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She stroked his hair with both hands. “What do you mean? You aren’t having second thoughts, are you?” She could feel him slipping through her fingers already. It wasn’t fair. She knew they should have taken things more slowly. She shouldn’t have spouted her feelings so carelessly. She wished she could take the words back.“No one has ever loved me before. Not really. Not for who I am. Maybe for what I could give them, but not for me.”Her breath caught. She was so glad she couldn’t take the words back, because she meant them. “I love you for who you are, Eric.” She hugged him closer. “I do.”“Last night when I was delirious with pleasure it was easy to believe. Now…” He looked up at her. The loneliness in his blue eyes stole her breath. “I’m sorry. I should learn to keep my mouth shut.”“So when you were delirious with pleasure you believed that I love you, but now that your head’s clear, you don’t?”“I don’t know. I want to believe it.”“I guess there’s only one thing to do in a situ
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He was that transparent, was he? She was right. They would have other nights. Days. Evenings. Mornings. Afternoons. Hopefully, a lifetime full of them.“Let’s go take a shower,” she said.Eric lifted his head about an inch off the pillow but couldn’t muster the strength to open his eyes and look at her. “Together?”“Unless you have a better idea.”“It’s a great idea. I just don’t think I can stand.” He dropped his head back on the pillow. “You wore me out, woman.”“Awww, poor baby. Did I ride my cowboy too long?” she asked, grabbing the cowboy hat from the bed and squashing it on his head.He grinned. “I’m not complaining.”“Perhaps if you hadn’t insisted that you had a six-shooter.” She giggled and ran a finger down his limp cock. Eric doubted it would ever work again.“I should have stopped after three.”“You lasted over half an hour that last time.” She rose on one arm, knocked his hat back, and looked at him. “Seems my theory was correct.”“I’m surprised I came that last time. I d
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“I have never had a prank work on Sed,” Eric said. “I don’t even bother to try anymore.”“It would be awesome to get him. Just once,” Jon said.“Yeah,” Eric agreed. “He’s too f**king cool for his own good.”“You guys are so bad,” Rebekah said, shaking her head at them.“You could help us get him, Rebekah. Sed would never suspect you,” Jon said.“No way. In case you forgot, Sed’s my boss.”“I’m your boss too,” Eric said.“So you’re f**king Eric in the hopes that you’ll get a raise?” Jon laughed. “I knew she had some ulterior motive.”“Nope. I’m f**king him because he gives me fantastic orgasms.”She looked at Eric and smiled. Eric’s heart turned into a big puddle of mush. “I’m going to make you come so hard later,”he whispered.“Why not right now?” she whispered back.She reached into her pocket and pulled out a little controller. The slender plastic wire disappeared down the front of her pants. He examined the controller. It was the one that went to the butterfly-shaped clit stimulat
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The store manager paused before their folding table. “Are you two ready for this? There’s been a line through the mall all day. They started lining up outside the doors last night even though the temps are subzero.”Sinners’ fans were awesome and more than a little crazy. Eric glanced over his shoulder, relieved to see their head of security, Mitch, watching in case some awesome fan got a little overexcited.“Let them in,” Trey said. “Let’s hope they don’t kill us when they realize Master Sinclair isn’t here.”“Or Sed,” Eric added.“How did he get out of this?” Trey asked.“Hell if I know.”There was an ear-shattering cacophony of excited squeals overlaid with roars of masculine approval. The first of their fans hit the table with enough force to send CDs scattering.“Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God,” the first pair of girls in line screamed in unison. They looked like they spent all their parents’ money at Goth World.“What’s your name, sweetheart?” Trey asked to the blond
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“Okay, forget the mermaid. I’ve got a better idea.” Ten minutes later, Rebekah was wearing a French maid’s uniform and had Eric naked with his wrists tied to the headboard with silk scarves. She took her feather duster and lightly flicked it over his chest. He laughed and tried to escape her tickling by sliding sideways across the mattress. And he’d wondered why she’d insisted on tying him down. “Monsieur, you are so dirty. Hold still, please.” She feather dusted under his arm, and he tried to climb the headboard with his back. “No, no, stop,” he gasped. “Tickles.” “My, my, such dirty ribs.” When she tickled his rib cage, he tried to push her away with one large foot but was laughing too hard to follow her evasive moves. “Don’t hurt your arms,” she said. “Do you want me to untie you?” He shook his head, trying to catch his breath. “Then hold still.” He bit his lip and watched her through half-closed eyelids. Damn, he looked so sexy when he did that. She flicked her feather dust
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Eric jerked on the scarves cutting into his wrists. Next time Rebekah wanted to tie him up, he’d insist on borrowing restraints from Jace. His skin was raw. “Get your hands off me,” Rebekah shouted in the corridor. “Rebekah?” Eric called. “Oh f**k, baby. You aren’t wearing any panties,” Jon said. “This is your final warning,” she said. Eric yanked harder on the scarves. “You better not be touching her, Jon!” “Watcha gonna do about it, Eric?” There was a loud thud. “Rebekah?” Eric called, his heart thumping with panic. She appeared a moment later carrying a huge chef’s knife. Eric’s heart skipped a beat. “Did you kill him?” She closed the door and smiled. “Do you see any blood?” she asked, holding up her clean knife. She approached the bed and started sawing on one scarf. “Jon messed with the wrong girl. My brother taught me how to defend myself.” As soon as she freed one arm, Eric grabbed Rebekah around the waist and pulled her onto his lap. He squirmed, trying to find her sl
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Rebekah tilted her head back for a kiss, which Eric gave eagerly. When they drew apart, she patted his butt before returning to work. He watched her until she was out of sight and then turned to find Sed grinning.“What?”“Nothing. Just happy for you.” Sed clapped him on the shoulder and directed him toward the tour bus.Eric was happy for himself as well. There was still one thing that continually ate away at him though. It was past time that he spilled his guts to Sed. Sure, Sed would be pissed for a while. He might even hit him, but it had to be better than this constant cloud of darkness hanging over his subconscious for almost three years.“Sed?”“Yeah?”“Sed, there’s something I need to tell you about me and Jon.”Sed’s head swiveled, and his eyes were the size of saucers. “You and Jon? No f**king way.”It took Eric a few seconds to realize why Sed was so shocked. “Ew. No, not that. Shit, where did that come from?”Sed released a long breath through pursed lips. “Sorry. Now that
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“This is more important.”Brian climbed to his feet. Standing in the aisle, he dialed his wife and fidgeted with a chain hanging from his belt loop as he waited for her to answer. His features softened the second he heard her voice.“Does this mean…” he said. His bright smile could only mean she’d affirmed their suspicions. “When?” He bit his lip. “July? I can’t wait that long.” He shook his head and chuckled. “God, I want to hold you right now.” He swallowed hard and noticed that the entire band and Rebekah were staring. He pressed on one eyelid with his fingertips, turned on his heel, and disappeared into the back bedroom. As soon as the door closed, Rebekah turned to look at Eric.He smiled slightly and mouthed, “Are you okay?”She nodded. Sure, she’d never know the joy of telling the man she loved that he was going to be a father, but she was happy for Brian. She knew how much he wanted a baby.“This sucks balls,” Trey grumbled. He slid off the table and shut himself in the bathro
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“So I’ll think of you whenever I wear it.” Like I’ll ever stop thinking of you. Ava tried really hard not to cry, but a couple of tears slipped free. The last man who’d given her jewelry had been her grandfather.“Ava?” Chase tipped her face up. “Ah, hell. Don’t cry. I told you that you can take it back.”She made a sound half-laugh, half-sob. “No way am I taking it back, McKay. It’s beautiful. Perfect. I love it. Thank you.”The guardedness in his eyes vanished. “You’re welcome.”Chase paced in the hotel room, glaring at his phone. He hadn’t minded that the fucker hadn’t worked at all yesterday, since he and Ava had spent the whole day in their room, most of it in bed after they’d returned early in the morning from the penthouse.Dammit. He needed to access his email. Nothing was showing up on his phone. And he’d been in such a hurry to get away from the sorrow in Nebraska he’d accidentally left his laptop in his truck at the Omaha airport.His gaze landed on Ava’s computer on the de
