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Hating Him
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2024-10-29 19:42:56[Millicent]
I hate him.
Right now, there isn’t a single part of my body that doesn’t hate him.
What was he thinking, bringing those horrible men into this keep? Every single one of them represents a handful of memories that I’d rather forget, parts of my life that I had to endure. Seeing them like that, having him demand that I tell him how each should die, sent me right back to those moments to live once again. I know that he sees me as insignificant, I am only a human, and the lowest of them, and he is a dragon prince. He has no reason to see me with any kind of regard.
But what he did tonight,
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