she was nice. I could see men finding her attractive though, and I could see women finding her beautiful. She had a wholesome look about her with her curly blonde hair and upturned nose. Keeley was the kind of woman I had always made feel small because she was so different to me. She was different from Monster as well. I tore my eyes from her and fixed them on him. “She’s your family?”Monster stared at me, folding his hands together on the table. He didn't say a word. “She’s not what I was expecting.” I finished lamely. I didn’t like the way he was looking at me. “Pretty girl.”“Yeah, she is.” His eyes flicked towards his cousin and he smiled. He had a true affection for her. Would he
Monster“What the hell are you thinking?” Cyber sidled up to me outside the diner with Keeley close behind him. Everyone else was still inside, laughing, talking, getting to know each other. Angela was charming, she would have to be to win over my friends. They all knew what she had done, who she was related to. She wasn’t going to be able to flirt her way into being liked either. Her sexiness wouldn’t do her a bit of good with the men at our table. Each one of them had an old lady they would do anything for. Old ladies who would rip Angela to shreds if she stepped out of line.Leaning against the plate glass window, I stared at him. My face impassive. “What the fuck do you mean what am I doing?”Groaning, Cyber turned to Keeley. “Talk some sense into him, Keeley, he will listen to you.”My cousin didn’t say a word, she just continued to stare at me, wringing her hands in front of her. She looked nervous. And so much like the little girl who always told it how it was no matter what
AngelaHe couldn't be serious? Could he? I glanced around the cramped, drab room and I couldn't help the frown that crinkled my forehead. There were boxes everywhere overflowing with God knows what and a musty smell in the air. Like the windows had not been opened in a very long time. Apart from the boxes, there was a bed pressed up against the wall and a dresser - that was it.And Monster expected me to stay there?“You can't be serious?”Monster shot me a look. His face mirrored the frown on mine. “What's wrong with it?” There was a note of defensiveness in his voice. I fought back the urge to ask him what was right with it. He seriously couldn't be asking me to stay there. Even his boxy room back at the clubhouse was better than where we were standing. Cleaner, more specious. The room he had shown me to was more like a cell than anything else. I half expected to find a sink and a metal toilet in the corner once I started moving all the boxes.“Once we move out the boxes and you giv
MonsterThe clubhouse was full when we arrived, all piled into Keeley’s clapped-out little car. I had wanted to take my bike but I also wanted my cousin there. And I knew she wouldn’t come unless we all went together. She very rarely came to the clubhouse, not because she judged the men I called brothers, but because it just wasn't her scene. And honestly I was fine with that, I hadn't been lying to Angela about Keeley being a sweet girl.“Looks like the party started without us.” I didn't even try to hide my excitement. I might not like clubs, but I liked a clubhouse party. There, amongst my own people, I didn't have to hide who I was because they already knew. They knew and they accepted me anyway. “Yeah.” Angela said from the back. She wasn't happy about being shoved back there but then I was betting there wasn't much Angela was ever happy about. She was a spoiled princess who was prone to temper tantrums, but I was sure I could fuck that out of her. Earlier she had tried to throw
AngelaIt wasn't as bad as I was suspecting it would be. For the most part, everyone left me alone, but there was a certain group of women who seemed to try at least to make an effort in welcoming me. Which was nice, seeing as Monster did not seem at all interested. He was too busy drinking with his buddies. Was this what it was going to be like? Me being ignored whilst he partied without me? And more importantly, why did I care?“Sometimes it's like that.” The curvy woman leaning against the wall next to me nodded in Monster's direction, where some skank who was barely dressed was bouncing her ass at him, trying to look seductive as she glanced over her shoulder. I frowned, mentally shaking myself. Was my jealousy so obvious?“Like what?”“The club girls.” Darcie shrugged. “They can be a bit full on. The first time I came here with Havoc, one pressed her tits against the window of his truck while we were kissing and then offered to suck his dick. They are desperate to get a property
Monster“Let me look.” Monster appeared in the door of the kitchen. I raised my face to meet his eyes, the ice pack still pressed against my rapidly swelling face. I tried to smile but it just hurt too damn much. More gently than I had ever thought possible, he moved my hand down. With me sitting on the countertops, we were at eye level. His were dull, washed out. I had never seen them like that before. Tilting up my chin, he studied the marbled bruise that was already spreading across my face.Not even expertly applied make up was going to be able to hide it. “Shit.” He swore, stepping back. “That's gonna leave a nasty bruise. Nothing broken though, right?” His eyes flicked towards Gypsy who was washing her hands at the sink. I didn't know why he was looking at the little hippy chick but he seemed to be waiting for her to reassure him.“Nothing broken, Monster. Angela is going to be sore for a while but there's no permanent damage.” Turning, Gypsy gave me a wide smile. It was the
MonsterI wasn't out by morning. I wasn't even out the following day. Three days Angela’s asshole of a father kept me locked up. I had done longer but there was something different about this time. It felt different, like this was just the beginning, or maybe I was just imagining it. It could have been because Angela was waiting for me. Or at least I hoped she was.And that was the truth. If being locked up gave you anything, it was time to think. And my thoughts always strayed to her. Me, Monster, thinking about a woman, having feelings for a woman, because I did have feelings for her. I wasn't quite sure what those feelings were just yet but they were there. When I thought about her my chest ached as well as my balls. By the time I walked into the compound in the early hours of day four, I was aching to see her. Every part of me hoped she had stuck around, but I wasn't betting on it. This wasn't what she had in mind when she had appeared in my life a week earlier. She’d had a plan