CHAPTER 80

Varya's POV

The morning light broke through the curtains and spread a gentle light across the room. I lay awake in bed, with my eyes fixed on the ceiling as my mind raced. It seemed that everything that occurred during the previous night would not stop playing back in my mind;

Kylo’s uninvited entry, his drunken declarations, our feelings for each other. Even for an instant, I had allowed myself to entertain a notion that perhaps something could be salvaged.

But now, with morning reality sinking in, doubts began creeping into my thoughts. Next to me, I saw Kylo shifting around then he opened his eyes and attempted to make sense of what was happening.

“What am I doing here?” He mumbled as he rubbed his temples searching for bits of last night’s experiences

My heart sank when he said those words unknowing again. Of course, he doesn’t remember anything if he was that drunk. The realization hit me like a cold wave leaving me feeling naked and at risk. As though it had all been worthless,