The sweet scent of pancakes and waffles woke me up. Ryu wasn't in bed so I knew he must be cooking. I was surprised to see that it was 10:15am. My stomach growled and I remembered that Ryu didn't let me finish my dinner yesterday. I would make sure to lick my plate clean this morning.I blushed as I recalled everything that happened last night. Ryu was so caring and attentive. Also touchy. He insisted we bathe together and he helped me rinse out his cum from my ass. The process was both awkward and funny at first but it turned heated the second he kissed me. No we didn't have round two. He rejected it no matter how much I wanted it but we did jerk each other off. I've never done so many sexual activities in one night.Ah. Bliss. Contentment. Peace.Those are what I felt. It's really nice being in a relationship. This should be the true definition of love. But if it is, what did I have with Aera then? I quickly dispelled the thought from my head. Never will I question my love for her.
The person calling was Haruto so I picked. "Hey man, what's up?""Where are you?" he asked. I frowned. "What's wrong?""Dude I just got to your house and Mrs Osamu said you haven't been home since last night. Where have you been?"I felt Ryu's fingers slipping under my shirt. "Oh yeah... I uh I- Ryu!" I whisper yelled his name for he suddenly cupped my dick."Ryu? You're with Ryu?!" Haruto shouted over the phone. "What? I um..." Ryu flashed me a devilish smirk then began to stroke me. I started to squirm as my body began to tingle. Didn't he say he wouldn't try anything inappropriate? Liar!"Aito! What's going on?!""Jeez quit yelling!" I shouted back. "Ah!" Ryu squeezed my dick and latched his teeth on my ear lobe then sucked it into his mouth. I shivered, trying very hard to stifle a moan that threatened to spill out of my mouth."Aito...are you okay?" "Yes! Yes I'm fine" I said through clenched teeth. I tried to get away but Ryu held me down and pinched my ass. I yelped. "Stay"
I broke the kiss then smirked. It’s time for him to dance to my tunes. I pushed him back a bit, jumped down and sunk to my knees. My hands went to his sweatpants and I tugged them down till they pooled at his feet. Ryu was standing at full mast. The tip was already an angry red colour. How could he endure this? Just how much control did he have? I would have been a begging mess if it were me. He gasped, realizing what I wanted to do. "You don't have to Aito. It's okay. I c-”"No!" I said, cutting him off as I raised my head to look at him. I maintained eye contact. "I want to do it. Let me do it"The determination in my eyes must have shown for he gave me a gentle smile and nodded. My eyes fell on the thick veiny rod. The red tip was glistening with pre cum and I found myself licking my lips. I've only tasted him once. It seemed so long ago. Could I do it again? I didn't want to change my mind so I quickly held his dick with both my hands. "Aito!" he hissed. I smirked. So all his
Mrs Osamu had cooked enough food to feed ten families so my mum had me invite my friends to eat with us. Haruto, Yua, Sakura and Toshiro were present. We were all sitting in the dining room. Mum and Dad sat across from each other. I sat beside Haruto while Sakura, Toshiro and Yua sat facing us.I wasn't happy about it though because I was currently on bad terms with two of them. Besides, I wanted it to be just me and my parents. Anyway, they were staying for a week so I would eventually have them all to myself. "How are your parents, Yua?" Mum asked. She's always the conversation starter. She liked to keep people talking especially during things like lunch or dinner. She said that's what brings people closer. Well I didn't want to be any closer to Yua but it’s not like I could tell them what happened between us. "They're fine Auntie. They even asked me to invite you to dinner tonight" Yua replied. I inwardly groaned. There goes my date with Ryu. Ugh. I’ll have to cancel our plans n
Yua was completely decked up for the dinner. The girl I knew who loves to wear short clothes was dressed in a simple elegant floor length gown. Black in colour with a sweet heart neckline, exposing too much skin for my liking. True to her word, she had cut her hair short. Chin length and dyed black with streaks of white. A white pearl necklace adorned her neck with matching earrings and a bracelet. To be honest, she looked really pretty. If only she didn't have a black heart. "Oh you naughty boy!" Yua's mum said as she smacked me on the arm. "Stop staring at my beautiful Yua. Go take a seat. Quick!"Everyone burst out laughing. "That's how we men are wired honey" her husband said. "We can't take our eyes off a beautiful woman"Yua blushed and I gave them a fake smile as I took a seat in the dining room. I couldn't believe that her own father would say such a thing. The same man who always tells me to keep the door to her room open for he could pop in at any time. I wonder why we we
"That's a wonderful idea!" Mum exclaimed. "Double celebration! Oh we have lots to plan. The venue, the food""All the guests that we'll invite" Dad said.Her dad said; "I can see a bright future ahead. The Yamamotos and The Suzukis"And this was how the comments kept going. The decorations, the invitations, the wedding, babies, business partnerships and so on. My brain was reeling with the new information. When did this even happen?Yua.It had to be her. I then recalled all the times I was told that she likes me but I never believed. How Sara nearly went mad because she thought Yua stole me from her. It was true. It was all true. What a complete fool I've been.Yua kept smiling at me despite knowing the truth behind our relationship. She kept smiling, acting as if everything was alright. Anger surged up within me.What right did she have to play with my life like that? With any of our lives? Wasn't Aera enough? Just how fucking twisted is she? Why was she even doing this? She had giv
I tensed. "Ryu?""Yes. You sounded weird over the phone"I started to sweat. Why must he bring this up now? Why can’t he forget things like every other normal human being? That happened some days ago. How could he still have that in mind?He was staring directly into my eyes. He reached out and held my hand in a supportive manner. "You can tell me anything Aito. Did he force you into having sex with him? Did he really hurt you? If he did, I'll kill him""No no no" I quickly said, giving him the most nonchalant expression I could muster, trying to play it off casually. "We didn’t do anything like that. He didn't hurt me. Ryu is very nice. We just hung out, ate some pizza, played some games and what not"He raised a brow, not quite buying it. "Are you sure?"I nodded. “Why will I hide things from you?”Haruto finally let go of my hand and relaxed. I let out a relieved sigh. It’s better he doesn’t know that we’ve had sex. If not, there’s no telling what he might do. I don’t know why but
"Dad found something about them which could destroy their entire business. They first sent him money so he wouldn't publicize it but he didn't accept the money. They doubled the amount and tried again but he still declined. The owners of the company came to our home themselves to persuade him with five times the amount they gave him before but he still refused. He said he would be selling his own dignity and career once he accepts the money. Dad sent them out and warned them to never disturb him again. I thought my dad was brave. I thought nothing could happen to him. He was so strong. He was my hero, Aito"Ryu's arms tightened around me. I could feel him trembling. I didn't know why but tears were already gathering in my eyes. I felt like the worst part of it was about to come."That same night, they burned our house to the ground" he whispered. "I was lucky to escape unscathed. Dad was the one who got me out but mum was still inside so he went back to get her. Neighbours came to hel
Mr Igarashi was enraged. "What do you think you're doing, Ryuho?". He tried to remove his hand but Ryu just held it tighter."You can't kill him father" he answered and the hope that had been been extinguished in me was ignited once again.Tears of joy ran down my face. Ryu stopped him. Ryu stopped him!Does this mean Ryu couldn't bear to see me dead? Does this mean he had even a sliver of feelings for me? Does this mean we still had a chance?"Ryuho, what are you doing?" Tobio asked as he stepped up. "Let go""Oh you shut up" Kaito snapped, pulling Tobio back. Tobio tried to break free but Yasu grabbed him by the collar and held him in place."Stay here like a good boy" he said, patting Tobio's hair. "Do not interfere between father and son""Let go of me this instant!" Mr Igarashi commanded, trying but failing to free himself. "What the fuck has gotten into you? Don't tell me his little speech has softened you. Or have you developed some kind of feelings for him?"My hope burned br
At my question, Mr Igarashi finally released me then stood straight. He stayed there until he slowed his breathing and schooled his expression. "What do I want from you?" he asked then laughed. He raised a hand then patted my hair. "Ah, I want so many things from you Aito. I want to see you in pain. On one hand, I just want to fucking kill you right now and on the other, I want to torture you till you beg for death. I want you to suffer like my daughter suffered""No! Aito has suffered enough!" Yua wailed. "D-Don't hurt him anymore! I-It wasn't him. It was us. It was Sakura and I that hurt her the most out of jealousy. Aito even tried to protect her. He-""Silence!" Mr Igarashi snapped and she immediately shut her mouth. "You think he's the only one I'm going to punish? I'm coming for you sweetheart. Don't worry" Yua visibly paled as she shrunk back, as if her presence would be hidden from him by doing that."You know, that friend of yours, Sakura, is very lucky" he said, meeting my
To say I was shocked would be an understatement. That sudden information slapped the life out of me. I was frozen still and I couldn't even breath. The entire room was deathly still and felt like air didn't even exist. My ears were muffled by the erratic beating of my own heart. It was so fast and so painful that I wanted to pass out.Mr Igarashi... is... Aera's father?..."So you see," Mr Igarashi continued, like he hadn't just dropped a bomb. I don't know if it was due to my pounding heartbeat that flooded my ears but his voice sounded far away and a bit distorted. "It isn't just Ryuho who wants revenge for what you did to his parents. I also want revenge for what you did to my daughter!""H-How can it be?" Toshiro stuttered. The fear in his voice was evident. "H-How can you be her father?"Mr Igarashi chuckled lowly. "Due to issues you don't need to know, we got divorced and although I loved my daughter immensely, I let my ex-wife get the custody. They both left me and settled do
"Stop using him!" my dad gritted. "We all know that he's not really your son!"Wait what? I looked at Ryu but he was glaring at my parents. I glanced at everyone just to see that only Yua and I were shocked.Tobio, Yasu, Kaito, Toshiro, my mum and dad all seemed normal. Like they knew about it already. Wait, were Yasu and Kaito in on this too? Were they pretending to be on my side?Mr Igarashi looked amused. "Oh really? And how do you know that I'm not his real father?""Because I knew his real father. He looks nothing like you but looks exactly like Mr Gotou!""Then why is he calling me his father? Where is Mr Gotou?""He-" Dad began but stopped abruptly then went silent. He lowered his head and refused to speak."He what, Dad?" I asked. I wanted to know. I was tired of all the secrets. "I want to know everything. What are you all hiding?""Will you tell him or should I?" Mr Igarashi asked.Dad glared at him but still refused to speak. If Mr Igarashi wasn't Ryu's real father, it on
My eyes widened in shock. He'll be mine? Ryu will be mine? Could he really do that? I gazed at him questionably for I couldn't believe it. Still, it didn't stop my heart from fluttering. "A-Are you serious?""Aito!" Toshiro snapped. "Are you fucking serious right now? He's lying to you. Don't fall for it!""I give you my word Aito" Mr Igarashi said. "I never go back on my word""What do you want?" I asked. I could already see the future. To be with Ryu..."Aito!" Dad roared. "Aito stop this!""Aito, listen to your dad" Yua said. "Don't betray us like this""What do you want?" I asked again, pretending like I couldn't hear them.For the first time, Mr Igarashi gave a genuine smile. "All I need is the passcode to their study and I want you to open the laptops inside. I'm sure you know the passcodes too"I nodded. "I know everything"My dad, Toshiro and Yua started to shout, trying to convince me not to agree. Not to listen.But I wanted Ryu. I deeply love Ryu. After everything, how co
Those words were like sharp knives, slashing open my heart. Tears poured down my cheeks like a waterfall. I felt utterly humiliated and worthless. "Ryu...""Don't say my name" he snapped. "You don't deserve to say it""You fucker!" Toshiro shouted, twisting and turning on the floor, trying to untie himself. "What kind of person are you! Leave Aito alone and come fight me. I'll beat the shit out of you! I'll make you pay for this!""Shut up!" Tobio snapped, sending a kick to Toshiro's gut. "Shut the fuck up!"Toshiro coughed, scrunching his face in pain. Still, he didn't give up. "Cowards! You two are fucking cowards!"I felt so disappointed and ashamed of myself. Toshiro had told me so many times. Even Dr Desai too. But I refused to listen to any of them. I defended Ryu fiercely. In my heart, I believed I was loved by him. I believed I was his priority.And now... I chuckled. My pathetic situation was even funny to me now. I started to laugh, drawing their attention but I didn't care.
I was stunned."W-What..."Ryu retracted his hands and took a step back. "When have I ever told you that I love you Aito?" he asked. "Think about it carefully. Have I ever told you those three words?"I raked my brain as hard and as fast as I could, thinking back on all the moments we've shared, all the times we've been together, and I couldn't come up with a single time he said the words 'I love you'. I couldn't remember Ryu telling me that he loves me. Not even once. Instead, I could hear myself repeating them over and over and over again to Ryu.Knowing that not once has he ever said those words to me made me weak. I felt like there was no energy in my body. As if my very life was seeping away.Then what about the intimate moments we shared? The kisses, the hugs, the looks of affection, the possessiveness, how he protected me, the concern he showed me, what were all that? What have we been doing?"I haven't right?" he asked with a smile. But the smile wasn't a smile. It was just a
The picture frame crashed to the ground, emitting a loud crack sound, indicating that the glass had broken. I watched as the cold look in Ryu's eyes changed to that of fear and concern then he rushed into the room. At first I thought he was going to hug me or something but to my great disappointment, Ryu knelt on the wooden floor and gingerly picked up the broken frame. He held it in his hands as if it was some delicate fragile object.His head was bent low so I couldn't see his expression. He remained in that position for a few seconds, staring at the picture behind the shattered glass and at that moment, so many thoughts rushed into my head.Why did Ryu have Aera's picture? What was the connection? What did this all mean?Those questions flew out of my head though for Ryu suddenly raised his head and the way he looked at me made me stumble backwards in shock and fear."R-Ryu..." I whispered, not believing that he could actually stare at me like that.He was glaring at me like I was
I pushed that question to the very back of my mind as I was about to enter Ryu's room but stoped when I saw a stream of light coming from his mum's room. The door was slightly ajar and I began to panic. Does this mean his mum was home??? Fuck! I was so used to never seeing that door open that I didn't even remember that he doesn't live alone. No wonder he left the front door open. How could he lock his mum inside? I held my breath and waited for a while but I didn't hear any sounds. Huh, maybe she was asleep. I quietly walked to the door and peeped through the small space. You can't blame me though. I was very curious for I had never seen his mum before. I visit Ryu a lot but not once did his mother and I ever meet. My eyes swept through the small room and I was confused to find no one there. Oh well. Maybe she was in the bathroom. I was about to leave when my eye caught something strange. There were stuff like papers littered all over the bed. Oh wait, they weren't papers. Maybe p