Ryu grabbed both my hands and forced them behind my back, pinning them there with a single hand so I couldn't move. Then he lifted my chin with a finger, giving me a wolfish grin, like I had no idea what I was in for. It reminded me of the first time we kissed due to a game during that party. It now seems so long ago.My heart started to pound as I stared into those smoldering dark eyes of his. They were like two dark whirlpools with tiny shiny specks of light I could get lost in.Slowly, he lowered his head and as if he was pulling me by a string, I met him halfway, our tongues tangling in sweet bliss.Damn. Ryu is such a fucking good kisser.Fuck all the shit I was thinking a while ago. Ryu kissed them right out of my head. He dug deep into my mouth, swiping every surface, sucking on my wet muscle till I started to feel lightheaded.My heart was thrashing so loudly I could hear it in my head and I wanted so badly to move, to touch him, but he kept me in place, kissing me like there
The table was deathly silent. Wait, not just the table but the entire cafeteria. All eyes were on Ryu who was sitting next to me. I was inwardly laughing at the situation. Wasn't it last week that I was being a devil? Getting mad at people for little to no reason, being in an irritable mood, making their lives hell just because my life wasn't going right. And now, here I am, grinning from ear to ear for I finally have Ryu.I cleared my throat and stood up but before I could even say a word, everyone stopped staring and continued eating. I smiled to myself as I sat down. Maybe being a little tyrant wasn't so bad."Okay, this is absolutely weird" Toshiro whispered to me. "Why is he here?"Ryu's face was completely expressionless. I knew he was uncomfortable so I ignored Toshiro and tried to make Ryu feel better by pushing my lunch to his front. "Here, eat something"He smiled then pushed it back to me. "Thanks but I've already had lunch". His eyes travelled down to my crotch area then
"I don't think we should do it. Sara has suffered enough" I said to Haruto.We skipped our English class to talk in the abandoned building. Not that I didn't like English, I do but Haruto said the news couldn't wait. He was even excited to tell me.The person we hired to spy on Sara found out where she goes to so late at night.Strip clubs.And she's a worker. He even got her on video. It angered me to know I've been with a girl whose nudity was seen by hordes of men. Maybe it has even gone beyond that. Fuck.Now, Haruto wants us to expose her but I don't."Why?" he asked, staring at me suspiciously."Didn't you just break up with her? Don't tell me you still have feelings for her""I don't" I quickly defended. "But you were there on the night of that party. You heard what she said. She's been suffering emotionally for years now. I don't want to add to that. Don't you think it's enough?""As a matter of fact, I think it's too little" he replied. "Come on Aito. The girl cried and spoke
For two whole days, Ryu refused to pick my calls and it irked me to no end. I couldn't see him in school since he was suspended and I would have gone to his house but I had a shit ton of work to do.It was as if the teachers planned to punish us with a huge load of homework. Like what the fuck! And I was especially weak in Biology so I had to sleep over at Haruto's so we could do them together.Ryu kept running through my mind non-stop. I had no idea what he was doing or what he was going through. He had every right to be mad at me, yes, but it's been two whole fucking days! Haven't I been punished enough?I fished out my phone from my bag then dialled his number again but he still didn't pick. I let out a heavy sigh and placed my phone on the bench."Girl problems?" a not quite close friend of mine, Kouga asked. He had pitch black hair, doe brown eyes and looks like an adorable bunny when he smiles.I scoffed. The image of Ryu's handsome face and his smooth abs bloomed in my head. Th
I couldn't see Ryu but I could see the person he was talking to. The guy had dark brown hair. An eyebrow and lip piercing with tattoos lined up his exposed arms. He was sitting on Ryu's bed, smoking a stick of cigarette.My nose scrunched in distaste. The guy looked like a gangster."Could you pass me my phone? It's on the nightstand" Ryu said and the guy leaned over to take the phone. He purposely pressed a button and his eyes widened."Damn Ryu, you have like 35 missed calls from an...Aito?"My heart skipped a beat.Ryu walked over and snatched his phone. "I know"I felt my heart drop down to my stomach.The guy placed his finger on his chin, thinking, "Aito...Aito... as in, Yamamoto Aito?"Ryu just nodded his head. "Mhm. We're dating now"I gasped. How could he out us like that?!The guy laughed and clapped. "Fucking hell! Wow you lucky dog! I can't believe it. You really did it! You got the little proud prince! Was it hard? How did you do it?"Little poud prince?!What the hell!A
I felt as if there was a double meaning to it. One was unbelievably seductive and the other was downright dangerous.I wanted to move away but he twined his arm around my waist, pressing my chest to his. "Where do you think you're going?"His voice was so deep I could feel my chest vibrating. A tingly feeling spread through my limbs and the butterflies in my tummy went on a rampage."I- I..." But nothing came to my mind. It was as blank as a white sheet of paper.He leaned in and captured my lips in a hot searing kiss. My knees went soft and I melted against him. He deepened the kiss by prying my mouth open and diving his sweet hot tongue in. I moaned, clutching his shirt tighter.Oh how I've missed this.Ryu kissed me until we both ran out of breath. I was panting heavily as we pressed our foreheads together.I suddenly recalled the reason I came then jolted out of his hold.He was shocked at the sudden movement. "What's wrong?"I exploded. "What's wrong? That's what you say? What's
One of them said to start with the littlest thing like a finger. You don't have to go all the way the first time. It also depends on if you have a patient partner.Ryu told me he'd wait for me no matter what but with our decision to speed things up with avenging Aera, I couldn't afford to go slow.I took off my clothes then lay on my back with my knees bent and legs spread, exposing my dick and butt hole. I pulled up a mental image of Ryu as I fisted my dick, slowly rubbing myself.Fuck.I started to think of the first time Ryu touched me. We were in the bathroom due to that stupid dare. He had me trapped between the sink and his body. It was so hot. I could remember being angry and attracted to him at the same time. He's so handsome. My very own boyfriend.He had my hands pinned behind my back, a knee between my legs to keep them apart. Just the thought of it had my heart racing. I remember him shoving his hand down my pants, cupping my dick with those long warm fingers. Oh fuck. The
I was on my way to the abandoned building to clear my head when I heard a loud scream for help. It sounded like a female. I followed the sounds all the way to the bushy area beside our school.There, between the thick trees, stood an almost naked Sara surrounded by four guys wearing our school uniform.I recognized them all.Joseph, Natsu, Ishida and Kai. They were part of our football team.They were laughing and taking pictures of her pitiful state. She tried to cover her face with her hands but they kept slapping them away and asking her to dance."You shouldn't act so innocent and shy now that we know who you truly are" Ishida said, smacking her hands away from her face as he held the phone right in front of her."Yeah who are you trying to fool?" Kai said. "Or do you need music to dance? Will that set up the mood?"Natsu laughed. "Come on, we want to see you twerk!". He smacked her ass and she screamed, trying to push him away."Oh come on Sara"Joseph said, twisting a hand behind
Mr Igarashi was enraged. "What do you think you're doing, Ryuho?". He tried to remove his hand but Ryu just held it tighter."You can't kill him father" he answered and the hope that had been been extinguished in me was ignited once again.Tears of joy ran down my face. Ryu stopped him. Ryu stopped him!Does this mean Ryu couldn't bear to see me dead? Does this mean he had even a sliver of feelings for me? Does this mean we still had a chance?"Ryuho, what are you doing?" Tobio asked as he stepped up. "Let go""Oh you shut up" Kaito snapped, pulling Tobio back. Tobio tried to break free but Yasu grabbed him by the collar and held him in place."Stay here like a good boy" he said, patting Tobio's hair. "Do not interfere between father and son""Let go of me this instant!" Mr Igarashi commanded, trying but failing to free himself. "What the fuck has gotten into you? Don't tell me his little speech has softened you. Or have you developed some kind of feelings for him?"My hope burned br
At my question, Mr Igarashi finally released me then stood straight. He stayed there until he slowed his breathing and schooled his expression. "What do I want from you?" he asked then laughed. He raised a hand then patted my hair. "Ah, I want so many things from you Aito. I want to see you in pain. On one hand, I just want to fucking kill you right now and on the other, I want to torture you till you beg for death. I want you to suffer like my daughter suffered""No! Aito has suffered enough!" Yua wailed. "D-Don't hurt him anymore! I-It wasn't him. It was us. It was Sakura and I that hurt her the most out of jealousy. Aito even tried to protect her. He-""Silence!" Mr Igarashi snapped and she immediately shut her mouth. "You think he's the only one I'm going to punish? I'm coming for you sweetheart. Don't worry" Yua visibly paled as she shrunk back, as if her presence would be hidden from him by doing that."You know, that friend of yours, Sakura, is very lucky" he said, meeting my
To say I was shocked would be an understatement. That sudden information slapped the life out of me. I was frozen still and I couldn't even breath. The entire room was deathly still and felt like air didn't even exist. My ears were muffled by the erratic beating of my own heart. It was so fast and so painful that I wanted to pass out.Mr Igarashi... is... Aera's father?..."So you see," Mr Igarashi continued, like he hadn't just dropped a bomb. I don't know if it was due to my pounding heartbeat that flooded my ears but his voice sounded far away and a bit distorted. "It isn't just Ryuho who wants revenge for what you did to his parents. I also want revenge for what you did to my daughter!""H-How can it be?" Toshiro stuttered. The fear in his voice was evident. "H-How can you be her father?"Mr Igarashi chuckled lowly. "Due to issues you don't need to know, we got divorced and although I loved my daughter immensely, I let my ex-wife get the custody. They both left me and settled do
"Stop using him!" my dad gritted. "We all know that he's not really your son!"Wait what? I looked at Ryu but he was glaring at my parents. I glanced at everyone just to see that only Yua and I were shocked.Tobio, Yasu, Kaito, Toshiro, my mum and dad all seemed normal. Like they knew about it already. Wait, were Yasu and Kaito in on this too? Were they pretending to be on my side?Mr Igarashi looked amused. "Oh really? And how do you know that I'm not his real father?""Because I knew his real father. He looks nothing like you but looks exactly like Mr Gotou!""Then why is he calling me his father? Where is Mr Gotou?""He-" Dad began but stopped abruptly then went silent. He lowered his head and refused to speak."He what, Dad?" I asked. I wanted to know. I was tired of all the secrets. "I want to know everything. What are you all hiding?""Will you tell him or should I?" Mr Igarashi asked.Dad glared at him but still refused to speak. If Mr Igarashi wasn't Ryu's real father, it on
My eyes widened in shock. He'll be mine? Ryu will be mine? Could he really do that? I gazed at him questionably for I couldn't believe it. Still, it didn't stop my heart from fluttering. "A-Are you serious?""Aito!" Toshiro snapped. "Are you fucking serious right now? He's lying to you. Don't fall for it!""I give you my word Aito" Mr Igarashi said. "I never go back on my word""What do you want?" I asked. I could already see the future. To be with Ryu..."Aito!" Dad roared. "Aito stop this!""Aito, listen to your dad" Yua said. "Don't betray us like this""What do you want?" I asked again, pretending like I couldn't hear them.For the first time, Mr Igarashi gave a genuine smile. "All I need is the passcode to their study and I want you to open the laptops inside. I'm sure you know the passcodes too"I nodded. "I know everything"My dad, Toshiro and Yua started to shout, trying to convince me not to agree. Not to listen.But I wanted Ryu. I deeply love Ryu. After everything, how co
Those words were like sharp knives, slashing open my heart. Tears poured down my cheeks like a waterfall. I felt utterly humiliated and worthless. "Ryu...""Don't say my name" he snapped. "You don't deserve to say it""You fucker!" Toshiro shouted, twisting and turning on the floor, trying to untie himself. "What kind of person are you! Leave Aito alone and come fight me. I'll beat the shit out of you! I'll make you pay for this!""Shut up!" Tobio snapped, sending a kick to Toshiro's gut. "Shut the fuck up!"Toshiro coughed, scrunching his face in pain. Still, he didn't give up. "Cowards! You two are fucking cowards!"I felt so disappointed and ashamed of myself. Toshiro had told me so many times. Even Dr Desai too. But I refused to listen to any of them. I defended Ryu fiercely. In my heart, I believed I was loved by him. I believed I was his priority.And now... I chuckled. My pathetic situation was even funny to me now. I started to laugh, drawing their attention but I didn't care.
I was stunned."W-What..."Ryu retracted his hands and took a step back. "When have I ever told you that I love you Aito?" he asked. "Think about it carefully. Have I ever told you those three words?"I raked my brain as hard and as fast as I could, thinking back on all the moments we've shared, all the times we've been together, and I couldn't come up with a single time he said the words 'I love you'. I couldn't remember Ryu telling me that he loves me. Not even once. Instead, I could hear myself repeating them over and over and over again to Ryu.Knowing that not once has he ever said those words to me made me weak. I felt like there was no energy in my body. As if my very life was seeping away.Then what about the intimate moments we shared? The kisses, the hugs, the looks of affection, the possessiveness, how he protected me, the concern he showed me, what were all that? What have we been doing?"I haven't right?" he asked with a smile. But the smile wasn't a smile. It was just a
The picture frame crashed to the ground, emitting a loud crack sound, indicating that the glass had broken. I watched as the cold look in Ryu's eyes changed to that of fear and concern then he rushed into the room. At first I thought he was going to hug me or something but to my great disappointment, Ryu knelt on the wooden floor and gingerly picked up the broken frame. He held it in his hands as if it was some delicate fragile object.His head was bent low so I couldn't see his expression. He remained in that position for a few seconds, staring at the picture behind the shattered glass and at that moment, so many thoughts rushed into my head.Why did Ryu have Aera's picture? What was the connection? What did this all mean?Those questions flew out of my head though for Ryu suddenly raised his head and the way he looked at me made me stumble backwards in shock and fear."R-Ryu..." I whispered, not believing that he could actually stare at me like that.He was glaring at me like I was
I pushed that question to the very back of my mind as I was about to enter Ryu's room but stoped when I saw a stream of light coming from his mum's room. The door was slightly ajar and I began to panic. Does this mean his mum was home??? Fuck! I was so used to never seeing that door open that I didn't even remember that he doesn't live alone. No wonder he left the front door open. How could he lock his mum inside? I held my breath and waited for a while but I didn't hear any sounds. Huh, maybe she was asleep. I quietly walked to the door and peeped through the small space. You can't blame me though. I was very curious for I had never seen his mum before. I visit Ryu a lot but not once did his mother and I ever meet. My eyes swept through the small room and I was confused to find no one there. Oh well. Maybe she was in the bathroom. I was about to leave when my eye caught something strange. There were stuff like papers littered all over the bed. Oh wait, they weren't papers. Maybe p