“Yeah, I get it. I just didn’t want him here, you know? Your apartment is our world and I hate bringing him here.”“I understand, baby. But here is where you should feel the safest bringing up shit from your past that hurts you. I don’t want you ever holding out on me. Now, what I was going to add was that your relationship with Michael was all sorts of fucked up. And I’ll tell you why I think that. I don’t want you thinking I’m judging you or thinking you were an idiot for being with him. But what I’m going to say is important and it has bearing on what you and I have now.”God, she loved this man. If she hadn’t already acknowledged that she was falling hard and fast for him, these words, completely and utterly sincere, amazingly awesome words, would have sealed the deal for her. Where else would she ever find a man like this? Someone who was so caring and considerate. So tender and gentle with her and yet rough and demanding when she needed it?He was, in a word, perfect. And she ha
Her breath stuttered across her lips and her pupils dilated rapidly as desire swamped her face.“I want whatever you give me, Ash.”He kissed her mouth, sliding his tongue in to taste her. He loved the way he swallowed her breath, breathed in the same air she expelled. There was something decidedly intimate about that. About taking the air she gave, sucking it in and savoring it before returning it.“Go get on the bed,” he said in a gruff voice. “Hands and knees, knees perched on the edge of the mattress.”She pulled away from him and he was reluctant to let her go even for the time it took her to position herself as he’d directed. He watched as she crawled onto the bed and presented her ass just the way he wanted. Then she glanced back over her shoulder, clear invitation in her eyes.She wanted this. She was ready. He just had to make sure he didn’t take things too far. She deserved gentleness. She’d already suffered far too much at the hands of a dominant man. Not that Michael could
A smile curved her lips again. A dreamy smile.“Glad you like.”“Oh, I do, baby. No doubt there. I like everything about you. Everything that makes you you.”He stared a moment longer at the clamps pushing her nipples upward and then he let his hand drift down her midline, over her belly and to the wetness between her legs. Yeah, she was ready for him. No doubt there. But he didn’t want to end it so soon. He would take his time. Savor her. Make it good for both of them.He stroked his cock, holding it close to her opening as he stared down at what was his. Mine. She was his, absolutely. Never thought he’d have a woman who understood him so completely in his bed. And yet here he was, staring down at a woman so beautiful that it hurt to look at her. He couldn’t look at her without a heavy ache in his chest. The knowledge and recognition that she was it for him. And he’d never look back. Never regret a single thing.He pushed her knees upward, bending her legs so she was open wide to him
“So Ash says you’re an artist, Josie,” Jace spoke up once they’d all settled into their seats. “And that you design jewelry too.”Josie nodded, suddenly shy about having the attention focused on herself.“She’s amazing,” Ash said. “Her work is beautiful.”Josie turned to Ash, surprised. “But you haven’t seen it. Or not much of it. Not yet anyway.”Ash looked briefly uncomfortable but then smiled. “I’ve seen what you’re working on now. It’s very good.”Heat flushed into her cheeks and she knew she was blushing. What she was working on now was quite a bit more erotic than her previous works. But it was for Ash and Ash alone.“Did you design the necklace you’re wearing now?” Mia asked, leaning forward, her gaze riveted to Josie’s collar. “It’s gorgeous!”Now she was really blushing. She was convinced of it. Ash squeezed her hand underneath the table, and she controlled her awkwardness. This was important. It was what he wanted. For her not to ever be ashamed for people to know she was hi
“But you said . . .”“What did I say, baby?”She huffed in a breath, expelling it long over her lips. “You said it wasn’t like that. That I have a choice. That you wouldn’t do something I didn’t want.”He sighed patiently, his gaze boring into her face. “Baby, it’s done. You don’t get a choice because the choice has already been made. And I’m not going to apologize for not discussing it with you beforehand. It was my choice to make. You belong to me. Told you from the start that I take that very seriously. That means I protect you. I do whatever it takes to make sure you’re safe and well cared for.”“Would I have ever known if I hadn’t run into him?” she whispered.Ash immediately shook his head. Unapologetic. Gaze steady. Unwavering.“No. Not something I’d ever want you to know or even think about. I’m pissed because you had to see him at all.”She closed her eyes and shook her head, trying to shake off the buzzing in her ears. This was crazy, wasn’t it? Ash had taken a huge risk. Fo
She loved those words from his lips. His beautiful little submissive. The way he said it. So much tenderness and affection in his voice. And she knew what he was doing. She loved him even more for it. He was wiping away the thoughts of Michael. Of her relationship with him. The fact that he never gave back anything he took.Tonight Ash was offering her the most precious gift she could receive. Himself. His trust. Him relinquishing control to her.This was not a man who ever handed over control or dominance. And she didn’t delude herself. She was in charge but he would effectively be topping from the bottom. Because she knew he would still be in control. He would just be controlling her being in control.“Get on the bed,” she said huskily. “Flat on your back, head on the pillow. I want you to be comfortable.”“Baby, I have to say, you on top of me with me deep inside you? Doesn’t matter where I am. I’ll be comfortable.”She smiled and caressed his jaw before turning him toward the bed.
The wistful tone in her voice made Josie wince with sympathy. But she sat quietly, not wanting to interrupt their conversation.The waiter came and took their orders, and Ash leaned back, reaching for Josie. She slid into his side, their chairs mashed up against each other. His arm settled around her shoulders as he continued his conversation with Brittany.“So how long have you two been dating?” Brittany asked.Josie went still, her mouth suddenly unable to work. What could she say? They didn’t date. One could hardly call what they’d done dating. They’d bypassed that stage all together. And somehow, the word dating seemed so tame. Not at all indicative of the intensity of their relationship.“Josie and I have been together a while now,” Ash said easily.“Oh, that’s good. You look so good together. Tell me more about you, Josie. What do you do?”Apparently Ash hadn’t spoken of Josie to Brittany. Josie licked her lips, suddenly feeling self-conscious in front of his sister. No matter t
Ash smiled at his sister. “Be ready at seven. It’s Jace’s turn to ride herd so he’ll be around in a car. I’ll let him know to pick you up and to drop you back off when you’re done.”Her eyes glittered with excitement. In that moment, Josie was glad she’d issued the impulsive invitation.“Thank you for inviting me, Josie. It sounds like fun!”Josie smiled warmly at Ash’s sister and then reached across the table to squeeze her hand. “Us girls have to stick together, right?”Brittany grinned back. “Yep. And with guys like Ash around, it’s even more important not to let them get one over on us.”“Hey,” Ash defended.Josie elbowed him in the gut and he pretended to double over in pain.“Let’s finish eating. Not going to let that bitch ruin the meal for us,” Ash proclaimed. “You have to get back to work, Britt, and Josie and I have some shopping to do.”Brittany’s eyes rounded. “Shopping? You?”Ash glared at her. “Some things are worth going shopping for. Like the results of this shopping t