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Vexed 114: Unspoken Feelings
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2022-07-24 04:25:26Athena’s P.O.V.
My lips parted to let out a banter but before I could even move, Cristoff hastily strode towards me and cupped my jaws. He crashed his lips against mine in just a second.
It wasn’t just a simple kiss. It was gentle, yes… but at the same time, it felt like he was punishing me. Saglit akong natulala, pero agad din naman akong nakabawi.
With Cristoff fully claiming my lips like he had never done before, I got stiffed like a statue. But unconsciously, I was thinking of a much better position. I was silently asking for more—silently wishing that there could be more. Would it be better to lie on the floor?
I closed my eyes while relishing his scent, with an indefinite anticipation of how this night would end. With the way how he kissed me, it only showed that I was still the one Cristoff needed. He tried to replace me before, but he couldn’t.
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