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CHAPTER 449

Author: Shile
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-26 18:44:14

She was totally in love with this man.

But she wasn’t quite sure what to do about it. She wasn’t certain if she’d been celibate so long that Kane’s expertise in bed turned her feelings of lust into love. Not only that, if she confessed her feelings, would he think she was no different than the other mothers in the Little Buddies program, angling for a permanent piece of him?

She’d never want Kane to think she prized his potential as a father over everything else that made him such a good man. And she wouldn’t put the weight of her confession of her feelings for him when his day had already been filled with emotional upheaval.

Ginger felt her father’s curiosity as he watched the boy and the man still snuggled on the couch.

Without a word, or even a look her direction, he refocused on his crossword puzzle.

She put her father’s guarded reaction out of her mind and prepared supper. After they ate, her father pleaded a headache and retired to his room. She thought about finishing paperwork
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