Oh God!, just remembering last night makes me cringe.
Watching as Dean and Mr Riley had a full on punch up right there in the local pack hospital.
It took four guys on each side to restrain them both.
They both want me and I'm so confused. Neither of them would let me talk!
I can't even find out my mate's name because I haven't actually been alone with him yet.
My head is all foggy, so many questions and ideas filling my head.
I'm now laid up in bed. A weeks' sick leave to recover from my idiotic self inflicted accident and come to terms with all this new information.
My head hurts, throbbing and healing from that bloody mirror. I feel drowsy from the strong pain killers.
I want a bath but refuse to have one while I'm this drowsed. I will not put myself at risk.
Just rolling over on my side, I'm slowly drifting off to sleep. The doorbell sounds loudly, making me cringe.
I whimper, and sigh. "Who is it?" I ask softly as I head out of my room and down the hallway.
"It's Dean! Let me in, baby."
I smile and unlock the door, looking up into my master's eyes. "Hi! What's up?" I ask. "Did I do something?"
Dean looks confused. "No of course not! I wanted to see how you were... maybe finish where we left off?"
I smirk. "That can be arranged but I want a bath first. I've had my pain killers so don't feel safe bathing."
At that, Dean grabs my legs, throwing me up into a bridal hold, making me squeal before heading into my bathroom.
After sitting me on my stool in the bathroom, Dean rolls up the sleeves of his shirt and begins to run the bath.
I just sit and watch him. This incredibly gorgeous man makes me feel special and incredibly turned on 90% of the time I'm with him. The only sucky thing is, it feels like I'm cheating when I'm with him. I guess it's because I haven't accepted or rejected my mate. I just know he's there.
Within 5 minutes, the bath is full. Bubbles overflowing and a sensual smell of the bath oil aroma. Jasmine and vanilla musk filling the room.
Dean helps me to strip out of my clothes. He does the same, joining me in the bath.
The water is enticingly hot. It's relaxing and soothing to my strained and stressed body.
"Mmmm." Dean sighs, pulling me against him. His front to my back, his legs over mine, pushing them to either side of the bath. "Let me wash you baby."
I watch as Dean picks up my flannel, squeezes some body wash on it before rubbing it over my arms. He works up to my underarms and down over my neck and breasts, teasing me through the cloth.
I moan lightly, closing my eyes as Dean moves the cloth down over my stomach.
When he reaches my clit, I whimper in need. His fingers teasing me using the flannel.
"Oh Dean." I sigh, leaning my head back against his shoulder.
How does this man know how to touch me so well? Where did he get such knowledge?
I don't have time to think, as Dean throws the flannel into the water with a plop. He worked on me with his quick fingers.
"Oh baby, you're so ready for me!" Dean breathes. His musky scent overwhelming me.
Spreading my lips with one hand, he flicks the fingers of his other hand against my clit expertly.
"Don't stop!" I moan, feeling an orgasm build in the pit of my stomach.
My jaw drops, going slack as the pleasure consumes me, building from that one point in my stomach, spreading over the entirety of my sensitive body.
As my body tenses, I know the explosion is imminent. Oh lord, am I ready?
Dean has magic hands.
Only made to pleasure me!
I gasp out loud, my limbs quivering as I cum, moaning out Dean's name.
I slump back into Dean, breathing heavily.
"I love making and watching you cum Lizzie. Coming apart from under my hands. It's the biggest turn on ever."
I smile slightly at his seductive words, then bolt upright when I feel his hard manhood digging into the small of my back.
I turn slightly to see his face. "Happy to see me?" I breathe.
He grins and chuckles. "Always."
Dean carefully stands with me in his arms and he carries me out of the bathroom and straight into my room. He then lays me down on my bed.
"Up for more?" Dean asks gently.
I grin and grab his arms, pulling him on top of me, pulling his ear to my lips. "Always." I breathe, as seductively as I can manage.
Grabbing my hips, Dean pulls me up onto my upper back and shoulders as he kneels up over me.
Positioning himself, he rams inside me, deep and hard.
I gasp out loud. "Ffffuuuucccckkk!"
~*~
I am laid on my sofa with the TV on. Dean has just left, letting me rest.
Some mindless program is on, but I'm not concentrating. I'm zoning out, thinking about my current predicament.
Dean, my Dom, my current best friend. He is my confidant, my lover and the only person on this planet I actually trust.
Or
Mr Riley, my soul mate. A man I have only met once. I hardly know him or anything about him. Not even his first name.
Talk about conflict? As I lay there that night in bed, I couldn't help but think about Mr Riley, my mate.
I was so confused.
How could I even choose between him and Dean without knowing him or who he is.
Just at that moment, my bedroom window squeaked open, causing me to scream in panic.
What the hell?
I see a clothed leg slip in, then another. Then a flexible body, a toned chest. Arms, shoulders, neck and a head.
I am greeted by my mate.
My wolf howls excitedly, bounding around in my head.
I jump off the bed, unsure of what I should be doing.
I was drawn to Mr Riley like a strong magnetic pull, but I felt as though I'd be betraying Dean.
Why the hell am I so conflicted?
"Oh, hello Mr Riley." I whisper, unsure of what else to say.
I am greeted with a mouth watering, sexy grin. "Lizzie. How are you?"
I swallow. "I'm ok. You?" I ask shyly.
I watch as Mr Riley stalks towards me, my stomach doing somersaults at the prospect of him being close to me.
His hand slowly slips onto my waist and he pulls me close to him. Our bodies touching intimately, especially with the fact that I am wearing nothing but a large t-shirt just about covering my modesty.
Mr Riley skims his nose over my neck, breathing in deeply, making me whimper. "By the way dear mate, my name is Holden. Please stop calling me Mr Riley, it makes me feel old."
I swallow hard and nod at him.
"Holden." I whisper, my body having a mind of its own, slowly placing my shaky hands on his muscled biceps.
Yum!
"Now that is sexy. Say it again!" He moans.
Answering his request. "Holden." I whisper again.
"Kiss me Lizzie. Now." He murmurs, his warm sweet breath enveloping me.
I agreed with my wolf, who is pleading with me to accept the offer, to give our mate what he wants.I stroke my hands up his arms, his shoulders and up his neck. Being rewarded with a slight shiver from him, I tangle my hands in his hair, gripping tightly and pulling his face down to my level, crushing my lips against his.Sparks devour my body, empowering tingles taking over, making me moan.Our lips connect. My soft submissive lips shaping around the strong controlling lips of my mate.Holden slips his hands further around my body, splaying them out across my bare ass, groping hard."I want you." He whispers into my mouth. "Do you want me?"I nod. "Yes I do, but please don't mark me." Holden's eyes shoot with pain. "Not yet. I want to wait. I'm not ready for that just yet."Holden pulls back and looks at me. "You don't want me? Are you rejecting me?"I sigh and pull out of his grip. "Come sit, Holden. I need to explain some stuff to you."I walk over to the bed, and pull the cover o
I looked into his eyes. "It's Pleasure. I don't usually get hurt for punishment. I try to be as good as I can. Usually his form of punishment is to deny me pleasure. I can't... well... you know..." I blush, unable to form the words."Cum?" Holden asks, smirking.I nod. "Yeah."He chuckles. "That's one of my favourite pastimes! Orgasm denial is rather enjoyable for the man."I gawp at him. "You... you enjoy that stuff too?" I ask.Holden shrugs. "Not the whipping and caning, but the fun stuff like handcuffs, toys and well... orgasm denial. Are you into the pain?"I bite my lip and nod. "It's a fetish I guess. There's a fine line between pleasure and pain. If you find that middle line, it's incredible!"Holden grins. "Let me show you what I can do." He whispers in my ear before pushing me off him, down onto the bed and straddling me.I have a serious case of the butterflies in my belly as I wonder what treat I have in store.Working his way down, Holden starts kissing, sucking and nibbl
A week off work was quite relaxing! I got to rest, recuperate, sleep in and have baths and naps whenever I felt it warranted.My depo appointment was boring. Just the usual. Bend over and get a needle in the ass.Easy work.Thursday evening I went to the local salon and had my waxing done. Legs, underarms and pubic area.Being hair free makes me feel sexy, I have no idea why.The guys had left me alone to rest and recover for the entire week. I felt lonely for the first time in ages. I have no female friends as I got hurt so much by bitching and lies when I was a teenager, so I took comfort in men and their dicks.Once I was out of school, women saw me as a threat, thinking I'd steal their boyfriends or whatnot because of my reputation. That's not who I am. I always made sure my sexual partners were single first!!Now, Saturday night, I am sat in front of the television with a large pepperoni pizza, popcorn, a bottle of diet coke and X Factor on."Get him off!" I shout out at the TV,
When you're alone inside your head, and unable to pull yourself out of the funk, you end up going crazy!!So far, I've been alone for a total of 2 weeks and 4 days.I've pushed away Dean and Holden, not letting them near me. I'm not doing anything apart from going to work, acting like a zombie, just about handling my duties and jobs. When I go home, I stay in my room and huddle up in the duvet.I'm just about managing a bunch of grapes or a satsuma a day. I've already lost 9lb!As a wolf, I should be eating a lot more, and as I haven't been keeping up my usual diet, my wolf has gone into hibernation.Like me, really.I don't know why I've turned into this emotionless soul, I just can't get over how a human could get inside my flat without me--a shifter--knowing, and was able to freak me out and scare me like he did.I've dealt with the threats and blackmails from other Doms, but this was one step too far. Making somebody come to my home for force me into changing my Dom. It's quite fr
"Try, Dean! Please try!" I whimper.I need him right now.I am burning up beyond anything I have ever felt before, it's as though Dean has brought this on!It only started when Dean put his arms around me.He caused this!!"Dean! NOW!" I scream, my back arching as the pain spikes furiously.A loud sexual moan emanates from Dean's parted lips, and his self control waivers as he crashes his lips to mine again.All I can feel and think of is Dean.The way his hands touch me, the way his lips move against mine, his weight on top of me, his musky sweet breath, the feel of shirt and tailored trousers against my over sensitive bare skin.It's like the most intense feeling I have ever had the pleasure of experiencing. I just don't want it to end.Dean's lips travel down over my jaw to my neck and my throat. Loud whimpers leaving my body with need begging in them.I feel as Dean's hands work their way down my body, over my breasts and down my hips to my thighs, gently massaging them in a sensu
Back at work, finally out of my funk. I feel more positive. Still confused, but positive.I'm sat there at my desk typing out a letter for my boss, Mr Fray.Mind numbingly boring but it keeps my brain busy.Just as I press print, the office phone rings. I clear my throat and take my professional mode."Good morning, Mr Fray's office. How can I help you?" I speak politely."Lizzie? It's Holden!"I grin, hearing his bright voice."Hiya!! What's up?" I ask."I err... was err... calling to err..." He hesitates, stumbling over his words.It's cute!Adorable.I smile."Just say it, Holden." I murmur gently, trying to encourage him.I hear him down the line taking a deep breath. "I wanted to ask you on a date." He rushes out.I blush at the request."Ask me properly and you might get an answer." I tease.Holden chuckles slightly. "Sorry, I'm just a little nervous.""I was wondering if you'd like to go on a date with me?"I grin. "Yes Holden, I'd love to."After the the phone call, I sit ther
I was awoken by my phone ringing with a high pitched shrill.I rolled over and grabbed it drowsily."Mmm?" I answer."Lizzie Knight?" A powerful voice questioned down the line."Yeah? Who's this?" I ask, trying to sit up.I hear a chuckle. "Frank Paulson, you left a message about your... predicament?"My eyes widen, and I leap off the bed, bounding around."Hello! Oh, thank you! Thank you for calling back so quickly!" I rush out, begging for answers."Right, Lizzie. I would prefer to discuss this matter in person? Are you free at some point today? From my records, you are located in Nottinghamshire?"God, he's formal!"Yes, yes I am. I live just outside of Newark."Our conversation ends after we decide on a cafe in town at 4pm.I am on edge all day!I have a half day at work today as Mr Fray leaves for a business trip to Vancouver at 11.30am.Just another bonus.I rush off to the bathroom, shower under almost scalding rivets of water, before drying off. I brush my teeth and start to d
"It's a very unconventional solution though and can end up with the mates fighting for attention."I swallow back bile at the idea of Dean and Holden fighting each other for my attention. I couldn't handle losing either of them. I couldn't imagine it!"Right... so, how would it work? One of my mates is an Alpha? How could I be a Luna if I'm another wolf's mate as well?" I ask with a shaky voice.My heart is pounding out of my chest, I feel beads of sweat trickle down my back, and my heart aches painfully.I am so confused!"It just would. His pack would accept you as Luna because that's your right as his mate.""The only problem I can see presenting itself, is your mates not accepting the situation you're in and making you choose."I shake my head, not wanting to picture the scenario in my fragile mind."I'm still confused. How can Holden AND Dean both be my mates if my wolf hasn't stated Dean is? She feels pleasure and excitement by him being close, but with Dean, she knew instantly
"All right, if you insist. You will have to sit and wait for few minutes so that I can gather my men for the escort" he said as he continued what he was doing before our conversation started.In less than thirty minutes, he called two of his men and told them to get handcuffs and leg locker chains for them to use on the prisoners."My men told me of how the prisoners turned into wolves and attacked them during their first encounter with the prisoners. I would not have believed but there is actually no point in telling me about it if it wasn't true. And when you told me, I became hundred percent convinced. I have asked my men to get those chains to lock their hands and legs so that none of them will be able to escape while they are being led to the van".When the police men came, they were accompanied by five others and together, they went with the hand cuffs and leg locker chains to David's cell.(Authors POV)The police men went to David's cell to release him. They went with the leg l
When he finished counting the money, he smiled but suddenly changed his facial expression back to normal. "Are you sure this is really a slow poison?" He asked with a somewhat frightful voice, referring to the substance I held in my left hand."Do not worry about that, just do your job by putting it in their meal tonight. It's a slow poison and they will die in 24 hours from when they finish eating the meal, you have nothing to worry about" I assured him. He nodded and secretly collected the substance from me in a way to avoid David from suspecting anything fishy and kept it in his pocket.He gave me his mobile number and just in time that we rounded off our discussion, an officer came to inform me that my time has elapsed.I gently stood up and catch a glimpse at David and his men who were still glaring at me. The jailer went up to them and said "You should thank your stars, this man has been kind enough to release you all but on one condition, you will be escorted by the police to g
David seemed to believe me and us in general. "So, are you ready to take your daughter back?" He asked with a pitiful look."Yes, that's the reason we are here. You can have me now and give her to her father" Virginia said with a sorrowful voice.David had a devilish smile on his face as he signaled for one of his men that had Ava to bring her to us. As soon as he came, David spoke "Look at your beloved daughter. You can see that she's unharmed, she's only been starved due to your delay in making up your minds.""You son of a...." Virginia almost lost her temper but quickly controlled herself. "What?" David asked, expecting her to finish her statement. "I mean, you are so mean, what have you been feeding my poor daughter with?""What else? she's been eating good food but only in a little amount as punishment for you wasting my time." David said."Mummy, he's lying...I've been...." Ava whose mouth was sealed, managed to utter but one of David's men gripped her mouth to prevent her from
(THE NEXT DAY)(Deacon POV)I woke up with my family all together but of course, I know that Virginia had not slept well due to the issue at hand. I decided to take a short stroll from the house to try to figure out a plan, if I can get any, on how to outsmart David by getting back my daughter and also getting back Virginia before David finally take her away with him.How was Ava doing?Our beloved daughter. The innocent didn't deserve what she might be passing through in the hands of David. In truth, If what David was asking for was something else, like money or any other material things, we would have given it to him right away, no matter how huge the ransom may be, because we wouldn't have wanted our little daughter to spend a night outside her home.Damn that bastard!The thought of it makes me sick. Surely we have to find a solution today. I personally can't bear to see that my daughter won't be with us tonight. No!I would rather take her place, but, will he agree? Certainly not
Deacon and I went back home without saying any more word to the coward as he left with his gang.We met Virginia, who has just finished eating. And she asked us about the meeting with David. "He is as rude and arrogant like you said. He was lucky to have come with a group of guys because if he hadn't, I would have made sure he regretted ever uttering those rubbish that came out of his mouth few minutes ago. Deacon said with an angry tone.(Few months later)(Author's POV)David didn't come back as soon as he said he will and everyone thought he has finally decided to accept the fact that Virginia won't accept him no matter what. Virginia gave birth to twin girls just like she was expecting. And yet again, the babies had to be shared among her mates. The first girl was called 'Sophia' and Deacon took her as his own daughter. The second was called 'Sonia' and Declan took her as his.The family lived together and everyone was happy but not until one day, a familiar loud noise was heard,
(Deacon POV)Virginia was going to blow any second. I could see it in her eyes, the way they darted around the garden, staring at empty paper cups, balloons, the littering of wrapping paper being blown around the grass.I didn’t like to blame her hormones for the outbursts, but this pregnancy, yes it was the hormones that were to blame. It wasn’t her at all, I knew her normal temperament and this was so NOT it.“Dec, man… get Virginia inside before she makes a scene.” I muttered, nudging him towards her. I was stuck manning the BBQ so I couldn’t exactly leave it with all these children about. That would be the epitome of danger in Virginia’s eyes and I’d rather her anger was directed on the mess rather than me. I love my wife, I do. More than anything (other than my kids) but I wouldn’t wish her temper on anybody. Pregnancy temper is like walking on Lego bricks; painful and unforgettable.Declan rushed off and eased Virginia inside, only to come out a few minutes later with a bin line
(Deacon POV)Red.Rouge.Crimson.All I could see was red. My vision was clouded with blood red.Red with anger. Fury. Rage. And that was just me, forget about my wolf! He wanted blood. He was out for Lydia’s blood. He wanted to rip her head clean from her neck, to gouge her eyes from the sockets, torture and maim her until she bled out slowly and painfully, but no, we needed to end this.This was it. I had behaved like the world’s worst mate and I wasn’t going to wallow in self-pity anymore, I wasn’t going to try and 'do what was best' for Virginia because I always ended up making things worse, so I was going to step up and damn well fight for her love, fight for another chance and be a man worthy of a woman so god damn amazing. And this was the start of the new Deacon. I would save Virginia, I would protect her and give her a new life; a life she deserved.Virginia had had enough, I had too; this whole family had dealt with way too much over the past year and I know I caused a lot o
(Virginia POV)The last thing I could remember was a sparkling needle looming closer while I stared into a set of very familiar hazel green eyes; eyes I knew oh so well, eyes that belonged to the woman who bore me, gave me life and raised me… and now, laying here, imprisoned to a cold metal table that stank of stale metallic blood, I knew her intentions were less than honourable.My life was in immediate danger and there was nothing I could do to stop it; I couldn’t hear my wolf, I couldn’t break free from my restraints, and every word I tried to speak was muffled behind a cloth rag that was tight and rubbing at my open lips. I could feel my skin sting as if I had been cut or scratched maybe; it wasn’t overly excruciating, but it was a distraction from the predicament in which I found myself.Shaking my head clear of the fear of pain within, I trained my eyes on the woman pacing across the small wooden room in which I woke up… it was vaguely familiar. Pushing the fatigue further from
(Declan POV)Questions.An overload of questions fluttered my brain after last night’s antics.I didn’t regret them, no, but I did wonder… why was I so… dominant? Confident? Sexually powerful? I didn’t understand it. I was mystified as to how a sexually inexperienced teenage boy could use such words and know such explicit acts with such precision, he could make a woman cum so damn fast and powerfully, it made his head spin.Was this a wolf thing or a man thing?“Morning son, how are you today?” Dad’s voice knocked me from my inner musings, back to the here and now.“I’m alright. I think. I hope.”With an amused smirk, Dad sighs, “tell your old man all about it.”After urging my father off to his office; I definitely needed privacy for a conversation like this, a subject like this… I didn’t even know how I would venture it with my own father, let alone anybody else.This is awkward…“Come on Dec, talk.” Dad smiles gently, “whatever it is, we can deal with it.”“It’s nothing bad, it’s j