I walk down the stairwell gripping the banister, I can hear the commotion coming from my brother's office but I know better than to eavesdrop. Nothing good comes from that in this life. I continue my descent down to the kitchen, Gretchen is here with a sweet grin plastered on her face and she sways to the song streaming from the radio. If graceful was a word it would be her, she in her sage green apron with black pants and slippers on.
When she sees me entering she says, “Good Morning Sweetheart” dusting her hands on her apron and reaching for my hand. I grab hers as she leads me to the breakfast nook, “What will it be today, oatmeal or pancakes”. She says releasing me to go towards the stove, “With the week I had both, please”. She makes her way back towards me placing a bowl of apple cinnamon oatmeal and blueberry pancakes on a plate, “I thought you'd say that” she says with a smirk while setting them down before me and grabbing a cup of apple juice and setting that down as well. Orange juice is overrated argue with someone else.
My mother's death hit Gretchen just as hard, she kind of took over the full mother role after. She's been with my family since before I was born. She saw the ups and downs witnessed the changes and stayed. Other than Sydney she knows me best, always there to offer some advice and clearance.
I down the last bits of my apple juice and attempt to pick up my mess, Gretchen comes before me and stops me. “I can do it,” I say, still reaching for the dishes. “I know you can,” she says, pulling them out of my reach and moving towards the sink. “Besides, someone sounds angry.” Before I can ask her what she means I hear the pounding of footsteps.
Casper stomps into the kitchen his face inflamed before i can ask if he's okay, he’s yelling, “I can't catch a fucking break” he storms towards the fridge and flings it open. Gretchen continues washing the dishes and humming a peaceful tune seemingly oblivious to my brother's storming rage.
“What–What happened?” I ask testing the waters not wanting to enrage him more. My brother being one of the most calm people I know seeing him like this makes me a bit uneasy. “Papa’s gonna fucking kill me” he murmurs going deeper into the fridge and pulling out a beer.
I try again, “Cas, what the hell is going on” he finally looks up at me. “Make my grave beautiful,” he says, grabbing a bottle opener from Gretchen and walking towards the exit. “Oh come on,” I say, jogging up to him and turning him towards me, “tell me something maybe i could help” he arches a brow at me, “He pulled out of the contract” he finally says.
“Who” I say trying to make sense of the situation. “Agosti” he sighs “he pulled out of the contract last minute, we were supposed to sell him the newest shipment but I guess he found another buyer, I wasted 2 million dollars”. He shrugs “And when Papa finds out I’m dead, he already didn't trust me with the job and now this” he runs a hand through his blond hair, “Im fucked”.
I stare up at him, he's right my father will not forgive him, this will make him look weak and that is a no-go in this life.
“He played you didn't he,” I say finally putting together the pieces.
“Yup, he was never interested in doing the deal, just wanted to see me work for it i guess” he blows out a breath.
A lightbulb goes off in my head, “Wait” I say and rush to grab my phone “Did you say, Agosti, as in Alessandro Agosti”. My brother looks at me with confusion etched into the wrinkles forming on his forehead, “Yes, you've met his father before Malcom Agosti”. I pull up his contact and shove it in my brother's face, “Why do you have that” he asks.
“Mafia Princess remember” I wink, “he tried to buy me off to his son a few years ago but Papa didn't let him because we were all ‘mourning’” I say with air quotes, “ he told me to take his number in case i ever changed my mind”
My brother continues staring at me, “You failed to mention the part where that's relevant right now” he says
“Reach out to Alesandro's father and offer him your deal but offer me as well”. I say and see his face crack.
“No, Lena it's okay”, he says, “I know how you feel about that and I won't be the reason you have to go through that Alessandro is not a good guy, I'll figure it out”
“And does that figuring ‘something out’ not involve my brother ending up in a grave?” I shout into his face my anger lashing out and I know I'm red my fist is balled up so tight because I know what this means for me, for him, and for us.
“Pa might forgive me, Lena,” he says.
“And if he doesn't” I yell, “Or even worse if he does and you take his place as capo, none of them are going to take you seriously Cas, they're gonna string you around like a puppet and it's going to end up with you dead”. I yell, “And I'd be damned if I could do something about it and didn't Cas” My voice cracks and a tears slips free.
He swipes at it with his sleeve and pulls me into an embrace he rests his head atop my head like he always did when we were younger pats my head pulls back and looks me in my eyes, “that's last case scenario okay, I'll try my hardest for it not to come to that” he promises, I nod understanding.
Gretchen walks by us with a smile forming on her face as she walks by and says, “A sibling's love is like none other”.
My father blows out a puff of smoke as he continues to chuckle with Nicolis Ricci, one of his–our men. “He played that boy like a violin,” my father says, coughing out a hard laugh, and hitting his chest. Nicolis laughs too, hard and says, “You would think he'd seen it coming, Malcolm never liked that family” he chuckles leaning back in the chair–my chair.They're sitting across from me in my home office, my father came over under the pretense of wanting to talk but just instead shoved a bunch of folders of suitable women for me. He says, “I'm getting older and my good looks are running out” and that I need to find a wife, and random hookups aren't going to cut it anymore as if he stopped having random hookups when he married my mother. I ignored him as usual because none, including my father, tells me when to get stuff done. When he finally gave up he invited Nicolis and has been sitting here laughing at Caspers's situation. Being in the mafia word gets around quickly, being Casper'
RomanHer sage green eyes stare back into mine, she looks as dumbfounded as ever, the expression on her face is almost enough to calm the raging storm fighting inside me urging me to decapitate her brother. He been whining like a little bitch the whole afternoon we attended two meetings this morning, one i would usually attend by myself but deciding to make an attempt at being a good human being and bring Casper along so he could get a better outlook on the current ongoing pressings matter in the mafia and maybe find a solution to his own problems. Big. Fucking. Mistake. During the meeting he found out Agosti found a new buyer and was fucking furious. I can see where he could be furious but whining about it wont change anything, he should be figuring out his next move because right now he's looking really vulnerable. “ I'm gonna kill someone !” he yells the sounds echoing in the primarily open foyer which i haven't seen in a while. It's been 6 years since I visited this house, not
Elena I inhale deeply my reflection staring back at me. Those mossy green eyes speckled with dark spots, my thick eyebrows and the defiant curl that always manages to slip out. I'm wearing a red deep maroon lipstick today to go with my black slip on dress which has a v-neck rimmed in lace . I picked a pair of diamond encrusted earrings to pair with the outfit. Half of my hair is pinned back and the other is let down to show them off. I think I'm ready but then again how ready can you be to get sold off to a man you don't even know. The greater good i think to myself this is all for the greater good, Casper will be safe, for now at least until he digs himself into some knee dip shit in a few months. This- this is worth it, I can be the housewife Alessandro needs me to be. What might that even consist of cooking, cleaning? I can do that–I will do it. And when the time comes on our wedding night I will pretend he is someone else, someone with crystal blue eyes and sandy br– focus Elena
ElenaThe once comforting, loving eyes I used to admire as a little girl are gone, replaced by cold, deadly piercing green ones. The father I haven't seen in years who prioritizes his work trip over his children. The sadness that threatened to overpower is quickly replaced with sheer anger. I start to tremble with pure rage, rage that not even Roman Russo could bring out of me. Because here stands before me is the two men who completely broke my heart.RomanIt is not often-or ever that I am proven wrong but I was highly mistaken when I thought getting Marco De Santo here to show up for his children would be easy. He gave me a million-and-one reasons why he couldnt make it which is pretty fucking pitiful if you ask me, having an offspring just to abandon them is beyond me. Elena’s sage green eyes stare back at her father so much hatred and rage in them it excites me. For once I’m not the cause for it which feels pretty damn good, a feeling I won't look into. Casper is spewing some bu
“27” Sydney groans from behind me where she’s resting her arms on her legs and her head dropped between them. “27 times you opened that damn website since I was here," she says, slamming the computer I had opened with dozens of Roman Russo articles. I cringe rolling onto my back where I'm perched atop the bed. “What can I say to keep your friends close and your enemies closer”. She rolls her eyes at me before getting up and throwing my closet open, “I could work with this” she mumbles. I narrow my eyes at her “And what do you think you're doing ?”I ask genuinely confused.“Finding you an outfit,” she says, sparing a glance over her shoulder. “Why?” I ask, sounding as appalled as I feel. “because. '' She responds as if that answers my question while continuing to rummage through my closet occasionally throwing a sweater or two over her shoulder. “And why is that exactly” I ask. “Look,” she says, finally turning around clutching a red dress. “You've been locking yourself up in t
“So loud,” I say to none in particular because they couldn't hear anyway and continue to be guided further into the club by a Sydney who seems way too comfortable with these surroundings. When she finally finds a spot she is satisfied with she pulls me into her and wraps an arm around my waist swaying us to the music. I keep a steady pace with her studying her pretty long wavy brown hair she has pulled into a messy bun atop her head, and the silver dress she is wearing with a sequence with a red lip to tie it all together my friend is beautiful and achingly so. We continue bobbing and swaying to the music when I feel a prickling sensation run down my spine and makes my blood run cold. I discreetly take a look over Sydney's shoulder and when my eyes clash with his very eerily bright blue ones, my steps falter and I almost collapse to the ground.Roman Russo is here.RomanElena De Santo in my fucking club I thought I told her brother to keep her the hell away from me after the shit sh
Casually making my way back to the balcony but opposite where I was so Elena doesn't have my exact location, I watch her. She is now by the bar downing a drink like her life depends on it. I smirk knowing how rattled I got her. Elena is soft, too soft and she likes to fit in and play tough but if I ever got my hands on her I would crush her immediately. Watching her finish that drink and then immediately order another one is when I notice the douchebag making his way toward her. Wearing a black button down shirt that looks incredibly wrinkled suggesting something he spent his night doing. He makes his way to Elena plastering his ever-so-charming smile on and starts sweet-talking to her. I can tell it's working based on the subtle grin that is on her face and she gives a quick goodbye to her friend before she lets him lead her through the crowd. Glancing down at my watch I realize if I don't leave now I will be running late to a meeting but something inside me won't allow me to
Loosening the hold I have on the guy's neck I let his body drop to the ground and I stare down at Elena. She looks almost as upset and hurt as the last time I saw her and damn for some reason that stings. I offer her my hand which she slaps to the side and stumbles trying to get up, when she finally finds her footing she looks up at me teary-eyed, “you just have amazing fucking time Russo” she scoffs. “A thank you would suffice, "I tell her while eyeing the bruise blossoming on the nape of her neck and then the guy, I should've taken my time.Following where my eyes went “Overkill much?” she asks “Pun fucking intended” she mumbles. “I suggest you say goodbye to your friend, your brother is on the way to pick you up,” I say, turning around. “You did not call him you fucking idiot,” she says running up behind me. I turn around arching a brow and ask, “Would you rather I did nothing, your brother would never forgive me if I let his baby sister wander off with a guy she barely knows”. I