“I don’t think anyone intends to break hearts.” He paused. “Well, Sed, maybe. I’d just like a few minutes with something a little more permanent than a fucking tour bus, you know?”“I understand, but—”“Even if I’m just pretending.”“Brian, if I’m not careful, the person who is going to get their heart broken is me.”“We could always try to make something out of this.”“It’s just not pos—” He covered her mouth with one hand.“Okay, don’t say it. Just let me pretend then.” He kissed her temple and moved his hand from her mouth to her breast. “I’ll get really drunk tomorrow to try to forget you.”“Brian.”“I’m kidding. If you want no strings, no strings you’ll get.”She didn’t know if she believed him, but she felt a measure of relief. Her career was complicated enough. She didn’t have time for a serious relationship. Especially a long distance one that had no chance of success. And afterJeremy… She forced thoughts of her ex-husband out of her mind.Brian lifted her from her comfortabl
Myrna watched Eric tuck his slack cock into his pants and button his fly. He sat in the water in his jeans and beckoned her closer. She didn’t trust him and, now that she was no longer delirious with pleasure, she was embarrassed that he’d seen her with Brian. She covered her breasts with her hands and sank deeper into the water.“I can wash it out,” she said, avoiding his self-satisfied grin by focusing on the edge of the tub.The sound of Brian’s guitar throbbed through the wall. Wow. This solo rocked more than the last one he’d composed while in her company.“I’m not going to molest you, Myrna.” Eric chuckled. “Unless you want me to.”She knew he’d just watched her get fucked, suck cock, and ram her fingers up his friend’s ass, but she couldn’t relax.“I’ll just wash your hair. I promise. Besides, I’m not even horny anymore. You’re perfectly safe.”She did like to have her hair washed. A simple, soothing pleasure. One of her favorite luxuries. But Eric? She wasn’t sure she wanted h
“Trey has a point,” he said.He pulled out and Myrna groaned in protest. He dropped to his knees between her legs and plunged his tongue inside her. He gripped her thighs as he ate her out. Sucking, biting, licking, probing her cunt, her ass, her cunt again with his tongue. She couldn’t keep track of his chaotic motions, could only focus on the excitement and pleasure it drew from her trembling body. When his mouth shifted to her clit, she cried out with release. “God, yes, Brian. Yes! Yes!” Her juices dripped down the crack of her ass. He lapped up every drop.“What are you doing to her?” someone called from the other room.“He’s eating,” Myrna yelled. “Don’t bother him.”There was a smattering of laughter from beyond the dining room. Brian stood up and smiled down at her crookedly. His lips were wet and swollen. She rose up to kiss him. The taste of her fluids on his lips made her belly quiver. She grabbed his cock and guided it inside her body, shifting forward to force him deeper.
Brian led Myrna to the bedroom and closed the door. She looked up at him expectantly in the limited light spilling between the heavy drapes. He smiled, cupping her cheek and running his thumb over her cheekbone. This woman. This beautiful, intelligent, witty, fun, sexy woman. How could he not fall for her? He knew she’d crush his heart like a bug and didn’t care. He wondered if she had marathon sex with every lover she’d taken. She was certainly eager and skilled. He didn’t dare ask her. He didn’t want to know that he wasn’t special. Wanted to believe that he was the first, the only man with whom she’d experienced this level of passion. He could pretend. And he could indulge. If new experiences were what she wanted, he’d do his damnedest to give them to her.She laid a gentle hand on his bare belly and he tensed. He was still rock hard, but he wanted to go slow with her this time, not lose himself in mindless fucking. Not that mindless fucking was bad. It was spectacular, and she was
Myrna knocked at the “Staff Only” door behind the stadium. A large man pulled the door ajar, blocking its opening with his broad body.“Can I help you, ma’am?”She’d had nothing to wear but professional attire, but being called ma’am smacked of elderly lady and set her teeth on edge.“I’m a guest of Sinners.”He gave her a “yeah, right” look and consulted a paper attached to his clipboard. “Name?”“Myrna.” She coughed. “Myrna Suxsed.”He grinned at her. “You must have a lot of sisters. There are half a dozen girls with that same last name on my list.”She cleared her throat. “Indeed.”He stepped aside, handed her a backstage pass with her fake name on it and pointed her down a corridor. People stood outside doors marked with the names of the opening bands. Most of the hall-dwellers were young women who looked as expected. Wearing a black bra as a shirt seemed to be the norm. Myrna pretended to fit in, but she stuck out like a sore thumb. Every person she passed stopped talking in mid-
Standing on the floor looking up at the stage with a couple of the roadies and several girls from the dressing room, Myrna waited for Sinners to make their entrance. Her heart thudded with anticipation.“Who are you, anyway?” one of the dressing room girls asked.“None of your business. Go get me a beer,” Myrna said.The girl scowled at her, creasing her heavy blue and black eye makeup. Myrna wondered if she thought that much glitter was really necessary. It detracted from her looks rather than adding to them.“Uh. That was a joke,” Myrna said. “I’m a friend of Brian’s.”“Did you babysit him when he was in elementary school or something?”Ouch.“No, actually, I’m fucking him.”“Heh, I thought so.” The girl grinned. “How’d he hook up with a stuffy chick like you?”Myrna shrugged. “Who are you here with?”“Sed or Trey. I was hoping Brian, since Angie split, but he’s a one chick kind of guy.”“Sed or Trey?”“Maybe both. Depends on their mood and how tired they are after the show.”“Not E
He paused and turned in her direction. His smile, meant only for her, dazzled. She ran to him and wrapped him in an enthusiastic embrace. Her ears were numb from the loud music, but every other sense was heightened. The scent of his sweat made her tremble.“You are amazing,” she sputtered.He popped the earplugs out of his ears. “Don’t get all fan girl on me now.”He wrapped an arm around her shoulders and walked her past the dressing room. As they passed, Myrna caught a glimpse of Sed, minus his shirt, surrounded by several girls.“Where are we going?” Myrna asked.“Trust me, you don’t want to go anywhere near Sed for a while. He’s in one of his moods. We’re going to the bus. Is that okay?”She nodded. If he asked her to walk on hot coals, she would have eagerly complied. And why was that? She didn’t understand her own psychology at the moment.He kissed her temple. “Did you like your solo?”“How could I not? All I could think about was you making love to me when you wrote it.”He ch
Brian headed for the crowd, starting at one end of the barrier fence and working his way down. He signed autographs, shook hands, offered the occasional hug, allowed his picture to be taken dozens of times and put up with a heck of a lot of groping from female fans. Myrna waited patiently, trying to curtail her jealousy. She knew this was important. His fans made his entire career possible. Still, she didn’t like all the touchy-feely young women rubbing up against him while he was distracted with signing an autograph or answering a question.After about fifteen minutes, he offered a salute to the crowd and returned to Myrna’s side.“I’ll have to go around the front of the bus and then sneak along the back side. Otherwise, they’ll see me again and we’ll never catch a break. You go between the buses and meet me on the other side. Pretend like we’re saying good-bye now.”“Okay.”He hugged her with the same kind detachment he hugged enthusiastic fans, and waved at her slightly before turn